My First making love


Part 1


I was starting my first semester of college in 1985 and was frightened and lonely. All my friends had gone to former schools or started working and they all were chasing girls like crazy. I was n't. I had tried desperately to have a girlfriend in highschool but I knew I was living a lie. I just was n't attracted to young lady they way my friend were. I thought some daughter were pretty, but once I look beyond the aspect I just was n't interested. I was too affright to draw close any guy wire and went to a very small rural district. I did not think any other guys were like me.


I knew I was gay when my Friend and I decided to tent one weekend. I was changing into a washup cause and my champion entered the collapsible shelter and started to change also. He was my most attractive friend and I tried desperately not to take care but being in that tent naked with him for a few second base drive me weirdo. I did n't do or say anything. But I thought about that mo a lot.


Spanish was my number one course and I sat in the back row. I petite Whitney Moore Young Jr. man sat beside me and I glance over. He had dark black fuzz and slightly wan tegument. He still wore dyad on his teeth and when he caught my eye he smiled and said `` hi. ``


I said how-do-you-do and instructor started attendance. He answered to Sage Conner. I had never met a boy named Sage before. His voice was higher pitched than mine and it sounded lovely. The class went well and when I was walking out I heard a vox behind me.


'' What did you think ? '' It was Sage and he moved up beside me and we walked together. I told him my name was jimmy and this was my outset class.


'' Do you populate on campus ? '' He asked and kept grinning at me. I was starting to recall he was flirting with me but that could not be true. I lived at abode and commuted to schooling. I got to the end of the paseo and was hoping he would bide with me, but he had a class and turn the early way. The next category was in two days and I counted down the fourth dimension to see him again. We chatted a fiddling before class and when the professor told us to carve up in partners we joined up. He sat across from me and we practice pronunciation. I stared into his center and was getting a big crush on him. He was so cunning. He had died a very small plot of ground of his hair a very darkness purpleness so it was barely detectable. I notice it. I notice everything about him. How he rolled he eyes after making a mistake and how he held his hand in front of his mouth like he was embarrassed of his braces.


when class was over he asked for a drive to his dorm room. I could n't consider my hazard. He climbed into my car and i drove him the few blocking to the campus houses.


'' Thanks, Jimbo '' he said and tapped my knee with my deal, then got out of the car. It was the weekend and the thought of not seeing him for three days made me sick. He stopped, came back to the car and leaned in


'' Hey you want to hangout this Saturday night ? ``


I could n't believe it. `` for sure that 'd be cool off '' I said not trying to sound overly nervous.


'' Pick me up at 7:00 sharp '' he said and winked at me.


'' okey I 'll be here. '' He walked up the sidewalk and then turn to depend at me. We waved and smile and I think he winked again. I was I love.


When I drove up to the student residence he was waiting exterior for me. He had a total darkness jacket on and black blue jean. He got into the car and I felt underdressed. I could smell his cologne and he had styled his haircloth with some moose. He looked a bit emasculate but that turned me on. It made me believe we were thinking the same thing. We first went to a movie and I felt proud having this beautiful boy by my side. We set in the dark and our arms touched a few times. God I wish he exact my hand. When the movie was over we are at a nutrient court of law in theater. We talked a little about the movie and out Spanish class. His groundwork suddenly tapped mine under the table and I blushed.


'' Let 's get out of here. ``


We got to the car and sat in the dark. I did n't fuck what to say.


'' You okay ? '' He asked and looked at me.


'' Yea I 'm fine. I. ``. I stopped and salvia moved a little closer. `` I not sure what this is ? ``


sage knew what I was talking about. He looked at me and told me it was whatever I wanted it to be.


'' I 've never done, ''. He stopped me with a kiss. It happened so fast I was in impact. He backed away and my nerve raced. He look gorgeous sitting there and I still tasted him on my sass. I think we wore a lilliputian lip semblance.


'' Was that okay ? '' He asked.


I nodded. So that what this was. I drove back to the dorm and we car a second.


'' I want to buss you again, but person might see. '' I understood and nodded. He placed his handwriting on my leg and itch me a lilliputian. I grew excited.


'' I 'll see you Monday ``. I smiled and said goodbye.


I hated Lord's Day. I was so scummy I could n't brook it. I had to see sage. I drove to the residence hall and asked the dorm attendant for his way number. Sage answered the room access and smiled. He was all. alone. His residence hall roommate had a girlfriend and was n't around a good deal. I sat on the bed beside him and he locked the threshold. I reached out to hold his hand but he kissed me first. This time I kissed back. I could n't believe how much I liked it. We kept kissing with short soft contact and then he finally kept his oral fissure against mine and opened his lips. His tongue touched mine and I push it back a lilliputian. French fondling was new to me so I was doing my best. I opened my mouth further and let his unanimous spit in my mouth. I could feet his couple on my tongue and that made me giggle. He then grabbed my principal and he started to shit out like teenagers after the prom. Our heads moved, our mouth touched and our tongues wrestled. I could n't consider the Passion of Christ. My erection embarrassed me but salvia look at my swell up pants and grinning. He rubbed my leg then our lips parted.


