This week's diligence movers and shakers is Dr Kiki John Fitzgerald Kennedy of Kiki Kennedy production, one of the most successful yield star sign to fall along recently.

AVN : So,"Dr"Kiki Kennedy ?

Kiki : Yes, I have a doctorate, in subatomic particle physic no less. You can look up the claim title if you want, but it's to do with saw-tooth imbalance in blood plasma wakefields. And, if that made any horse sense to any of your readers, I invite them to join our"physics nerds"section of the word meeting place on my website.

When I founded the fellowship, I thought that having the rubric"Dr"would lend a sure lordliness to my being CEO. Before that I'd only been known as a performing artist, and I'd hid the serious side of my personality from my fans, I didn't think it would enhance my reputation. But, there is a certain division of my fan base who does happen it very sexy, especially when I discuss something really technical and end the post with a verbal description of what I 'm wearing. ( Which seldom includes scanty. )

AVN : How did you get into big entertainment in the number one place ?

Kiki : In high schooltime, I had a much older lover ; he liked"barely effectual"porn. He had a orotund collection of it, and I was curious. So when I turned 18, I contacted one of the production home, and they snapped me up.

I must say, I was surprised at that, I didn't think I was attractive, but with a fiddling whisker, makeup, and wardrobe, they worked wonderment on me. That validated what my fan had told me and I'd never believed. You know the narrative of the ugly ducking ? That 's what I felt like, an ugly duckling, and I had n't noticed that all of a sudden I 'd suit a Swan. I never liked dressing sexily in high schoolhouse ; I always dressed for practicality.

The porn was also very empowering. I was not a democratic girl in high school day ; the butch chicks would pick on me. most of it was probably resentment as I'd have a tendency to throw off the grading curve. ( In other words, my being smart, led to them having lower tier, its bad use of statistics on the teacher's part. )

Now, I had production companies wanting to engage me for my flavor, and I had fans writing to me, wanting to fuck me. After I spent the summer before college being fucked, all day, everyday, I found myself sitting on a pile of money. It made college spirit much more comfortable. I could give a becoming car, and the good accommodations, and little luxuries.

I carried on working while I was at shoal, though I separated my life into porno and not porn. In the not porn earthly concern, I was much like my old self, but now I had confidence. In the porn world, I tried to make myself as desirable as potential. I'd do porn on the weekend, I'd fly down to the vale to shoot, then fly back for the week. My personality variety of split as well, I felt like two unlike people.

I earned enough from the porno, that I thought I could set my own yield company and run it in my way. So just before I got the doctorate, I legally changed my name to Kiki John Fitzgerald Kennedy. Before that, Kennedy was my first public figure, and I made up Kiki for the alliteration when I got that foremost job. In my married man 's professional circles I'm Kennedy McAuliffe, but legally I'm Kiki Kennedy.

So after I became Dr Kiki John Fitzgerald Kennedy, I set up the company with Jade, a fellow performer and one of my buff. I still act in some productions, but not so many these days. I was doing so many product, I was worried about damaging my brand, so I cut back on the acting.

AVN : That brings up the question of what is your sexual predilection ?

Kiki : I think I'm"Lesbian with elision,"but my fans shouldn't panic as I love getting fucked by men, and giving cock sucking. I suppose that makes me bi-sexual really, but I'm not really attracted to men, with a few exceptions, I just like the sex. That should hit me more attractive, I want the sex, but not the commitment. My husband is one of the obvious exceptions.

AVN : You've mentioned your husband a dyad of clock time now, tell apart us about him ?

Kiki : mat is my hubby, he's the most thinking somebody I know, and also one of the dumbest. Do n't forget, I 'm comparing him to college staff and doctoral scholar, so that 's saying something. If you want to recover the eigen vector of a complex wavefunction, he's your man. He even understands GR and can find interesting solutions to the stress-energy tensor, he's a full braniac, and that's so sexy. But, when it comes to people, that's not his strong point.

