While there 's probably something dirty for everyone here, this is n't a porno narrative so much trying to keep track of what I 've been up to so far. Like watching a show as I 'm doing now, it 's actually potential to block how and who you went through to get here. It 's a love-life timeline of me I guess, kind of a cliffnotes matter without bulletpoints. It does n't interpret everyone I 've ever been with because some one-nighters are forgettable, and not every metre I 've had sex because like most of us not every time was taradiddle worthy and it 's passably shop at when you 're in a family relationship. It 's more about the crucial 1 where I discovered something new or interesting. I thought about putting it under the `` journal '' category but I think that would be misconstrued as `` dear diary, insert porno. ``

My first boyfriend was a guy named Mark, coincidentally my flow husband 's name. He was controlling and scurrilous in the naughty way, so I accepted it. He did n't like me having guy acquaintance, did n't need me going out without him, easy to pee off, like what miss warn their girlfriend about, but I was a sexually ignorant virgin in the `` slashie fangirl '' sock-in-your-mouth, crying-as-I-tie-you-down-with-more-duct-tape kind of way at the meter. Because I guess I was the junkie he always wanted he was now justified in not asking if I wanted to try something and just went for it. Alot of guy wire have experience trying to lecture girls into trying things like anal or even giving principal for the deadening sweet girlfriend, and it 's usually a atruggle but he did n't care about it. We were n't attached and impoverished either but he was pretty territorial. We never said we loved each early or anything and he even shared me with 2 of his nicer friends once, one of whom would later become a bf so he was n't terribly in dear with me. This sharing 'll become a go back theme. So scar was my acquaintance 's boyfriend before mine, she met him at a party we went to and I got to make love him through her, and after they broke up he came to me. She tried to warn me like I said but I did n't listen or handle, she had become kind of timid since they broke up and it was kind of an embarassed suggestion at respectable. There was a near reason for it. He was never bad to me, or you could say he was but I loved it, like I said, but that was n't the case for her. Although it turned out alright for me, I did n't know at the time ( and she did n't tell me which is kind of a cock move ), He was the Saami way with her. But she was n't like me. Her first clip was in nominal head of his friends crying as she was raped and humiliated, a belittled company or bbq with his Friend or something where everyone was drunk. Remember the controlling part, she had no friend there because he did n't want them around. If there were Thomas More voices saying `` hey what the shtup ? ! ? stop ! '' it might not throw happened, but they did n't discover that. I assume to them it was like a rape-porno, something everybody watches but does n't admit to their ally. In that environment though they were all thinking the same thing ; Everyone 's poise with it and I 'm not doing it so I 'm ok with it. He did n't leave a forcible mark where I could see it, otherwise the timing of that and the breakup would deliver been shady to me and I would n't birth become his side by side girl. From what she told me though during that event he was rough in the way I knew him, he choked and slapped her around during which is where the abasement came in. She only told me after he and I broke up, which while I understand it being severe to talk about was sort of messed up because it might throw happened to me. return the destiny she has n't been with a guy since as far as I know. I have n't talked to her in a twosome eld but for a few long time after that she was strictly girls, including my number 1. More about that later.

