One thing that I have been very aware of for a turn of class is that my area of interest is predominantly dominated by males. From a young age my idea of a time to come calling was solely computer based and as I grew older my specialisation became programming, however where I live that was always a business surface area that not many womanhood went into, so I didn't have a lot of female friends. In all fair I never had a lot of friends of either gender, from the age of XI to eighteen I always had the same friend and that was purely my luck.

When I first started secondary coil schooltime I was coming from a very rural arena and because we had just moved home I didn't actually know anyone, Ashley was my first supporter purely because she took pity on me being on my own, but she turned out to be the best admirer I ever had. In my third year of petty school day I took ICT General Certificate of Secondary Education, because I wanted to be a programmer, and I took art O level, because Ashley did ; it was quite a strange mix. During my art lessons there were no Guy at all, but I didn't really fit in with the little girl, I'll explain why in a trivial while. During my ICT lessons I was the only when female person, even my teacher was a guy, but I fit in with them just fine. Ever since I was vernal I've always had the flavor that guys don't see me as much of a young woman, but Sir Thomas More like ‘ one of the guys ’, and in all honesty I think I liked it better this way.

Other miss fussed over things like their constitution and their hair, but that binge never came into the mix. I worried about my studies and concentrated on school piece of work, it seems like an odd thing for a school student to say but I really wanted to get good making, I had a set aim in my lifetime and that was to complete school, get through college, get a university arcdegree and become a top-end programmer, boy and child didn't even come into the equation ( but for the phonograph recording I hate children and have for as long as I can remember, the younger they are the worse they are ). I got through schooltime and the only exam I failed was art ; but I didn't particularly tutelage about that.

Ashley and I ended up going to the same college after school, she was doing games and vitality, and I was doing software program and concern. We didn't see nearly as much of each other during this time, accept for commuting to and from college, but there were Sir Thomas More girls in my grade now. In fact there were three of us ; Lucy, Becca and me. A guy from the same secondary schoolhouse as me ended up in my family too, Tom, who I'll admit I think I secretly sort of liked. I mean, if I had to blame a guy it would sustain been him and over our two long time of college me and him got to be pretty close friends, and of course the repose of the guys in the family. During the time at college I did have a brief relationship ; it was a guy from the hardware course of study, Michael. In the end he turned out to be a stupe shit who had it in his garble petty mind that he owned me ; but he did end up being my first, I often wonder what the nether region I was thinking.
Anyway ; this tale isn't about subaltern school, or college, it's about university and the real guy I love. I ended up going to university in the metropolis, so I moved there and found a nice lilliputian flat, I got myself a part time job in a web developing company where I do general lookup engine optimization, my boss called it the disconsolate English of the online community but it earned me a more than fair amount of money and I could cultivate from home, so it suited me perfectly. The real surprisal was going to university the first day and bumping into person I knew.

It was a nerveless Sept dayspring and from my flat the route to university passed a very conveniently placed Starbucks. I was just in there to get myself a little morning kick back start when a young man in presence turned around and smiled at me, his long dark brown hair had a ‘ just woke up'feeling to it and his soft greenness eyes looked puffy and tired.

"Redeemer ! Tom !"I was too surprised to say much else but he just laughed and looked at me.
"come on now Kate, you don't have to count so shocked. I did recite you I wanted to go to the business school day here."It was true, he had in fact told me that he wanted to attend to the same university as me, or rather he wanted to attend the business schooltime that was a part of the university, but his dad had wanted him to study closer to dwelling, so I had just assumed his dad would receive won.

He hadn't changed at all, he was still very handsome. He was only slightly taller than me, but I had always teased him about how foresighted it had taken him to overhear up because during lower-ranking school he had been much forgetful, until around fourth year when he had suddenly grown.

thing became more relaxed between us fairly quickly and we decided to walk up to the university together, somehow this meant I completely forgot about getting a coffee but at the clock time that didn't matter. He told me about his holidays and about commutation, it turned out he was still living at home and had to drive for over an minute to get to the university every morning, this was because the flatbed he had been going to take had been taken off the food market at the last bit. Even as we got close to the university we didn't run out of matter to verbalise about, in the end we had to part way but before we did we made program to meet up that eve and go out to dinner and some drinks, which would give us spate of fourth dimension to tattle more.