'' Let 's get out of here ''. We left the dorm and went to my car. I asked him where he wanted to go and he said someplace private.


'' arrest by a convenience memory first so I can get something. '' I obeyed and he ran into the store quickly and came out with a ring of gum. He then asked me to go to hamburger private road through so we could get something to eat. We got cheeseburgers and cokes and ate while I drove. I headed out of town toward the state park close to the lake I lived by. salvia finished his burger and actually rested his nous in my lap. I could believe it. I looked down and his beautiful brass stared up at me.


When we got to the ballpark I parked on the most secluded area and pushed the sit back a bit. He continued to lay there then finally spoke.


'' Let 's get in the back buns ''


We did and sat close to each early. The aroma of greasy intellectual nourishment was solid and it coalesce with Sages cologne. He looked at me and snog me softly. We were parked under some large white basswood trees and it felt very private.


He kissed me again, this time on the cervix. I ran my fingers through his coarse melanize hair as he continued to kiss my cervix My erection was unbearable. He stopped and looked at me.


'' Do you want to go further, or wait till another day ? '' I did n't respond but reached out and unbuttoned his shirt. He did the Lapplander with me. I could n't consider we were undressing each other. We placed our shirts on the forepart seat and continued to kiss. Out bare chests touching each early motor me gaga. Sage scooted down and lay down on his back. I was on top of him and continued to kiss him. He reached down and unbuttoned his trouser. I looked into his eyes with passion. I pulled on his pants and stared at his blue legal brief. I could n't breath. He reached down and pushed his briefs down. His penis was erect and i could n't take my optic off of it. I did n't know if he was big or average, I had n't seen any former beside my own. I lowered my fountainhead and put it in my sass. It was salty and exciting. sage moaned as I started to give suck and blow it. He place his hand on my head and I continued. It was amazing. He pushed my mind up and told me to take my pant down. I sat up and fight my pants down. sage lowered his head and took me in his mouth. I could n't believe. This was what life was about. Sharing pleasure with someone you loved. He continued for a few minutes then stopped. He sat up and took my Kuki in my hired hand. Neither one of us had ejaculated so I did n't eff why he stopped. He pushed his jeans all the way off and sat there completely au naturel. He put his hired man on my cheek and voicelessness.


'' Do you desire to go all the way ? '' I kissed his cheek and answered. I want to do everything you want. I pushed my knickers off and sage lay on his back. He reached down into his pants sac and produced the second thing he had purchased. A belittled bottle of lubricating substance. He unscrewed the top and tuned the Lube on my erection. Then he rubbed his backside.


'' Do we take rubber ? '' I asked. He looked at me with a good limelight. He asked if I had ever been with anyone else. Of course I had not.


'' jimmy we have to be totally reliable about this. '' I told him about the two girls I had kissed in senior high schooling but that was all. He had only been with a girl but had never had sex with her. He lay there raw and his hard-on had softened. I stared at his nude physical structure and delicate phallus surrounded by a hummock of hair. It was so incredible, but I really did n't know what to do. Jimmy grabbed his apparel and pushed them under his bottom. He spread his legs and raised them. I got on top of him and tried to guide my erecting into him. He rolled back far but we could connect.


'' Hold on '' he said and kissed me again. He tossed the clothes down and rolled over. His bottomland was inviting me. I got on top and push. Sage moaned a small but slowly accepted it. My tip penetrated the seal then I felt fully connected. I could n't conceive I was one with Sage. I started to prompt slowly and he moaned a little more. I knew it would n't adopt longsighted and i was in good order. I ejaculated fully inside him. I felt like my insides had left my body and entered his. We breathed deeply together and I lay on top of him. I kissed his ear and he turned and kissed me. I whispered in his ear that I loved him and and he replied the same. I sucked on his ear and could n't believe the pleasure we had together. We sat up bare beside each former and kissed. Our penises were both limp and our soundbox moist but I could n't fill my eye off him. We got dressed but exchange underwear. He wanted to save mine for good hazard. We kissed some more than decided it was time to get back. He laid his head on my lap again and actually palpate deceased. I woke him two pulley block from the dormitory and gave him a buss. I flicked my knife on his and told him I loved him again. I was in love for the offset clock time.


The next day after class we drove to the closest Warren E. Burger Joint and ate a lunch. sage told me he had to get out of the residence hall because other we 're starting to rally him for being queer. He wanted us to move into an apartment together but we could n't open that. Sage lived too far away to commute but I told him I had a estimation. Maybe he could live on at my house and pay a humble rent defrayment. I spoke with my mom that evening.


'' Why is he leaving the student residence ? '' He asked.


'' He does n't wish it there. He 's kind of shy and he does n't fit in. He 's my champion, I want to facilitate him for awhile. '' Mom was reluctant at first but I told her he would leave if it did n't process out. We moved salvia the future day and I told sage to act as straight as potential. I was a long way from telling mom the truth.


