This hebdomad's industry mover and shakers is Dr Kiki Kennedy of Kiki Jack Kennedy product, one of the most successful yield sign to come along recently.

AVN : So,"Dr"Kiki Kennedy ?

Kiki : Yes, I have a doctorate, in subatomic particle physics no lupus erythematosus. You can look up the exact title if you want, but it's to do with saw-tooth instabilities in blood plasma wakefields. And, if that made any horse sense to any of your lector, I invite them to link up our"physics dweeb"section of the discussion forum on my website.

When I founded the fellowship, I thought that having the rubric"Dr"would add a sealed dignity to my being CEO. Before that I'd only been known as a performer, and I'd hid the serious side of my personality from my fans, I didn't think it would enhance my repute. But, there is a certain plane section of my fan root who does find it very sexy, especially when I discuss something really technical and end the spot with a verbal description of what I 'm wearing. ( Which seldom includes panties. )

AVN : How did you get into adult entertainment in the first place ?

Kiki : In high schoolhouse, I had a much old lover ; he liked"barely legal"porn. He had a large collection of it, and I was curious. So when I turned 18, I contacted one of the production home, and they snapped me up.

I must say, I was surprised at that, I didn't think I was attractive, but with a little whisker, makeup, and wardrobe, they worked wonder on me. That validated what my lover had told me and I'd never believed. You know the story of the ugly ducking ? That 's what I felt like, an ugly duckling, and I had n't noticed that all of a sudden I 'd become a Swan. I never liked dressing sexily in senior high schooling ; I always dressed for practicality.

The porno was also very empowering. I was not a popular little girl in high school ; the butch biddy would pick on me. to the highest degree of it was probably rancour as I'd have a tendency to throw off the leveling curve. ( In other words, my being smart, led to them having lower course, its bad use of statistics on the teacher's part. )

Now, I had production companies wanting to hire me for my looks, and I had buff writing to me, wanting to fuck me. After I spent the summer before college being fucked, all day, unremarkable, I found myself sitting on a spate of money. It made college life much more comfortable. I could open a the right way car, and the good adjustment, and little luxuries.

I carried on working while I was at school, though I separated my liveliness into porn and not porn. In the not smut world, I was much like my old self, but now I had sureness. In the erotica creation, I tried to nominate myself as worthy as possible. I'd do porn on the weekend, I'd fly down to the valley to spud, then fly back for the workweek. My personality sort of schism as well, I felt like two dissimilar people.

I earned enough from the porn, that I thought I could set my own production company and run it in my way. So just before I got the doctorate, I legally changed my name to Kiki Kennedy. Before that, Kennedy was my showtime name, and I made up Kiki for the alliteration when I got that first job. In my husband 's professional band I'm Kennedy International Airport McAuliffe, but legally I'm Kiki Kennedy.

So after I became Dr Kiki Kennedy, I set up the company with Jade, a comrade performer and one of my devotee. I still act in some product, but not so many these twenty-four hour period. I was doing so many production, I was worried about damaging my trade name, so I cut back on the acting.

AVN : That brings up the question of what is your intimate orientation ?

Kiki : I think I'm"lesbian with elision,"but my fans shouldn't panic as I love getting fucked by men, and giving blowjobs. I suppose that makes me bi-sexual really, but I'm not really attracted to men, with a few elision, I just like the sex. That should make me more attractive, I want the sex, but not the commitment. My husband is one of the obvious exceptions.

AVN : You've mentioned your husband a couple of times now, tell us about him ?

Kiki : flatness is my hubby, he's the most intelligent someone I know, and also one of the dumbest. Do n't forget, I 'm comparing him to college staff and doctorial educatee, so that 's saying something. If you want to find the eigen vector of a complex wavefunction, he's your man. He even understands GR and can find interesting solution to the stress-energy tensor, he's a total braniac, and that's so sexy. But, when it comes to citizenry, that's not his secure point.

