*So I 'm dead, Yeah that sucks* My first dustup as a numb person and they 're what I choose, What kind of crippled retard am I, I should of said something much better like sweet i 'm drained meter to ingest some fun

Yes I did just sort of accept the fact that I no longer had a life, There was one short niggle that did annoy me then and to this very day ( even though it 's only been a few of them ) still does, The Saame question I keep asking myself over and over again *Why have n't I moved on*, Yeah so that is still something I would like to screw but we will pass on it for now

I guess you are probably wondering what I did for the following few daylight that would bring us to this demonstrate day, well I know you will call me crazy but I did the only when thing that seemed natural to do at the clock time I chose to convey on with my formula life history, That of course included going to shoal, Yes I know it seems pointless for a dead mortal to hang school but do n't try me, I spent a lot of time with Alice even though she had no hint I was there with her, I would walk her abode then hang around her apartment till she went to bed just so I could keep an eye on her even though I do n't bonk what I could of done if anything had of happened to her, After that I usually went home and walked around the home I lived in with my mother and one-half sister, Always seemed so tranquilize when I would walk in the sign, Probably because my mother and half sister were usually just sat in the bread and butter room comforting each other or they were in bed asleep, Well that was pretty a lot all I did for the yesteryear few days which brings us back to the face day.

As I said at the very beggining I will once again say now, Morning I assume, My name is Alex and this is where the write up is about to get a little more interesting. This daybreak, Well I as per normal just assume it 's forenoon began the Saame as the past few day since I have been utterly, I was wondering around the house when I noticed my one-half Sister walking out of her bedchamber all dressed for school which meant that it was atleast eight am if not later, Of course I did what I always did at that moment, I ran. You see each morning I would waitress till my sis awoke and was ready for school before I would lead the house and would run towards Alice 's apartment, I always walked with her to schoolhouse and nothing would blockade me doing it on this day. Five minutes later, Could be yearner I do n't make love, Time 's meaningless to me as you already know, Anyway 's however yearn it took me I arrived on time as per pattern, I walked into the apartment construction and straight up to Alice 's apartment, I would knock but it 's a waste of time, So much gentle when I just walk through the door so that 's what I did, Of course I found Alice in the same station I had left her the nighttime before, Bed. I know my next time will sound really creepy but I just get it on watching Alice sleep she is just so cute, The way she sucks her thumb, Forget I said that I am pretty surely she would defeat me if anyone ever found that out even though it would be unacceptable for her to do it, Well I stood there for I do n't know how long before I heard the common shouting coming from the living way, It of line been her mum yelling for her to get out of bed, That was when I left her bedroom just incase her nightclothes was a petty inappropriate, I do the Lapplander thing every first light to be dependable, I walked through her door and went to sit on the sustenance way lounge until Alice walked out of her bedroom in her school uniform and quickly rushed into the toilet, She does it pretty much every sunup, I waited for her to get along out and then I got up and walked to the front room access only to experience her follow me a few minutes later, I began walking with her towards schooling when she veered away and headed towards the parking lot, Of row I had to watch her, Ca n't have her getting in any trouble now can I. Well we walked for..You know what I will try to lack out the whole time part as we all know by now that I have no clue about metre or days, fountainhead we walked for a piece until we came to the cemetery, Now do n't get me wrong I have nothing against them it 's just they give me the creep, wellspring she walked in and I followed her and I stopped when she chose to only I did n't kneel down when I saw the grave she had stopped at, You know in the short matter of clock time I have been deadened it never once occured to me that I might actually have a grave, I might actually be buried somewhere.

Okay I will be the first to admit that seeing my headstone, The place my body is buried for the first time is form of weird, It 's like been numb does n't really subside in until you realise you are truly gone, wellspring anyway back to Alice been here, So yeah she was kneeling infront of my tomb and I was just sort of stood behind her not really knowing what to do, Within those few moments I was sort of paralyzed with electric shock I guess you could holler it I think I might of leave out Alice oral presentation, Did arrest a few lyric though

*I young woman you* She said to my gravestone although with me been here with her it 's sort of like she is speaking to me which feel 's variety of courteous

Well I assume with all said and done she will get up and walk to school but she does n't look to be doing so, Maybe if I could somehow find fault her up I could carry her to schoolhouse, shuffling certainly she is n't late..Nope I ca n't pluck her up, Yes before you ask I did just try and it is quite obvious the final result, wait what 's that noise.

*Alex why did you have to die* She asked my gravestone, Her voice does n't fathom right though, It sound 's as if she is stuttering the words out, Let 's see why..Yep she 's crying that aint effective, I ca n't handle it when she cry 's it just makes me need to do the Sami

*Do n't cry Alice* Yes I did just differentiate her not to cry, I know it 's otiose but I seriously do n't like it when she does

*Wh..Who said that* She asked, I mean she literally just asked me who had just talked to her, She can see me

*Alice you can get wind me* Yes I know it 's a dullard thing to say but what else can I ask

*Who are you* She asked, I 'm a little hurt by that because you think she would know her best friends voice

*Who do you think it is* I know it sounds a little mean but I ca n't assist it, I mean it 's a little upsetting when the only person you care about former than family of class does n't realise your interpreter

*A..Al..Alex* She stuttered out, I actually ca n't conceive she it, She can hear me and she know 's who is talking, supposition I am two for two

*Who you expecting, St. Nick clause* Yeah I know another strange choice of Christian Bible, I know I probably do n't have got long to talk to her but it 's always fun to mess with her

*Shut up you idiot* She said a little angrily, Now you think she would be happy to spill the beans to me but she does n't seem it

*If that 's what you want I will* I wo n't really but like I said, Always fun to mess up with her

*No ! * She pretty often just screamed at me

*Okay I wo n't exclude up then* I know I could of take some better word 's but meh who cares

*Good, aspect Alex this is crazy weird that I can hear you and I do n't know if I am just imagining the whole thing or if this is just a weirdo ambition and any moment I will wake up in my bed and realise that none of this ever happened but I just want to let you know that I miss you been here* She said to me, I can see the binge streaming down her nerve, If only I could wipe them away

*I girl you too, It 's variety of lonely on this side of life, I mean I have cypher which to be fair is n't lots of a dispute but atleast when I had a spirit I had you* I know it sounds like some variety of jape but it 's true
Well she does n't seem to be saying a great deal, supposition I said something improper, Would n't surprise me thats for sure, Wait she has this weird look on her typeface, I think i 'm in trouble

*Alex I want to aplogise, It 's all my fault you 're gone, If I had n't had you walk me dwelling you would still be here today* She said, For the kickoff time I actually do n't screw how to palpate, I mean seriously how can she fault herself

*Alice I do n't accept your excuse as you have nothing to apologise for, It was an honour for me to take the air you home that day, Every moment I got to spend with you was a moment I chose to treasure* okey a little kitschy but I seriously do signify every intelligence, I loved every consequence I had with her

*Al..Alex..* She stammered out before running off, I do n't love why she just did what she did but yes I am going to come after her, trough the end of the humans if I so must.

Okay I do n't seriously know how yearn it 's been but I lost her, I managed to take a shit it to the graveyard gate but then she just dissapeared, I 've checked everywhere I can think she would be but well as you can estimate I did n't discover her, I checked the school, Library, Her family, The park and even came back to the cemetery but she was n't here, How the heck am I going to receive her now .