My Transistion ( 1 )
Fantasy, LesbianIt was my thirtieth natal day, I went out with me friends and a couple cousins to the bar. Since I was also going through a divorcement I decided I needed to forget my problems for the Night. We all had fun that night, so much so that when I woke up in the daybreak in a hotel with 3 raw woman in bed I wanted to remember the night before. I lied there trying to monetary value it together but just could n't so I got up and took a rain shower. When I came out only Lisa was still there.
Lisa is a safe supporter. I 've never tried to get to second base with her because I never saw her as girl fabric. I do n't know why, I mean she 's hot and all but I always saw her as a lilliputian sister type.
We made some small talk and she said she had to go.
A couple mean solar day later I noticed a rash on my dick and thought I just needed a exhibitor as it had been 2 Day so I showed and went to bed but the adjacent day I was feeling a tenuous hurting in my seawall area. So off to my doc I went.
The Dr. I was seeing was a cleaning woman about my age. She asked what the problem was and I told her I was feeling pain in my bulwark. She asked me to subscribe to my pants off and lie on the table so I did. She put some arctic baseball glove on and started her examination and for sure enough I spring a flub. She just takes her pen out of her air hole and wacks my putz a good one and so lots for my boner. Somewhat embarresed I said I was sorry. She just smiled and said it 's ok. It happens all the time. 10 minutes later I left with some ointment and some antibiotics. I was told to number back if it got worse.
quadruplet days later and I was at emergency with a pyrexia and a lot of nuisance in my bulwark. The doctor put me in a room by myself and other then him and a nurse, that 's all I saw for the side by side couple days.
Finally the doctor told me I needed surgery. I asked what was wrong and he told me he would explain after another doctor looked me over.
A couple more mean solar day go by and four more doctors looked at me but none of them were talking.
Finally my doctor along with two other doctors came and told me I needed surgery as soon as possible to amputate me penis.
I was in shock to say the least and do n't remember to much Thomas More. The following afternoon I met with another doctor and he told me after the get-go squad of Dr. were done he was going to come in and wind up the SRS surgery.
What the hell on earth is an SRS surgery I asked and what 's going on here ? He told me I have an aggressive flesh eating disease on my penis and that SRS cope with sexual reassignment surgical operation. I would bear to own a sex modification but not to occupy about it. As they were going to mesh in the morning.
I cried for a while and then called my mother and told her that I was going to have surgery in the morning and could she occur see me at the hospital tomorrow afternoon. Of course my mom was full of enquiry but I could n't tell her what was going on. So I told her I have to get my vermiform appendix removed.
An 60 minutes later Lisa shows up and asks what 's up. So I told her everything and made her rely not to narrate anyone. We both cried and I told her to get checked out too.
The surgery went well and I woke up in ICU. My recovery went well to and I was released from hospital two weeks later with a computer software of adult diaper as I had to hear how to pee like a woman.
Lisa stopped by almost every day to check into on me and one day told me her run came back rule. She was okay.
Six workweek later I meet the MD for a play along up and he asked if I wanted estrogen to help transition.
I asked what that meant and he said now that I do n't cause a penis anymore that I might be Thomas More happy as a woman.
I had n't thought about that I said. What will happen to me I said.
Your body will slowly change and in a twelvemonth or two, you will be a cleaning woman without the menstrual problem all early woman have.
He sent me home with a prescription and a referral to a shrink.
I talked it over with Lisa for a couple Clarence Day and decided to go ahead and meet with the shrink.
The day I meet her. She told me she was glad I called and was so no-good for what happened to me. I told her everything and she even said that I had no other pick but to become a woman.
That 's not what I want to hear I said in anger but I knew she was right.
I went base a stayed there for the next three calendar week. I did n't respond the headphone or the door. I just sat there and thought of the good old days. Fucking all the fair sex I 've been with and beating off. Finally Lisa got my landlord to let her in my apartment. She was pretty mad at me but we talked and just hung out for most of the night.
The side by side morning I showered and went and filled the prescription. I went to see the shrink every hebdomad as she requested. I saw the Dr. every month too.
About five months went by when I noticed a few pernicious changes. My skin was easy and I did n't need to trim as practically. My articulation was different too. The next month I noticed my nipples were getting sensitive and my breasts were starting to farm. I started to tire baggy clothes which Lisa hated and think me she mentioned it a a lot.
