*Author's Note- This is based of the KoRn birdsong"papa,"and this is just how I would watch the event of the song to go by, if you don't know the history of the birdcall, look it up. I hope I've done the song justice, with a whirl of my own at the end, even though for those of you who have listened to the song, the melt down of Jon ( the Isaac Merrit Singer ) at the end of the cart track variety of inspired the last entree. Enjoy. : ) *


Entry One- April 20th 20**

Had a good day with mom and dad today, we went out with some of their friend and their kids to the beach. I didn't play much with them though, I'm kinda shy and don't get along with virtually youngster. They sorta make fun of me nearly of the time anyway.

Something worry though, a new neighbor that moved in last workweek joined us, mom said it would be"hostpitabel"or something like that, she said her figure was Liz. She seemed kinda nice, she was pretty to, she kept most of the male child around her including me, she must have a son of her own ‘ cus she knew the kind of things we like, talking about games and stuff.

She had us talking about young woman at some point saying"Some can be strange, but sometimes mature is a better route to go."I don't really know what she meant but when she said it she gave me a particular feel, I don't know why though. I don't like drawing attention to myself, but I really did savour talking to her, and when the others went to act as on the beach, I stayed with her and talked.

No one has listened to me lecture that long since I don't know when, I think we can be soundly ally.

Entry Two- April 27th 20**

I forgot to grab my key before heading to schooling and got locked out of the house for awhile. Mom and dad were still at work so I checked with the neighbor, only Liz was home though. She let me in and I told her what happened, she said I could use her phone to call my parents. When I did they said I should ask Liz if I could stay with her until they came place in an minute. She said it was ok.

We talked about school and matter. She showed me around her house, but she wouldn't let me go in a certain elbow room, she said it was her"particular home,"I'm not sure what she was talking about, but she said"every grown up has one."

I'll have to stimulate sure and ask mom and dad about theirs…

submission Three- May 5th 20**

I don't have many friend, really none to be honest, but Liz said she would be my friend.

I'm so happy, I've never had a friend as just as her. She lets me bide over when I get place from schoolhouse, mom and dad said it was ok, I think they're just glad that I finally have a friend.

Liz hugged me really tight, I almost couldn't breathe, when I came and visited her today, she says she missed me. I didn't get to see her all weekend. I know I was blushing really hard, I could finger every part of her when she gave me that hug and it made me kinda embarrassed, but then she let go and gave me some cookies and we talked about what she did before she moved.

She was a doctor in Golden State, it made me inquire why she moved all the way to the other position of the US, she said she needed some rest away from the metropolis, and she has family here. She says she has a son about my age, but she doesn't get to see him often cus he lives with his dad. She got a sad look on her face, but then she looked at me and smiled and said"but its ok, as long as you keep me fellowship Davey."And she stroked my aspect and I felt the blush pop back up. Only mom has ever done that to me and it felt unearthly, but, at the Lapp meter I did wish it.

I like Liz.

Entry Four- May 25th 20**

I can't remember what happened today. Mom and dad took me to the infirmary because I blacked out and Liz's. They didn't find anything faulty but they are keeping me overnight.

I was at Liz's like normal, she greeted me with her hug which I've gotten used to, and she took me into the kitchen to give me some chocolate chip cookies. I noticed the cookie tasted a bit differently then usual, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to hurt her feelings, so I kept eating them.

Everything was o.k., but after I ate a couple of cookies I started to feel a bit sleepy, and I started to sway in my chair and misstep in what I was saying to her. Then, I think it was just a"halloosination"but Liz smiled really eldritch at me and put her manus on the upper part of my thigh at touched me…there, before everything went blank.

I didn't tell mom or dad, I don't want to get her hassle for something I imagined.

I can still feel that touch though…

accounting entry Five- June 3rd 20**

Everything has been formula with Liz, I haven't blacked out again, and she hasn't made any movement towards me. But I can still feel that hint, and my genitals still feel weird, really sensitive.

I saw this fairly missy the early day and it stood straight up, I've never had it happen and I got scared. I told mom and dad, and they said it was o.k. and natural and didn't do anything after.

Late that night, I stayed up and it got hard again and I wondered what it would feel like to touch it. When I did it felt really trade good, and I continued, then I felt REALLY good, and then my penis exploded with this White person sticky stuff, I don't know what it was, but I cleaned it up.

I didn't tell mom or dad.

Entry 6- June 11th 20**

Liz has gotten a bit strange, she kissed me on the impudence today, and laid her hand on my thigh when we were watching a picture, I didn't move it though, it felt kinda good and made my penis hard again. I hid it with a pillow so she couldn't see.

I hope she didn't, I don't want to offend her. I wonder if she does that too when she gets excited, I've never seen her or mom do it though. I'll have to ask.

Entry 7- July 4th 20**

Why did she do that ? Why ? I don't understand ? Daddy, why didn't you believe me ? She hurt me and you don't care.

Liz, I thought you were my protagonist, and you hurt me.

I feel so alone, no one will believe me. She says she was going to sleep with me, and she touched me, conduct me to her"special office"a red room with a big bed, she made me undress, then tied me to the bed and played with me.

She got naked…she made me finger trade good, better than my hand.

NO ! nO ! WhY ? ! I didn't want it ! Why ! She made me papa ! Pleeease…believe me !

Tied down…

That's a thoroughly boy…

No one heard my screams…

I feel…dirty…

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…

entryway 8- Aug 20**

She keeps doing it, she keeps huRTinG me, wHy…whyyyy, why won't you belive me mummy, why ? Fuck you ! No, Fuck ! I don't want it…

I don't want to hurt anymore…why does it have to hurt…

ledger entry 9- October 20**

TheY woNT trust me, whY ? What haev I donE to deseeerveee thisss ?

Daddy…it hurts…it hurrtsss…it huuuuuurtssss…

introduction 10- Its covered in rakehell, found in Liz's nursing home. Dated November 6th 20**

wHY ? Wyh du u Hve to dOo thsi ? to mE ? I aM ur SON ? WhY do U noT belIEVE me ? I haD tooo stOP itt, sHe kept smart ME and YOU DIDN'T care ! fUck YOU !

It's OVER NOW isn't it DADDY ? I'M coVereD in her lineage now, in a WHORE'S BLOOD !

I feel dirty, supporter me…

female parent please forgive me, I just had to get out all my pain and suffering. Now that I am done remember, I will always love you. I'm your son…





Can I be your Daddy ?

**Thanks for recitation, this is one of my favorite Song by KoRn, and I felt the itch to write a fic about it. This is my first fic as well, and I think I will come out writing more. I hope you've enjoyed, charge per unit and give feedback. **