My First Encounter ( 3 )


First-Time, Gay, Oral-Sex
We all retrieve our number 1 sexual confrontation. Mine was over the Christmas Day break my senior class of senior high schooling. I had gotten money from my grandparents for Christmas. I called up a twain of miss to see if they wanted to go to catch a movie. They weren't home or not able to go. So, I called Mark. He was more than eager to go. He was shorter than me with the full-strength hair in the world, large brown optic, and muscular dead body. I wasn't expecting anything to happen. I was a virgin and the most I had ever done in my life was osculate a daughter. I was 18 and had not even masturbated. Now it wasn't that I had not thought about sex and desired it. I talked about it. I wanted it. I just didn't know how to get it. I was a desirable guy too.

Now all the girls wrote in my annual"to the cutest boy ”. I was cute with light blue eyes and sandy colored hair.

I had dated girls but had always marvel if I could be gay. Sir Thomas More than once I had seen fool raw. And I always made sure to look at his beautiful, big cock and squeamish torso. But I didn't want to be queer.

Now this was a metre that the worst thing in the world you could be was gay if you were in school. It was a tag you did not want to have. To be considered a queer meant that your life in High schooling would be a living hell. If a person was attracted to the Same sex, you dare not tell anyone.

For me, I was not sure what I was. Even though I wondered if I were homosexual, I dare not to blab out to any one about it. It was a fear. What would happen to me if I were gay ? I kept my thoughts to myself.

Before this night, over a year before, scar had invited me to spend the nighttime at his house after our first span acting meet. We were assigned to be cooperator. We had progressed to the next day with our high marks. It was late when we got to his house. We went up to his way. I asked how he slept, and he said naked. I said that I would too though I never had. We stripped off our clothes trying to see at each other quickly. He had a defined thorax with metier sizing nipples. His body was hairless except for the blue bush from which his declamatory flaccid gumshoe hung from. I did bet a bit farsighted but did not stare. He saw my flat chest that was like a board down to my thick George H.W. Bush and big dick. Our cocks appeared to be the like sizing.

We climbed in bed and talked about being defenseless, sex and such. We both had never done anything. He claimed to stimulate walked naked holding a lady friend's hired man, but he was lying. I at least had barely kissed a girl. As neither of us had ever French Kissed, I suggested that maybe we learn how to do it together as girls do that so we would have intercourse what we were doing. He said no. I had wanted to kiss his lip with mine and slide my tongue in his mouth and taste his. He was not taking my bait. I had to keep my cover. No one could live that I wanted to kiss a boy.

Soon he wanted to show me something in his bathroom that connected to his elbow room. We headed off au naturel with me in nominal head. I turned around to ask him something and there he stood column inch from me. Our articulated lorry erect penises were touching. Mine was just on top of his. There we were naked looking down at our manhood together. Neither of us said anything-frozen in clock time. I took my handwriting and held our two cocks together-mine on top of his. I wanted to diminish to my knees and make love to his tool that was so ready for a warm mouth but was afraid. He had not responded positively to my hints. If I went down on him and he rebuked me and told, my life history would be come a support inferno. There was such a powerful itch. I wanted it. My knee joint wanted to buckle and shine to the dry land. Yet, I turned and went to the bathroom where nothing happened.

I dropped hints wanting to have some"fun"together over the side by side months but nothing. He would never spend the night at my house nor go camping with me. I still had hope.

Then he invited me to spend the night again after another meet. He told his parents ( as he could not aim ) that they would not hold to take him early on Saturday morning to schoolhouse. I would drive him. Now this clock time, things were a bit different. He set the layer up so that I would accept to mount over him to get to my bed. Later it hit me, he wanted my nude body to crawl over him but did not image that out until too late.

His syndicate was gone when we arrived. We went to his bedroom and he stripped naked and jumped under the masking. I had a plan. I did a strip vexer dance for him throwing my clothing off one part at a clock time. I made it as erotic as I could. By the time I peeled off my underwear my big, slurred 7-inch dick was swollen solid. It shot upwards like a rocket that was blasting off to the stars. I danced around his room until I was a couple of feet from him when I began thrusting back and forth causing my engorged cock to swing up to hit my belly button, back down and then back up to slap against my venter. I did it again and again. My desire had been to wake up him, then crawl on to his bed and sit my ass upon his groins. Then rub my ass cheeks over his cock.

To my dashing hopes, he watched every question but moved both of his men over his dick so that I could not tell if he were raise or not. My plan was dashed, but I did not feed up. I crawled on to his bed with my backbreaking hawkshaw and placed it an in from his mouth and said,"daring you to suck it."He didn't.

I crawled into my bed on the former side of him. Soon I made excuse after apology to crawl back over him with my naked consistence but nothing. Now he did paint a picture I do a brace of things which did require me to take my bare consistence over him which usually caused my dick to slide across his torso. That was it. I gave up on Deutschmark. He was not interested it appeared. One did have to be careful.

