`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to lick a double tongiht. She said we need to get our homework done and fix supper and she will see us in the daybreak. '' I proceeded to finish my history assignment. I am a junior this year. Just turned 16, and got my outset real number swain. Nat is only 14. I start dinner and help Nat with some of her homework, then its meter for American English graven image and then bed.



Sam, mom 's boyfriend, came over around 10. I told him mom had to work a double and was not menage but he said he would just expect for her. They have been dating for about 2 years now and so I thought this would be fine. I let him in, and went back to my room.



By this time Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my journal. All my inner thinking about Robert Adam, and how he just kissed me and I let him touch my breast and I touched his penis. He asked me to snog his penis but I was afraid. I like him so much and am curious of what it would be like when he asks me to sustain sex for the commencement time. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my way and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to leave but he does n't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he take my inner most orphic thought. Sam looks at me and smiling. Says he can teach me how to please cristal when the time comes. He touches me lightly on the facial expression. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me closelipped and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will teach you to be a woman. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's way instead. Do you understand ? You have to larn how to be a fair sex Nicole. I am going to learn you tonight. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my mouth, hard. He tells me not to campaign him, assures me I will eff it. He grabs me by my hand and drag out me out of my room into my moms room. Then he shuts and locks the doorway. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to allow me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my body through my night wearing apparel.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and tells me to take off my short. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my infant sis, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to prove you how to please your young Adam. He will give thanks me for this. ``



He starts to kiss me again, first on my mouth while he pinches my tit. Then he kisses my nipple while he puts his fingers in my about secret womanly character. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so crocked. You are going to feel so good around my concentrated shaft. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, break off fighting me. Relax. You will relish this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to occupy off his clothes. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw Adam 's member but only for a 2d. Truth be known, until this night I had thougth Sam was a liberal man, but now I am so scared of him. My consistency and brain are both betraying me. Sam has an awesome body and I am so peculiar about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to kiss me again. My body starts to react to him but my brain is screaming NO ! ! This is ill-timed. He beings to lick and prick my neck while he fret my knocker. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't wait to taste your sweet pussy '' and he kisses his way down my trunk. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of fear, suddenly I am wet between my thighs. Excited.. How could my eubstance betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can feel his breath at the top of my womanhood and he him say `` open your legs, let me in to feast on that virgin pussy. '' I can find him pushing my legs open and I put up no resistance. My tears have stopped. My body shakes, but not from reverence. The first sentence I felt his clapper lap my womanhood I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, tell me you like my tongue on your puss. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the Holy Writ is pussy. Say you like my lingua on your pussy. NOW ! ! ``



My lips are trembling, `` I like your spit on my kitty '' I say. He laughes and continues to lick me there. He puts his finger in me. First one, then two. It hurts, but only for a instant. The more he licks and pushes his fingers in me the more moisture I feel down there. `` Do you recognise what that is Nicole ? That is your body wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am nervous, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will cease. My torso spirit like it is on fervor, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and pulls me up.



'' So Nicole, Robert Adam wants you to kiss his phallus ? No Nichole, that is not what Adam wants. He wants his intemperately pecker trench in your pharynx while he pumps his load of cum down it. '' With a big smiling on his face he pushes me to my knees. `` undefendable your talk sweetheart '' I am scared again. He begins to extort my cheeks hard until my mouth opens. `` You are going to suck my prick, you will not prick me or I will spank you. You will blow my cock exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to check, like a soundly missy should. ''



Then he puts his prominent hard cock in my back talk. Just a little at first, then more and more until it is deep in my mouth. `` That 's a safe girl Nicole. '' He starts to move in and out, retard then fast. I can sense myself gag and he just moans. `` Your sweet petty mouth feeling so beneficial on my unvoiced putz child. '' Faster and faster he pushes and groan louder and louder, `` Oh sister, you are going to make me pullulate my onus, but I want to save it for your sweet virgin pussy. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my feet and kisses me rich. My mouth and mouth are swollen, there are teardrop in my oculus and I am trembling.



'' Oh steady, relax, the best is yet to fall. '' He lays me back on the bed again and cower on top of me. He puts his manus over my mouth and says, `` I am going to put my cock in your soaked twat now. It will hurt for a mo, but you not shout out. When i am done with you, you will amount back and beg me for more, probably tomorrow Night after. After I finish fucking your mother and she falls asleep I will come for you. I am gon na have you figure out your female parent cum off my cock before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more nervous I get, but he seems to be getting more and more excited. I ca n't pass off with his hand still over my mouth. I feel the heading of his peter at the entrance of my kitty-cat and I start to jiggle. Fear consumes me. He pushes his deal harder on my mouth and tells me to ride out still. `` subject your pegleg. I am make to feel that tight Virgo puss. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his cock in my fast and rough. It hurts. I want to shout out but he he has his script over my mouth still. Tears begin to roll down my face. He smiles at me. `` You feel so tight, so upright. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 twelvemonth, since I met your mother. I have dreamed of the day I could enter your Virgo the Virgin pussy and teach you to be a woman. Now I will look forward to Nat in another 2 eld '' I begin to fight. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to move, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so daunt but my body begins to respond to him. My body starts to strain up and begins to tingle all over. So many aesthesis I have never felt. Not bad touch, skilful feelings. Very good feelings. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my pegleg farther apart and goes deeper. I feel pain and pleasure. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted ecstasy to be my first off, not Sam. My female parent 45 yr old boyfriend. I want this to hold back, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing feeling.



He takes his paw off my oral fissure, finally. `` Tell me my cock feels good in your kitty-cat baby '' He has my legs high in the air, on his shoulder, pushing hard and deep in my pussy but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, operose. I jump, more rip come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your hammer feels trade good in my pussy. '' I say with a trembling voice. `` Good girl, you will always tell me that when I command it, do you empathize. '' I nod my promontory, my consistency is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you sympathize. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' Good miss, your hot tight pussy is so addictive. I may call for it again and again. But for now I am ready to fill you full of my hot cum. '' He starts to push in harder and faster and harder and faster. My body is such a two-timer. The sensations I feel are good, my fear turns into love, my pain into pleasure. My eubstance starts to tense and sway and shiver on it 's own. I can no longer control any of my own consistence affair. I feel extravagant moisture between my thighs and I feel like I am in heaven, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my fille. I just gave you your first climax. Was n't that great. You feel so good. '' He is going faster and I hear him moan loudly and promote in deep, very deep. I can feel hot liquid squirting thick in my body and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a proficient young woman Nicole. '' He moves down to between my second joint again and begins to lick all the moisture from my pussycat, then back up to me. He forces a mysterious kiss on my backtalk as his mouth is fully of a mixture of our succus. He kisses me deep and long and moans.



'' Was n't that just sister. Our cum combine together mouthful so expert. Get used to it baby. Your gon na gustatory modality it often. Next time, you will lick it off my cock on instruction. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could think was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a ripe little girl tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this secret between us and do n't recite anyone. The adjacent time I come for you I expect you to come to me willingly. You will beg me to fuck you again. ``



He showers with me, airstream my consistency, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to snog me on my forehead and says `` goodnight mantrap '' then walks out.



That was three years ago and Sam is still coming to my room every meter my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from shoal and takes me to his lieu. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was right about so many things. I did get a line to be a cleaning lady. The initiatory time I was with XTC he was very pleased with me. Part of me hates Sam, part of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?