sequence 3 :

'' Mmmmm '' i silently screamed into my pillow as i came for the second time since i laid down to sleep

My wet hand falling to my slope trembling, it 's been so long since I 've been able to total i feel like i just unsecured something deep interior of me

I ca n't stop thinking about last night,

the way zac fucked that woman, the way he came all over her, and the fact that it was so wrong for me to get turned on by my own brother just makes it even hotter for some reason.

I closed my center to sleep, exhausted from coming i drifted to slumber, for about a second, before the range of my body coverd with his cum woke me up and i reached my now dry and sticky hand to my kitty-cat again.

In the dawn i cried. I felt disgusting for being attracted to my buddy

I felt like I 'm the gruesome soul in the world, and while i was crying i started to get turned on again and it just made me cry more ! I 'm just a kettle of fish ...

I guess i did n't find out the door spread out but i did feel a hand on my back,

It was n't scary, it felt warm and form, i knew that bridge player

My mom 's soft phonation asked me how I 'm feeling. At that second i broke down, i covered my trunk with the mantle, worried she might see the big stains i left on the sheet of paper or she might smell my succus dry on my hands

I cried like a babe and she held me like a mother.

And for the get-go sentence in our kinship, we talked about sex.

I told her that i never came with anyone i slept with without taking fear if it myself, and lately even when i do it it 's intemperately to climax, i told her how i felt this major release yesterday and she looked a piffling happy about that.

It felt weird talking to her about this, but i felt so effective sharing i wanted her to lie with more.

'' Do you think being back family has something to do with it ? '' She asked while my head was on her thigh

'' Mom ... i think there 's something wrongly with me, i feel disgusted with myself ``

She started stroking my hair

'' Why do you feel that way ? ``

She sounded disturbed but tried to hide it

'' Yesterday i had a sexual dream ... about zac '' i told her the truth ... well, a interlingual rendition of the truth.

'' Oh honey that 's convention, you 're probably just connecting being a little lonely sexually and being a little lonely at home, you guys have changed so a great deal in recent eld, you used to be friends ... ''

'' I ca n't stop thinking about it though ! I 'm a degenerate ''. I almost did n't recognized my voice, i sound unspeakable when i cry, like I 'm 3 and have a cold

Mom grabbed my headspring and turnd it to seem straight at her

'' Listen to me, you are normal, you are howling. being sexual is fantastic, it 's fun. When i was your age i had thoughts like that too ''

What is she talking about ? Mom does n't have a brothe-oh my god did my mom sleep with her sister ? ?

'' Mom, what do you think ? ``

She looked less confident all of a sudden

It took her a few minute to start talking but she eventually did.

'' when i was a little young than you, i had a complicated relationship with mortal in my house, it had a lot to do with power dynamics and authorisation, and it was even opprobrious at times i think. so please be measured, do n't let your thinking carry you to start something insalubrious, okay love ? I just, i do n't want to scare you from sex but i do n't desire you to get hurt ''

I was stunned, to mean that soul would anguish my gentel warm and sweetness mother, to think that angie had been a little bitch since she was piddling and that she did that to my mom. Now i was angry

'' Mom are you okay ? ``

My mom smiled and kissed my cheek, moving my fuzz aside and kissing the position of my caput gently, i blushed a lilliputian and looked at her, she was so beautiful.

'' I promise i wo n't do anything mom, i just had a weird couple of daylight ... ''

I felt silly and dumb but at the same prison term i wanted to keep open talking because i was worrird she might get up if i do n't.

But she stayed, and she touched my face with her finger's breadth, i could experience her breasts touching the back of my head

And Suddenly i realized i have been slowly touching myself under the blanket for a while now.

WHAT IS damage WITH MY BRAIN ? !

it all felt so nice and unagitated i did n't need to stop.

She combed my hair with her fingers gently and i moved my digit on my once again soaked pussy, she moved her mitt on my back slowly and then back to my whisker, it felt good and loving.

then it happened, for a snag second her hand got tangled in my hair and it pulled on the dorsum of my head just a slight bit, just a minuscule bit too much.

I lost control condition for half a second and before i could block it i was coming. I was coming with my mom in the room.

I looked up at her in brat. i was biting on my bottom lip trying tough to control my facial manifestation and falling miserably. It was all over, i felt the wave washables over me as i was staring at her middle worried, but she did n't seem to notice, she was warm and kind. She nodded her head ever so slightly and said without speech sound `` it 's okay ''.

That 's when i let go

'' Ahhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmahh '' i tried to stop but it was too adept and too recently

It was a hanker orgasam and it kept attacking me in Wave after. i was shaking and ashamed, now i looked away and avoided her gaze.

I got up to sit on the bed next to her and I 'm sure i was as red as a refreshed tomato.

My mom put her paw on my berm and turned my font to her

She gave me a buss on the impertinence and smiled at me

'' I hope our lecture helped, we should do this more often honey, i missed you so much ''

I breathed in backup man and smiled back awkwardly `` yeah..that was..nice ''

I was so allay she did n't say anything but there was something else, maybe a little ... disappointment ? Did i want her to notice me coming with her ?

Maybe my face gave me away because before she left she got closer to my still red face and with her hand on my cheek she kissed my back talk, not just a short stack, but a longer kiss with our mouths slightly open. I was stunned and frozen. Her affectionate lips felt amazing on mine and i closed my eyes as i got lost in the mo. She closed her back talk without sounds and our kiss was over.

She got up and told me she needs to go form dinner, before she left she turned around and told me she loved me

'' I love you too mom, thank you ''

'' Anytime dear ''

She smiled and walked away

Anytime ? wellspring maybe my brain problem is genetic..