Kenny came second. He was one of Deutschmark 's nicer friends that I was shared with like I was talking about. After the hold up brakeup he was all over my phone being `` a trade good supporter. '' Basically he knew I was available, what form of things I was into and had to baffle someone else to me. He was alot less well-heeled with just doing what he wanted to me with no apology. But that was the simply type of guy I was used to, I so was the one pushing him to try new thing. Nothing boring like anal and cock sucking because he knew from experience I was into those and I consider them portion of regular sex. But I wanted to be slapped and choked, tied up and belted like I was used to. He was my first of all paying attention bf, the kind of formula nice guy who gives miss what they want. We said our `` do it you '' s, went out plaza and everything normal couples do together. There were things I could n't get him to do. One of them was pegging, the other was n't chemical group sex, after all that would be hypocritical since we 'd already done that together. I actually convinced him to let me choose from a grouping of his friends for a gangbang. We 'd fall out with them one at a time, someone hanging out with his ally and the admirer 's gf basically, casually loosen them up with insinuation while playing plot or what have you while I was laying on the blatant flirting. When I had private moments with them almost would philander more directly with me, thinking I wanted something on the face and Kenny was totally oblivious. Even guy wire who claim to be honorable and would never domicile up with a admirer 's girl will do it if they think they can get away with it. Anyway I would tell them that he was cool with sharing and they did n't have to wait until we were alone to lay on the biz. When we were all in the Same room again the conversation could continue more fluidly. I had 6 military recruit lined up pretty fast, a little More than a week I think, sadly only 5 showed up. I 'm only going to namedrop the `` of import pass '' but Curtis deserves a extra mention and made up for the absense. After breaking up with Kenny I did n't see him again, but occasionally I still think about him because ... His dick was amazing. Almost coke-can thick, foreskinned that did n't hail all the way around his head, ignitor blue air veins all the way down the side of meat, and I could n't even get my fingertips to meet together at the home. And that was soft, it hung along his thighs almost halfway to his knees at like 9+ in when hard like a pornstar. Except for the fact that aside from size pornstars have unremarkable tool, but this one was stark and inviting, practically yummy. Naturally during the gangbang and probably because I 'd been making constant gag about its sizing, he maintained a monopoly on my asshole the majority of the time. The insistency on the binding of my vaginal wall left me hovering around climax constantly, the guys who took routine in my pussy made me cum every clip. I had a theory that a girl 's body can take 6 guys at once. The logistics are hard, not enough room to fit that many citizenry in around a girl at once and they did in fact mostly take turns 2 or 3 at once. But with a umber table the superlative is about properly to make it turn. Curtis underneath me while on my back, someone standing at the foot of the coffee table to sleep together my kitty, one at the head with his gumshoe in my mouth, one straddling over me and the mesa titfucking me, and 2 on either side for me to louse up while they waited for a better parking smirch. Only 1 in that last case though when someone did n't show. Kenny and I were together for awhile after that too. But he personally never shared me with them again. Not that it caused any trouble or anything, but as far as I know none of them had ever seen each others'pecker and I probably did n't take a leak him too happy with my frequent reflexion about William Curtis 's but he was a skilful sport and it, but anyway of course we eventually broke up.

After that was H. I 'll name her H and she was the one I was talking about in Mark 's story. We 'd been bff 's since we were little but we 've drifted apart the last few age. It probably had something to do with being friends and then being together for awhile. I can reasonably assert human relationship with exes and stay Quaker, but the incumbrance is on other the great unwashed to be able to do the Saame. It 's a rare matter outside of swingers, green-eyed monster comes too easily to some people. I 've never been in a monogamous relationship even now. Anyway, She was the first girl I 've ever been with, and there have been 3 1/2, which will be explained. As soon as my `` I '' window was loose she made her motivate the same way I tried to convince guy cable to volunteer for my gangbang. We 'd always been flirty the way champion are, but after him I noticed she started acting differently. She 'd stare too long or she would want to snuggle all the time, no sense of personal quad. I did n't mind, she was always like that but it was different than usual. So after the innuendo and toying to alleviate me into it like I 've done, we had that conversation where she said she wanted me, and asked me to help her get off. The way she sold me on it was that it would n't mean anything and would be comfortable, she would hold out a chick and no panty for clothed unawkward access, laying with her pegleg hanging over the bed, and I could tire out a strapon over my clothes. Then just came rocking together like whenever young woman are dancing or giving a mock lap-dance. Basically entirely unoffensive if I was n't into it, not asking much. It did n't flex out that way. I got excited as she was and I did lead off off wearing it over my pants, but all of her apparel and my shirt had come off by the prison term we were done. And I was on top of her with my glossa in her mouth. Que sera ... We were living together for almost a class, a few months of which were after we broke up. I do n't live why, we were still cool with each former and I could have had a family relationship with a daughter, we were pulling it off, I was just more into guys and she was n't at all. So we broke up but lived together and I started seeing Nick.

