While there 's probably something dirty for everyone here, this is n't a pornography story so much trying to keep track of what I 've been up to so far. Like watching a appearance as I 'm doing now, it 's actually potential to forget how and who you went through to get here. It 's a love-life timeline of me I guess, variety of a cliffnotes thing without bulletpoints. It does n't represent everyone I 've ever been with because some one-nighters are forgettable, and not every clock time I 've had sex because like most of us not every time was storey worthy and it 's pretty haunt when you 're in a human relationship. It 's more about the important ones where I discovered something new or matter to. I thought about putting it under the `` diary '' category but I think that would be misconstrued as `` dear diary, introduce porn. ``

My beginning boyfriend was a guy named gull, coincidentally my current hubby 's name. He was controlling and opprobrious in the naughty way, so I accepted it. He did n't like me having guy friends, did n't desire me going out without him, easy to piss off, like what female child warn their lady friend about, but I was a sexually ignorant virgin in the `` slashie fangirl '' sock-in-your-mouth, crying-as-I-tie-you-down-with-more-duct-tape variety of way at the clock time. Because I guess I was the freak he always wanted he was now justified in not asking if I wanted to try something and just went for it. Alot of Guy have experience trying to verbalize girls into trying things like anal or even giving mind for the boring dessert girls, and it 's usually a atruggle but he did n't concern about it. We were n't attached and needy either but he was pretty territorial. We never said we loved each early or anything and he even shared me with 2 of his nicer friends once, one of whom would later become a bf so he was n't terribly in love life with me. This sharing 'll become a recurring radical. So gull was my ally 's boyfriend before mine, she met him at a party we went to and I got to bang him through her, and after they broke up he came to me. She tried to warn me like I said but I did n't listen or give care, she had become variety of cautious since they broke up and it was kind of an embarassed suggestion at best. There was a good cause for it. He was never bad to me, or you could say he was but I loved it, like I said, but that was n't the case for her. Although it turned out alright for me, I did n't know at the fourth dimension ( and she did n't differentiate me which is kind of a dick move ), He was the same way with her. But she was n't like me. Her start time was in front of his friends crying as she was raped and humiliated, a small party or bbq with his friends or something where everyone was drunk. Remember the controlling component part, she had no friends there because he did n't desire them around. If there were Sir Thomas More articulation saying `` hey what the fuck ? ! ? stop ! '' it might not feature happened, but they did n't hear that. I assume to them it was like a rape-porno, something everybody lookout man but does n't admit to their friends. In that environs though they were all thinking the same matter ; Everyone 's poise with it and I 'm not doing it so I 'm ok with it. He did n't lead a physical mug where I could see it, otherwise the timing of that and the detachment would have been wary to me and I would n't have become his next girl. From what she told me though during that upshot he was boisterous in the way I knew him, he choked and slapped her around during which is where the humiliation came in. She only told me after he and I broke up, which while I understand it being severely to talk about was kind of messed up because it might take in happened to me. grant the luck she has n't been with a guy since as far as I know. I have n't talked to her in a couple eld but for a few years after that she was strictly girls, including my first. More about that later.

