*Author's Note- This is based of the KoRn song"pop,"and this is just how I would watch the case of the song to go by, if you don't know the history of the song, look it up. I hope I've done the call justice, with a spin of my own at the end, even though for those of you who have listened to the birdsong, the melt down of Jon ( the Isaac Bashevis Singer ) at the end of the track variety of inspired the finally accounting entry. Enjoy. : ) *


Entry One- April 20th 20**

Had a good day with mom and dad today, we went out with some of their Friend and their tiddler to the beach. I didn't sport much with them though, I'm kinda shy and don't get along with almost Thomas Kid. They sorta make fun of me most of the time anyway.

Something matter to though, a new neighbor that moved in final stage week joined us, mom said it would be"hostpitabel"or something like that, she said her public figure was Liz. She seemed kind of nice, she was pretty to, she kept most of the male child around her including me, she must induce a son of her own ‘ cus she knew the kind of things we like, talking about plot and stuff.

She had us talking about girls at some point saying"Some can be strange, but sometimes mature is a good path to go."I don't really know what she meant but when she said it she gave me a particular feeling, I don't know why though. I don't like drawing attention to myself, but I really did enjoy talking to her, and when the others went to dally on the beach, I stayed with her and talked.

No one has listened to me verbalise that long since I don't know when, I think we can be good acquaintance.

Entry Two- April 27th 20**

I forgot to take hold of my key before heading to schoolhouse and got locked out of the menage for awhile. Mom and dad were still at work so I checked with the neighbour, only Liz was home though. She let me in and I told her what happened, she said I could use her telephone set to bid my parents. When I did they said I should ask Liz if I could stay with her until they came home in an minute. She said it was ok.

We talked about schooltime and things. She showed me around her house, but she wouldn't let me go in a sure room, she said it was her"special place,"I'm not sure what she was talking about, but she said"every grown up has one."

I'll have to make for certain and ask mom and dad about theirs…

launching Three- May 5th 20**

I don't have many friends, really none to be true, but Liz said she would be my friend.

I'm so felicitous, I've never had a friend as effective as her. She lets me stay over when I get home from school, mom and dad said it was ok, I think they're just well-chosen that I finally have a champion.

Liz hugged me really tight, I almost couldn't breathe, when I came and visited her today, she says she missed me. I didn't get to see her all weekend. I know I was blushing really toilsome, I could feel every region of her when she gave me that hug and it made me kinda embarrassed, but then she let go and gave me some cooky and we talked about what she did before she moved.

She was a MD in California, it made me wonder why she moved all the way to the other position of the US, she said she needed some sleep away from the city, and she has folk here. She says she has a son about my age, but she doesn't get to see him often cus he lives with his dad. She got a sad look on her face, but then she looked at me and smiled and said"but its ok, as long as you keep me company Davey."And she stroked my face and I felt the blush pop back up. Only mom has ever done that to me and it felt weird, but, at the same time I did like it.

I like Liz.

Entry Four- May 25th 20**

I can't recall what happened today. Mom and dad took me to the hospital because I blacked out and Liz's. They didn't find anything wrong but they are keeping me nightlong.

I was at Liz's like normal, she greeted me with her hug which I've gotten used to, and she took me into the kitchen to ease up me some chocolate chip cookies. I noticed the cookie tasted a bit differently then usual, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to suffer her feelings, so I kept eating them.

Everything was fine, but after I ate a couple of biscuit I started to palpate a bit sleepy, and I started to rock in my chair and stumble in what I was saying to her. Then, I think it was just a"halloosination"but Liz smiled really unearthly at me and put her hand on the pep pill component part of my second joint at touched me…there, before everything went blank.

I didn't differentiate mom or dad, I don't want to get her trouble for something I imagined.

I can still palpate that bear upon though…

launching Five- June 3rd 20**

Everything has been normal with Liz, I haven't blacked out again, and she hasn't made any movement towards me. But I can still sense that touch, and my buck private still feel weird, really sensitive.

I saw this pretty girl the other day and it stood straight up, I've never had it go on and I got scared. I told mom and dad, and they said it was amercement and natural and didn't do anything after.

Late that night, I stayed up and it got hard again and I wondered what it would feel like to rival it. When I did it felt really good, and I continued, then I felt REALLY skillful, and then my phallus exploded with this white viscous stuff, I don't know what it was, but I cleaned it up.

I didn't tell mom or dad.

launching 6- June 11th 20**

Liz has gotten a bit strange, she kissed me on the cheek today, and laid her hand on my second joint when we were watching a motion-picture show, I didn't move it though, it felt kinda effective and made my penis hard again. I hid it with a pillow so she couldn't see.

I hope she didn't, I don't want to hurt her. I wonder if she does that too when she gets excited, I've never seen her or mom do it though. I'll have to ask.

entrance 7- July 4th 20**

Why did she do that ? Why ? I don't understand ? Daddy, why didn't you believe me ? She hurt me and you don't care.

Liz, I thought you were my protagonist, and you hurt me.

I feel so alone, no one will consider me. She says she was going to do it me, and she touched me, contribute me to her"especial topographic point"a red elbow room with a big bed, she made me disinvest, then tied me to the bed and played with me.

She got naked…she made me sense dear, better than my hand.

NO ! nO ! WhY ? ! I didn't want it ! Why ! She made me Daddy ! Pleeease…believe me !

Tied down…

That's a good boy…

No one heard my screams…

I feel…dirty…

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…

launching 8- August 20**

She keeps doing it, she keeps hurting me, wHy…whyyyy, why won't you belive me momma, why ? Fuck you ! No, Fuck ! I don't want it…

I don't want to hurt anymore…why does it have to hurt…

Entry 9- October 20**

TheY woNT trust me, whY ? What haev I donE to deseeerveee thisss ?

Daddy…it hurts…it hurrtsss…it huuuuuurtssss…

submission 10- Its covered in blood, found in Liz's home. Dated November 6th 20**

wHY ? Wyh du u Hve to dOo thsi ? to mE ? I aM ur SON ? WhY do U noT belIEVE me ? I haD tooo stOP itt, sHe kept anguish ME and YOU DIDN'T upkeep ! fUck YOU !

It's OVER NOW isn't it pappa ? I'M coVereD in her BLOOD now, in a bawd'S BLOOD !

I feel dirty, help me…

Mother please forgive me, I just had to get out all my annoyance and woe. Now that I am done remember, I will always bed you. I'm your son…





Can I be your dad ?

**Thanks for reading, this is one of my preferent songs by KoRn, and I felt the urge to write a fic about it. This is my starting time fic as well, and I think I will start writing more. I hope you've enjoyed, rate and make feedback. **