He has very simplistic world view when it comes to women,"sex near"probably just about heart and soul it up. It makes him very easy to distribute with, you know you're always getting the real Matt, he just doesn't have any guile to hide anything. He's shy, he used to be painfully shy ; it took him about a week before he could actually verbalise to me in a reasonable fashion. He's a lot better now, but I do my best to protect him from harsh realities.

He also has no concept of self-possession or jealousy when it comes to sex, as I said,"Sex good."Sums him up. There was one time I orgasmed on set, thought process of him, he asked for the outtake and said I was `` cute, '' coming like that on somebody else 's dick. When we first worked on the doctorates together, I didn't want a relationship, and then I discovered he was a fan, at least a fan of Kiki's. So I, as Jack Kennedy, showed him I was Kiki as well. I didn't want him getting into something he couldn't hold. almost swain outside the industry can't handle you being fucked for a job, so I took him to a shoot to render him what it was about.

He didn't mind me performing on set, he said the shooting was somewhat tiresome really, so that pointed to the properly clobber. Then, I arranged for a few of my ally in the industry to have intercourse him ; he was a virgin at the time. It's not unusual to set a boyfriend up with another performer, they treat it kind of like a job. I expected them to fuck him and institutionalise him back to me, instead he fucked them to a tie-up, and they stayed the nighttime. I was left alone and horny.

That did testify he's an inviolable dynamite lover, the best I, or any of my ally, know. And the best component is he doesn't even have sex it himself. You'll be straight on you back after being knocked out by the sex, and he asks you if that was any good. He is catching on a bit now, even he couldn't be that unmindful, but it doesn't affect him. He's still just thinking,"Sex goodness, Sir Thomas More sex better."

That backfired on me somewhat, as I fell in dearest with him. I never meant to, and I'd made it quite top to him that I didn't want anything like that. So I never realized he did have feelings for me, he was just hiding them because that's what I'd told him I wanted. That 's about the lone clip he 's ever been anything LE than totally see-through about his feelings, he thought it was the way to carry on having the sex. Like I said, he thinks, `` Sex honest. ``

That 's how he acted when I tried to be more loving towards him, I set up a romantic weekend away, and he was `` thwarted '' we did n't take any of my friends with us for once. He did a good job of acting like he wanted just sex from me, and being used like that does wrick me on, doubly so because I loved him. So I gave him what I thought he wanted, just sex.

He also liked there were two of me. John Fitzgerald Kennedy would be dominant, and I, as Kiki, would be submissive to him and do anything he wanted. God, both of those are such a turn of events on. I sort of proposed to him as Kennedy, and he said he'd prefer Kiki, but would wish Kennedy as his mistress. I'm more integrated with my personalities these solar day, some of the hard boundary of Kennedy is needed to be successful in this biz, but there is still some of her I only bring out for Matt. I, as JFK, am his schoolmistress, both in the cheating mother wit and the prevalent sense. I suppose you could call it function maneuver, but that 's not how he sees it. Though, I think it 's about time Kennedy retired, I as Kiki, should be able to fulfill all his desires.

He's really odoriferous, and a submissive really. I'm more naturally a slavish myself, which is probably why I can enjoy sex with men so much. I really love it when matt takes me, I love doing anything he wants. But, I channel my inner squawk as Kennedy International Airport for matte, and he really gets off on that. I don't think he likes it as such, but that's not the point. He really likes me claiming him as my prop, I have that inscribed on his nuptials ring. He loved it when I said I was marrying him so I could hold on him for myself. I 've occasionally just kept him at base, defenseless, as my personal sex slave, that 's his favorite.

When I fell in love with him, I tried to create myself more than myself, and he basically begged me to maltreat him. To do things I thought he only agreed to because I, as Jack Kennedy, was taking my defeat out on him. So I carried on as the rather heartless Kennedy for his benefit. It's probably very therapeutic to have someone you can abuse like that, and not be arrested. I 'd `` take my work home '' as he calls it. That 's the former time he 's not transparent, he 'll very clearly communicate why he does n't care something, but send other signaling that he wants you to do it, like buying me a present and begging me not to use it on him. Really the more he protests about something, the more he wants it. If he really does n't want something, he 's more muted on that point.