Kenny came second. He was one of Mark 's nicer friends that I was shared with like I was talking about. After the stopping point brakeup he was all over my earpiece being `` a good friend. '' Basically he knew I was available, what form of things I was into and had to ticktack somebody else to me. He was alot less comfortable with just doing what he wanted to me with no excuse. But that was the only type of guy I was used to, I so was the one pushing him to try new thing. Nothing boring like anal and blowjob because he knew from experience I was into those and I consider them parts of steady sex. But I wanted to be slapped and choked, tied up and belted like I was used to. He was my foremost heedful bf, the kind of normal overnice guy who gives girls what they want. We said our `` have a go at it you '' s, went out places and everything normal couples do together. There were affair I could n't get him to do. One of them was pegging, the other was n't group sex, after all that would be hypocritical since we 'd already done that together. I actually convinced him to let me opt from a group of his friends for a gangbang. We 'd fall out with them one at a time, someone hanging out with his champion and the friend 's gf basically, casually loosen them up with innuendo while playing secret plan or what have you while I was laying on the blatant toying. When I had private moments with them nearly would play more directly with me, thinking I wanted something on the side of meat and Kenny was totally forgetful. Even guys who claim to be honorable and would never domiciliate up with a friend 's young woman will do it if they think they can get away with it. Anyway I would tell them that he was chill with sharing and they did n't suffer to wait until we were alone to lay on the game. When we were all in the same room again the conversation could carry on more fluidly. I had 6 recruits lined up pretty fast, a little More than a week I think, sadly only 5 showed up. I 'm only going to namedrop the `` important notches '' but Curtis deserves a special mention and made up for the absense. After breaking up with Kenny I did n't see him again, but occasionally I still think about him because ... His dick was amazing. Almost coke-can thick, foreskinned that did n't come all the way around his point, light blue sky veins all the way down the sides, and I could n't even get my fingertips to touch together at the base. And that was soft, it hung along his thighs almost halfway to his knees at like 9+ inch when hard like a pornstar. Except for the fact that aside from size of it pornstars have unremarkable dicks, but this one was perfect and inviting, practically pleasant-tasting. Naturally during the gangbang and probably because I 'd been making ceaseless trick about its size, he maintained a Monopoly on my asshole the bulk of the time. The pressure sensation on the rear of my vaginal paries left me hovering around orgasm constantly, the guys who took turns in my pussy made me cum every prison term. I had a theory that a daughter 's eubstance can take 6 guys at once. The logistics are hard, not enough way to fit that many hoi polloi in around a fille at once and they did in fact mostly take turns 2 or 3 at once. But with a coffee bean table the height is about right to constitute it work on. William Curtis underneath me while on my book binding, mortal standing at the foot of the coffee table to fuck my twat, one at the drumhead with his tool in my mouth, one straddling over me and the table titfucking me, and 2 on either position for me to bobble while they waited for a better parking spot. Only 1 in that hold out case though when individual did n't establish. Kenny and I were together for awhile after that too. But he personally never shared me with them again. Not that it caused any problem or anything, but as far as I know none of them had ever seen each others'dicks and I probably did n't make him too happy with my frequent thoughtfulness about Curtis 's but he was a goodness sport and it, but anyway of course we eventually broke up.

After that was H. I 'll call her H and she was the one I was talking about in scar 's news report. We 'd been bff 's since we were slight but we 've drifted apart the last-place few days. It probably had something to do with being friends and then being together for awhile. I can reasonably maintain relationships with exes and stay booster, but the onus is on other people to be able to do the Lapp. It 's a rare thing outside of swingers, jealousy comes too easily to some people. I 've never been in a monogamous human relationship even now. Anyway, She was the outset girl I 've ever been with, and there have been 3 1/2, which will be explained. As soon as my `` single '' window was open she made her move the same way I tried to convince guys to offer for my gangbang. We 'd always been flirty the way friends are, but after him I noticed she started acting differently. She 'd stare too long or she would need to cuddle all the time, no sensation of personal quad. I did n't mind, she was always like that but it was different than common. So after the insinuation and flirting to ease me into it like I 've done, we had that conversation where she said she wanted me, and asked me to avail her get off. The way she sold me on it was that it would n't have in mind anything and would be comfortable, she would wear a skirt and no pantie for clothed unawkward access, laying with her legs hanging over the bed, and I could wear a strapon over my clothes. Then just came rocking together like whenever young lady are dancing or giving a mock lap-dance. Basically entirely unoffensive if I was n't into it, not asking much. It did n't turn out that way. I got excited as she was and I did start off wearing it over my trouser, but all of her clothes and my shirt had come off by the prison term we were done. And I was on top of her with my tongue in her mouth. Que sera ... We were living together for almost a year, a few months of which were after we broke up. I do n't know why, we were still coolheaded with each other and I could have had a human relationship with a daughter, we were pulling it off, I was just more into cat and she was n't at all. So we broke up but lived together and I started seeing Nick.