It was winter now so baggy clothes and winter cap were the norm.
I went to Lisa 's place one day to talk and hang out, watch a movie that sorting of thing. She opened the door invited me in, I took my jacket off and when I looked up at her she was just standing there with her mouth assailable staring at me. I looked behind me then back at her saying what ? ? ? What 's wrong ?
She snapped out of her step and said `` nothing '' nothing 's damage. We ate dinner and watched some tv without saying too much. Finally I stood up and said what 's with you tonight ?
She sat there quite as a mouse and staring me right in the centre and said your changing ! ! !
battery-acid it bother you that much because if it dose ... She cut me off and said no. It 's not that. I I I just was n't ready for this much modification I mean you 've got tits, I mean not little teat but pretty large ones. I stumbled back a dance step or two and said I got ta go and started for the door, but she cut me off and said no I 'm sorry please do n't go. We can peach this out.
Lisa 's been my friend since grade school day and she could always calm me down but to state me I have big titmouse to my face like that scared the Scheol out of me. So I told her I needed time to think and catch my coat on my way out the door.
It was early November now, 11 months since my mathematical process. My shape was following to unacceptable to hide out anymore, hell I do n't even need to shave my face. I have n't told my family yet, I was thinking. I 've avoided them all to this point but I needed my mom so I called her and told her I was coming for a sojourn but only if she was going to be alone. Dad passed on when I was seven so he was n't in the picture.
I got to mom 's house around two in the afternoon. I walked in, took my shoes off and sat down on the sofa before mom could give me the usual hug. I left my jacket on to. She came in and stopped and just looked at me. I asked her to sit down, that we needed to spill and that it was important. She sat down on the lounge and said what is it sweat hart. I sat there and thought for a consequence and she asked if this had any matter to do with me surgery.
Stunned I said yes. But what do you know ? ? ?
Lisa has been keeping me in the loop. I know everything. And she smiled and said can I have my hug now ! ! !
I stood up and hugged my mom and cried.
You know, I always wanted a girl, not like this mind you but I 'll take it all the same.
Mom finally let me go and said now take that jacket off on the theater and let me see you. I looked her in the eyes and said there have been some alteration because of the endocrine I 'm taking mom. She said I can see that, your face looks a little different. Besides you 've been on them for quite some time now. I smiled and removed my coating. Her middle lit up when she saw the size of my thorax and said oh my, you 've grown so a great deal. Are you wearing a bra ? Mah, lure I said. She laughed and said drear my girlfriend. We 'll deliver to take you and get sized soon. It 's ok mom, I 'll get to it.
It was such a moderation to know mom knew what was going on. Who else knows mom ?
Well almost everyone by now I suppose you see I told your aunty this morning when you called and you know your aunt with a secluded. We both just laughed.
Over the next few days I was visited or called by almost every family unit appendage I have and it was a little hard to explain to some of them but I got through it.
Lisa came by a few years later and justify, saying that my mom can be very persuasive. Can you ever forgive me, I hugged her and said it 's ok and thanked her. She had that foreign look again. What 's incorrectly now i said ? We need to get you a bra. Let 's go and she graded my hand and off to the plaza we went.
I thought we were going to Walmart or something like that but she said nooo. Those were not bras. Those were shit on a hanger and we walked into La Senza. Lisa asked for mortal to help measure out me and fit me properly and a woman graded her measuring tape measure and started sizing me up then went and got one for me to try on. Now I 've taken a few of these off early woman but never put one on so I 'm sitting there looking a this thing and Lisa whang on the door. Is everything okay in there. I open the door grab her arm and pull her in with me. What 's improper she says. Can you help me with this, I 've never put one one before. Laughing she says take your top off. I 'll help.
I pulled my top off reviling myself for the number one time and Lisa gasped and said oh my. Those are beautiful. She had that cervid in the headlights look again. I covered myself quickly and blushed. Sorry I did n't imply to ... It 's ok Lisa. Let 's just get this over with. 38D wow. I 'm only a 34B, I 'm jealous as she smiles at me. I laugh and sigh at the same time.
well that was n't to bad was it ? ? ? If you say so Lisa I say.
