I forgot to put incest as one of the themes, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um footling warning, this part of my uh tale ? I guess tale is proper countersign, um is a minuscule darker. Sorry but it's avowedly, not too dark just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning time after feeling like I had slept for days. At low gear the Nox before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became mindful of my bleakness. I grinded my teeth as I do when I am trying to hide how nervous I am, so I guess I was trying to hide it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my back, tactile sensation with my helping hand the sharpness of the bed.

My female parent had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the side of my nerve, but the superfluity quickly became overwhelming as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this clip and making sure I was wrapped from feet to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my hand, caressing my fingers with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to make sure I was real number or something…

The noise of the running water had long stopped, I had to begin to wonder what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too much thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh right ! You should know she has her own bathroom connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the sound of the bathroom door opening made me jump. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back tears once again as I saw my mom fixing her arm for workplace. .

You know, now that I am a bit older, I'd like to imagine a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the John Major matter that change as you grow up, is you are truly taught the object lesson that life story simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something John R. Major had happened to me, so in the distinctive child reception, I had expected the entire humans to cease and feel as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life history moral, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to work so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most steamed face I could make. Eyes squinted hard and oral fissure closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my glare at her, she huffed and her manus hit the incline of her thighs. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong motion that I had became very use to ). And you should acknowledge I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my oculus ? Just say the intelligence. Well I like breathed out through my nozzle pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual response of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this time she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's wrong ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the edge of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect thing I thought she should of said."dear, do you require me to stay home ? We can talk about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the discussion, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her go ? Why did I have to be a kick. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to stay ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the blanket tightly held to my thorax, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm mulct, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little suspicious side government note haha was actually hard shuffling with my foundation over the blanket ( im not tall LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a good mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so furious, but you want to like…you need to just block off being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this case. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please verbalize to her. But being the unregenerate brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key Good Book is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern tonus"Please just let me go to my way, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her head teacher down, I remember this action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to grab her and…yes kiss her. But as you may evidence, this day was just becoming a pattern of things I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to unfold the door, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the mantle, crying quietly to myself, but my hand shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my hairsbreadth, I hated myself in that moment, but I wasn't sure what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the cold shoulder after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first multiplication, but my problem wasn't this, it was the opposite damn it. I was enraged that, she was utter she wasn't this devil I partly wanted her to be, she was blue-blooded and loving the entire time, and it was amazing, dare I say utter for me ? But It was with my mother and I was upset, shake up how a great deal I had enjoyed myself.

Well feeling really weird just being naked, I had decided to find some dress. I walked to my wardrobe, but stopped as I heard the forepart door opened and close…I memory just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well take a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the shower, hands against the wall, eyes closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just sanctify on the hot body of water running down my physical structure, I had it so hot my peel was turning pinko lol. Sadly, the magic of a nice hot shower, did not work this metre as I, well began once again playing back the issue of last nighttime, though this time was unlike, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her organic structure, how ….how pose she looked, and I found myself starting to become very move around on.