He has very simplistic macrocosm view when it comes to fair sex,"sex proficient"probably just about kernel it up. It makes him very easy to deal with, you know you're always getting the real Matt, he just doesn't have any guile to hide anything. He's shy, he used to be painfully shy ; it took him about a week before he could actually verbalise to me in a reasonable manner. He's a lot better now, but I do my best to protect him from harsh realities.

He also has no construct of will power or green-eyed monster when it comes to sex, as I said,"Sex good."heart and soul him up. There was one clock time I orgasmed on set, thinking of him, he asked for the outtake and said I was `` cute, '' coming like that on individual else 's dick. When we first worked on the doctorate together, I didn't want a relationship, and then I discovered he was a fan, at to the lowest degree a fan of Kiki's. So I, as Jack Kennedy, showed him I was Kiki as well. I didn't want him getting into something he couldn't handgrip. Most boyfriends outside the industry can't handle you being fucked for a job, so I took him to a shoot to show him what it was about.

He didn't mind me performing on set, he said the shot was somewhat boring really, so that pointed to the correctly stuff and nonsense. Then, I arranged for a few of my supporter in the industriousness to bed him ; he was a Virgo at the metre. It's not unusual to set a beau up with another performing artist, they treat it kind of like a job. I expected them to fuck him and send him back to me, instead he fucked them to a stalemate, and they stayed the night. I was left alone and horny.

That did show he's an out-and-out dynamite lover, the best I, or any of my friends, know. And the just parting is he doesn't even jazz it himself. You'll be flavorless on you back after being knocked out by the sex, and he asks you if that was any ripe. He is catching on a bit now, even he couldn't be that unmindful, but it doesn't affect him. He's still just thinking,"Sex commodity, Thomas More sex better."

That backfired on me somewhat, as I fell in sexual love with him. I never meant to, and I'd made it quite clear to him that I didn't want anything like that. So I never realized he did have feelings for me, he was just hiding them because that's what I'd told him I wanted. That 's about the just time he 's ever been anything less than totally crystalline about his feelings, he thought it was the way to carry on having the sex. Like I said, he thinks, `` Sex good. ``

That 's how he acted when I tried to be more lie with towards him, I set up a wild-eyed weekend away, and he was `` discomfited '' we did n't wreak any of my friends with us for once. He did a good job of acting like he wanted just sex from me, and being used like that does turn me on, doubly so because I loved him. So I gave him what I thought he wanted, just sex.

He also liked there were two of me. Kennedy would be dominant, and I, as Kiki, would be slavish to him and do anything he wanted. God, both of those are such a turn on. I variety of proposed to him as Kennedy, and he said he'd prefer Kiki, but would care Kennedy as his mistress. I'm more integrated with my personalities these days, some of the hard edge of President John F. Kennedy is needed to be successful in this biz, but there is still some of her I only bring out for lusterlessness. I, as Kennedy, am his mistress, both in the cheating sense and the dominant horse sense. I suppose you could call it use gambling, but that 's not how he sees it. Though, I think it 's about time John Fitzgerald Kennedy retired, I as Kiki, should be able-bodied to satisfy all his desires.

He's really sweet, and a slavish really. I'm more naturally a slavish myself, which is probably why I can savor sex with men so very much. I really enjoy it when Matt takes me, I love doing anything he wants. But, I channel my inner bitch as Jack Kennedy for flatness, and he really gets off on that. I don't think he likes it as such, but that's not the period. He really likes me claiming him as my attribute, I have that inscribed on his marriage ceremony ring. He loved it when I said I was marrying him so I could sustain him for myself. I 've occasionally just kept him at home, naked, as my personal sex slave, that 's his favorite.

When I fell in love with him, I tried to pretend myself more myself, and he basically begged me to abuse him. To do things I thought he only agreed to because I, as Kennedy, was taking my thwarting out on him. So I carried on as the rather hardhearted Kennedy Interrnational for his benefit. It's probably very therapeutic to receive person you can abuse like that, and not be arrested. I 'd `` take my work home '' as he calls it. That 's the early meter he 's not limpid, he 'll very clearly communicate why he does n't like something, but send other signaling that he wants you to do it, like buying me a deliver and begging me not to use it on him. Really the more he protests about something, the more he wants it. If he really does n't want something, he 's more muted on that point.

