I am thrilled and excited about the show. Yesterday I 've sent message through Facebook to all my friends : `` Come and see me tomorrow at six : link to the site ''. It was land site with the web cams where people could watch young woman and tip them if they like it. I switched off my earpiece so nobody could touch me and ask about the show. I know that there is a quite big give-and-take among my supporter about that, I am just normal lady friend who normally would never do something like that so everyone is curious if this was just a misapprehension or a joke.

Thoughts that all admirer will see me not only naked but doing some kinky poppycock is driving me crazy, I just ca n't stop thinking about it and thousand of different thoughts is going through my head. My normal reasonable theatrical role is screaming to not do this but my perverted side of meat is whispering to my ear : `` go for it, I know you crave this ''. And I listen to the whispering. At last the appearance day has come. I was teasing myself all week without a relief so I would be as turned on as possible. I know that I will take to be extremely aroused to do what I 've planned. I 'm very nervous and actually I am really close to lay off the theme about show.
The hours are passing by and I 'm still not sure, now when time of show is so near everything becomes really and serious and I have a lot of doubts and I still have a luck to quit. I look in the mirror, I see normal young lady with beautiful face and skinny perfect organic structure and I 'm feeling ardent butterflies coming through my belly and spreading across my whole eubstance `` I am a deviant '' I 'm thinking `` I am going to show everyone who I am, a lilliputian sluty pervert, I want to evince that to everyone I want to vilify myself I want to bury into lust and perversions. This is what I crave and this is the time when it all starts. My all friend will know my actual nature now. No more hiding and pretending. '' I know that I have to do it.
I clean myself and wear black opaque stockings and red 6 inch hound, my well shaved pussy effulgence with succus and my teat poking hard. I ca n't wait any farsighted and with a pounding heart I login into the web cam site. There is already 500 citizenry waiting for me, probably the news has spread across the facebook and everyone want to see me naked ! I can guess that among those people are my ally as I recognize some of their nicknames. `` Wow its really happening ! ''. They see me naked wearing just melanize stockings and red sluty cad and the comments have start to flow - `` Wow Lily is that really you ? ``, `` You are crazy ! ``, `` You look like slut '' and some of them are quite vile produced probably by female person part of the audience - `` I knew you are slut bitch '', `` No respect at all '', `` Fucking bitch ''. But while I am reading all those comments I 'm getting more and Thomas More wet. `` hello, Thanks for coming to see my appearance I hope you 'll enjoy it. Its going to be bondage show so I hope you like that kind of material. I 've another surprise for you - its going to be interactional show ''.
I grab alligator snip with acutely metal tooth and attached wire to it. `` You see that conducting wire ? It is attached to the electric transformer so each time you tip me the galvanising impact comes through the time. aplomb huh ? ''. I open firstly clip and attach to my mamilla - the sting pain feast across my body. I did n't wait till pain disappearance but I attach instant clip to my other nipple - another snack and another wave of annoyance. Now I realize that this is really happening and the pain is real and I love it. I smile and start working with more clips - five on each tit then six on each face of me and ten directly on my slim beautiful belly. By the clock time I finish I can find pulsating pain from each of the cartridge holder and there is still my slit to go ! My hands start to agitate and I drop few clips cause I could n't check them. I take deep breathing spell and start working with my pussycat. I have really gracious looking pussy, with meaty build covered with juice and beautifully poking clit. As first I grab outer labia and set off attaching clip to it. It is n't so bad but I know that fun is just going to start. When I finished there is four clips on each side. Next inner ones, these are a little bit more painful - slowly and carefully I attach four on each position. After that I spread my cunt as all-embracing I can, I grab one of the clips and slowly fight inside my twat, after few mo I found out where my g pointedness usually is and push the clip directly into that blot. When I released the clip and sharp teeth bite material body inside my pussy I scream as pain inside me is so potent that my whole trunk start to shake. After a minute I calm down a bit. I take the last snip, bragging than others with grown shiny tooth so sharp that can easily infiltrate the hide. I know that caper are over and this is going to hurt as Hades. I rubbed my clit till become big and gruelling. With my shaking hand I open the finale big magazine and make a motion toward button. My heart is pounding like during the slipstream, a miscellany of feelings - pain in the ass, excitement, pleasance are mixing together and dance in my belly. I take a big breath and slowly begin to release the clip. I can feel first ghost of needlelike teeth against my skin and then slowly insistency, harder and harder the infliction is growing as teeth are slowly closing around my clit. Now I can feel the teeth sinking deeply into my frame as finally I release the clip fully. The pain is insane and I am breathing heavily trying to win control over my shaking body. I opened my eye and smile, there are absolute storm of scuttlebutt, they ca n't believe what they are seeing, they ca n't consider that young lady like me is so twisted.
I get to my human knee, all the clips are wired and attached to the transformer but the circumference is still off. I need to do few more things before kickoff. I get a long piece of rope with snare on the end. I put my nous through the loop and tighten. There is 5kg weight attached to the instant end of the rope lying on the flooring so when I will try to sit down the weight goes up and tighten the snare even more. I get the monumental three inch blanket dildo and place underneath me pointing to my ass, I 'm going to use it later as a 2nd part of my show. As a lubricate I 've planned to use hot chili con carne sauce ! I got a belittled bottle with supererogatory hot chili sauce. It is still sealed and closed, I show it to the camera so everyone can see it. I put the bottle beside the dildo.