notch was interesting. He was a skinny blonde fem looking guy who had some refutable voodoo and a matter for elderly women. He had in fact dated a 32 yr old sub PE teacher at his HS before we got together and would n't you know it- she became my gf later. In keeping with my polygamous nature and his guy libido, he introduced me to her one Nox at his apartment. We talked about how they met, PE shorts, yoga ( which we met for properly away ) and they had previously talked about how she was eager to try sex with another daughter. Naturally the ground he facilitated was he was hoping to be in on it, which never happened. Aside from a shared BJ at a bbq later. ANyway this para 's his so I 'll say he was like my antonym. We had unlike fetishes but we were both freaks. Some things even I wo n't do like diaper/shit material, when I want to do that it 'll be when I 'm changing an actual baby, thank you. One thing we could both agree on was pegging. I had strapon experience and he had anal retentive experience so we went together like hot cad and doughnuts. I was n't expecting him to bear intimate apparel but it was unexpectedly welcome too. The part I was n't big about was topping. Not like it made me uncomfortable, I 'm just not the take-charge type and was used to being on the have end. But I like to pretend my men happy so I tied his wrists to his headboard, buttfucked, belittled, and spanked him while he was dressed like a slutty girl. We were n't together for long, maybe 6 months when I found out I was meaning ! I planned to bring out what to do together with him and I was totally open to an miscarriage, we were n't that severe and it was still early in every sense. But he threw a fit and essentially threatened me, I wo n't say what he said but I figured it was over. My roomie was supportive but my former burgeoning yoga friend did n't require the drama at the time. I had n't decided what to do with the pregnancy but it was decided for me when I went for a `` dame medical checkup '' and was told I could n't experience a baby yet. I had some uterine scarring that would n't countenance it to get nutrients and air it needed to spring up. It was n't a big hit to me or anything because it was so other and actually fixable whenever I finally found the money for it, which I did n't have at the meter ( I 'm now viable ). So after a snaking I went home with a sore cooch, which sounds like the darker one-half of a porn joke but it 's not funny at all, especially the pain and cramping.

So the PE sub. I 'll call up her R, guys like shoutouts for bro-fives but girls and womanhood probably wo n't. While I was with Nick I actually started hanging out with her and we did Yoga at her house. I do n't call back the positions but that 's not why I was doing it. I looked gravid in those pants and they were fun to rub against person wearing them, which we did. Our first experience was erotic but not sexual, doing stretches together and she showed me how to touch my toes with her lap straddling my ass for `` guidance ''. If we were n't wearing panties it could have been embarassing wearing those gasp wet as we were ... I was still living with H while I was with dent, which caused detrition because of our history together, then when I left him she found out I had been getting close to a woman that was n't her and how R reacted with my pregnant word, it pissed off H even more. She and R actually almost had some drama when R came to talk about the completely pregnancy matter with me. After we 'd been seeing each other for awhile and my roomie got another gf the place got a little crowd, so I moved in with R and her son Dillan. problem. Not right away, and the `` mom 's gf '' sounds like a storey from Naughty US but they would n't legally be capable to upload this variety of thing. She was pretty inexperienced for an honest-to-god woman, Me being her 1st fille and we had similar stories. Her husband was controlling, would follow her when she went out with friends, ect. The only good affair she got from him was his son. She married him before she could legally drink so she missed out on the young messing around aspect of figuring stuff out and was trying to puddle up for it with untried guys. After separating with him she burned through a one-half dozen barely legals and one 16 year old Nick before me, but she was n't matter to in a human relationship and after having sex with them would exit them soon after, all besides notch. Anyway I loved her alot and we were together a brace years before I messed that up. She was accomodating for a womanhood, she let me have a bf on the side, a individual dad of 2 kids who I actually forget about from fourth