Not All That Radiancy Is Atomic Number 79 .
YoungI was a 5 understructure 25 girl, small for my age and also a chubby girl, as you can imagine I wasn't pop at school, and suffered bullying for a few years. I was very very very shy, tremendously shy. I lived alone with mom, she was a nurse, and worked in dissimilar break. My dad never loved me he always showed despite at me and snubbed me when I talked to him, he always told me my nativity was a fault, but he left us and we never knew from him anymore. My mom was a good mom, but because of her shifts I used to be alone more often than normal kids.
The bullying I talked about were always the Sami 4 girls and one boy who walked the for the first time nautical mile and a one-half with me who used to bully me. I had a 4 international nautical mile walk of life to school, and back home after schooltime again.
One of those 24-hour interval in which they again walked the first mile and a half with me, it started again, after calling me things and I ignoring them, they throwed my script on the ground and while I was picking things of the ground one of them pushed me and trying not to settle I twisted my ankle.
It happened in front of and apartment building and soon a man of about 60 class rushed towards me who saw it all happen. They ran away, he helped me pick up my thing and helped me up, but I couldn't standstill so he offered me to put a bandage on my ankle and I decided to admit because I didn't want my mom to have intercourse what was happening at school day. I had never told her about the bullying. So that day I went with him and he took care of my ankle with a patch.
He watched out for me the succeeding couple of days, but as soon as he wasn't there it all happened again. So one time he offered to wait for me when school ended so he could walk me close to dwelling. I liked that because at least I went home fearless, and he enjoyed doing it. After a month of knowing him and walking me home we talked about lots of things and I felt very confortable when he was around, I guess I saw him like a kind of father figure. He invited me to his flat the days that my mom had good afternoon shift and wouldn't be home after school, and I had gone a few metre, we watched movies and I even did my homework there sometimes. I was convinced after almost two months now of knowing him that he was very kind to me and that I liked going to his apartment.
We talked about everything. He asked me one time about my stuffing manner. I can still remember our conversation, all the things that happened in that time period I have them burned in my mind, everything, sometimes I still hear our conversations in my mind.
- Why do you always wear wide-cut jean and perspirer ?
- I'm not thin ... I am chubby and those clothes don't wooing me.
- You're wrong, there are male child who like chubby little girl and therefore also like chubby girls dressed sexy.
- Not on my school ... nobody likes fat girls at my school.
- You are not fat, just a little chubby like you say, but definitely not fat. And you have a very somewhat face.
- You are lying, I am fat.
- You know I could differentiate of somebody who likes you a lot ...
- Sure ...
- Me.
I blushed immediately and didn't dare look at him anymore. I was a very very insecure missy and very very incredibly shy. I was feeling a little uncomfortable so I told him I had to go home that day. He didn't stop me. But before I left he asked me if he could pick me up after school tomorrow. I said yes.
When he picked me up I felt so much shame for what he said the day before that I talked to a lesser extent than common, Ii didn't want him to bring that conversation up again. He asked me if I would like to go with him to his flat again and I said yes. We talked about lots of things like always but 2 hours before I had to provide he suddenly said :
- I mean what I said yesterday Lisa. I like you very much, the way you are and I like your very pretty facial expression. But I am not able-bodied to tell how your body looks like wearing always those wide clothes. I'm not asking you to show me your dead body but at to the lowest degree you could take off your sweater if you are wearing something underneath it. Are you wearing something ?
- Yes, a tanktop ...
- Only a tanktop ?
- Yes ...
- No bra ?
- Oh yes, also a bra ...
- You see, at your age you are already using a bra, you should be majestic. You would form me very happy if you would take your sweater off ...
I felt very ashamed of my breast, I had very big breast for my age, and later in my life I underwent surgery to slenderize my boob size of it because of my neck and upper back hurting, and the system of weights was leading to kyphosis. Also a lot of bullying from the son at school started always because of my titty, so normally I wore dress that didn't show anything of my breast, and when mass started to blab about breasts I always felt very very uncomfortable.
- So Lisa ? You want to do that for me ?
- I don't know ... it embarrass me so much ...
- Why ?
- because of my breast, I feel very humiliated because of them, and it's always a motive to bully me at school ...
- I won't bully you because of that, you can be for certain about that. I'm sure they're just jealous.
I thought that it would make no difference of opinion if he saw me in sweater or tank top and it would make him happy, and because he had been so good for me and helping me with the bullying trouble I felt like ‘ OK I do it for you ’. So I took of my sweater and there I was standing in my jeans and tank top.
- You are so beautiful Lisa. I feel so pillock to tell this Lisa, and I know you probably will not want to talk with me anymore or maybe even see me anymore but ...
- But what ?
- Please promise you don't be mad at me OK ?
- No ...
- prognosticate me ...
- I promise ...
- I think you are so tinker's damn beautiful and um ... I have fallen a little bit in lovemaking with you in these two months ...
I immediately started to blush, I didn't know what to reckon because I liked the fact that individual at to the lowest degree thought I was beautiful and I liked the fact that I was wanted by somebody but he was 59. I didn't know what to say so I kept secrecy, and was hoping he continued to babble, but I could notice he was not feeling confortable with having told me that.
- I'm so sorry Lisa, I didn't want to stimulate you uncomfortable with this, and if you do not want to yield here I understand ... I just ... I know I am 59 and you ... but I ... it's just the way I feel, sorry.
I didn't know what to say. I felt so ashamed. It was an uncomfortable place so I think that's why he changed suddenly.
- I can differentiate you are wearing a red bra, am I right ?
- Yes.
- That is so sexy Lisa ! Can I see the bra ? I mean just by lifting your top ? Please Lisa ...
