Men of all eld are discovering new eroticism within adventures they once thought forbidden. The big surprise for them is this ... Sex with guys can be edgier than with a woman. It can be more intense, more dangerously fun, more easily found, found without cost, and with no train attached. In all of those categories ... well, girls are gunna find it toilsome to compete. This is my story and how the hell I ever crossed that line.

Blame it on the internet. Not only has free memory access to videos stirred up interest group, it has sexually educated men, and then given them an easy network within nearly every metropolis in almost every nation. There are meg of men worldwide playing with each other that never would stimulate dreamed they would be doing so a few class back. about of these guy cable do not see themselves gay. I 'm not even sure as shooting they accept the word bisexual person. They just like getting their cock sucked sometimes and many like sucking one even more. My how matter change ... And why the nether region did that happen ?

This story is how and why it happened to me. I 'll order ya up front ... The tactile property of a cock in my mouth is sometimes, not always, exquisite like nothing else ... including a vagina. Feeling a guy cum in my mouth is also More acute and more visceral than with a woman. How did it happen to me, a `` straight as an pointer '' kinda guy ? Well ... It 's all Ash 's faulting. I also blame it on her. Here 's the chronicle ...

You probably necessitate to go back and read the first three stories. In them I go to some lengths describing how Ash and I developed our `` fireplay, '' our edgy fantasy lecture while teetering on the threshold of orgasms. Talking to each former in that aroused state really opened her to new estimation and new desires. It affected me too and a wife tends to acknowledge affair like that.

In my terminal story I recounted how Ash became Bi. Like so many former alteration, I doubt it would 've happened without our regular fantasy talk in bed.

Remember my assumption in the last story ? ...

'' miss tend to think vaginas and guy cable tend to cogitate penises are ugly. Both wonder what the other sees in them. ``

Well ... That debate set up a give-and-take between Ash and me, of course always while deeply into some orgasmic state. I would be telling her how beautiful vaginas are and she would be countering with how much fun member are. Something like the following ...

'' Honey, a cock and balls just give you soooo much more to play with ! ``

'' There is no sensation that matches a soft penis expanding in your mouth. nil is like it ! ``

'' The musky feeling of an aroused man is simply habit-forming. I love it. I love savoring it. You will too ! ``

'' An erect cock is a hone fit in your back talk. It is soft and hard at the Lapp time and feels so good while twirling your glossa around it, especially the tip ! ``

'' Sucking balls into your mouth and tonguing them not only feels peachy, it gives you such a sense of tycoon over a guy ! ``

'' Getting a guy rightfield on the edge, feeling him tense up, and start to throw off just before he comes is always such a rush ! ''

'' The in effect region is feeling his prick pulsation in your oral fissure as he starts to cum. There 's nothing in sex better than that. Feeling his cum shoot into my sassing, tasting the saltiness is addictive. Every time I 'm with a new guy I always want him to do that. You know how I crave the perceptiveness of cum ! ``

'' You 've got to taste cum ! If it was n't incredibly safe, why would I want to suck every guy off ? ``

'' dear ... You 've got to try this. I ca n't wait until you 've had your first cock. I ca n't wait until we can share that experience together ... both of us sucking on the like tool and balls together ! ``

'' Cum in my sassing and we will swap it back and Forth River together ! ``

'' Ok. I 've let you cum inside me. Now get down there, suck it out and make up me cum ! That is if you really care about your wife, if you really desire me to cum too ... superintendent hard ! ``

Get the thought how devious her little mind employment ? I endured that kinda SOB for various years before I started crossing those lines.

The first was tasting cum.

I had to get over a cryptical repulsion. Hell, I did n't even like cumming in a womanhood 's mouth because it just seemed so unadulterated. I know most men think that is the ultimate shudder but for me it sure seemed like it might make her gag and wretch ! Maybe because I was convinced it would do that to me. Here 's how I overcame that little job ...

Within a twelvemonth after she started raving about cum and wanting me to try it, I gradually started getting curious and eventually it became an titillating initiation. Yup, contemplating tasting my own jiss inexplicably became an obsessional thing. The more I thought about it, the Thomas More it became something that got me very very hot.

Dozens, maybe hundreds of times I fully intended on licking my hand off after a self induced orgasm ... Fully intended. Hell ... That was the trigger that made me cum ... the anticipation of eating my own cum. However ... Evvvvery 1 time, after I came, that plan went flying out the window ! I just could n't do it.

Then one day, and I 'm still not certainly where I got the idea, I decided to blunder into a small jar and put it in the freezer. I guess I thought maybe the succeeding metre I got all revved up with the estimation of eating my own cum I 'd cart it out and pop it into my rima oris before I experienced that immense let down, that switch from rightfield to leave alone brain, that `` jerk back into realness '' thing Guy go through just after they orgasm.

fountainhead ... I jacked off various times in that cup before I finally worked up the nerve to try it. And then one day, a day I was passing turned on, while I was right on the boundary, and yet had n't cum ... I got that jar out and plopped it all into my oral cavity. It was one frickin big ice cube of cum !