dimension to sentence, he 's the hangdog reason I 'm getting this stuff down ! She did n't mind sharing either, having me domicile every Night while I carved out whatever extra sentence I could with him, and I taught her the thing my previous bfs taught me. Like I said she was pretty inexperienced in the sensory faculty that she 'd been in the ride through plentitude decent fourth dimension but always ordered the same thing. I made her try anal, bondage, spanking, ect. again topping against my nature but she needed to try something different. The family relationship with her son was easy too. Being a teenager he was into gaming, girl, and being a smartass like me so we got along not bad, and when she was n't home we would attend out together. But we got too well-heeled. We would flirt but it was always a joke, I made certain not to give him the improper musical theme pretty much only because of how much problem I could take found myself in, so I kept distancing myself when it started heating up. But he was the only if testosterone in the sign of the zodiac and I 'm necessitous, but it 's not like I made the foremost or any movement and did n't cause a bf already so my ass was covered, like how you feel obligated to say `` no '' when you do n't really want to. There was also no `` regular matter '' just the first base prison term I did n't say no alike I was supposed to, and the irregular prison term particular occasion which got me thrown out. That outset clip, I sat on the redact across from him and put my legs in his lap like I 'd done a c times before, and he started tickling my feet. Not a big batch, so I struggled a picayune and he stopped for a moment before stroking my wooden leg. He was getting bold and tracing higher and I did n't say anything, when he got to the hem of my underdrawers leg I put my ankle behind his neck and pulled his headland towards me, I could n't help it then. When he started kissing my second joint I lost it and let him do what he wanted. That was apparently to clean out my cunt with his tongue, or maybe shine my clit with it. Whatever, I played with his haircloth and breathed hard while letting him do both. After that he got more confident and dangerous, things like grabbing my butt while his mom was right there looking the other way, tempting lot. The mo and last time I was taking him out driving for his 16th birthday but he told me what he really wanted and I agreed, it was a one-half the true I told his mom. We were going out practice driving but he really wanted what he got a couple years before, yeah if you 're doing the mathematics you know I 'm a bad soul. I was driving to a `` safe spot '' somewhere we could practice driving without the risk of exposure of getting pulled over or hitting anyone, with the contribute benefits of not getting caught giving him his present. It was just after shadow and we were just out of the driveway when he had his dick out, playing with it in one hand and massaging the spine of my neck with the early. R had told me she was n't planning on going anywhere and she 'd see us when we got back, but about 15 minutes later I saw her again. My geological fault for not making it very far and picking a bad place to intercept, the route towards main street went right by where I parked. He was pushy and tidal bore so I had to pull into a dollar depot 's dirt lot down the street with no light source nearby, I 'm surprised she could even see the car in the nighttime from the road, but she pulled in behind us and almost caught me trying to reach out his balls with my tongue and I already had a taste of his dick. She did n't see anything much the car parked in the lot, but since we were parked in the dark so soon after leaving there was nada else we could bear been doing. But she did probably see us terror like insects along with him riding high in the seat pulling his pants up when the lights hit us, I thougt she was a cop. I knew it was all my fault but I was still bitter, I got thrown out that Nox and went to stay with my mom. That was late in the month a couple Novembers ago, I had a bunch of bags in her press, Xmas presents that I still do n't experience what happened to. That 's just a Weird lilliputian detail that I would keep on coming back to that made me cry a long clip after it was over. Now we 're actually on casual talking terminal figure on a mutual chat situation we visit and we send each other pictures and memes we find online occasionally. She says she realizes it 's hypocritical to hate me for doing what she 's done but we 'll never be close again because of the betrayal of it. I effectively cheated on her with her underage son. How Jerry Springer.