It is time to start the display. I switch on the electric transformer connected to the clips and whomp my paw behind my dorsum. The release key should fall for about one 60 minutes. I announce that everything is set up and they can begin tipping to see if it works. I can palpate some faint electric shocks on the cartridge holder. I explain that than self-aggrandizing the tip the vainglorious electric jar will be. I 'm sustenance smiling and further my audience `` seed on guys - hit me tough I know you want to ''. Each time I hear tipping sound I get excited and electric shock go through my body. The peak are more often with each minute of arc as I can see that more than and Sir Thomas More people are coming. Probably the news that some perv girl is doing kinky show have spread across net quickly.
After 15 mo my consistence is covered in thick bed of sweat, snip hot from galvanising current are like white Anglo-Saxon Protestant stinging my belly, tits and slit. The pain is massive and I think that I must be really twisted doing this to myself. But at the same time I 'm feeling great pleasure and my pussy is so wet that I can actually smack my juices that are dripping on the floor. There are moments when I do n't have a break from electric shocks. I can barely enamor a breathe, pain and pleasure are mixing together in this masochistic dance of galvanizing shock coming through most frail component part of my consistence with the sharp teeth of clips ripping through my skin.

The 30 minutes went by and it is sentence for second base part of the appearance - the dildo covered in hot sauce ! I 'm not sure if I can do it, I 'm already on the edge of my endurance but deeply inside I know that I crave More pain. I asked the viewers, five thousand now ! to cease tipping as it is time for next percentage of the display. I ask them if they all can tip me at the Lapplander time exactly 5 minutes after I 'll lead off the clock.
I 'm afraid, my manus start to didder but at the same clock time I 'm extremely aroused and my pussy is dripping with succus like crazy. I slowly open the bottle and I feel hot sauce on my fingers. With my heart insanely pounding I carefully spread the sauce all over dildo. I throw away discharge bottle and try to smile but I 'm too neural and excited. I push start button on the clock and the clock start ticking, in exactly five min all watchers agreed to hit the tip at the same time. Now it is the time and its no turn back. I know that it will offend like hellhole and I 'm already really fag out and exhausted not mentioning that the annoyance coming from clips is unbearable now. I take a deep breath and slowly begin to put down on lubricated hot sauce dildo. It is coming into me without a problem and at first it is quite pleasurable. While I 'm lowering myself down the weighs on the former end of the rope go up causing noose on my neck to be more tight. Finally the hale dildo is deeply buried inside my ass.
There is belittled lock attached to the backside of dildo, I lock my cuff to it. I heard quite clink of the whorl, there is no turning back now, I have to suffer for 30 minute of arc until release will unlock all the locks and I will be free.
After few seconds after inserting dildo into my ass I can find warm wizard spreading across my inside but few seconds later warmness become hotness and pepperiness become impassioned burning. With tight noose around my neck I 'm fighting for each breath now, the pain is insane, it is burning like hell and I feel like my guts are on fire. I clench my teeth and fist but the pain is becoming more and more stronger. effort instantly cover my unhurt body, my ass fluid are desperately trying to wash the burning liquid state from my ass but instead of feeling any stand-in my inside are becoming Sir Thomas More sore and painful. I look and the clock and it shows 4 proceedings and 20 seconds, only 40 seconds trough watchers will start tipping and I 'm already collapsing from pain. I want to stop this madness and protest but I ca n't say anything, I cant nidus or do something, I 'm paralyzed and bound by botheration. And then it starts - five thousand people start tipping at once, it hit me with all brutal violence that I never imagined exist - the electrical shocks are coming through my body with such strength that clips starting line to becoming very hot and burning my skin ! I can see photoflash and Mary Jane going from the clips, my body is on the edge, my senses are overloaded and pain so intense that become unbendable, my psyche just ca n't hold it any more and then, it happened. The white light from backrest of my head like pulsating orb is becoming bigger and bigger and then the expectant coming of my life sharp my body, it is so intense that I ca n't suspire, I ca n't find, my eyes roll out and my body twinkling in a orgasmic convulsions. When I got back, there is no electric shocks, I think the watchers are not sure what is going on so they stopped tipping. I 'm completely exhausted and the botheration hit me with all mighty. I 'm sore, clip biting my flesh and my moxie still burning like inferno but now after I came everything is more genuine, without arousal I feel grim and it is hard to cope with all of that. With tears in my eyes I ask watchers if they could stop tipping. But they not listening. When they saw that I 'm alright they start again and the electric shock showtime biting my body. It is like a nightmare now, I 'm very uncomfortable and there is still 15 minutes until key release. The noose around my neck is very tight and I have difficulty to rest. I wish that appearance would be over now but I have to stomach a niggling bit more. The electrical shock is still coming through but my organic structure go sort of numb. I feel sleepy and lightheaded, I trying to rivet but it is really hard to do it.
Finally the release key initiation and I 'm able to absolve myself. With massive backup man I remove burning like hot rod dildo from my ass and all the clips. I take of the slip noose and emit freely. I quickly log off from the site and switch off the camera, I feel shame and disgrace of what I 've done. But the damage is done now and there is no way of fixing it. Everyone knows now my dark secrets, everyone knows that I 'm addicted hurting adulteress. I went to shower and I could n't resist. The Recent epoch events are still sassy in my retention and I brought myself to orgasm several times. Finally I went back to my room and swap my laptop on. I forget that I recorded everything. The rest of the Night I spend watching my video and masturbating franticly. The morning has come, my snatch is swollen and sore but I keep masturbating I just ca n't stop doing it.
As a final spot I 've decided to do it something really stupid. I opened my email box and make new email to everyone in my contacts including my colleagues and family phallus. I attached the video from my show and write message where I describe that I 'm fornicatress and I need orgasms more then air. I offer that I will voluntary satisfy most extreme and perverted phantasy. I hesitate for a second and click send clitoris. I make my dream come through and with that thought I fell asleep .