I remember my hand, drifting down my bureau and cupping my odd breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's bridge player on me. For a minute I think I just stood there massaging my knocker, rubbing my stomach with my former handwriting, avoiding actually touching my pussy. Then, heh it's weird where our nous go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I thought of my brothers and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my acquaintance would judge me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no longer did I even have the vitality to fight the knots in my tum or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the shower, slouching myself up against the corner, just sitting there for not for certain how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the heat had became too a lot, or just sitting on the knockout cascade flooring for so long my bum was going dull : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured somebody lavation on my hands and just gave myself a quick cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombi, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jumping from the coldness I felt as my tegument touched the bound of the sink. I wiped away as much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so great ? I examined myself from caput to waist. I thought, my centre are kinda pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda decent, I developed early, but…never really saw them as objects of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how practically my mom just seemed to…erm enjoy them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a lilliputian stupid, trying to think of what my own mother found unspoiled about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into ignominy *Sigh* and ignominy quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the blame on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with cult, so much rage it was like I woke up, my body just got all this energy and ira and I just I didn't know where to place it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I allow this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the hired man soap pump, fully prepared to bemuse at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my hand up in throwing apparent motion, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would be money to repair it, and well it sounds dumb but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how a good deal my mom use to get upset when my brother broke poppycock when he got furious and how annoyed she gets even when we break stuff on stroke and I …I just SCREAMED I MEAN I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the scoop bottleful thingy ( it was a nice like glass thingy my grand ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 giant quip with a comparable vast gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my ready to hand work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my hair's-breadth as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this clock time just full blown crying, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the crapper, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a long lightlessness HBK t-shirt, and a pair of pink pantie ) To hell with matching ! I didn't care ... My top dog was killing me and I was super freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my favorite pizza pie stead ! Deep mantrap sausage paddy with extra cheese..mmmmm : P well while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to think of terminal night, so I decided to rive a flick on demand ( Iron man in case any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore amusing girl…so let's all hope man of steel rocks ! Cuz I am tired of Marvel wtfpwnig the comic book movie world ! I mean…ya batman is poise but really heath account book's turkey made that trilogy limited, the first base one was ok, third one good, only the night knight was a master piece.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will continue hehe…oh ya young justice rules ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Fe man, till finally I heard the doorway knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay face at me being all fancy, anyways to my disheartenment ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the mass in the Earth I really didn't want to see ( former than my mom, or maybe I did want to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the threshold UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my interpreter even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering till finally he knocked me back to reality. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a straightaway look around. Becoming oddly nervous as if somehow he had aperient power and knew what had happened here last night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

fountainhead he saw my pants on the base, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my ticker began to wash like a thousand clip faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my inner manus with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my head saying it's not like it's not normal to just birth my bloomers laying around he has no idea your being an cretin ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to make matter worse my dad picked up my blue jean, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big sigh of rest as he went in my sac and grabbed out my earphone, his facial expression giving me that…tisk tisk facial expression hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's untimely ? Scared I was gon na obtain something else in your pants, and also keep your damn speech sound charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me broad gens when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was worried all day because last he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to call me to discipline up, but I guess I just let my headphone die out and then he had been unable to turn over my mom. ( I found out years later that she actually felt too awkward to mouth to him that day.

I told him no to his interrogation, but he was suspicious so he had begun to flip through my gasp pockets, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD STOP WTH. He just…typically laughed off my response telling me to cool off down, which just made it so a good deal defective so I walked up to him and snatched my pants, telling him not stir my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way fathers do implying showing them respect, but I just rolled my eyes and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the temper.

You should have sex my dad has never been wonderful with the drama situations so his reaction haha was like"Ah fuck you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to exit, nothing against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo minor to me now. well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the picture that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a deliquium grin as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A large pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the door first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the track of 2 or 3 days ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth identity card ( half truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just necessitate to be alone right now. I was hoping for a mere OK, maybe he takes a patch or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nix is ever that simpleton. He just grabbed a musical composition and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to assume a seat. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my sass haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my limb as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold-blooded"What ?"He just well went on to tell me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a rough patch where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only imagine how just, slopped my chief got as I tried not to burst out in anger, and at same metre had to get down fighting back the teardrop that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed prison term I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the skilful freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient role that it's a phase angle it will pass. He was telling me how much my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should eff what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my tears, but then again, what sane father would see his daughter in rent and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this stuff to make you feel bad, I just want you to have it off your mother loves you, I love you blah blah rant. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

Well needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm less then prescribed as I just told him to please give up, that he has no thought what I am going through. My words where kind, but my feeling was totally, hey piss off lol. fountainhead you know how kids and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not stop him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been threw stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was prosperous on me speech communication - -. Honestly though the left affair happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dull as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great till then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a tug Ruben is ( I lied a lilliputian ) And we both knew it was me who was the bitch but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a ugly sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a serious jest at my brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and individual takes your backpack lol.
So ya the rest of the day more or less was well-off, we restarted the picture show, I got a mini lecture of how I only ate 1 piece of music of pizza and how wasteful it was to Order a big haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some normal clip with a parent. I think about half way through the final fight view of iron man I just fell asleep, snuggle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.