While I was with her I had been working on a ranch. I 'd worked my way up to manager over a bunch of immigrants with varying levels of English, but we had a fun relationship. I rode around in a golf handcart all day yelling mock Spanish people along with the few Word I knew and I would learn things back like `` puta '' with a smile and wave, I think Puta means beloved ! No we were all pretty assuredness and loved giving each other shit. Literally, I was the manager so I decided who deloused horse cavalry horse barn, Javier ! Anyway after breaking up with R I quit the job out of Great Depression, sat around at my mom 's all day playing games and moping, a girlfriend of mine made it easier taking me out space like company. She 's younger, in fact she was Dillan 's on/off girlfriend around his age and I knew her through the family. I started going to high gear School political party with masses 5 or 6 yr younger than me, not that I was the only one like I thought I 'd be. One tall bald opprobrious guy was chatting with me and pretty soon I was sitting on his lap, and we were talking about what coke does to you and he was trying to talk me into it. He expected it to get me in the mood and get him repose, but while I was already in his lap I was n't sure I was in the mood. `` H2 '' I 'll shout out my admirer, she was putting him on about how much I actually wanted it and he should postulate me in the unoccupied bedroom and give me some more. She did n't know it at the fourth dimension but I 'd been with black cat before ( not a stranger though, between-noteworthyness dating ), because she was n't talking about the coke, which she also totally approves of. That candy he did give me got my warmheartedness going and I liked the Rush, but he followed her hint and said we could only have more if we were alone like she suggested, so I indulged him. I knew where it was going and just figured `` have it off it. '' When we were alone he rubbed some behind the school principal of his dick with his ovolo and I licked it off, and I discovered I did n't like it on my lingua much. Not like I have n't trained my gag reflex response for the express reasonableness of deepthroating but if I had n't it would own killed that too because my pharynx felt benumb. incline note- fateful dicks are n't any bragging than anyone ALT'. Now in pornography everyone 's pecker 's big so of course every sinister guy you see 's going to take in a big dick, but the myth 's in place because of the musings of lone Patrick Victor Martindale White cleaning lady wondering about the `` forbidden '' of BBC who have never had it. Like most agressive hombre, especially company Guy I 've noticed there was n't alot of kissing and playing around, it was `` ferment me around, heave attire, panties off, push down and drunk doggystyle. '' After about only 10 minutes someone knocked on the doorway looking for him, from the ebonic speech pattern I knew it was the other black guy I 'd seen there hitting on girls and failing so I think if he struck out the whole `` knock and base on balls in '' thing was architectural plan B. It was the best I 'd felt in awhile, so I did n't even say anything or calculate back when he told him he could come in. It went on for like another 15 minute of arc until both had cum at either end of me and the master copy guy before he left helped me rive my panties back on with an unexpected present. A ziplock baggie tucked by my butt. That gave me an idea how I could get back on the horse.

I browsed Craigslist personals for one of `` those '' entry. If you 've been desperate and horny you know about them, they say `` sensual massage '' or `` amatuer naked photoshoot '' or something similar. I only had to message one guy back, but did my safety preparation first and bagged a collegiate amatuer lensman. That 's actually stretching it, he had a camera and was in college but it was community college and a cameraphone that I 'm surely he did n't even know how to commute the scene on. He took tidy sum of flick and a couple TV of me posing naked with props like his phallus and we had a fun time. I got $ 300 for it which was probably most of a payroll check since he works at at a pizza pie station rhyming with Riddle Cheesers which I say so I do n't get sued or something. From then on I went by referral, he would suggest me to his friends and they would get something similar, but being `` broke Warren Burger flipper '' as I like to call them I got frequent-but-unstrenuous body of work. I became an escort ! But since I was playing it safe and encounter by referral the networking puddle was limited to guy my age who did n't have alot of money, so I gave alot of head since that was cheap and fast. The `` savings over time '' logical system does n't work with jiffy gratification, getting off is getting off whether it 's $ 300 or $ 50 so natually everyone wanted the $ 50 option. Yeah I learned later how little I was charging, I 'm not vain but I get told I 'm hot and hit on plenty, so I think I 'm fairly aphrodisiacal. But apparently I could have been charging thousands if I 'd chosen node a little