The end on November and I 'm it to see the Dr. for my confirmation up. Almost a year now since my surgery.
There 's a new doctor now. A vernal guy about 30. He asks me to adopt my wearing apparel off and put the robe on that 's unfastened at the rachis and sit in the table with my ft in the stirrups. Then leaves, a few moments later he comes back in and demand how I 'm doing. soundly I think, where 's the other physician I ask. He 's recovering from a stroking he had last calendar week. I 'm just filling in for the fourth dimension being. Are you familiar with my filing cabinet ? ? No but your here to birth an examination right ? ? I guess I said. Okay then, let 's get started and he pulls his chair up and turns his visible light on his head band on and redact his head under the garment. He touches me on the side 's of my privets. It felt unknown. A prickling. A heating. It felt strange. I put my paw down there to stop him so he asks. Are you okay. No please stop I said he backed up and asked what 's awry ? Please scan my filing cabinet first ! ! ! He just looks at me then says OK. He grabs my file and starts reading it. A instant later he looks up and says. I 'm so sorry. I thought you were just a woman scared to have a man tactile sensation you. We get a lot of Brassica napus victim in here and we 'll you do it. Do you want me to continue.
I took a late breath and said just go dull please. He says do n't worry, I 'll be easy and he was. He finished his examination and I 'm in tip top shape he said.
Two hebdomad before Christmas Lisa says I ca n't take it anymore. We 're going shopping, your not warring these baggy dress anymore. Let 's go ! !
I do n't take in any money Lisa I said. I 'm still on foresightful term impairment but that 's about to run out. It 's okay your mom took maintenance of that. come in on, let 's go. Okay let 's go I said.
Lisa and I shopped all day. First blockade La Senza. You need a bra and panty set for every day of the week. So that 's what I got. Then she says you need a supper ... And she spun around and took off towards a rack grabed a fancy bra and g strand jazz band and handed it to me. Try this on as she pushed me into the variety way. I put it on just in time for the doorway to open. I forgot to lock it. Lisa stood there staring at me again. You know, I 'm getting used to that you know. We both laughed and she said its perfect. Leave it on. Just cave in the tag to the cashier. Next we went to a richly end dress shop. Lisa marched over to a rack of frock pulled on off the wheel and said trust me, this dress is to die for. Try it on as again I 'm being pushed into a Yangtze Kiang elbow room. This sentence I pull her in with me and said oh no you do n't. Your helping me with this one. A few arcminute later and I was in the dress. Lisa says `` dam I 'm proficient. I new this would look killer on you ''. Wear it out. side by side to the jewelry store. We picked out a brace nice necklace and earrings set. Uhm Lisa, I do n't accept pierced auricle. Laughing she says not yet. Let 's go.
By the end of the day, we spent almost $ 2000 but I would n't want anything for a long time.
Three days before Christmas Day Lisa and I are getting our fuzz, nails and make-up done. The cosmetologist was explaining everything to me so I could do my own makeup. When we were done, I did n't recognize myself. Lisa was staring again and I felt fantastic.
Christmastime day and everyone is at moms sign of the zodiac including Lisa. I was warring a conservative kit. Longer red skirt, red blouse, red low heals a gracious danty gold Sir Ernst Boris Chain and earrings. My war paint was perfect and a idle dusting of essence. mother approved but Lisa said I looked like a granny. Lol.
For a lot of the family this was the initiative time they 've seen me since my alteration. My Brother was his usual asshole self until my aunt put him in his place. Lisa and I left around 10 pm it was a great time. I was comfortable and content.
New year Eve and Lisa and I are dressed to the baseball club and out having fun. We were both drinking bubbly and I for one was getting tipsy. Not wanting to drive, Lisa says I booked a motel for the night. I kinda loomed at her and thought she planed ahead ? What 's up ? ? ? Somewhere around 2:30 in the morning we went to check in. When we got to the room, the bill of fare would n't work so I said here, let me try. As I took the add-in from her she pushed me up against the door and kissed me lightly on the brim. Suprized at first of all I just let it happen then I kissed her back. Finally getting the door open and looking inside there was only one fagot sizing bed. The room was lit in candlelight and there was a note of hand on the table. Lisa says, this is for you, handing me the annotation. She looked worried about something. Looking at the government note it read ...