Now the occupy thing about that is the initial sensation is just cold. You ca n't smack much. So I started playing with myself, getting back to being right on the edge and savoring the appreciation and especially the aroma while it slowly melted. suspect thing about being all jacked up ... everything seems dissimilar ! Surprise surprise. I actually, kinda, liked it. Not bad at all. Ash was right. I could see myself doing this again. And when it was all melted and swallowed, I busted my nuts and came all over myself. Hellava sexual climax. Could I eat that cum ? Nope. But did I do that freeze thing all over again ? Hell yes ! great deal of time until I was used to the taste, the smell, the smell of it in my mouthpiece and the gross out factor was pretty much gone. You might require to try it sometime if you 've been odd like me but also `` could n't do it. '' Eating your own cum is a huge frickin parentage to cross. Try it and separate me if this works for you too !

Ok. Here 's a new train of thought and another demarcation I crossed ...

The outlandishly pop comedian, Ron Elwyn Brooks White has this famous short bit about smut and all of us being gay, the difference of opinion is only by degree. Here it is ...

'' I have this buddy of mine who 's a homophobe. That 's the most useless thing you could possibly be ... to be afraid of gay the great unwashed. I was talking to him the other day and he says ...

'This world be a meliorate berth if there were n't so many pouf !'

And I told him, 'you know ... the succeeding fourth dimension you have a thought ... just let it go ! Besides, we 're all gay. It 's just a subject to what extent. ``

He says, 'That 's dogshit man. I 'm not gay at all !'

'Oh yes you are and I can prove it .'

'Fine prove it !'

'All right wing. Do you like porn ?'

'Yea I love porn. You know that !'

'Do you only like porn with two women making bang together ?'

'No ! I like watching a man and adult female making love !'

'Do you like scenes with the guy having a small one-half flaccid penis ?'

'No ! I like hombre with a big throb tool !'''

( It 's a funny bit. insure it out on YouTube if you have n't heard it before. )

The point is ... nearly cat do n't really sympathize that a big cock in a smut scene is an of import portion of the turn on. The more you watch porn, the to a greater extent you 'll notice the excitement of a shaft ramming into a slit or down a throat. Ash just kept pointing that out to me. Cocks. Lotsa pecker until they started to become a substantial titillating trigger. I mean I started searching for video recording with monster peter. They were hot. They were fascinating. And over clip they became at least as interesting, maybe more, than a cunt. Ash was right with at least one period ... There trusted was a lot more there to dally with than a vagina.

So here 's the point ... Ash would always always mouth about cocks while we were playing together. It was genuinely hot talk of the town and would make her and me cum jolly fast. After awhile it was the only way she would cum ... talking about damn cocks ! And do n't you for a hour believe she did n't know exactly what she was doing to me. Conniving small vixen !

She had stack of experiences with rooster and she would severalise me about each one in smashing detail. For exemplar ...

I remember the sentence, early on, when the first black walked in our clubhouse. It was a crowded club. People everywhere. Plenty of hot fair sex. He was big, slim, moderately tall. Arrived obviously as a professional wearing an expensive apparel shirt and tie.

And who went right up to him, took his hand and started giving him the round of golf ? Why yes ... My shy little lady now turned go usher.

After about 30 minute I noticed I could n't see them anymore and started looking. Were they in the bar area or on the dancing story ? Nope. Out in the hot tub ? Nope. In any of the bedrooms ? Nope. Outside in the parking lot or in a car ? Nope. What the hell ?

When I came back in ... there they were. She with a big smile on her nerve and he looking like he had been perspiring. How could I have missed them ?

I did n't know until the end of the night when she and I were making passion and she 's going off about him. Turns out this frisky philly, kept holding his script during the circuit, that kinda got her revved up and when they finally arrived at the john, she uses those locked hands to pull him into one. Once in there, she locks the door, and slowly pulls her hot skimpy pitch blackness dress over her top dog, she has no bra on, rubs her nipples, gets on her knees, unzips his pant, and pulls them with his underwear down to the storey ...

[ `` So I could get a very good look ! '' she said. ]

And fellates the poor guy ! Damn. I mean the guy has only been there a few minutes and some crazy white cunt is half raping him in a woman 's john !

I could hardly conceive it. That was SO NOT Ashley ! When I asked her what the hell got into her ? She said ...

'' Well ... His cum of course. ``

'' You mean you let him cum in your mouth ? ``

'' Yes ! Why would n't I ? I was dying to see what his cock looked like. And it was big. Real big. You should 've seen it. Simply beautiful. You know, the rumors are true about black cat ! We NEED Sir Thomas More black guy around this place ! And I certainly wanted to know what he tasted like. Would n't you ? ``

Now ... It was shit like that, a regular supply of stories about cock, that Ash loved bathing me in. mephistophelian !

It took about four years for for me, a `` connessouir of puss, '' to suck the `` once unsuckable ! '' Here 's how I crossed that shucks contrast ...

I had this business organization friend. We would occasionally part a dinner. We did one Nox and after a few drink we started talking about sex for the first time. I mean, we are getting into it ! Maybe it was the alcohol.

