Demise By Desire ...
Erotica, MasturbationThe mind started in one of her psychology classes, a seminary on homo sexuality. The professor had discussed asphixia, and how low oxygen levels often caused sexual arousal. Inspite of the danger the prof had mentioned, Jennifer was queer and had to try it. `` Just once '' she told herself.
That afternoon she was alone in her hall elbow room. She took a shaping bag from the box of glass can liners she had boughton the way place and placed it over her oral sex. Then she tied a scarf around her neck opening to keep it in property and lay on her bed to see what would fall out. In a short sentence, she began to emit faster, a surely sign that the atomic number 8 was going. indisputable enough, she began to feel strongly aroused. Her brests, already firm with juvenility, tensed further. Her nipples felt like subdued pebbles beneath her silk blouse as she gentlestroked them with one mitt. With her other hand she stroked her vagina which was tightening ecstatically as she approached coming. Her breathing got faster and faster as the O was used up. Her stroking go on time ; faster and faster. The bag sucked against her face with each futile gasp for air. Then, just when she felt like she could stand it no longer, the climax swept over her like giant waving. At concluding she pulled off the bag and drank in the nerveless dulcet air. Jenny collapsed on the bed, feeling exhausted and fullfilled.
She used asphixia for sex often after that. She always found the experience as pleasurable as any proficiency she had tried, but increasingly she found the experience LE fullfilling. It seemed that something was missing to pull in her pleasure perfect and complete.
It was several months before she discovered what was needed to reach complete satisfaction.
Kathy died in an accident at the lake. She and jenny ass had been more aquaintances than unaired friend, yet jenny ass still felt a need to pay her respects. William Le Baron Jenny arrived at the Funeral Home near the end of the visitation fourth dimension listed in Kathy 's obituary. A few citizenry stood in the parlour, speeking in hushed step.
The entering to the tribulation elbow room was hung with heavy curtain of satin and gold brocade. A man in a drab suit with a permanent expression of concern stood at the entrance to the room where Kathy lay. As Jenny approached, he parted the curtains and beckoned her to enter. Jennifer stepped through the curtains and, it seemed to her, into a pipe dream. The room was dimmly lit. Along the diametric wall, a row of spotlights illuminated Kathy 's overt casket. The air was heavy with the sweet fragrance of the bouquets of pink wine and lilies which occupied almost all the available wall quad.
Kathy lay as if peacefully asleep. She was dressed in a whitened gown of fluid silk that accentuated the gracefull curvature of her young body. Her long wickedness hair flowed down over her shoulders and lay at the sides of her perfect knocker. The white silk of her burial nightdress, draped over those perfect white meat, left just enough to the mental imagery to be truly lovely and worthy. Her pen up bridge player held a single perfect whiteness lily. The formulation on Kathy 's face was one of perfect peace and contentment.
jenny ass gazed at Kathy 's beautiful dead organic structure and found herself wishing that she were lying there in that staring repose. She imagined the satin casket lining close all around and the Patrick White silk burial scrubs draped over her own young body. The thought aroused her like nix since the experiment with asphyxia.
Looking around, she saw she was alone. She reached out and gently touched Kathy 's breast. They felt cool and business firm beneath the fluid silk. Then, almost involuntarily at first, she began to stroke her own tit and began to masturbate. She imagined that she was the one in the jewel casket instead of Kathy. She imagined lying in swarthiness, surrounded by fluid cool satin as the globe was falling on her grave. This time the orgasm came slowly, rising from her crotch up through her breasts, then carrying her away as on a blue but irresistable current that went on, and on and on. After the coming, she stood for a few here and now and collected her thoughs. She realized that it was not Kathy 's beat physical structure that had aroused her. It was the musical theme of being laid out like Kathy that she found exciting. The thought of the fluid silk burial gown draped over her house breasts and the chill smooth satin of the casket close all around she found to be strangely and powerfully titillating.