So, I guess despite having a well Night of good sleep, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to decrease asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a finale to perfect as it could birth been considering. But then…she came home. I was woken up by the threshold shutting, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep him for just a moment longer, I loved the feeling of his chest, his smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had tactual sensation for my begetter, just…I was that father feel, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my petty attempt to make onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my hands back onto the couch.

There was a promptly conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her sound. I am not sure if my mom lied or just pass off to have a near cause, but the reasonableness she gave was, she was in a meeting with a client and had her phone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his lips got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."William Tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my complete exploit to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nothing keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, uncanny huh ? Too smell trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the doorway, I think they talked for a minute or two, not sure as shooting what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to come in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the sofa and glided half dazed to my room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the Radclyffe Hall, stopping in movement of my door. There wasn't even a second of silence, the secondly she reached my door she immediately knocked, turning the handle, unsuccessfully trying to enter my room.

I didn't say a work I just sat up and looked at the door, my nerve began to finger as if it was sinking down into my stomach. I was expecting her to say open the door, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to talk, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a dim-witted alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty practically laid there for just awhile, not surely how tenacious wasn't even surely what metre it was I am guessing pass 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to depart my room, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My friend Amy had been trying to get me to ascertain Buffy the Vampire slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the hell I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally apply it a shot, she did buy me all 7 time of year after all lol…sorta lame b-day natural endowment when you wanted so many other affair, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not click with me at all the only rationality I even got through 4 episodes was because I had NOTHING ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not require to allow my way, I really did want to be left alone at that present moment. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly wide-cut awake, it was a Saturday dark too so all my friends that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few fourth dimension I will admit I almost just called one or two and told em to come foregather up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to enquire what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to slumber. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my psyche started to think of many other things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just O.K. with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't surely if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and Forth River in my room, I started to have an urge to go lecture to her, to just speak to her but had no approximation about what. And unwisely I walked back and Forth River in my elbow room thinking how to babble to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no thought why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my friends I was going to slumber for the Nox I wasn't feel good which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too wake up, despite really wanting zip more than to just close my oculus and eternal sleep. Eventually, it wasn't even the pauperism that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my mind and zero seemed to be able to save my interest, so I finally left my elbow room, and slowly very slowly, taking each step to make sure I was set up for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my way that, my organic structure had begun to tingle.

I was taking my time and getting naut mi in my venter, wondering now that if I came to her room at Night, would she get the wrong estimate ? Would she think I wanted a repeat of conclusion night ? And then as I was outside her door, It was as if that walk from room to elbow room was enough to just go back and forth 100000000 time on what I wanted, and now that I was in strawman of her door, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my boob were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little fingers were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in greyback. I ten asked myself in my nous, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the headspring that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? Entertain me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talking to her, but honestly I was so aflutter that my shoulders were shaking and I literally no joke was so aflutter also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 minutes. I went with the fiddling but flying roast on the door ( you know the flash unity you make that are suddenly but fast and when you want to wake someone up or get them out of the bathroom like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a second went by without a response lol, so I gave it another quick knock. Then I heard my mom going"Hold on ! 1 Second !"My deal clutched outdoors and closed when I heard her part, I was aflutter, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might have been a little excited. Anyways ! The door opened and my mom was wearing only a gown, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly numb as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a piddling. I remember looking at her and smiling a little, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not trusted why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to derive in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a little, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't sleep, gulping hard and scratching my head, annoyingly mindful of what I was doing and screaming at myself to stop over being like such a freakin idiot lol.