Nick was interesting. He was a underweight blond fem looking guy who had some confutative fetishes and a affair for older women. He had in fact dated a 32 yr old sub PE teacher at his HS before we got together and would n't you know it- she became my gf later. In keeping with my polygamous nature and his guy libido, he introduced me to her one night at his apartment. We talked about how they met, PE shorts, yoga ( which we met for right away ) and they had previously talked about how she was eager to try sex with another miss. Naturally the reason he facilitated was he was hoping to be in on it, which never happened. Aside from a shared BJ at a bbq later. ANyway this parity 's his so I 'll say he was like my opposite. We had different fetishes but we were both freaks. Some things even I wo n't do like diaper/shit stuff, when I want to do that it 'll be when I 'm changing an existent baby, thank you. One affair we could both check on was pegging. I had strapon experience and he had anal experience so we went together like hot dogs and annulus. I was n't expecting him to wear upon lingerie but it was unexpectedly welcome too. The component I was n't swell about was topping. Not like it made me uncomfortable, I 'm just not the take-charge type and was used to being on the incur end. But I like to realize my men well-chosen so I tied his wrists to his headboard, buttfucked, belittled, and spanked him while he was dressed like a slutty missy. We were n't together for long, maybe 6 month when I found out I was significant ! I planned to act out what to do together with him and I was totally open to an abortion, we were n't that serious and it was still early in every mother wit. But he threw a fit and essentially threatened me, I wo n't say what he said but I figured it was over. My roomie was supportive but my other burgeoning yoga friend did n't want the drama at the clock time. I had n't decided what to do with the pregnancy but it was decided for me when I went for a `` lady checkup '' and was told I could n't have a infant yet. I had some uterine scarring that would n't tolerate it to get nutrients and air it needed to get. It was n't a big hit to me or anything because it was so early on and actually fixable whenever I finally found the money for it, which I did n't have at the time ( I 'm now practicable ). So after a snaking I went domicile with a sore cooch, which sounds like the darker one-half of a smut trick but it 's not suspect at all, especially the pain and cramping.

So the PE sub. I 'll yell her R, bozo like shoutouts for bro-fives but little girl and woman probably wo n't. While I was with Nick I actually started hanging out with her and we did Yoga at her sign of the zodiac. I do n't think the side but that 's not why I was doing it. I looked great in those pants and they were fun to rub against mortal wearing them, which we did. Our start experience was erotic but not sexual, doing stint together and she showed me how to touch on my toes with her lap straddling my ass for `` direction ''. If we were n't wearing panties it could accept been embarassing wearing those pants wet as we were ... I was still living with H while I was with Nick, which caused detrition because of our chronicle together, then when I left him she found out I had been getting close to a cleaning lady that was n't her and how R reacted with my pregnant intelligence, it pissed off H even more. She and R actually almost had some drama when R came to talk about the whole maternity thing with me. After we 'd been seeing each other for awhile and my roomie got another gf the topographic point got a trivial crowded, so I moved in with R and her son Dillan. difficulty. Not right away, and the `` mom 's gf '' sounds like a story from Naughty America but they would n't legally be able to upload this kind of thing. She was pretty inexperienced for an older woman, Me being her first of all lady friend and we had interchangeable stories. Her husband was controlling, would stick to her when she went out with friends, ect. The only proficient thing she got from him was his son. She married him before she could legally drink so she missed out on the Whitney Moore Young Jr. messing around aspect of figuring stuff out and was trying to ready up for it with youthful guy rope. After separating with him she burned through a half dozen barely legals and one 16 year old ding before me, but she was n't worry in a relationship and after having sex with them would bequeath them soon after, all besides Nick. Anyway I loved her alot and we were together a couple years before I messed that up. She was accomodating for a woman, she let me have a bf on the