William Le Baron Jenny had n't planned on attending Kathy 's funeral the succeeding day, but she found the attraction too inviolable to stay away. As she watched Kathy 's coffin being carried into the church, she imagined herself lying within, feeling the gentle swaying as the pallbearers stepped in time to the processional medicine. In her mind, she substituted her own name for Kathy 's each sentence it was mentioned in the overhaul and the titillating feelings began to climb up. It was all she could do to avoid starting to masturbate in the Christian church as she imagined herself being carried from the Christian church and placed in the hearse. At the cemetary, as she watched Kathy 's efflorescence covered jewel casket being lowered into the grave, she closed her eyes and imagined being in the casket. She was being lowered slowly down. The sweet fragrance of flowers fuse with the musty odor of terra firma. Then the terra firma was falling on the casket, her casket. She was being buried. The air was going, going, gone. Without any stroking the climax swept over her.
Jenny knew what she wanted. She understood what was required to achieve perfection. Asphixia alone lacked completeness, elegance, decisiveness. jenny now knew how to achieve them, but the plan would ask patience and a bit of luck.
Two hebdomad later the offset footmark in her program fell into place. The notice she had waited for appeared on the line board at the financial aid federal agency. A local funeral family needed a Night attendant. Jenny applied for and got the job.
Her job was to aim the utility van to the hospital to collect bodies. She was require to be on claim at the funeral household from 6:00 in the eve to 7:00 the following dayspring. When she did n't let to make a run, She was free to do what she wanted. The funeral theater director warned her that premature employees had left out of tedium. jennet was n't worried.
As soon as she had been left alone on her inaugural night of work Jenny set out to search. She quickly found the display room to the full of caskets. With a little more than exploration she found the stowage where the burying night-robe where kept. From then on she spent much of her discharge fourth dimension dressed in a burial nightdress, lying in a jewel casket imagining her own funeral. Sometimes her erotic attractions would take hold and she would stroke her breasts and clitoris until she the orgasm came. early prison term she would just lie quietly, feeling perfectly contented.
It was six months before the following step fell into situation. Through the translucent charge plate Jennifer could see the woman 's au naturel body as the hospital orderlies loaded her into the van. The record identified her as a 22 class old female who had died from accidental carbon monoxide toxic condition. Her name was Jennifer Bates.
jennet could hardly trust it. After all the waiting it was finally time to make out her program. She could not catch some Z's that evening or eat the side by side day she was so exited. Out of town services would ruin the plan. unfastened coffin service would give her away. Body donation or cremation could also force her to expect for another namesake ( how long ? six months two year ? there was no way to tell ) The following evening she checked the pillow slip file. The visitation would be the pursuit afternoon and evening. The syndicate had specified a closed casket funeral in a local church with inhumation to follow. Yes ! It was a dream coming confessedly. jenny ass could hardly believe her secure fortune.
The following even she had two pick-ups to make. It was just as well. Jenny doubted that she could have slept anyway. It was 3 in the break of the day before she had the terminal client safely tucked away in the cooler. She was exhausted, but thought to herself, `` Just a little more, then heaven ! ``
She rolled one of the gurneys down to visitation room where the other William Le Baron Jenny lay. The white casket had been closed and the flowers removed in preparation for transport to the church in the dawn. Jenny opened the casket and looked at the untested woman within for the first metre since she had rolled her, wrapped in a plastic trunk bag, into the body storage room. Just like Kathy, she seemed to be peacefully assleep. Her fount showed the same expression of almost devine contentment as Kathy 's had. William Le Baron Jenny thought that it seemed a ignominy to disturb her, but she knew that it was the solely way and that she was beyond caring.
As gently as she could she lifted her body onto the gurney and rolled her to the shop elbow room. There, she placed her on one of the rear shelves and covered her with a flock of surplus body bags. She would be found in a few years, but by then Jennifer would be well beyond anyones reach.
Jennifer side by side went to the garment room and ***********ed a white silk dress from the wheel of burial gown. She removed her own wearable and put on the dress. From the brake shoe wrack she ***********ed a brace of albumen satin slipper and slither them on. She took her own material and added them to a bag of clothing removed from `` customer '' in the body cooking way. thus arrayed, Jenny returned to the tribulation room where the coffin she would claim as her own lay undefendable and void, like a well made and welcomed bed. Jennifer removed and discarded some portions of the golosh gasket that would make the casket air tight. Then, with only a moment 's hesitation, she climbed in, lay down, and pulled closed the lid.
