Double Life ( 0 )
GayAt schooling I was one those Guy that hung with the cool dudes or I'd be subjected to bullying.
I think I worked that out early on when in 2nd year of high school.
Once school for me was over, the dudes I hung with would catch-up on Sunday every month for a get-together.
We'd shoot pocket billiards, talk about bitches they laid, take tour in shouting tour of beer and generally verbalize shit, yarda yarda yarda, like friends do.
Ten year and not a lot has change, within our group.
That's the skin on the outdoor but on the at bottom these get-togethers are a great escape from secrets on the inside.
Somewhere between school finishing and five yr before today, thing changed.
matter I dare not reveal to this radical of long term friends nor dare not want to change.
Since I remember I had always been a pretty boy, ( longish blonde hair with low-spirited heart, high cheekbones with a slender jaw ) not much changed throughout my adolescent and into adulthood.
I had a slim barely 5ft 6 frame at end of my schooling.
When I was 16-17 I had developed gynecomastia, which was Wyrd as I wasn't fat.
So I went thru the previous twelvemonth hiding from being spotted naked.
Here I was, this skin kid with man boobs and a small cock.
Of cause I felt embarrassed, plus I was one of those anti-jock boys.
Jocks were big monsters and full of self-confidence and then there I was a shrimp and a scaredy-cat.
One day while in my early 20's, I was walking to the corner shop with my iPod a van pulled up beside me.
They stopped and before I could react, two big buster dispersed and charged at me.
Within a wink of an eye and with my iPod still playing in my ears, I was in the rear of the van with a pillowcase over my head.
They had me overpowered and restrained, as they slowly drove away.
I felt a bastard in my neck and soon after I was out frigid and asleep.
I woke up dazed and disjointed and lightheaded.
My head was aching from behind my flop eye, I soon noticed I was bound.
Also I was naked on a soft plush pink bed, in a way made for a girl.
After a while once my focus came back to me, I wriggled around and managed to sit up against the back of the bed's pass.
By using my toes and human foot I managed to nest my hips and second joint, under a promiscuous quilt.
The textile felt nice, maybe satin.
I crossed my leg under the quilt and wondered, what are these thugs planning to do to me ?
My nipples felt legal tender, as malign thoughts entered my mind.
Then the big masked gallant walked over to the bed, with evil intentions.
One of then just walked by me, the other never took his eye off me.
Once he buddy had left, I was what he wanted.
He walked right up to me and started to fidget with trouser and tease them.
Once his cock was complimentary, our heart met and he gave me this wicked grin.
"Now on your knee,"He ordered.
I wriggled up and knelt before him, with my weapon still bound.
"Now be a effective boy and roll your fagot backtalk around my essence,"He ordered.
I nodded no.
After all I wasn't a fag and mere intellection, disgusted me.
He raised an arm and held it up in the air for a few irregular, and then it came down it an almighty thud on vertebral column of my skull.
Our eyes met again, I stared at his.
Then I cowered away from his.
What was the outcome was, that he was the boss
"I won't ask again,"he warned.
I took an uneasy breath.
"Now get it nice and moist before taking it in your mouth,"he ordered.
I did as was told, I had his putz half way in my oral cavity before slowly pulling it out.
Then back in it went, I was scared stiff and felt embarrassed.
I sucked on his shaft, swallowing the head and gently applying suction.
My mind was screaming but then again, I was slowly calming down.
How did it come to this ?
My natural language licked and tried feasting on his cock's fountainhead at times.
This made him moan and place a bridge player on my head.
Now he was now controlling my motion and rate, with his hands.
I was bobbing up and down his shaft, while now and then he moaned.
"See, you're loving it now,"He said, I tried to frown.
After what felt like an hr but was about five arcminute, he stopped.
He threw me on my dorsum and flipped me over.
My cheek on the quilt, when reached around my stomach and positioned my knees and body the way he wanted.
He was pouring something into his mitt and then rubbing around my ass crack.
Then a finger's breadth poked into my mother fucker, I realized what was going to chance next.
crying started to run, when more fingers teased, poked and probed my ass I began whimpering.
My whole aliveness I was tormented about being a fag at school day and denying it, now this black gallant was making me into one.
The pain I felt or was feeling was nothing compared to what was about to hit me.
When this fellow positioned his cock near my recently manipulated asshole, I squirmed in anticipation.
He slapped my ass with his fat hammer a few times, before pressing it firmly into my hole.
As it broke through my resistance and beyond my rectum, I felt so a lot annoyance that I screamed out.
My back ached but part of my Einstein moved to my cock, and felt pleasure after pain.
I breathed heavily into the quilt as he, relaxed his cock in my ass before pushing forward one last time.
His cock had now bottomed inside my ass, I felt a twitch in my cock ( as if it enjoyed it ).
I tried not to conceive that I had a Negroid man's putz buried rich in my ass and what outcome it will have on my mind, afterward in the future.
It felt like I had an arm inside my ass, he pushed his organic structure weightiness against me and slowly grinded into me.
I gradually felt used to his cock detrition in and out of me, I even began to loosen more.
His big salami slowly slid out from my ass and then back in, by now his rate was quickening.
I was beginning to slowly enjoy it, so I wasn't complaining or protesting anymore.
He, must have noticed I wasn't resisting and started, fucking more hard and faster.
By now I was in a euphoric state and thought it wasn't look bad, as everyone in the world claims.
He might have beat me to death, if I kept resisting.
So letting him sustain his way wasn't so bad, besides no one from my admirer's rophy would receive out.
"UH ... UH ... UH ... OHHHHH !"I moaned.
okay I know how I was enjoying having tool in my ass, must have looked.
Especially that before tonight I was, a straight eyed wimpy heterosexual virgin.
I know I wasn't gay, so how come I was enjoying it so much ?
"Who's my weakly fuck boy,"He teased.
"UH ... OHHH ... UH ... OHHH, ME ! I AM YOU fuck BOY ! OOOH YEAH ... UH ... UH !"I screamed back at him.
"Say you love it, say you it bitch !"he asked.
"UHHHH GAWD ! I LOVE IT ! I LOVE stopcock IN MY ASS ! OH GAWD !"I screamed.
I maybe enjoying it now but how will I tomorrow ?
"piece of ass ME HARDER ! OH GAWD ! I think you're making me cum ! I blurted out.
"SO AM I,"He grunted.
"Yeah bitch, this is what you want,"He said and grunted again.
I just took it.
"You're my ho ass squawk now, here to suck dick and getting your ass bitched,"He teased, as the cobbler's last of his lading filled up my ass.
My fragile limp soundbox just held the position, my ass still moved to his rhythm.
He cut my bound radiocarpal joint and threw a card at me.
"mob me is want Thomas More,"He said.
I rang him two days later, and another nookie session resulted.
He recognize owns me and now live in an apartment paid by him ( Big Jim ), my new daddy.
My weekends are mine, to do as I please.
He must have a family.
I don't need to work, as he pays the tear and leaves me $ 100 for supplies.
As long as during week I am his squawk, and sometimes his friends.
Like I said, for close to ten yr I have been my Daddy's bitch, something I dare not narrate a lonesome nor want to ruin anything effective in my other life .