PART ONE CONTINUED

I sucked it, it was hard oh so hard and hot while throbbing like nothing i had ever felt before .... michael got closelipped to me and then started to feel my body with his hands before going to my penis which went hard, i reached round with my hand and started to run with michael ... ... ... ... .after a while barry said hes going to make it up to me now but he made me promise not to differentiate anyone, i promised.
He said lay down on my back, i did, he parted my legs and then started to finger my lilliputian penis and lump, he put his foreland between my branch and then he lifted my legs up, jhe put his mouth over my bum hole and then put his tounge in me, i did not know what was happening but it felt really good, michael then stood up walked over to me and said do it to me steven, delight do it to me, his leg lifted over my head and he began to scrunch, im not sure as shooting if what i was doing was being done correctly but i kissed hid hole and liked it.
this went on for a spell but barry was not finished with me yet.
he changed his positon and told michael to get something from his bag, michael got off of my fac eand did what he was told.
barry then put something on hid big heavily prick ( must consume been 6 '' ) he adjusted my body and spat on his finger and my bum, he slid his finger in, i told him i did not like it and i wanted him to break, he said no and that i would care it soon enough .michael said its not bad whats coming up barrys has and before he could finish barry told him to close up.
He then got his cock and put it against my bum, he started to rub his shaft against my bum, it felt cold and strange he then without warning pushed the head of his cock into my hole, i scream in pain, barry told michael to put his hands over my sass, michael did as he was told.
i had never felt such pain in the neck in all my life, i was crying, tear rolling down my buttock my mouth covered ... i could not stand it ... ... ... ... ... .next thing i knew it was daybreak ( i must have passed out with all the bother ) i felt a painful sensation inside me, i tried to get up but the pain in the neck from my bum was too a good deal i fell over on top of both michael and barry who were both still a eternal rest ( i woke them both up ) with the shoked looking on his face barry could see i was in hurting he started to cry said he was regretful and that he dint want to hurt me .... he loved me and just wanted me ( didnt have a clew what he was saying at the clock time ) michael also started to cry saying that he did not want to loose his blood brother that it was wrong etc ... .... i said ok i wont tell but im in so much pain.
barry said ok let me see what i can do, he had a look at my bum and said im sorry he started to lick it again but in a soothing way not trying to stick it in me, he stopped and asked if that felt better, i said a little bit but as he went to lick it again i could see that his peter was surd.
barry said to michael suck it for me ... ... .... after ages of him just licking my gob and putting Thomas More saliva over it he stopped and said this is what i wanted you to feel.
michael block sucking my cock and lay down he adjusted michael and looked at me and said wtch this ... ...
barry put something on his pecker and put the tip into michaels hole he just kepted on pushing until i could not see any of his cock, michael was sort of shaking but seemed to be enjoing himself, he then looked at me and said its ok really, it hurt a lot when he did it to me first clock time.
Barry started moving in and out of michael, faster and faster, his external respiration was getting faster too, he shouted in or out michael in or out ... .. michael said out with that barry pulled out his hammer and squirted some stuff and nonsense over michaels body must have been 7 or 8 squirts.
i asked what it was and he said it was pick that would make up my pain go away, he got some on his fingers and rubbed it over my sore bum hole, he got some more and instead of putting it on my muddle put it on my lips and said taste it, it was salty er bittery he then started to puzzle out his own juice off of michael stopcock and smooth slender dead body ... ... ...
after the few Day we spent camping i did not find as much bother as i did but i still hurt, barry told me if anyone asked why i was hurting that i fell on a log ... ... ... ....
not long after the consequence of the tenting trip michael and his family moved away and i never saw any of them again ... ... ... ... ... ..
this was the start of the end for me .... i did not know what being gay was and i had lost my best friend. until now no one has ever know about what happened on the camping trip.

a modest bit inbetween chapter 1 and 2 - over the next couplet of twelvemonth i was raped twice, once by two girlfriend but more shockingly by two boys. ill go into detail with these in chapter two.

chapters to observe inc scott and craig, reece, mark, vincent and kevin, two porn wiz and an role player. im sure there will be others along the way that i forgotten at the here and now but ill go into More point than chapter one, it was the start and i tried to put it in the way that it was to me then rather than how it would be now .