I didn't know what to do, I could feel my face blush. I blocked and didn't know what to do or say, I took the bottom of my storage tank top, but wasn't sure if I should hoist it.
- Don't be afraid Lisa nobody can see it, it's only you and me, it's like being on the beach in a Bikini, except there is no George Sand and piss, and at least I, am going to keep my mouth shut. I haven't seen Lisa's bra.
- ok ...
I lifted my tankful top and was showing my bra to him.
- You are making me very very happy Lisa, you are such a beautiful girlfriend ! Would you remove your tank top of for me ? You don't have to OK, but I would care to see you like if you were in bikini and imagine how you would take care like if we were on the beach.
I thought it would do no harm if he could see me like when I was on the beach with my mom, and I took it off.
- You are making me the most happy man on the world Lisa, I mean this. Do you like making me felicitous Lisa ?
- yes ...
- Is your pantie the same color as your bra ?
- yes ...
- Can I see that too ? Like a bikini ?
- I don't know J ...
- Lisa no one sees you, only you and me here ...
I could only call up of the two months we knew each other, he had always been right to me and I thought to myself that this was like thanking him for that.
- but I only dispirited my jeans a little bit ok ?
- That's fine Lisa, thank you.
I lowered a little bit the waste of my jeans.
- So beautiful Lisa, but I want to see your entire step-in OK ? blue your jeans a lilliputian bit more ...
I lowered a piddling bit more until my entire scanty was visible.
- Please Lisa downcast your blue jean to your knees OK ? Then you can dress again OK ?
I lowered my denim until my knee, and there I was standing while he was sitting on the lounge. He took a polaroid instant camera.
- Lisa, you mind if I take a few flick of you like that ? I'll do it with this camera OK ? So you can see it right away, I just want you to see how beautiful you are.
I thought that there was cipher wrong if he did it like he said so I said yes. He took a face mental picture of me and I had to deform around and he made one of the binding and then he asked me to stoop over and made another one.
- You can raiment Lisa. Thank you very very much. delight sit next to me when you finish OK ?
- ok ...
I did. He showed me the pics.
- You see ? You are a very pretty girl.
- No I am chubby.
- Maybe you are chubby for miss of your age, but for me you have a perfect fiddling ass.
- Why you want these photo ?
- Because I can not stop thinking of you and this way I will always have a sexy intellection of you.
- But please don't evince them to cypher, please !
I blushed a lot.
- Who are those Thomas Kid that are bullying you ?
- nipper from another socio-economic class. Why do you require to hump who they are ?
- Lisa, tell me, what do you think would happen if I would show them those three pics ?
I immediately blushed again and felt cold and very nervous, just by thinking he would do that.
- Well my beautiful Lisa ? What do you imagine would find ?
- I think I could go no more to shoal ! ! ! ! !
- And you don't want that ...
- NO ! ! !
- I don't want it either but you know ...
- ... what ?
- I will not point it to them OK ? But I want something in yield OK ?
- what ?
- You sitting on me Lisa ...
- Sit on you ?
- Yes ...
I sat on his lap.
- Not like that Lisa. spread your branch and sit on me facing me.
I sat on him like he told me. We were dressed so I felt salvage in that way. He grabbed my ass and pulled me higher towards him. I hadn't done anything with a man in my life and I hadn't even imagined anything with a man, but I could tell he wanted to hug me and that he had pulled me up and wanted me to sit on his penis. He then started to move my pelvic arch with his two hands back and Forth River over his penis I didn't know what to do or how to carry so I just flow my weapon on the side while he kept me moving me back and Forth. I remember"that"felt very hard in his jeans.
- This is our clandestine Lisa, I like you so much.
I could feel he started to breathe heavily and with one arm he hugged me and pulled me hard against him while he kept moving my hips back and forth. His mouth was in my neck and I could feel him kissing my neck and licking my cervix to my ear.
- You are so sleep together hot Lisa.
He whispered in my ear. Then he hugged me with one handwriting around my neck and the other around my waist and pulled me intemperate against him, and I could palpate his body shake and he pulled me down while his pelvic arch pushed hard against me and he started to moan very severely. I didn't know then what was happening but I remember I got very frighten away because it first was as if he couldn't get air and right after this came the shaking and very hard moaning. He kept hugging me for a few minutes, then he started to talk.
- Oh shit, oh fuck, oh shit, o shit ...
- are you ok ?
- Yes Lisa, but This is so wrong ! ! ! I am 59. Don't ever tell this to nonentity please ...
- But what you mean with so unseasonable ?
- Lisa I just came in my jeans because of you. I just got an orgasm because of you.
- Orgasm ?
- You don't know what that is ?
- No.
- Well an coming happens when a man is in lovemaking with a female child and the young lady gives the man a very proficient belief back ... but you are too young for this to happen to me, this is so so wrong.
- But you are in dearest with me ?
- Yes Lisa but I feel so ashamed for it.
- I never thought any boy would like me ...
- I like you very often Lisa but this is way too wrong !
- You didn't like it then ?
- It has been the best feel I have had in my whole alive ! But Lisa I have to clean something now, so please if you let me endure ...
- clean ?
- Yes Lisa I have to clean everything down here ...
When he came back from cleanup he said :
- You probably don't want to see me anymore Lisa ...
- Why you say that ?
- Because of what just happened ... I understand if you don't want to see me anymore Lisa.
- I do want to see you J ...
- Please don't Tell this to anybody Lisa ...
- I promise.
- Do you mind wearing the same bra and panties tomorrow ?
- ok ...
I went home that day not really aware of what had happened .