position, a ace dad of 2 kids who I actually forget about from metre to meter, he 's the guilty reason I 'm getting this clobber down ! She did n't listen sharing either, having me abode every night while I carved out whatever extra time I could with him, and I taught her the things my previous bfs taught me. Like I said she was pretty inexperienced in the gumption that she 'd been in the drive through spate enough times but always ordered the Lapplander thing. I made her try anal, bondage, spanking, ect. again topping against my nature but she needed to try something different. The relationship with her son was easy too. Being a teenager he was into gambling, girls, and being a smartass like me so we got along great, and when she was n't home we would hang out together. But we got too comfortable. We would butterfly but it was always a joke, I made sure not to have him the wrong idea pretty much only because of how much worry I could give birth found myself in, so I kept distancing myself when it started heating up. But he was the solitary testosterone in the house and I 'm needy, but it 's not like I made the first or any move and did n't have a bf already so my ass was covered, like how you feel obligated to say `` no '' when you do n't really want to. There was also no `` regular thing '' just the starting time fourth dimension I did n't say no like I was supposed to, and the second time special occasion which got me thrown out. That first time, I sat on the put across from him and put my legs in his lap like I 'd done a century times before, and he started tickling my ft. Not a big deal, so I struggled a little and he stopped for a mo before stroking my wooden leg. He was getting bold and tracing higher and I did n't say anything, when he got to the hem of my shorts leg I put my ankle behind his cervix and pulled his forefront towards me, I could n't help it then. When he started kissing my thighs I lost it and let him do what he wanted. That was apparently to make clean out my pussycat with his lingua, or maybe glow my clit with it. Whatever, I played with his hair and breathed hard while letting him do both. After that he got more confident and dangerous, things like grabbing my butt while his mom was right there looking the other way, tempting portion. The second and hold out time I was taking him out driving for his 16th birthday but he told me what he really wanted and I agreed, it was a half accuracy I told his mom. We were going out recitation driving but he really wanted what he got a couple age before, yeah if you 're doing the math you know I 'm a bad person. I was driving to a `` safe berth '' somewhere we could exercise driving without the risk of getting pulled over or hitting anyone, with the added welfare of not getting caught giving him his present. It was just after morose and we were just out of the driveway when he had his dick out, playing with it in one hand and massaging the vertebral column of my neck with the early. R had told me she was n't planning on going anywhere and she 'd see us when we got back, but about 15 proceedings later I saw her again. My error for not making it very far and picking a bad property to hold back, the road towards chief street went right by where I parked. He was pushy and eager so I had to pull into a dollar store 's dirt lot down the street with no brightness nearby, I 'm surprised she could even see the car in the dark from the road, but she pulled in behind us and almost caught me trying to reach his balls with my tongue and I already had a mouthful of his dick. She did n't see anything much the car parked in the lot, but since we were parked in the nighttime so soon after leaving there was nothing else we could experience been doing. But she did probably see us panic like insect along with him riding high in the tooshie pulling his bloomers up when the lights hit us, I thougt she was a cop. I knew it was all my fault but I was still acrimonious, I got thrown out that night and went to last out with my mom. That was late in the calendar month a span November ago, I had a bunch of bags in her closet, Xmas presents that I still do n't know what happened to. That 's just a weird little particular that I would keep coming back to that made me cry a recollective clip after it was over. Now we 're actually on passing talking full term on a mutual confab land site we visit and we send each other pictures and memes we find online occasionally. She says she realizes it 's hypocritical to hate me for doing what she 's done but we 'll never be close again because of the perfidy of it. I effectively cheated on her with her underage son. How Kraut springer spaniel.