Like most gift in porn, I 'd really wish to sustain loving vanilla extract sex in my time off, but Matt has former interests. Like, the more impersonal I made the sex, the more he seemed to like it, so I 'd set up random encounters between us just for his welfare. I must say, both of us liked the idea of the `` drive by fuck. '' I pop over to his stead on the way to the lab, just to get one, or both of us off and leave without saying anything.

I'm not the jealous type either, which is handy so lusterlessness can delight himself ; I send young woman his way. He's my secret weapon, his reputation as a buff drawing card in performers who want to try him out. He gets plenty of opportunities around here. When we were setting up the company, hussy made a antic that he should be the"fluffer,"at least for the women. So we actually did officially dedicate him that job, at least when he's around the production house. He has a full clip job as a research worker, but does recover time to come down here to work contribution time. I think he'd do it full sentence if I let him, but I couldn't let that gorgeous idea of his go to thriftlessness. His first job as fluffer was my bachelorette party, he was the entertainment, and got raffled off at the end of the night.

AVN : My creative thinker is boggling at what presents he buys you.

Kiki : Just some BDSM gear, like a lash, a shoulder strap on dildo, or a leash with a collar which goes around his balls. He 'll resist that using them is too horrible an idea, and I believe that 's what he believes, but there 's a part of him which wants me to use them. A part that he does n't like admitting to. He certainly gets turned on when I do that sort of thing. He also bought me some thralldom gear, but he 's enthusiastic about me using that on him.

That was when I first realized how transparent he was, we had a conniption and he really played up how much he hated everything I was doing to him. It gave me such a might trip. Then at the end of it I found he was n't playing, and just had n't thought to use his safeword. He just does n't recall like that. spill the beans about a depressant, I had to school him in the use of the safeword so we could do it properly.

AVN : And you have a baby by him as well. How does that knead ?

Pretty much the like way it's worked for million of years, but I 'm not a biologist, so I wo n't explain the details. [ Kiki bursts out laughing at this stage. ] Sorry, a trivial nerd temper. We left it to fortune, on our honeymoon. We had a month of honeymoon when we were exclusive, and we agreed if we got pregnant, then so be it, if not then back to normal. I 'm not certain I 'm sire material, but he liked the estimation. I did get pregnant, so we had soft touch as the termination. That gave me the probability to do gestation and lactation porn output, a rather recess market.

Once the baby was born, I realized it was the best thing that ever happened to me ; I would n't be the same person without being a mother. Now I 'm the milfiest MILF there is. We have a full time nanny to help, but I 'm always there to get him up in the cockcrow, and put him to sleep in the evening. I 'm the hirer, so I can make my own rules and hours.

AVN : You said you had a split personality, what do you mean ?

Kiki : When I was in college, getting my arcdegree, and then my doctorate, I was working as a smut performer, that was paying my way. The two worlds I inhabited were so unlike, academe and porn, I had to keep them class. I did n't think that being a college bookman, and then a doctoral student, was sexy for my buff. I may have been wrong about that, there are a lot of my fans find it sexy, who knew ? On the other hand, in academia, being in porn would have ruined my credibility, or at least made it very difficult to function with men.

The field I was in, molecule physic, is very male dominated, so I was enough of an anomaly just being female. Being female and seen as useable ( as a smut actress ) would have made it unmanageable for a lot of men to connect to me seriously. So I disguised myself in both places, as the air headed nymphette in porn, and as the serious academician dweeb in academia. In reality, I 'm both intelligent and horny at the same time. I may do it fucking slightly more than using my learning ability, but I would n't want my brainpower to atrophy from lack of use.