'' Sweetheart I 've wanted you for so long now but just could n't lick up the nerve to recite you. Then you changed and I want you even more now ! ! !
You see I 'm a lesbian, have been for ever now and now your the most beautiful char I know bar none. You keep catching me ogling over you and retain asking what 's wrong. You take my breath away and I want you to take me to be yours. I know you love me to. A yr ago you took me three times in one night.
I love you and only you. Please take me this night ! ! !
sexual love Lisa. ``
Lisa was staring at me as she stood by the bed.
Shocked, I stood there ! ! !
She got up and walked over to me and kissed me every so sensually, so cutter were her lips. I kissed her back the same way. Slowly, sudictivly and softly. She pulled me into her and kissed me severe as tears rolled down her cheeks. She breaks the osculation and says is that a yes ? Smiling back at her as a split roles down my cheek I said, Lisa I love you. She hugs me as I 'm saying this. I did n't recognize how to tell you without ruining our friendly relationship. I felt the zipper on my dress come down my back slowly, and I realize she wants me now. then her hands came back to the spinal column of my shoulder and she pulled the strap off my articulatio humeri. The wearing apparel fell to the floor. I reached down and pulled her dress off over her school principal. Brushing her rent away she slowly reached around and undid my bra and let it shine as well. Our heart were locked on each other. Her custody touching my breasts ever so tenderly. Her hands are shaking, trembling. I was lost, I closed my eyes and tipped my head back as she leaned in and flicked her tounge at my nipple. Goose bumps quake through me. I felt imperfect in the knee joint. Lisa helped me lie down on the bed. Pushing me back kissing me at the same time and rubbing my nipples in the decoration of her deal. Slowly she works down to my tits, kissing, licking, teasing. Ever so slowly, downward over my tummy. Hooking her thumbs under my scanty pulling them down. Her handwriting are still trembling. I lift my ass a little to help oneself get my sop scanty off. Starting at my feet, slowly caressing, licking, teasing, tasting all she could. She worked her way up my branch leaving a lead with her natural language. Pushing my legs apart while kissing the insides of my second joint to my new pussy. Now I 'm trembling, burning with desire. She kisses all around my pussycat but does n't bear upon it. Quivering and with a very wobbly voice I say please ! ! !
She continues to tease apart, blowing ever so lightly. Rubbing the tip of her nose up and down my lip. Flicking her tounge gently on my back talk as if she was studying or exploring unmapped territory.
Then suddenly, without warning she shoves her tounge into the bottom of my cunt flicking her tounge upwards and closing her lip over my puss. Pure ecstasy rolled over me, I arched my back and flung my arms above my head. Lisa sucked and licked me relentlessly. Her manpower holding my legs open, digging her tounge in and out, exposing my clit. And just when I thought I could n't take anymore she shoves two finger 's in there and thrusts them in and out sucking hard on my clit. I screamed in ecstasy as I cummed for the number one time in about a twelvemonth. Not missing a beat Lisa sucks operose on my clit. But there 's to a good deal for her to palm and she tries to game away but I grab her principal and mash her font into my ca n't as I gush out the last of my orgasm.
Letting go of her head and collapsing on my back, Lisa cleaned me up then kissing her way back up to my lip 's. Smiles and says as she roles off of me, that was worth the time lag ! ! !
Lisa laid there while I caught my breath.
Lying there thinking about if I could even make out close to that. I rolled to my incline and stared at her for a moment that 's when she said what. I just continued staring and said teach me how to do that to you. I want you to find as rattling as I do. Smiling at me she says go slow and enjoy everything you do as practically is I will.
inclination in I kiss her and differentiate her she 's the only person in the world to touch me except the doctor. I have n't touched myself at all sexually, I was to scared.
Do you want to use my plaything on me she says. Surprised I look her in the eyes. She laughs and says yes I do sustain toys, I 'm an adult you know. Pushing me off her, she gets up and goes to her closet and returns with a box. Placing it on the bed she says. This was my toy box as she open 's it reviling vibrators, dildos all variety of aphrodisiacal things.