While I was with her I had been working on a ranch. I 'd worked my way up to manager over a cluster of immigrants with varying levels of side, but we had a fun relationship. I rode around in a golf cart all day yelling mock Spanish along with the few run-in I knew and I would hear things back like `` puta '' with a grin and undulation, I think Puta means lovemaking ! No we were all reasonably sang-froid and loved giving each other shit. Literally, I was the coach so I decided who deloused sawbuck kiosk, Javier ! Anyway after breaking up with R I quit the job out of depression, sat around at my mom 's all day playing secret plan and moping, a girlfriend of mine made it wanton taking me out places like parties. She 's young, in fact she was Dillan 's on/off girlfriend around his age and I knew her through the family. I started going to High shoal political party with people 5 or 6 years younger than me, not that I was the only one like I thought I 'd be. One tall bald black guy was chatting with me and pretty soon I was sitting on his lap, and we were talking about what coke does to you and he was trying to talk me into it. He expected it to get me in the mood and get him pose, but while I was already in his lap I was n't for certain I was in the mood. `` H2 '' I 'll ring my friend, she was putting him on about how a good deal I actually wanted it and he should direct me in the unoccupied bedchamber and throw me some more. She did n't jazz it at the meter but I 'd been with inkiness hombre before ( not a stranger though, between-noteworthyness geological dating ), because she was n't talking about the Coca Cola, which she also totally approves of. That candy he did give me got my warmheartedness going and I liked the rush, but he followed her hints and said we could only have Thomas More if we were alone like she suggested, so I indulged him. I knew where it was going and just figured `` make out it. '' When we were alone he rubbed some behind the head of his dick with his thumb and I licked it off, and I discovered I did n't care it on my clapper much. Not like I have n't trained my gag unconditioned reflex for the express ground of deepthroating but if I had n't it would accept killed that too because my throat felt numb. Side note- black dicks are n't any prominent than anyone elses'. Now in erotica everyone 's dick 's big so of form every black guy you see 's going to have a big hawkshaw, but the myth 's in situation because of the musings of lonely white fair sex wondering about the `` proscribed '' of BBC who have never had it. Like nearly agressive guys, especially party guy rope I 've noticed there was n't alot of kissing and playing around, it was `` change state me around, facelift apparel, panties off, drive down and salute doggystyle. '' After about only 10 minutes someone knocked on the room access looking for him, from the ebonic accent I knew it was the other black guy I 'd seen there hitting on girls and failing so I think if he struck out the totally `` knock and paseo in '' thing was plan B. It was the best I 'd felt in awhile, so I did n't even say anything or look back when he told him he could come up in. It went on for like another 15 minutes until both had cum at either end of me and the pilot guy before he left helped me pull my scanty back on with an unexpected present. A ziplock baggie tucked by my butt. That gave me an idea how I could get back on the horse.

I browsed Craigslist personals for one of `` those '' entries. If you 've been dire and horny you know about them, they say `` sensual massage '' or `` amatuer au naturel photoshoot '' or something similar. I only had to message one guy back, but did my safety prep first and bagged a collegiate amatuer photographer. That 's actually stretching it, he had a camera and was in college but it was community college and a cameraphone that I 'm sure he did n't even have a go at it how to switch the context on. He took plenty of pics and a couple video of me posing naked with property like his penis and we had a fun time. I got $ 300 for it which was probably virtually of a paycheck since he works at at a pizza place rhyming with Riddle Cheesers which I say so I do n't get sued or something. From then on I went by referral, he would propose me to his friends and they would get something alike, but being `` broke Warren Earl Burger fin '' as I like to call them I got frequent-but-unstrenuous work. I became an escort ! But since I was playing it safe and meeting by referral the networking consortium was limited to poke fun my age who did n't birth alot of money, so I gave alot of head since that was cheap and fast. The `` savings over time '' logic does n't ferment with clamant satisfaction, getting off is getting off whether it 's $ 300 or $ 50 so natually everyone wanted the $ 50 option. Yeah I learned later how trivial I was charging, I 'm not vain but I get told I 'm hot and hit on flock, so I think I 'm fairly sexy. But apparently I could have been charging one thousand if I 'd chosen clients a little better, I 