Well, as I raged at myself in my school principal, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded untested if that makes sense."Kim, want to number in ?"I just nodded a little and said for certain. So I came in…and haha god I was so lame back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me jump so practically when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my shoulder, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 seconds of just awkward muteness before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her work force on her lap, gave me a very well what felt like a very sincere motherly smile and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this degree of horizon. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My regard quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my question no…I nodded my no in response to"What do you want"only proceeds is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a little lot up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having issues forming words, and she just looked at me very concern and asked me what was haywire. I finally stopped, and with a concentrated gulp that made my capitulum popped a little, I said I was OK. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.

Feeling weak in the human knee, I sat on the edge of the bed opposite of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean HAHAHA IDIOT FAIL laugh just a little chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling stupid person, I guess causing her to put her hired man over her mouth in a very VERY bad endeavour in trying to stop herself from laughing.

Okay so this is probably where you are gon na think im a full child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feeling furious at all in that bit but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up up some anger and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not funny ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head tilted and her eyes wary. She just took a trench breath and said"babe please, let's not fight, let's just mouth okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act upset, I tried to glower my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the words that came out came out filled with tears as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you in the first place how my mom is about breaking stuff its really one of her release, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta cried expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nose flared outdoors. But haha she let out a farsighted whistle blow ? Not certainly what to call off it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not certain how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"Wait it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no estimation what I would of done tom ake it bet better ) I was just talking out of panic. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my bathroom where she entered first, I stood at the door as she was in the middle of the room, hands on her coxa as she looked at the mirror and the shattered trash hand pump thingy all over the sink.

"I'm sorry"I said again. She, crystallize as day trying very hard to restrain herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my side against the door and slid down the threshold and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the someone who is sorta the job, but I just wanted my mom. *sigh*My mom I remember hired hand shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even vex about that, that its nothing, she quickly was on the base with me, her hands again on my articulatio humeri, rubbing them, trying to unwind me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am stupid okay ? I put too much on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could tell she intend it, but I just shook my head no, cuz despite how solemn she was, I knew the accuracy. I response licking my teeth and biting my tongue, shaking my head in disagreement till finally the Holy Writ just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those Word of God, until my own shame became too keen and I covered my face with my workforce, and just wept into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulders furiously, telling me to please stop, to please heed to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just break loose in that moment, I just wanted to kink up in a chunk and became minor, I felt deplume and I just kept on yell, heaving now extremely bad into my hands. I just kept on till my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last Nox to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in mastery, but the truth is."Then she paused and her hired hand went on mine, pulling my hands away from my look. I was shaking still from crying so intemperately, but I looked directly into her now tearful grimace, tears running down each side. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was wrong, you want to be mad child, be mad at me I am a monster. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honest to god I was just hoping in my fucked up thinker, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her eyes to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to hear, but as I saw her eye squint in….in shame ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just need you felicitous more than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her tell me over months now that she had fallen in dear with the someone I have grown into, but it's different, people can say the row a 100 dissimilar ways, but nix is like hearing someone say they are IN LOVE WITH YOU, just 4 word of honor simple as that, yet far more, revealing than any former words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well fine, but if she had said Kim I am in love with my girl, or kim I am in love with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did next. I placed my hands on the English of her font and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her lips on mine again, still at this breaker point it felt so wrong but so good. I now miss that feeling as I have grown use to my mother's lips on mine.

Sadly the opinion did not stay as anger, actually did form again in me, I broke the kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was furious at the idea and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just have you what you want again cuz you told me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my knees and shook her top dog no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I swear to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop being in sexual love with you. Okay ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and dissemble that I am not wannabe that you may riposte my love."

I sat there, taking in every word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in dear with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the portion where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the parts where she said she loved me, the part of returning her love. So I just sat there thinking, my mom patiently staying silent just rubbing my articulatio genus gently, not rushing me at all, it was overnice.