The amaze thing is it worked. I did the Kennedy as Clark Kent procedure and took of my glasses, and suddenly I was super porno actress Kiki. No one realized I was the Lapplander person, until I told them. None of my friends in the job suspected I was a adept, and I used that word technically, a genius is classified as person with 140 or greater IQ. The last time my IQ was measured it was 147. ( And Matt 's 165 by the way. ) I play an airhead really well it seems. In this stage business you 're going to get screwed one way or the early, so why invest any learning ability in it.

In academia, no one suspected either. I did my best to be frumpy and unappealing, so no one guessed I was a sex goddess. I did n't bear much of a social animation at college, I was working too voiceless, both academically and on my back. That made it leisurely to keep back the secret. I worked with matte, as Kennedy, for several month before I found out he was a fan of Kiki 's, I had to do the trick with the glasses to depict him I was Kiki as well. He was really surprise to get hold that out.

He was even more surprised, but really pleased when I suggested that we would n't just be friends, but friends with welfare. But, no one else in the department guessed, or at least everyone expressed surprise, in the last few calendar week when I became Kiki. I started dressing more like a typical student, less frumpily, in the section, not like a porn star, but I was now much more attractive, both physically and emotionally to a lot of the men. I got a lot of tending those cobbler's last few weeks, not all of it welcome.

AVN : You mentioned running a company your way ?

Kiki : Yes, I got really frustrated as a performer, no one ever listened to the girls or valued their opinion. I wanted to produce an atmosphere where everyone 's judgment are heard and respected. Of course, now I 'm running a company, I appreciate that you ca n't always act on everyone 's opinions, but I wanted them at to the lowest degree considered.

I also have special programs for college students, they have to keep up a B average to get on the broadcast. The `` College dweeb '' series is so democratic now, I can be really selective about the endowment I use, they 'd take to be a very special individual to get on with only a B median these days. We also have the `` au naturel Federal Reserve note '' series, we make serious instructional television, except that we use the College Nerd talent, and they try to be as distracting as possible. They 're some of our most democratic lines. I 'm not sure enough if anyone ever learns anything from them.

AVN : Why did you start your ship's company, rather than continuing your donnish life history ?

It pays better. Seriously, the probability of even getting a post doc position are slim down, less than 10 % of new Doctor of the Church are in all probability to get a postdoc. Less than 1 % will become tenured. I could have gone into industriousness, but if I 'm going to prostitute myself, I might as well do it my way. [ Kiki grins saying this. ] Porn is one of the few businesses where female are paid more than men, maybe ten times as much as the men. Men are actually lucky to get paid in porn.

In my lifetime, I 've had a incessant Greek chorus of `` girls do n't do STEM discipline. '' [ STEM means : `` skill technology engineering science mathematics. '' ] All the way from high school on, I was basically told that fille do n't do the things I wanted to do, and after fifteen yr, I just got sick of it, particularly when the choice was so easy, that is porn. My parents had been null but supportive of me in physics, and matte may be my prominent cheerleader, but he is a bit biased. Everyone else did n't reckon I belonged, my department had three fair sex in it ; I was the only American woman.

If I 'd known then what I know now, I 'd deliver come out as a geek earlier, the fans they 're so supportive. They might have given me the need to carry on, but blending a vocation in porn and academia would be difficult. I also wanted to be myself. To get ahead in academe, I had to be hard headed and strong-growing ; I had to be John Fitzgerald Kennedy. I wanted to be Kiki ; I wanted to be feminine. In the US, that 's just the kiss of death. If you go to conferences, you 'll see cleaning lady scientists from say, Italia or France dressing sexily, it 's accepted there. But, the American charwoman all apparel dowdily.

AVN : You mentioned your fan site a few times.

Kiki : Yes, I set that up myself, I did a lot of software development during my research, setting up a website was gentle. Again, there 's a certain set of sports fan who find that very hot. I have scoop capacity there, and it's a way to hold back in contact with my lover. There 's a full of life discussion assembly there and I 'll join in some give-and-take, particularly in the `` physics grind '' incision I mentioned earlier. If they can impress me with their thinker, they might find themselves being invited down here to observe a production. Who know 's what else might happen, obviously I find a full nous very sexy .