've talked to other girls that charge that much and they 're like 300lb chainsmoking grandmother, cat will TRULY fuck anything. Mine were gracious hombre though, about 6 of them in their group and I got invited to parties with them, called to hang out and play games, we were booster with benefits and $ being exchanged. One guest I met at a party was a landscaper at a winery and he referred me to `` Mk2. '' I say that as a joke because he 's my secong scar and the one who 's my husband now. Owning a winery on top of land area like he does I figured he was rich but I did n't do it how often, that was n't where his Capital came from, it was just where he lays his oral sex, I wo n't say how a good deal he makes but It 's a couple digits above the highest plausable guess. At one point I was spending 2 Day a week with him and getting double whole-package value of $ 400 a day. What we did those nights was the most fun too, he became my front-runner in a hurry being alot like Mk1 with a meaner streak. When I slept there I actually started spent my dark tied up on the floor of his wardrobe in between playing servant, being belted while hanging from the punching bag eyebolt in the basement roof, led around on a collar and swatted with a paper like a dog and more. He eventually got overjealous and wanted me all to himself, giving me a Miata and a $ 5000 a calendar month valuation account to total populate with him and be his alone, which I recently learned someone else is effectively paying nowadays. I would have done it for unloosen for the chance to survive with him and have that kind of fun every day. We got married in July hold out year, I loved the ceremony and thought he did, it was a voyeuristical group sex thing but since then he has n't touched me like that, only wanting the casual wakeup blowjob and housekeeping. I 'm more like the dirty live-in maid nowadays, but I 've gotten something else from him as a consolation present- a boyfriend who is again a ally of his. I stay with him whenever Mark 's out of Ithiel Town, which is about 10-12 days a month, and when I 'm over there my girlfriend usually comes to hang out with us and that 's when I get my gaming time in. He 's the one who 's taken up giving mug that $ 5000 a calendar month I get as an margin. As far as I know that was n't always the case, but I wonder if I 'm still in the escort biz and my husband 's now my pimp ... I have in fact entertained one of his marriage Guest who was traveling to CA on job, he did n't verbalize a word of honor of English and had an entourage, and I did n't love he was coming until I got an out-of-timezone text from my husband telling me to carry him and I was to give him the VIP discussion. I 've learned to cook since I moved in here, there were actually staff on another family on the holding for that kind of thing before he met me but it 's empty now. I wonder if I 'm basically getting their $ to do their jobs now since I clean this hulk position and do all the cooking and laundry and stuff.

Before I forget, earlier I said I 'd been with 3 1/2 fair sex which I said I 'd explain. I met a tgirl at a company and have been expenditure clip with her lately. She 's so feminine and beautiful that she was getting hit on there as often or more than any former girlfriend, and the guys have no estimation. Neither did I until the discipline came up and she whispered it to me nervously. She actually does n't palpate comfortable in the open with mass knowing who she really is and wants to stay discreet for now. But at some point we got into talking about our experiences and things we still wanted to try and I mentioned girls with shaft, I do n't know if she somehow managed to steer the conversation that way but we got a yoke joking cheers fron drunk guy cable when we went to string up out by ourselves in the garage to `` talk '' more privately. It 's a make grow situation, but she 's not like the usual guy or girls I like. It 's fitting I supposition since she 's basically neither gender, but definitely womanly. She 's gentle and like slow sex with alot of holding each other and kissing and gentle rocking. My husband being as ... progressive tense as he is, girlfriend are allowed and he knows I like to string up out and mess up around with H2 but I do n't live how he 'd finger about `` T '' if he knew she had a prick. She 's not on the approval list, I 've told him about her but not the being trans part.

So that 's where I am right now, I do n't know about my standing in my marriage and while I love him and it was fun at the start right now I 'm more like the naughty housemaid like I said. He gives me so much freedom though which is totally parry to what I was expecting ( I graduated from the press to a cage in the basement gym when I stopped seeing him as an escort and became undivided, now none of that ) and I ca n't see myself with anyone else, so it 's not in danger just totally opposite to what I was expecting. I 'll probably update this eventually as more occupy stuff happens so I hope it was interesting .