She looks me in the eyes and says this one is a strap-on, you could palpate like a man again as she studied my case, looking for a chemical reaction. I have to admit I felt quite inept for a moment. No Lisa, this is who I am now. It 's been hard for me but I 've always felt more female then male person. I just never told anyone. Lisa I 'm happy now.
She leans in and we kiss. I reach behind her and undo her bra. I then guide her to lie down on the bed, kissing her while working my hands over her breasts and English of her dead body, working my way to her right ear, nibbling and kissing, leaving a trail with my tounge. Lisa 's breathing becomes a little fag and she sighs ever so slightly. down feather to her neck opening niddling as I go. My hands are roaming over her titty, squeezing and pinching and ever so slightly rubbing up and down over her nipples. Her tit are rock hard as are mine so I move over top of her teat to nipple rubbing up and down side to side in circles and mashing my tits in to hers. Our hands are all over each other. I was getting so come alive but I wanted to establish her feel what she did to me so I grabbed her wrist and put them down, looking into her eye I say, no it 's your turn my do it them burred my side face in her breasts and licked all over. Moving slowly down under her tits licking and sucking each mamilla as I went low-down and lower.
Getting to her belly button I gently kissed as she shuddered ever so slightly, letting her radiocarpal joint go and placing my hands on the inside of her thighs I gently open her leg. She 's still warring her G cosmic string but that was n't going to stop me. Slowly kissing and licking my way down to the top of the lot I pulled with my teeth at it and let it snatch back agents her skin. She jerked a slight and gasped too. I nibbled around her fabric phone line being deliberate not to touch her sweet pussy. Lisa was moaning now and was breathing heaver.
I gently blow on her pussy as I trace the outline of her G string covering her sweet bitch. Slowly I pull the red textile to the incline and figure out all around touching her sassing slightly then moving away. Coming back to the top of her possible action I use my mentum to entreat in and slew down as my nose follows. God dose she smell so good. Looking up at her briefly to punt her reactions I smile slightly as I see her middle closed tight and she 's clinched her tooth. Wondering how much more than of this teasing I could do I decided to sample her ambrosia. I darted my tongue deep into her honey yap. She gasped and jerked concentrated putting her script on my fountainhead and holding me there. I stopped just like that with my tounge buried deep inside her as she settled down slightly and let my head go. Very slowly I worked my tounge up and down slightly not to much just a little. Mmmm she tastes so good. But I hold back and work in and out at the bottom of her pussycat. Being measured not to touch her button to much. My nose living bumping it lightly as I tounge fuck her a spell. Lisa 's moaning louder now and telling me `` yes yes just like that, do n't stop that 's decent just like that oh god please do n't stop. ``
I start to flick my tongue up and hit her clit harder a match multiplication and infix a fingerbreadth into the tail of her pot slowly I work my tounge and digit into her alternating between tounge and finger, going a short faster now she is moaning, groaning and mumbling. I ca n't interpret her as she is incoherent. She 's trembling now almost as if she had hypothermia. So I slow down to a crawl and let her settle down for a moment, I left my finger in her and kissed all around her box.
Satisfied that she was n't gon na cum yet I started to sour my finger's breadth in and out again making sure not to extend to her clit. Adding a second fingerbreadth a moment later and kissing her clit slightly as it is more valuable now. Sticking out like a loan Douglas fur in clear cut forest, Standing there proud I wrap my tounge around it and slew my oral fissure over it sucking it all into my mouth at once. Lisa screamed and jerked, spasming as she pushed her hips up to adjoin my barrage of her sex. Shoving four digit into her and sucking as laborious is I could she blow up into orgasm. Her hands are on my nous ramming my head into her cunny. I kept sucking and ramming my hand in and out. Her legs are squeezing my head and hands tighter as my move becomes restricted but I keep sucking and am rewarded with another spasm as she fills my mouth with more nectar. I slow my assault on her and slowly pull up my hand out, licking everywhere I can make. Lisa is still as a mouse. I look up to see that she passed out.
I pulled myself up beside her and cuddled up to her with my mind on her shoulder as I fell asleep with her.
I awoke in the morning to Lisa crying. Asking her if she was okay. She sobbed and told me she loved me so much. She could n't deport to liberate me. Smiling at her I say.
I love you Lisa ...