William Le Baron Jenny had not slept significantly in three day. Now, in this specialise satin bed, she suddenly felt perfectly safety and relaxed. In a few bit she was sound asleep.
jenny was awakened by a jolt. It took her a mo to remember where she was. Thin shafts of light penetrted the opening where she had removed pieces of the sealing gasket and dimmly illuminated the satin jewel casket lining close about on all side. She was being moved. From the audio she could guess where she was. First to the elevator, then down one storey to the garage. She was being lifted into the hearse for the trip to the Christian church. She heard the back door close, then the driver 's room access openned and closed, and the locomotive engine started. No turning back now she thought.
The misstep to the Christian church required only a few hour. She began to feel the erotic pleasance acclivity as the door openned and she felt herself being lifted out. There was a slow rhythmic swaying as the pallbearers carried her into the Christian church. It was just as she had imagined it during Kathy 's funeral so many months ago. She heard quiet sobbs from some as she was carried up the aisle to the bier. She was lifted slightly then set down. The light dimmed as the pall was spread over her coffin. The afters olfactory property of flowers quickly filled the casket. She lay quietly, dreamily, listening to the beautiful funeral music and the words of the funeral service. This meter she did n't need to imagine her public figure in place of someone elses. Her name was there. It was her own funeral, and she was here, listening to it all ! The ravisher and wonder of it filled her with a joy such as she had never known before. As her sexual flavor intensified, she began to knead her breasts without thinking. They felt so firm and pure beneath her silk gown. It took a concentrated exploit to cease before she climaxed. `` No '' she thought, `` the consummate time is not yet ''.
How long did this utmost ? Logically she knew that funerals lasted about 45 minutes or an hour. But in her dreamy drifting she lost all sense of fourth dimension. Before she knew it she was being carried again. The same rhythmic swaying, only this time the medicine grew fainter as she was carried out of the church and placed in the hearse for the trip to the necropolis. The head trip to the necropolis was not much longer than the head trip from the funeral home plate to the church service. In seemed only a scant clip before the hearse came to a plosive consonant, the rear door was opened, and she again felt herself being lifted and carried, and then set down.
It was almost done. Her exitement grew as the brief grave-side service was completed. At shoemaker's last she heard the priest 's words `` We now commit Jennifer 's body to the earth - Ashes to Ashes, dust to junk '' Again, she had to push the urge to masturbate.
She felt herself being lowered, slowly, into the chill fusty ground. For a while all was smooth. Then she heard the the first rattling and thud of earth falling on the jewel casket lid. One after another the excavator of earth fell, soon they blocked the little light that had penetrated the casket. Then they grew gradually light-headed as the earth filled her grave, sealling her fate and assuring her final ecstasy.
It did n't take long. Her breathing got faster and faster as the air in the casket was quickly used up. With each breath her pleasure and arousal grew. Jenny knew she was dying, and the persuasion filled her with raptus. She was gasping for air now. Her affection was pounding. Her feeling of arrousal had been rising all day. Now, in concluding moments of spirit, she let the coming sweep over her until her whole body convulsed with pure heavenly rapture. Again and again the delight came sweep over her ; the devine convulsions sweeping upon her one after another as fast as her racing breaths.
Then it was done. jenny held a conclusion sweet breather and felt a gross calm enfold her. She gently ran her hands over her silk burial gown and then folded her hands over her titty. Slowly she let the air safety valve and smiled contentedly as she thought `` at last ! I 'm dead ! ``
As jenny had guessed, it was a few years before the mortician discovered the `` mislay '' body. Inorder to correct the fault, the tomb was excavated and Jenny was discovered. The note she had placed with the other jennet 's body explained all, and the mortician was cleared of all wrong doing. None-the-less, jenny ass 's family had a different funeral home handle the arrangements for her `` proper '' funeral. Three sidereal day after she was found Jenny lay in her own open casket in the funeral base, dressed for sepulture, surrounded by flowers.
Karen could not aid but find the smile of devine contentment on jenny ass 's nerve as she gazed at her body laid out in the casket. Karen found herself imagining that she, not Jenny, was lying there, dressed in whiteness silk, surrounded by fresh flower. She found the intellection filled her with erotic pleasance. She was alone in the room. Imagining her own funeral, she began to jerk off ...
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