After that the day dragged by, all I could intend about was what we would do, and for a change I found myself worrying about what I looked like, what I would bust. It was a very exciting experience but I did my best to concentrate on the lectures and course of instruction that I had. By lunch clip I was so charge that I went into townspeople and bought a new getup for that night, this calmed me down a piffling and I managed to concentrate on making notes during my final lecture. My first day of university had been a success, or so it seemed, I was delight enough with this and headed back home to switch and get ready.
After a quick shower and a cup of coffee it was clock time to go, I looked at myself nervously in the mirror. I had always been a kvetch sort of miss and my appearance had never gotten me any attending so I had to admit to being a little concerned that the efforts I made had been wasted. I wasn't wearing any makeup, I never did, and at this point in life it was purely because I didn't make out how to use it anyway. However I had curled the end of my long light-haired whisker, so it hung like little natural spring around my shoulders. I was thankfully slight, I have always been a very active person and despite my love of food I've never had a job keeping weight off, I suppose some masses are just lucky like that.

The clothes I had bought looked good in my judgement ; I had bought a denim wench but it was pretty shortsighted so I had decided to get a dyad of black leggings to don underneath it too ( I've never been one for showing my peg, though this is usually because I'm so ungainly and they're always bruised ). The top was a smart black apparel shirt ; of track the top buttons were undone to express off some of my cleavage. I did have to maintain in judgement that I wanted this guy's aid after all, and nothing I had was going to get it better than my pushed up c-cup bosom.

I picked up my keys from the table by the door and left, I was anxious but eager and I was certain we would have a good sentence.

Of course we did, we met up outside of a short place I was familiar with, a lovely picayune sept eatery, we talked and laughed and ate and drank and before I knew it we were finished there and on our way back to his car. I can't really remember why but we stopped by at a bar, had some more drink and I recall we even danced together at one phase, though I know I should feel at least a little ashamed of myself for doing so, but we had fun.

It was getting late and I suggested that Tom stay at my place, after all he had to be way over the effectual limit and I just didn't corporate trust him to drive home base considering he was walking a short all over the place. After that night I was certain we would be admirer forever, but nothing more. We passed out together on my couch and when I woke up the next morning he had made me breakfast and he had even remembered how I liked my umber. In the end I suggested that he just make a motion in with me, even if it was only until he found somewhere else. He could take in the sofa and it would save him the commuting. It took him a day to cerebrate about it but he decided it was a good idea and many months later that's how it was ; he was living on my sofa. It wasn't until Ashley came over at the outset of the summer holidays that I realized just how close me and Tom had become.

"trade good dawning !"I jumped out of the door and embrace Ashley in the usual fashion before inviting her inside. It was the first of all sentence she had been in the flat, though she had heard about the situation with Tom from me.

"Nice place, how's it going with the roommate ?"She asked with a sly smirk and a glance at the lounge. Tom was still sleeping there, it was folded out pretty much all the metre now and made up as a bed, Tom was the gawk under the tabloid that rose and fell every now and again.
"He's mulct, cleans up after himself, cooks for me, and slumber till noon whenever he has a day off."We smiled looking at the glob under the rag but decided to let him be while we caught up with one another. Ashley had been with the same guy since our death year of secondary coil schooling, which meant it was nearly a four class old human relationship, he had never liked me much be he made her well-chosen, so I didn't mind hearing her ramble on about him.

"He never moved in with you did he ?"Tom had woken up and appeared behind Ashley, adding to the conversation a little.

"No, we went to different universities so it just made More sensation for me to stay at home. Actually he doesn't live far from here now."She seemed quick to defend the fact, but I knew that Tom had woken up in a bit of a bad mood and as he and Liam had never gotten on well either he was probably going to debate for a slight while, so I busied myself with making some coffee for us, and some tea for Ashley.
"He's close by and you still came to see us ? We're honored."Tom was sounding sarcastic, but Ashley didn't seem bothered by it yet, only forced a slight laugh and looked at him sharply before letting out a petty yip and looking away again quickly, flushing red.

"Come on Tom, you could at least put a shirt on,"to me this was normal ; Ashley didn't seem to appreciate Tom walking around in his Boxer.

"Jesus ! Do you feature no esteem for the adult female in here ! ?"Despite yelling at him Ashley still wouldn't look at him and her face was still flushed red.

"I live here too ! And besides, puss doesn't mind, right ?"He walked around the return and stood behind me, I couldn't see it but I knew he was looking over my shoulder at Ashley because her face were looking even redder, if that was possible. I finished pouring the drinks and Tom embraced my tightly, I could feel every bit of him pushed against me, it was something I had gotten used to but it still drove me mad. Just thinking how close he was, how warm he was, and yet knowing that nothing would happen.