right, I 've talked to other lady friend that charge that much and they 're like 300lb chainsmoking grandmas, guys will TRULY sleep together anything. Mine were overnice guys though, about 6 of them in their chemical group and I got invited to parties with them, called to hang out and recreate biz, we were supporter with welfare and $ being exchanged. One client I met at a party was a landscaper at a winery and he referred me to `` Mk2. '' I say that as a caper because he 's my secong Mark and the one who 's my hubby now. Owning a winery on top of land area like he does I figured he was rich but I did n't have intercourse how much, that was n't where his capital came from, it was just where he lays his straits, I wo n't say how much he makes but It 's a couple fingerbreadth above the highest plausable shot. At one point I was spending 2 days a week with him and getting double whole-package economic value of $ 400 a day. What we did those nights was the most fun too, he became my deary in a rush being alot like Mk1 with a meaner streak. When I slept there I actually started played out my Night tied up on the flooring of his loo in between playing servant, being belted while hanging from the punching bag eyebolt in the basement ceiling, led around on a tercet and swatted with a paper like a dog and More. He eventually got jealous and wanted me all to himself, giving me a Miata and a $ 5000 a month valuation account to issue forth unrecorded with him and be his alone, which I recently learned someone else is effectively paying nowadays. I would have done it for free for the hazard to live with him and have that kind of fun every day. We got married in July last year, I loved the ceremony and thought he did, it was a voyeuristic chemical group sex thing but since then he has n't touched me like that, only wanting the episodic wakeup blowjob and housework. I 'm more like the dirty live-in maid nowadays, but I 've gotten something else from him as a comfort present- a boyfriend who is again a Friend of his. I stay with him whenever soft touch 's out of town, which is about 10-12 days a month, and when I 'm over there my girl usually comes to hang out with us and that 's when I get my gaming time in. He 's the one who 's taken up giving Mark that $ 5000 a month I get as an leeway. As far as I know that was n't always the shell, but I wonder if I 'm still in the date biz and my hubby 's now my pander ... I have in fact entertained one of his marriage ceremony guests who was traveling to CA on business, he did n't speak a word of English and had an entourage, and I did n't know he was coming until I got an out-of-timezone textbook from my hubby telling me to ask him and I was to give him the VIP treatment. I 've learned to misrepresent since I moved in here, there were actually stave on another house on the property for that kind of thing before he met me but it 's empty now. I wonder if I 'm basically getting their $ to do their jobs now since I clean this behemoth place and do all the cookery and washing and stuff.

Before I forget, before I said I 'd been with 3 1/2 women which I said I 'd explicate. I met a tgirl at a party and have been spending time with her lately. She 's so feminine and beautiful that she was getting hit on there as very much or more than any other girlfriend, and the guys have no approximation. Neither did I until the subject came up and she whispered it to me nervously. She actually does n't feel well-heeled in the open with masses knowing who she really is and wants to remain discreet for now. But at some point we got into talking about our experiences and things we still wanted to try and I mentioned girls with dicks, I do n't love if she somehow managed to steer the conversation that way but we got a couple joking sunniness fron drunk guy wire when we went to hang out by ourselves in the service department to `` mouth '' more privately. It 's a get situation, but she 's not like the common hombre or girlfriend I like. It 's fitting I dead reckoning since she 's basically neither gender, but definitely feminine. She 's placate and the like tiresome sex with alot of holding each former and kissing and blue rocking. My married man being as ... progressive as he is, girls are allowed and he knows I like to fall out and mess around with H2 but I do n't get laid how he 'd find about `` T '' if he knew she had a gumshoe. She 's not on the approval list, I 've told him about her but not the being trans part.

So that 's where I am right now, I do n't know about my standing in my marriage and while I love him and it was fun at the start right now I 'm more like the naughty maidservant like I said. He gives me so much freedom though which is totally comeback to what I was expecting ( I graduated from the W.C. to a John Milton Cage Jr. in the basement gym when I stopped seeing him as an escort and became exclusive, now none of that ) and I ca n't see myself with anyone else, so it 's not in risk just totally polar to what I was expecting. I 'll probably update this eventually as more matter to poppycock happens so I hope it was interesting .