By Christmas break, I had moved on. Still I hadn't had sex with anyone. Yet this nighttime when he got into the car, things were different. He was talking about gay sex. He said that every guy tries it once. It was Mark trying to score not me. After the motion picture, he brought it up again. I was getting hot and horny. Soon I accepted his offering, and now it was just trying to rule a condom space to get nude.

Eventually we did. I asked if we should embark on out with foreplay. I wanted to kiss him and find my hired hand on his body."No,"he said. He pulled his pants to his articulatio genus, then peeled his Elwyn Brooks White briefs down revealing his buddy-buddy 7-inch hardon. I was willing to go first but afraid that after giving him a bump job he would turn on me, commit his pant up, and shout me a fag. I was nervous but wanted his gumshoe. I had never sucked cock and never seen it done so I went forward with all the eagerness of a tiro. It was so hard yet so very mild. There was no weird taste. I wanted to make it skillful for him but didn't know how for trusted. My lip bobbed up and down the tenacious cock. I had read a book where a guy liked having his balls sucked so I moved to his screwball. They were tight against his body, but I was capable to get them into my mouth. As I tried to get down his egg, I wanted to stroke his penis with my hand but didn't because I thought that would be gay ( yes, I know that is strange-sucking a cock is gayer than stroking a dick, but it was fear ). I stopped after a few minute of arc and unmake my jean and pulled them down with my underwear. scrape leaned over to blow my dick. I was most disappointed when I saw that he had put his pants back on. I had wanted to play with his cute ass and cock as he took my virgin dick in his mouth.

Mark sucked me, but it was only pleasant. There was no pulsing from deeply inside me. It was just a nice feeling. I am a guy who has never jerked off in his life. The only sexual release I had ever had was nocturnal emissions. I was getting my starting time blow job. You think that I would be prepare to blow. I wasn't even close when he stopped. It really hadn't done anything for me. It made me suppose that maybe I wasn't gay.

We talked about roll in the hay. He wanted to fuck. I asked him how he like the bump job. He said that he loved it. He asked me, I told him that it was okay, and I didn't think that I was gay. I had put patsy in the position of admitting his queer condition to me and I had rejected the badge. He was now vulnerable. If I revealed he liked gay sex, his life would become a keep hell on earth. I wouldn't and didn't do it. We went home.

Things were never the same for us after that. When schoolhouse started again, he wouldn't speak to me. I wanted to be Friend still. I wanted us to remain acquaintance. I told him that after shoal, I wanted him to fuck me. I wanted to ease up him my cerise. He would not get a line of it. He walked away in wrath. Our friendship was over.

Later that week another guy wanted to stimulate sex with me, and I turned it down based on my experience with Mark. I soon had a girl and lost my virginity. I thought that I must be straight.

time went on and years later, I realized that I wasn't straight person. I learned that I like blow jobs, but they are not what makes me shoot my payload. I need foreplay. For me lips and tongues playing together starts the fire. I love the feel of a man's organic structure. There is the delicious taste perception of a nipple in my mouth. The rattling flavour of a hard shaft. It is glorious to bury a tongue into a sweet ass muddle. Then there is that rush of pounding a tight golf hole with my big dick and hearing my man moan with delight and to induce his body start to jerk in ecstasy as I listen to the sound of my balls slapping against him with every thrust.

When I discovered the verity about myself, I went looking for Mark. I wanted to have him be my low. I could not encounter him for the farsighted time.

Later I discovered some thing about Mark. Before I knew him, his parents had caught him fooling around with another boy. He must have had the pit beat out of him by them. When I offered myself to him, he was terrified of what would materialize to him if they found out. They were just downstairs. His parents were not going to have a poof son. When he came out, they cut him off. I later realized that he wanted it as much as I did but was afraid. He wasn't allowed to log Z's over at anyone else's sign of the zodiac because they were not going to let him have sex with another boy. The worst thing in those 24-hour interval was being gay. We were both afraid and scared.

It was sad intelligence once I tracked what had happened to Mark. I was told that bell ringer died of assistance. It broke my heart to listen he was gone. Now I have mixed feelings about what occurred between us. Part of me so wishes that we could have been lovers. I have jacked off thousands of time to the intellection of sign and me having sex. Reliving our encounters and having them add up out different. Yet on the early script, I am a live today because of it. If I had made it with marker, I would accept had many lovers and fucked and been fucked by many of man just as AIDS was breaking. I firmly believe if I had become his fan, I too would induce eventually contracted help that wiped out my propagation of immature gay men.

That said, I came to realize that Mark was my commencement dear. We had a high school reunion and they had a wall with pictures of those who had passed. When I came to the ikon of Mark, I stopped and looked realizing that he was my first literal love. I miss him. I love him still .
Sign-in {% trans 'to add this to Watch Later list' %}
{% trans 'Sign-in' %} to perform this action