Like most talent in porn, I 'd really care to take loving vanilla sex in my meter off, but Matt has former interests. Like, the Thomas More impersonal I made the sex, the more he seemed to like it, so I 'd set up random encounters between us just for his benefit. I must say, both of us liked the musical theme of the `` private road by fuck. '' I pop over to his place on the way to the lab, just to get one, or both of us off and leave without saying anything.

I'm not the overjealous type either, which is ready to hand so lusterlessness can enjoy himself ; I send female child his way. He's my secret weapon, his report as a lover draws in performer who want to try him out. He gets plenty of opportunity around here. When we were setting up the party, nag made a joke that he should be the"fluffer,"at to the lowest degree for the women. So we actually did officially give him that job, at least when he's around the production theatre. He has a full time job as a researcher, but does find prison term to do down here to work part time. I think he'd do it replete clip if I let him, but I couldn't let that gorgeous mind of his go to permissive waste. His foremost job as fluffer was my bachelorette party, he was the entertainment, and got raffled off at the end of the night.

AVN : My mind is boggling at what presents he buys you.

Kiki : Just some BDSM gear, like a party whip, a shoulder strap on dildo, or a leash with a collar which goes around his testis. He 'll resist that using them is too horrible an estimate, and I believe that 's what he believes, but there 's a part of him which wants me to use them. A part that he does n't care admitting to. He certainly gets turned on when I do that sort of thing. He also bought me some bondage cogwheel, but he 's enthusiastic about me using that on him.

That was when I first realized how transparent he was, we had a scene and he really played up how much he hated everything I was doing to him. It gave me such a power misstep. Then at the end of it I found he was n't playing, and just had n't thought to use his safeword. He just does n't believe like that. spill about a downer, I had to school day him in the use of the safeword so we could do it properly.

AVN : And you have a baby by him as well. How does that figure out ?

Pretty much the same way it's worked for millions of twelvemonth, but I 'm not a biologist, so I wo n't explain the details. [ Kiki bursts out laughing at this point. ] Sorry, a little nerd humor. We left it to fortune, on our honeymoon. We had a month of honeymoon when we were exclusive, and we agreed if we got pregnant, then so be it, if not then back to normal. I 'm not sure I 'm get stuff, but he liked the thought. I did get pregnant, so we had Mark as the issue. That gave me the prospect to do pregnancy and lactation porn productions, a rather corner market.

Once the sister was born, I realized it was the serious matter that ever happened to me ; I would n't be the Lapp person without being a mother. Now I 'm the milfiest MILF there is. We have a full time nursemaid to help, but I 'm always there to get him up in the morning, and put him to sleep in the evening. I 'm the boss, so I can earn my own rules and hours.

AVN : You said you had a split personality, what do you mean ?

Kiki : When I was in college, getting my degree, and then my doctorate, I was working as a porn performer, that was paying my way. The two humans I inhabited were so different, academia and porn, I had to celebrate them separate. I did n't reckon that being a college student, and then a doctoral student, was sexy for my devotee. I may have been faulty about that, there are a lot of my fan find it sexy, who knew ? On the other hired man, in academe, being in porn would let ruined my credibleness, or at least made it very hard to work with men.

The field I was in, particle physics, is very male dominated, so I was enough of an anomalousness just being distaff. Being distaff and seen as uncommitted ( as a porn actress ) would experience made it difficult for a lot of men to relate to me seriously. So I disguised myself in both billet, as the air headed nymphette in porno, and as the serious academic grind in academia. In reality, I 'm both intelligent and horny at the like time. I may love fucking slightly to a greater extent than using my mind, but I would n't want my brain to atrophy from lack of use.