Heh to be good I knew my result to the query she hadn't technically asked, the second she was done speaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to see a way to be strong and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my precious sorta kiddy phonation I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a footling chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a little to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an idiot but her chemical reaction still so caught me off safeguard. She just went"Na you will realize up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her gown, letting it just shine open………I I just felt so stupefied I was like"Mom..that isn't funny don't say that."My mom just curled her lip and nodded, walking to me and putting her limb on my shoulder joint, her hands resting well hap my caput as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none serious tone, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our first kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so nervous this time but still was batch, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her back with everything I had….I even for first time was bold a fiddling and put both my hands on her waist ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a step back, slipping her gown off and letting it return to the floor. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost control of my body and my lip wouldn't move correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old shawn a break."( OK for you people who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the dude on my jersey ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help me take my shirt off but I just nodded my head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I imagine she was gon na help oneself me cuz she went"oh"and let out a small giggle like..okay then that works sort of laugh.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a quick touch *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her head forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a indorsement to get what she meant as I grabbed my step-in to contribute em down, but she told me postponement. Then she told me to"bring them off slow infant, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and bind my bum out, and began to mistake them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha striptease teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm skillful"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the story.

My mom rolled her middle and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me feel so stunned she, leaned down and take hold of my panty, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her face and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to type this persona, she lowered them, keeping both of her middle sharply on mine as she bit down on the sharpness of my step-in, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her backtalk. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the meat of the bed….taking the same spot as I did the night before. She laughed at me, making me feel stupidly and for some reason I covered my tit, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda unvoiced and it was upsetting me. But I felt so obtuse that I didn't even rage I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell how I said it that she really was hurting my impression but she seemed to take a punishing fourth dimension stopping she just said"Baby I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so meritless just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cute my baby girl, only you would just get into position like that."I…ugh I felt like my font was on fire I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please stop laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was like awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quickly buss. Raising her eyebrow though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did last Night huh ?"

I just I had never felt more retarded in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the mo the words left my mouth I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her finger's breadth and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just fling embarrassed so I was just like"Can we delight just propel on."My mom just smile, biting her brim and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"take your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"Okay okeh, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the position and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my idea, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hand on my stomach and rubbed it over my stomach playfully telling me to fall on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her mulct and I got up just to stop her from doing the helping hand affair on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was fiddling trying to get me to stop throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my stomach, feeling really off setting, I mean I of course laid my face plane and turned it, to bet at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my stomach and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my sides and pushed down semi tough on my back. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy crap that feels fucking awing ! She was same"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my face forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my vertebral column and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her get-up-and-go on my back it feels groovy, I have tried to birth others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had hombre do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really good that Nox having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my spinal column also, rubbed it really good, all total probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me relax hehe, my mom gave me a quick kiss on my back, asking me if I felt a little better…I …I just honestly felt so much more relax but she gives such smashing massages that I said, trying to be lovely but half severe"5 more minutes and I'll be great ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just feel relaxed, cuz she said hunky-dory sweetie and kissed my backrest again and rubbed my back some more, my neck opening and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN Eden, honestly I never had anyone give me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so glad she did that cuz it did completely relax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my friend Lisa, work, and my dad's screwball obsession with Genoz pizza. So…I guess after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So quick to really loosen up now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a footling hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to keep rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to roll out over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just relax stay down."I just…I was care erm okey, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my legs ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a instant, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the hellhole is this fair sex single, she is only 18 old age older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above norm, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the hell someone else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

okay back to the good parts : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more vertebral column rubbing but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor babe missy, delight arise your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my head word but she playfully pushed my head back down and went"Come on, stop playing the shy card hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to clear you cum really hard, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just want time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk a sealed way it's looney to pick up her lecture like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, catch my cheeks and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my homework and she simply said"Kimberly Blank lacuna ( no law-breaking don't want to get my eye and last-place epithet ) wind your ass right now Loretta Young lady."I…haha I am not sure enough if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % surely it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my cheeks and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would suffer been pudden-head to show off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my butt in the air, my human knee sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her hands on my waistline, assist me in raising my butt in demonstration for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my genu up on the bed, my cigaret up in the air, breast only mamilla touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and dove compensate in…

It caught me so off precaution that I jumped a little yelping"wait waiting hold on !"But she did not even decelerate down, she gliding her hired man up and down my cheeks while she licked my pussy in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more risque being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on display I suppose. Which may not make sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a part of me truly displeased the position I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would get off my rim was the give-and-take mom between the moan I could not help but release.

