What is sex ? Basically, I mean, hoi polloi do try a lot of pas seul by using different spatial relation, using different hole for pleasance and toy. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro motion of the cock in a vagina causing agitation, pleasure and finally cum. It's heavenly at first, but when you do the same thing again and again with the Lapp person. It starts to get boring. I was never a fan of toys to be used as a second-stringer for delight. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the joy and satisfaction I got when I had sex for the showtime time. Oh ! The showtime time, I'll never forget the touch of having sex the initiatory time.

It happened 5 months ago during summer vacation. My younger brother who is still in shoal had his vacation. My parents had planned a trip for a workweek in the village, a remote place with not much access to technology. Though I never liked that place, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be capable to visit this clip because of my college. I am doing engineering ; my holiday simply don't coincide with my brother's. I was very delirious to stay dwelling house, alone for a workweek. I'll call in my friends over ; well have latterly dark political party, euphony, etc. While my parents were packing and getting ready to give, I was lost in my sentiment, planning the company. I was really elevated with those thoughts, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the room access was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big favour on us."Said my mother, as she approached the threshold from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the Saame. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to persist here till the fourth dimension we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this item raising my vocalism. Just to clear matter, Raj is my cousin who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs older than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No subject how old you get, you will still be my little girl."My father interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in business firm voice.

My parents where gone and I was home with Raj. He was outdoors look out TV while I lay in bed moping over my plans getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a crunch on him while growing up. But over the years he got obsessed on silly childish things like superhero comics, animated movies and some other stuff. His ‘ nerdy'glasses and these hobbies gave him a bit of abhorrent personality. No wonderment he was still one even after crossing 30. I had this fixed vox populi about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that night Raj called me for dinner. He had prepared Butter wimp and Roti among other delicacies. I could tell with just the great smell what was cooked without looking. well, Raj is a chef by profession and is really proficient at it, at least that's what I've heard. I will savour his solid food for the first prison term. With the firstly bite, I realized how good he was at cooking."Tasty food bro."was the only countersign from my sass and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter chicken. This bag usually has a balmy gustatory sensation but Raj had done some version to it since he knew I liked spicy food. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the discernment of the awesome solid food I ate, I was a bit appeal to Raj. It also seemed a bit Weird that he didn't say a give-and-take while having dinner party. Looking in the mirror made me clear the reason for his weird behaviour. Eating that spicy food made me sweaty, also while drinking water I spilled a little on my T-shirt to further add on to that, it was night metre so I didn't wear any bra. The thin white fabric of the jersey, which was almost gauzy after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"diddly-squat ! How didn't I realize this other, I was too much focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the palm hard on the mirror."No marvel Raj didn't public lecture or eat sufficiently. His attention was elsewhere. Well, the food was luscious, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the adjacent few face-off got weirder. I have small but my own way where I can have my privacy. Since I have a riding habit of pleasuring myself to sleep, I wear informal clothes shirt-pant. side by side morning, Raj came in my room to fire up me up. He had in his workforce, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"backwash up ! Sleepy head. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going late today."I told him in a soft sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll sustain this here. You can have it when you get up."He said this with a grinning and placed the tray on my sketch mesa. He had a giggly face while he said all this and gave me a look before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt buttons were undone giving a stoolie of my white meat. My in good order nipple was clearly visible and he saw it. His look were the substantiation of it.

"God ! Girl, you need to be deliberate when other people are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too early, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his common cooking display while I went for a bathing tub. I was bathing under the shower when I heard a audio of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bath. Later while getting out I saw that the bathroom door was slightly open, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."Things were going really fast."Maybe I am over intellection it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still time to spare before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to look out TV. Saame old cookery show was going on and his eyes were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not notice. After a duad of minutes of silence,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very recollective time now. I have seen you grow up since the meter you were a little girl. Now you are a adult female. You must be aware of sealed urge that develop while growing elderly. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to still those itch properly. Just to draw it realize if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be wrong or immoral in the society. But one needs to have sex at the right age for a healthy thinker ontogeny. My interrogative sentence to you is, do you require to feature sex ? If you decline its fine, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and tell me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His crank were off and had a grave look on his face. I never saw his oculus like that, they were hypnotic. Without a Holy Writ I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very long time from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the right person. Raj, is my cousin. He is the only guy I have spent virtually of my puerility with. Considering his age, he was not like a friend to me. He is not a brother either, at to the lowest degree I don't think that way. There has always been a unlike connection between us. The connexion where because of his experience he was my teacher and I was the student who learned new thing from him. Maybe, sex is just another moral I need to take from him. That's why he is the nonesuch partner to misplace my virginity."These thoughts constantly hovered in my judgement while I sat in the lecture pretending to heed. I didn't say anything about this to my friends. Actually I didn't lecture at all. Having sex for the initiatory time was a big stair, a big decision to be taken. I was scared of the issue still excited and couldn't wait for it to happen. I left college a lecture early.