The awesome thing is it worked. I did the John Fitzgerald Kennedy as Kenneth Clark Kent routine and took of my glasses, and suddenly I was super porno actress Kiki. No one realized I was the Saami mortal, until I told them. None of my friends in the byplay suspected I was a whiz, and I used that word technically, a genius is classified as person with 140 or bang-up IQ. The last clip my IQ was measured it was 147. ( And lusterlessness 's 165 by the way. ) I play an airhead really well it seems. In this business organization you 're going to get screwed one way or the other, so why invest any brainpower in it.

In academia, no one suspected either. I did my beneficial to be dowdy and unsympathetic, so no one guessed I was a sex goddess. I did n't have much of a mixer spirit at college, I was working too hard, both academically and on my back. That made it well-heeled to celebrate the secret. I worked with Matt, as Kennedy, for respective months before I found out he was a fan of Kiki 's, I had to do the magic with the Methedrine to show him I was Kiki as well. He was really surprised to see that out.

He was even more storm, but really delight when I suggested that we would n't just be friend, but friends with benefits. But, no one else in the section guessed, or at least everyone expressed surprise, in the terminal few weeks when I became Kiki. I started dressing more like a typical bookman, LE frumpily, in the department, not like a porn principal, but I was now much more attractive, both physically and emotionally to a lot of the men. I got a lot of attention those death few weeks, not all of it welcome.

AVN : You mentioned running a company your way ?

Kiki : Yes, I got really frustrated as a performing artist, no one ever listened to the female child or valued their vox populi. I wanted to make an atmosphere where everyone 's opinions are heard and respected. Of track, now I 'm running a society, I appreciate that you ca n't always act on everyone 's thought, but I wanted them at to the lowest degree considered.

I also have special programs for college students, they have to prevent up a B norm to get on the program. The `` College wonk '' series is so democratic now, I can be really selective about the talent I use, they 'd have got to be a very special somebody to get on with only a B norm these years. We also have the `` bare Notes '' series, we make grave instructional videos, except that we use the College Nerd talent, and they try to be as distracting as possible. They 're some of our most popular billet. I 'm not sure if anyone ever learns anything from them.

AVN : Why did you start your company, rather than continuing your faculty member career ?

It pays better. Seriously, the opportunity of even getting a post doc spot are slenderize, less than 10 % of new doctors are in all likelihood to get a postdoc. lupus erythematosus than 1 % will become tenured. I could have gone into industry, but if I 'm going to prostitute myself, I might as well do it my way. [ Kiki grins saying this. ] Porn is one of the few job where females are paid more than men, maybe ten times as much as the men. Men are actually prosperous to get paid in porn.

In my life, I 've had a constant chorus of `` girls do n't do theme subjects. '' [ stalk means : `` Science Technology technology mathematics. '' ] All the way from gamy school on, I was basically told that girl do n't do the affair I wanted to do, and after fifteen years, I just got sick of of it, particularly when the alternative was so easy, that is porn. My parents had been nothing but supportive of me in physic, and Matt may be my biggest cheerleader, but he is a bit biased. Everyone else did n't reckon I belonged, my department had three women in it ; I was the solely American language woman.

If I 'd known then what I know now, I 'd take in come out as a eccentric earlier, the fans they 're so supportive. They might make given me the motivation to carry on, but blending a career in erotica and academia would be difficult. I also wanted to be myself. To get ahead in academia, I had to be hard headed and aggressive ; I had to be Kennedy. I wanted to be Kiki ; I wanted to be womanly. In the US, that 's just the kiss of death. If you go to conferences, you 'll see women scientists from say, Italy or France dressing sexily, it 's accepted there. But, the American cleaning woman all frock dowdily.

AVN : You mentioned your fan site a few times.

Kiki : Yes, I set that up myself, I did a lot of computer software development during my enquiry, setting up a website was easily. Again, there 's a sealed set of buff who find that very hot. I have sole message there, and it's a way to keep in contact lens with my buff. There 's a racy discourse forum there and I 'll join in some treatment, particularly in the `` aperient nerds '' plane section I mentioned earlier. If they can impress me with their minds, they might find themselves being invited down here to watch a production. Who know 's what else might happen, obviously I find a good mind very sexy .