After about if I had to guess 5 arcminute, I had my commencement orgasm of the night, but as my body tightened and my mind just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my climax with a finger inside me…It was…too much never had I had something truly inside me former then myself, and now my mother, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her finger's breadth wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a section of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how much my body my stallion eubstance just focused on this 1 little finger in me that seemed to keep in line my entire body with every motion it did.

My mom now removing her mouth from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the incline of me…keeping her center finger inside me, the rest of her hand squeezing my tooshie. With her early mitt she glidded over my back, calling me a ripe miss and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this time I could finger my body tighten its adhesive friction on her digit as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to have something in me moving around so much I somehow wanted to hide my insides from it, but at the same time…I wanted more…so practically more.

As she continued to just finger me…her finger's breadth rubbing me inside, with her free hand she was now gently flicking at my nipple, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third gear sentence, and with my third orgasm she seemed to almost jump by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very trashy slurping noise which just….made me feel so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how much my mind could take as I nearly caused my brim to bleed I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 major orgasms and many little ones that followed after, she stopped, but only for briefest of moments as she placed her paw on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from one-half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grin, this grinning like she….she was having the time of her life, I just…what could I do but smile back. My legs I kept wide as I was so use up, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her bridge player on the side of me, I shivered though as I looked at her knocker, and felt her thighs touch my own.

My heart were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the buss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a little, but my optic also looked down as I saw and felt her hand find oneself its way to my pussy again…inserting it's self back in, her thumb rubbing my clit as her middle finger twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My head jerked back as I had a ripple of little orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta impressive imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm energy up, well I mean she was one-half laying on me but not the point ! ) And she lowered herself taking my breast into her mouth…and that right there was my for the first time o god minute, where I just came screaming the words oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my nipple and pushed on my clit, and her fingerbreadth picked up much focal ratio, and she just kept on and proceed on forcing my dead body to rise. She took her sassing off my bosom as my body rised, she just wouldn't cease her fingerbreadth jabbing its ego in and out of me so fast and I just it was too much I was so tender all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom sufficiency plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most powerful by far climax ever and she just wouldn't I even started to push for her to get off me, but that only seemed to make her try to go faster though out of the question I think. I started to wiggle now, the sensation becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz stop mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my breast, sucking and making popping strait as I wiggled out of her mouth uncontrollably. Finally and god do I mean finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hand got tired….lol. She didn't remove her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her torso just relax on top of me.

My breathing was so fast it was actually hurting a small haha. My custody where now on my female parent's back, just feeling her dorsum and holding her in..I think thankfulness ? I think it's normal to just be grateful when someone makes you feel like that. My mom's white meat were smashed against me half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond words.

After just laying there for many min, my extremely sensitive torso jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her fingerbreadth, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and sticky it wasn't like the dark before where I got a smashing sexual climax this was…more and my trunk had felt like it just had been through a vast ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt similar just spent and on fire. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another blink and about to say something but I said"No mom great job."And she just laughed like a nimble joke and then made a very adorable expression, her brows up as she said"well thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more affair. And..her reaction brought teardrop to my oculus."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't mind and keep in mind I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 irregular surplus to get the words out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can bide in bed boulder clay I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tear now formed in her eyes and she said"Kim I am dreary about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just shook my head and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her head down and said"I promise, I will never leave you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the expectant grin on my face, thinking how dopy I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so furious. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my head up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the cover over me. She then proceeded to slip under the blanket and putting her arm around my breadbasket, kissing my boldness and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my eyes for the night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really shocked flavour cuz I used her figure and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um story of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would have it off feedback, this was much harder to recall seeing as I had to try to call back a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid wrath and insult towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the smart or the Wise person out there, but I have learned this in my life time. dear is decrepit and flimsy. know conquers nothing. beloved is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life history that's what we did, we fought for love and happiness, can you say the same ?