"Alright, you don't have to get dressed yet. Just drink your coffee tree and comport !"I was trying to be grave, but I couldn't hold back laughing at him ; it was just out of the question to actually be mad at him. He hugged me tighter and pulled me close down, his lips brushed my neck and he muttered softly against my bare form,"thanks kitty."

"When did you two get pet figure ?"asked Ashley with a raised brow as she took her tea and sipped it.

"I… have no idea…"I was trying to remember but no sum of concentration was helping, I couldn't remember when Tom had started calling me jackpot, it had just sort of happened and hadn't been something I had bothered with, I shrugged it off and unwrapped his arm from around me to cull up my coffee berry and sit on the stool beside Ashley.

"So how longsighted are you going to be around ?"I asked conversationally, Ashley happily grinned at the change of topic and moved with it quickly.

"Well, you'll be happy to eff you have my company all day. Liam is working today, but he has a gig tonight, so I said I'd go with and then I'm staying at his."She was, as always, very delight to be back on the topic of her beloved, so I obliged to maintain it, though in the corner of my eye I could see Tom looking deliberately bored. We briefly discussed the band Liam was in and how that was going, the sorts of thing those two got up to and Ashley retold some of the events she considered to be amusing or cute or romantic or remotely worth discussing.

She joined me when I went shopping, during which I left Tom with instructions to shower down and dress and I'd make dinner when I returned. We got back to get Tom lying on his bed with a towel hardly concealing him, Ashley went to unpack the shopping and seemed to be trying to hide the fact that she was blushing like a schooling girl, I went to attempt to scold Tom.

"binding already ?"he asked, looking up at me with a cocky smile.

"Why aren't you dressed ? I did ask you to be dressed when we got back."

"I had a very hot shower and wanted to lie down,"he began with a smirk,"but I thought I had more clip until you came back. guess it's a good thing you walked in when you did, Ashley would ingest probably had a heart and soul attack if she'd seen what I was about to do."

I was no good, laughing so laborious that I fell and hit my school principal, Tom became have-to doe with when he heard the clump and stood up which meant he lost his towel. The batch of him made Ashley riot but I was laughing too a good deal to really see what was going on and Ashley's screaming and yelling insult at Tom while he quickly attempted to draw in on some clean house clothes only made me laugh more.

When things finally calmed down we settled back in the small kitchen area of our little monotone, it was all open programme accept for the bathroom and my room, so Tom's living room was easily visible from the kitchen area and the space between it was a kind of dining area with a little dining tabular array. The kitchen itself had a small marble top kitchen retort in the middle and the two walls either position, because the kitchen was built into a corner, held the typical whole with fridge, freezer, sink, oven and such. It had been decided that we would ingest a nice simple pasta dinner, so I prepared to make a pasta bake.
I have a trend to go into my own little world when doing things like cooking, so I wasn't paying much attention to the early two while the chatted away but suddenly Tom was hugging me again."pussycat, your admirer is being mean to me,"he was speaking indulgent and closely, his breath was like a warm caress on my neck and it made me feel suddenly very cognizant of him.

"fountainhead, you did throw her quite a jolt,"I started to giggle as I recalled the event previously.

Tom helped me with the cooking a bit, he had always been a good cook but given that the client was mine the correspondence we had meant that I would cook, the rest of the time we just took it in twist. The rest of the day passed in much the Sami way, Tom and I were just as we always were and Ashley joined in our laughing and joking and argued with Tom. other evening came and I was walking with Ashley to the corner to puddle indisputable she found her way out of the street alright ( Ashley is useless with home she doesn't know and I had to be certainly she knew where Liam's was and how to get there ).

"Are you and him like that all the time ?"It was a surprise when she spoke because I hadn't been expecting it.

"Like what ?"She looked at me with constringe eyes.

"You know what I mean ! Are you always so stopping point with each other ?"I thought about it a instant and nodded.

"Yeah, I guess we are,"I said at last, laughing a bit to opine we were always so dolt.

"But you're just friends ?"She didn't sound convinced when she said it.

I nodded and gave a small suspiration,"I have told you, lots of time. I like him, he's with child and I really can't imagine life without him or life with anyone else. But we're just acquaintance, I'm sure he'll never think of me any other way."I was sure that this was true and Ashley hugged me and smiled.

"One day, I hope you let him screw how much you like him."With that she announced that she recognized the street and could discover Liam's house from there, so we said goodbye and I headed back home.

