A few weeks ago I received a letter of the alphabet regarding the removal of my maternal right to Edvard Herbert Spencer and it is tearing me up inside. Me and Harvey had a monumental disceptation over the subject and at the minute I am living back at my parents mansion very fairish away from Harvey to keep my length because we are in a very bad situation. so that 's what is what 's new

so I woke up 2days ago in the morning time and I had some breakfast with my parents, as we was eating breakfast my dame maid said to me `` Leon you have a phone outcry its Harvey '' I did n't really want to utter to Harvey so I told her `` secern him I 'm in the cascade and I will phone him back '' so my madam maid did that and then my cell rang, it was a message from Harvey saying `` prevaricator ... man up and ring me back '' I excused my ego from the table and I went outside to my car and drove off.

I drove down to long beach and sat there for sometime and just thought how crazy and messed up all of this stuff was. My prison cell began to call off and it was n't the first time Harvey had tried to call me from leaving my theatre. I answered it and said `` Harvey, just ... just go away please '' so I hung up the phone and my view turned to tears I kept thinking I 'm 20 age old and I 'm dealing with this kind of stuff already. I drove over to Harvey 's apartment and I posted the characterisation of me, Harvey and Edvard and I drove home.

when I got home William Harvey messaged me again and it said `` you spineless son of a bitch '' I messaged Harvey back saying `` what am I meant to do William Harvey face this heading on ? when I know I 'm going to misplace this fight I am not a blood relation its over, where over this was the tipping item Harvey I ca n't deal you wanted a child and now you have one congratulations and I 'm for certain your son will be very happy with you as a father '' Harvey messaged me back and it said `` see you in court tomorrow I hope you do what 's right wing I will never hold back loving you ''

so yesterday it came to 11 am and I was sat in the lawcourt house waiting for the case to be called, when we went inside I stated my name for the record and gave my opening command `` I Leonardo Nicolas Mathew Spencer do here by give up my rights ( I started crying at this head ) to my son Edvard Spencer to be reclaimed by his parturition mother from this point thank you '' after that Harvey got up and said his function and my maternal rightfulness was removed when I walked past William Harvey to leave the court Harvey wo n't even look at me I knew it before and I know it now me and Harvey was over I drove home and I opened the feeding bottle of jack Daniel 's and drunk that I also opened the vodka and drunk to the highest degree of that with some pop before I passed out on the bed

sorry you guys I know its not the fairy narrative ending but I guess me and Harvey was n't meant to be and it kills me inside knowing how very much I love him and I know how much he loves me but we ca n't come in back from this I 've sent William Harvey back his participation ban and he has sent me back my wedding ban I 'm sure William Harvey will produce someone very well-chosen one day but that person was n't meant to be me I understand that now and yes it hurt a lot but we both need to chance the will to carry on Harvey if your version this you was and still are so special to me if you should ever need me I am just a sound call away I promised my self I was n't going to cry writing this but o well I am because you was the best time that has ever been in my life apart from are son at the fourth dimension

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so I still want to know what you guys are up to even mean me and Harvey are not together anymore if ever you guys want some helper with anything all you have to do is ask and we will both be here to aid support and order you with anything you need serve or advice with

good bye everyone and I have loved writing on this website hope you enjoyed my life sentence and to all the haters on here fuck off and get a flaming life you sad ass also-ran I may not be able-bodied to spell or use punctuation right but that can be changed your fucking sad ass low cash liveliness 's lingo be grow the nooky up and deal with your self 's I mean really does it make you feel good to try and epically fail to do people experience minor because it did n't work with me so im sure it has n't worked on other hoi polloi unless you are closet gays aswell in wich case man the fuck up and come out the closet darlings join us in the get down hahah fucking stunned ass net bullies think there all arduous and denounce behind a key board o im hoping to incite soon get a freshly scratch where do you guys think I should go spain Italy England Australia I do n't really handle as long as it is as honest away from la as I can possibly get anyway bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye byebye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye byebye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye love you all