I 'm telling him about the club, and all the sex crazy fair sex there, and then about Ash and how she now simply loves stopcock, and `` believe it or not she 's trying her damnedest to get me to absorb one, '' and I 'm thinking this lecture is getting to him. He just might want to follow check out the club, when he said ...

'' Hey ... I 've just completed some pretty expensive remodeling of my home. No one has seen it yet. Wan na come over and tell me what you think ? ``

fountainhead, of course I did. So we paid the halt and left hand. The house was close by, maybe five minutes away. And when we get there, the grand tour was on. Beautiful theater. Superb predilection in purpose. So big, so Nice it was a disgrace he lived there alone. The shoemaker's last room he showed me was the master bedroom where he left me to go get some drinks. I look around at all the decorations and sit down at the foot of his bed to admire a particularly beautiful oeuvre of art on the wall.

Then he comes in, sees me staring at his prized piece, comes over and stands right in straw man of me blocking the aspect, does n't say a word but has his zipper in from my look and just leaves it there.

I do n't hump what got into me but the C. H. Best way to describe it is this ...

It was almost like being out of my body and watching myself slowly reach out, unbuckle his belt, unzip his pants, rive them down, way down, then his underwear, and watching his huge erect cock spring out ... maybe a distich inch from my boldness. It was simply beautiful. Seriously beautiful and then I feel this surge, this incredible hurry, and it seemed so lifelike to just open my rima oris and put the brain of it inside. I felt my knife go to make, twirl itself all over his velvety glans, like it had done it a hundred fourth dimension before. Was n't long and I was rapidly sucking it while he was pumping it in and out of my oral fissure. I remember thinking two affair while that is happening.

One, this might be the raging matter I 've ever experienced.

And two ... Damn I ca n't expect to tell Ash !

It did n't take foresighted until I feel this pulsing as his cock gets superfluous hard and then the rush in his shaft as he starts his release, shooting so much cum, I had a severe fourth dimension swallowing it all. And that sealed it. Ash was right again. Having a guy cum in my oral fissure rocketed to the top of my listing of erotic experiences. And here 's the really occupy part for me ... I really really like doing something that I knew felt so good for another guy. It was very different from feeling a woman cum where you are kinda guessing what that feels like to her. This was powerfully identifiable. This was like `` every sentence I had ever cum. '' I ca n't really name it. You 'll just take to try it yourself.

So what happened succeeding ? Well he asked if I wanted him to recip ? I said ...

'' Nope ! I just want to go home and severalize Ash all about this ! She will go nuts ! ``

And I did. Rushed home base. Found her cleaning the house. Pulled her into the chamber, tore her wearing apparel off, threw her on the waterbed and said ... `` time lag till you hear what I just did ! ''

So I start sharing it, Ash senses where this was going, jumps on top of me, straddles my cock and slides it in her drippage puss, starts bouncing on it like she 's riding a galloping horse, and ejaculate before I had hardly finished the level. It took all of maybe 60 endorsement ! When she came down from it all ... guess what she says ?

'' You are going to do that again decent ? severalise ME you are doing that AGAIN ! ! ``

I did differentiate ya she was a bit diabolical.. right ? Could I even consider not do that again while living with a hammer crazed woman like Ash ?

Here 's the affair about being Bi ... at to the lowest degree from my compass point of view.

The climate comes and goes. It 's the unknown thing. nigh of the clip, let 's say 90 % of the sentence I have only about 10 % interest in cocks. I never have involvement in guys ... from a gay 's position anyway.

Then all of a sudden `` the synodic month and the stars align '' and bam ! I can hardly think of anything in a sexual way ... but peter. In those present moment prick, pretty much all hammer, are intensely erotic. So often so, if I 'm looking at porn all I see or want to see is stopcock and while doing so I can literally feel what it feels like having one in my mouth. During those moments I 'm at least 90 % gay, maybe more. I have zero pastime in women. And then as quickly as it came, the impression leaves me, for weeks or months. The old Jim comes back and vaginas are the essence of beauty in this existence ... once again.

Now this back and forth has been going on for about twenty years. Never changes much. I 've had several hundred experiences with peter over the year. Ash and I would derive to do a guy together, actually respective. It was great for her, just unspoilt for me. And another guy and I did `` d-play her. '' Same reaction. I 'll write about all that later.

Bottom line ... I still love women. Still get it on cocks ! well ... Some of the time anyway !

Finally ... What might you take away from this story ?

1. If you 're young, be damn heedful who you ultimately hook up with. She could be some evil devious, sexually deviant person like Ashley !

2. If you make that fatal mistake, you now know how it 's going to end up. You are going to suit a crazy ole prick chump ! However, you 'll expend nearly your life with a immense smile on your face !

3. And even if you do end up with someone as goofy as Ash, and letting her ride you skitszoid walking both sides of the street ... it wo n't be so bad. Being Bi is kinda like pizza. When it 's good ... it 's really good. And when it 's bad ... well it ai n't that bad !

So ... try the `` ice cubes '' some time !

I 'll will you with the immortal parole of Woody Allen ...

'' Bisexuality doubles your chances of a date on a Saturday night.

I believe that sex is a beautiful matter between two people. Between five, it 's antic. ''