The second I walked through the door I was grabbed and pulled into the room, the doorway was slammed behind me and I was crushed against a strong dead body by right weaponry."I hate it when she's around,"Tom's voice was grating and agitated,"she always tells me off."

I could only laugh and turn to present him, I looked up into his eyes and smiled,"maybe that's because you never behave yourself."

"Would you rather I did ?"He sounded almost concerned but I shook my read/write head.

"No, you're more than fun this way."We smiled at each other for a moment before I nudged him away and turned,"I think I'll take a bath."

Our bathroom was pocket-sized but the bath was a nice size, generally we would just stand in it and use the shower, but it was occasionally nice to soak in the hot water system which sounded particularly prissy on that particular even. In fact it was so nice that I ended up lying in the hot pee for over an hour, when I emerged back into the living room there was the pleasant aroma of something coming from the kitchen. I laughed when I saw it, Tom had ordered Formosan food and gone out and bought mint of drinks ; vodka, larger, lemonade, C, cider and white wine.

"We're having a nice night in then ?"I asked, he nodded enthusiastically from by the counter and smirked at me.

"If you stay in the towel though I can't promise you'll still be wearing it in the morning."I just smiled at him and moved the subject onto the evening entertainment.

"You find a pic, I'll get changed."

When I came back from my way I was wearing a pair of pajama shorts and a large sloppy t-shirt that had in fact belonged to my dad at some point. It was generally what I wore on evening so it seemed worthy for our night in ; Tom looked across at me and smiled.

"Does this mean value I'm allowed to wear my drawers ?"he asked eagerly with a unsubtle grin. I just nodded and sat down beside him, he hadn't folded his bed up into a couch, but he had made it and set the pillows up so we could lie across the bed sideways and see the TV easily, but generally we sat on the story and leaned against the bed to eat, which was the case tonight. He pulled off his shirt and jeans and started the movie. We had the white vino with the Chinese food and talked together, not paying too lots attention to the picture.

It was pretty late in the even when we lay across his bed, I was resting my header on his arm and we were talking a little. We hadn't really drunk a good deal at all, just a glass of wine-coloured with intellectual nourishment, but he was already looking like he was dozing off. Eventually he just stopped answering me, I propped myself up on my elbow and looked at him smiling ; he looked so unagitated it made me feel unwind to see him like that. I was considering heading back to my elbow room and going to sleep but for some reason I couldn't be for sure of I just lay there, looking at him. What Ashley had said was going round and round in my headway over and over again, I wasn't sure why but something about the day had made me recall that perhaps he liked me too.

I sat up and sighed,"I really do bang you, you big idiot."I got up and started making my way to my way for the Night.

"Do I really deserve to be called an imbecile ? Let alone a big one ?"I heard him sit up, his words had frozen me where I stood and even though I could hear him moving towards me I couldn't seem to do anything. Felt him right behind me, I felt the heat rising in my nerve, could I brush it off as the love between friends or even maybe siblings ? Did I want to brush it off ? I wanted him to sleep with I love him, but I never wanted to learn him say he didn't love me, and I certainly didn't want him to find awkward and run out.

"looking at at me,"Despite his words I didn't want to, I didn't want him to see my boldness right now, the cerebration of facing him was just too often."feeling at me Kate !"I had never heard him sound so sharp before, without thinking about it I spun round and looked up at him, my cheeks were burning and his intense greens centre seemed to see right through me. Before I even knew what was going on he had grabbed my waist with his left helping hand and used it to overstretch me into him, his right helping hand cupped my cheek and his ovolo pushed my chin up so that I was forced to abide looking up at him. Then his mouth was over mine, his lip were on mine. For a legal brief moment my mind was blank, but it was brief, my weapon were soon enough wrapped around him, I pulled myself up to him and kissed him back with all the passion I had been with holding for the months we had been together.

When the kiss broke there was no time for words, I thought I would have to speak, I tried to but nil came and he made no endeavour to aid me. His lips tenderly trace my jaw and neck making me puff and moan lightly.

"I'm finally going to have you, my little pussycat,"he whispered softly into my ear, it was a sensation that made my wish him all the more ; the need for him was overwhelming. It felt as though his kiss had released all of the tension and yearning I had ever felt, the lone affair in my brain was that I had to have him and that he was going to have me. I felt his branch around me ; tight and safe they lifted me up and took me back to the bed, suddenly he was over me and lifting my shirt over my head. His lips returned to my mouth and I greeted them enthusiastically, I could feel the coolness of his hide against my own, his eubstance felt eager and tense and that excited me.

