WARNING : EVERY WORD ISTRUE
IF YOUR LIGHTHEARTED OR
CAN NOT STAND SEEING /READING
ABOUT minor being RAPED
THEN STOP READING NOW ! DONT
READ ANOTHER SENTENCE PARAGRAPH ECT. JUST full point ...


FOR THE OTHERS I APOLIGIZE FOR
THE GRAMMAR, SPELLING ECT.
I HAD TO MAKE IT LONGER SOMEHOW.

FOR PROTECTIVE PURPOSES
THE NAMES OF PEOPLE TOWNS
AND commonwealth HAS BEEN CHANGED
.EVERY countersign IS A retentiveness Thomas More
IMPORTANTLY THEY ARE TRUE. DO
NOT READ IF YOU ARE OFFENDED
BY CHILD RAPE. THIS IS MY STORY,
AND I CHOOSE TO SHARE WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME.




MY narration




i was 7 when it first happened. i was ingenuous, sweet, playful, and happy.
i was unaware of the evil in this world ;
that is until He showed me. my name is Ashley
, and this is what ive remebered.

i was outside playacting in our sandpit when he came over.
he sat beside me and played with me for a couple of minutes.
we were alking and laughing when he suggested we play a new game.
but this game was for big nestling and he didnt think i could address it.
of course being young and niave i took the sweetener.
Sialar, was my cousin on my
stepfathers side he was 16-19 i didnt know his exact age.
only that he was a big kid and i wanted to be a big kid too.
Anyway, he said okay and took a hold of my hand.
we lived in the country, full of forest and wild animals.
but with him i wasnt afraid.

he led me into th Mrs. Henry Wood, which i knew i was not loudly to be in.
i tried telling him i was foreclose, but he said it was ok.
that i wouldnt get into trouble with him there
. i rember looking back at the house saying ok, but i cant go to far.
Sialar smiled and led me further into the woods.
i lost sight of my house and we continued
to walk until we came to some thick brush.
`` Ashley i need you to lay on the ground. dont make
a auditory sensation and do as i say.
i nodded yes and lay down.
i asked him what plot we were playing and he replied
`` house. your the mum and im the daddy andd we are going to love each other..

i dont remeber what happened after he said that but i do think back trying to
stop him from taking my wearing apparel off ... im not aloud to sialar, i shouldnt do this ...
`` Its alright reliance me, '' he said.

he made me lie back on the ground.
'' now what im going to do next may appear Weird and a uncomfortable.
but do not throw a naise and DO NOT shrieking.

okay ?

he felt his penis sliding board up and down my leg and giggled,
that smell weird sialar..
i know ash but its ok big kids do this all the time..
you want to be a big kid dont you ? ...
yes i do, i wan to be a big kid.

he slid his penis up to my slit and rubbed it against my opening.
i was uncomfortable by this point and wanted to stop..
i remember saying `` i dont want to play this biz anymore.. ''

`` shush its ok. ''

then he started pushing into me.
i tried to call. but his hand was over my rima oris
'' shuit up you little bitch ! ``

i tried to fight and to struggle but all
it seemed to do was help him.
when that didnt avail me i tried to sting.
scar and pincer, none of it worked.
he ended up cutting off my air provision and
i must cause past out after that..

then succeeding affair i heard was mom
calling or me ans sialar cussing.
he helped houseclean me up and even redressed me ...
he even took caution of getting rid of my Virgo the Virgin blood.
i tried to get away but before i could he take hold of my are.

`` IF YOU EVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT
WHAT HAPPENED HERE TODAY I WILL killing
YOU, YOUR SISTER, YOUR BROTHER, eve
YOUR MOTHER. realise ? ``


with rip in my eye i nodded yes, i tried
to turn and leave but he tightend his grip.

'' ALSO WHEN EVER I CALL FOR YOU,
NO subject WHAT YOU ARE DOING YOU
COME TO ME, IF YOU DONT THE Saame
thing will HAPPEN I YOU TELL. ARE WE
CLEAR ? ``

yes sialar.

mom called again and he let go of me.

i took off running, when mom asked what had
happened and why i was crying
i simply told her i fell..

and so the years of lying started

and always the fear of when he would call for me.




END OF PART 1




( THIS IS BY NO MEANS THE END
OF MY STORY BUT MEARLY office 1,
I NEED TO TAKE SOME TIME TO GET MY
SELF book binding TOGETHER CAUSE THIS REALLY
SHOOK ME UP. like I SAID BE FOR THIS ALL
REALLY DID HAPPEN AND THIS REALLLY IS
MY STORY. NOT COPY WRITTED FROM SOME
ONE ELSE. IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I SAID
OR WROTE THAT WAS OFFENSIVE THEN I
APOLIGIZE NOW, I SIMPLY indite THE the true
. BY FOR NOW AND UNTIL NEXT clip )

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THIS STORY WRITTEN AND PUBLISHED BY BLUESKY79