At home, I opened the doorway with my key. There was no one in the anteroom. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my room. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me au naturel just a towel around his waist. Probably he just came out of bath. I had a good look at him with the reflexion of being shock. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected things were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped muscular body but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unnecessary. One reason for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of shape. That is very clear as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my expression he tried to get me finalise with a smiled."I didn't expect you to come so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a lecture to come home early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the signs. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't sure I want to say it. But then I took a mysterious breath, repeated the motto in mind, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His smile widened."So, do you want me to disrobe ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just refreshen up and go get prosperous on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward smiling and went to the washroom. Ten transactions later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to fall out. I was wearing the pink shorts and a matching shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to wear when no one was around. I had seen a few adult pic but doing it practically is different."Will he make me do that kinky stuff done it porn ?"was the thought that bothered me the most. I had a mental debate in my thinker whether to agree to it or decline. If no, then how am I supposed to discontinue him ? My sentiment were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a blue gown, something he brought specially for this occasion I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the short circuit. His middle were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every second. Meanwhile I was just sitting with legs stretched on the bed. I thought he would guide me through the process by giving gradation by step instructions. But he didn't, not one word he spoke since he entered the room and till all was over. His action at law were Thomas More than sufficient to guide me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a wild Orion, keeping his heart fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the quarry that has no way out. He was truelove and surefooted but I wasn't. I was unable to look directly at him ; I rolled my middle left-right up-down, tried to focus anywhere but his fount. Then he got really close so that I couldn't look elsewhere and my visual sense got blurry. There was no other selection but to shut my centre. I didn't understand what was happening but I could experience his breath on my face. My heart was beating faster and metre felt like it slowed down. I was literally in darkness until I had the sensation of mite on my brim. My first kiss. I know that a kiss is not a big thing.

But even today in India not all get to live their first of all kiss at a very Brigham Young age. The first one was just a slim touch after which he took a fault and followed with much more than intense and longer osculate pulling me shut. A kiss, the way I would trace it is like eating a Mangifera indica. sweet and juicy and gives you satisfaction no matter how many clock time you eat it. He then gently unbuttoned my shirt and took off my bra, so liquid that I didn't flavor anything. But then again I was lost in the wizard kiss.

Then with his left hand grabbed on to my compensate dummy. Touching softly, getting the feel of it, using his ovolo he played with my mamilla, getting them tough. He kept on kissing my neck while getting lower until he put his mouthpiece on my leave mammilla, sucking on it. Raj had bit rough man-hands but the way he handled my dumbbell, I understood that he appreciated my knocker which were of sizing grownup than average female child my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the mo. I didn't know this feeling was so awesome and we have not even started the sex part yet. He then turned to the position and slipped his hand in my drawers fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my totally body. My pussy was getting more wet every moment with excitement. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his shorts. Seeing a real dick for the number 1 metre was a sight to recollect. I have seen in videos but seeing it in realism is a different feeling. His penis was of average size not as big as I have seen in the porn movie, but that didn't matter. He had shaved the chthonian region as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would tally to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping position to the edge of the bed. Lifting my ramification he widened them. He inserted his dick in my cunt slowly, knowing it was my get-go time. It was a different feeling to get something inside the dead body from the opening down there. I felt the warmth of his dick inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was well-situated with taking his thing inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The slow built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden billow in pleasure made me bulge out moaning. After a couple of minutes he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in different position, ‘ doggy expressive style'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's skilful to face each other while having sex the first time.

"But then why did you end ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of itch, slight painful sensation so he stopped to give lubricant.

It's my first prison term and I was so much aroused at that moment that I knew I wasn't going to last long. He then put his dick back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this time. I always thought moaning or screaming was unnecessary during sex. But at that moment I couldn't stop myself. I grabbed on to the bed sheet while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the point of climax I screamed at the top of my phonation. Thankfully no one was there in the next way and the music being played on the TV outside, covered the rest. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his dick out and stroked it with hand till he cum on my belly.

For that present moment I was really satisfied. Sex made me bury any other offspring that were bothering me those daytime. I was fulfill speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That clip I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot better since then with every experience. Still, the first time I had sex was the best I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one more thing. Virginity is like a lock on the threshold of a way. The room is full moon of treasure and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception people have. Actually, the room is full of knowledge. Unless you open it, you won't be able to larn some really crucial affair in life .