His kisses trailed down to my neck and then down between my breasts, his men held my slope while his knife circled one nipple and then the former, teasing me delicately and making the breath arrest in my chest. Finally his mouth closed around a nipple, his tongue flicked it gently and without any control over my own voice I moaned softly, my hand reached up to stroke his hair while he played with me. He moved lower, trailing kissed along my stomach and tugging down my shortstop as he moved. His kisses moved down each thigh a lilliputian way and back up and then the former thigh, he kept going and every fourth dimension he would slowly expire over my most sensitive arena so closely that I could sense his breath again me.

"Please,"I moaned as I wrapped my fingers up in his hair. He didn't hesitate, his lip met my button in a light candy kiss that made me gasp and then his tongue flicked me quickly and repeatedly. One manus tightened in his hair the other gripped his bed flat solid as I moaned between clenched tooth. He looked up at me and I relaxed, he was smirking at me and looking more charming than ever.

"It really is so aphrodisiacal when you do that,"he said with a balmy mocking tone. His face suddenly vanished from sight and I felt his tongue skid inside me and rub against my inner paries. He caught me off sentry duty, I wasn't expecting it and didn't get a hazard to stifle my gasp or the moan that came integrate with it. He came away from my second joint and smirked at me, bringing his body back storey with mine he kissed me hard and I tasted myself on his tongue. It was such a strange and yet thrilling import.

I could palpate his cock against my leg, it felt so big and hard I could barely think it, more than anything I wanted to palpate that inside me and it seemed that Tom was aegir to oblige me. He looked at me and smirked with that cocky facial expression of his.

"You really do make a fella wait, eight years of friendship and I finally get to do it you,"he laughed softly and quickly pulled off his boxers. His cock was so close, I could feel the tip of it against my entrance but he wasn't pushing himself in yet, I tried to promote him with buss. I tried kissing his mouth, his neck and his chest but still he didn't enter me. When boost failed I tried to rend him into me, but he was in much better physique lately, having been taking advantage of the disengage university gym facilities, I couldn't push him into me and resorted to just looking up at him desperately.

He slowly lowered his face down to mine, his back talk by my ear he nibbled gently on the lobe and then whispered lightly"I want to discover you beg again."

"Please ?"I gasped, but he shook his head.

"Beg. Properly,"I knew he was smirking again even without looking at him.

"Please Tom, please fuck me,"I pleaded. Suddenly his cock rammed cryptic inside me and made me cry out.

"I that what you wanted ?"his tone was almost mocking as he lifted his cheek to see at mine.

"Yes, please, fuck me,"I said as I closed my eyes.

"Look at me !"he spoke suddenly sharply and I looked up at him with obvious surprise, he smiled at me."serious miss, I want to look into those somewhat blue devil eye of yours while I take you."

He watched my every motility while he quickly started thrusting in and out of me, I didn't guardianship, the fact that he kept stopping and telling me to attend at him turned me on for some reason, maybe I just liked the way he took cathexis like that, I don't know.

I could feel my climax rising inside me, and I was sure I could experience his too. We didn't have to care about maternity, I had been taking birth control pills the absolute majority of the meter we had been living together just to make things easier in terms of monthly oscillation, but I wasn't sure he trusted himself enough to chance cumming inside me, I hopes he did, I wanted him to.

I couldn't stop moaning and gasping, my work force clutched his shoulders tightly and I felt myself reduce, I tried to warn him but all I managed was a piffling whimper before I cried out with the sudden wave of pleasure that took me. I clutched him so tight as I came and I could feel my kitty squeezing him, he was moaning now, his thrusts had become irksome and shaky ; I was sure he was near. Still holding him tight I lifted my head to whisper in his ear,"I want to finger you cum inside me, please."

He looked at me uncertainly but my mind was made up, I wanted to feel it and I wasn't going to let him chicken out. I wrapped my legs around him just as I felt him be active to extract out and I tightened my twat around him, he gave one final stage groan that sounded as though he had tried to utter and fail. I felt him inside me, his cock bulged and twitched and hot string section of semen shot inside me, the star made me gasp and moan softly. Tom was shaking a trivial and breathing heavily ; I kissed his neck lightly and smiled at him.

"Your birthday,"he said with a quiet chuckle.

"What's that ?"

"That's when I started calling you Kitty ; when you got smashed and Jason offered to let you stay over, you said ‘ I can't, Tom will concern about his kitty ’."

He looked at me for a moment with a loving smile and kissed my lips lightly again .