He wore a t shirt and jean and was cultivated and kind to my parents and immature Sister Sarah who was 12. My dad did n't say much to Sage and I was worried he may have suspected something, but I may deliver been paranoid. We were tired from moving but played cavalry with my Sister before dinner. We lived in a cattle farm country rest home on the border of a small lake. We were only min from where salvia and I fell in love. Sarah kept looking at sage when we played and he teased her when she missed a shot. I was almost fully message. My new boyfriend was befriending my sister. I only wish we could be true about everything. We we finished Sage grabbed Sarah 's shoulder joint as we went inside and she giggled. During dinner my parents were quiet down but Sarah did all the talking. She asked him about his life and girlfriends. Sage was truthful as possible without giving away the obvious. She kept looking at Sage and I realized my sister Sarah had the Same gustatory sensation in male child and that made me laugh.


sage took a shower after dinner and was standing in his room In a towel. Iwalked in and exclude the door behind me. I could take my centre off his wet body. His hair was wet also and looked perplex. I was worried that having him around might be tougher than I imagined. sage removed the towel and started to dry his hair. I was watching his bottom and he turned and he was slightly gruelling. The door opened and Sarah entered abruptly. Her optic widened as she stared at Sage 's member.


'' Sarah ! '' I yelled and she screamed"I 'm blue"three times as she ran out.


'' I 'll go public lecture to her ''. I told salvia and I followed Sarah down the hall


She was standing alone and started crying. She was so embarrassed. `` Sarah stop crying you did n't do anything wrong. ''


I told her to always knock before entering my room or Sages because she needed to honor our privacy.


Sage had the way two door down from mine and it locked from the exterior. That would be handy. He could leave the room, curl it and steal into my room and no one could check. That world-class dark that 's exactly what he did. Thirty minutes after every went to bed I heard Sage shut his door and lock it. My door then opened slowly and he walked into the darkness. He was wearing only a t shirt and legal brief. He carefully shut the door and locked it. He put his way key in my dressing table. I was lying in bed defenseless. I pulled off the shroud but he motioned for me to get out of the bed. I did so and he took off his shirt and briefs. We both sat naked on the carpet in my room in the darkness. I could believe how sexy it was. We did n't speak. I had my back to the bed and he had his back resting against my desk. We were both hard and just stared at each other. His foot was resting on top of mine. That 's the solitary thing that signature. He reach up and started to stroke his erection. I did what he did. He then licked his hand and strtoked it more. I imitated his every movement. We sat there in the dark masturbating in sync. The moonshine shone in and created titillating apparition of our pleasures. I was about to amount and back up off just in clock time. sage then laid down on the storey on his side. I Maneuvered myself over to him so we could take each former in our lip. We sucked gently as lull trivial sounds of joy emanated from our mouths.
sage then moved onto his back and I got on my implements of war and legs and we continues you suck each other. Then sage surprised me. His let go of my penis and moved up past my testicles. He licked them on the way to his target and started licking my anus. I could n't conceive it. I had never heard of doing that. I moaned loudly and Sage paused. He waited while me then started again. I was trying to work up the nerve to render the favor. I did start to lick his ball and he seemed to like that. I just could n't get past the taboo of going promote. He stopped and stood up. We still did n't talk. He gripped my pillows and tossed them on the floor. He layed down and placed his arse on the pillows. This helped arch his ass up. I reached under the bed and pulled out a bottle of lubricator. I rubbed some in my hand then on on member. Sage arched further up and I rubbed some on his rump. The intimacy was unbelievable. I got between his legs and put my hands under both legs. I pushed the tip of my erecting into him. He moaned and my tip moved past the rim. We were engaged. I started to move carefully and he moaned. I developed a rhythm method and we seemed synced. It lasted a little while then I ejaculated inside him. I lowered myself and Sage put the pillows under our heads. We feel asleep on the floor without faces looking at each former.


When I awoke it was already light out and Sage was still beside me. I pushed him waken and we both stood up defenseless. We dressed quickly and I cracked the doorway. No one was awake and sage slipped back into his room. I went into the bathroom and cleaned up. When I came out Sarah was standing outdoors looking at me in my underwear. They were sage legal brief. Fancier than mine. She laughed and I went back to bed.


This became our normal routine. He would enter my room and we would engage in erotic sex. I could not believe my fortune. The tierce Night Sage got on his mitt and knee joint and I took him behind. I liked that. It was more comfortable for me. Sometimes we came more than once, but I never pulled out.


The fourth night I finally got the nerve to drub his anus. He whispered to me that he was clean and I gently touched his rim with my glossa. I enjoyed the intimacy of the act and Sage moaned.


The next break of the day my mother cornered me when we were alone.


'' jimmy. I know what 's going on. ``


'' What do you signify. ``


'' Mothers sleep Light Within, honey. It 's in our DNA. I hear the lull doors closing. The flabby noises, the whispers. '' She had a teardrop in her eye. `` I always suspected it. But I should have known better than to let him in the family. I do n't desire you to get queasy. I do your laundry. Do n't you recollect I do n't see and smell it ''


I was so embarrassed. I did n't know what to say. `` It 's only the two of us mom. We wo n't get sick. ''


'' Do you want us to leave. '' I made sure I said us.


She shook her foreland. `` Do n't let your father witness out."


That night Sage entered my room and I wanted to try something dissimilar. We kissed each other with our sass wide open and tongues dancing on other. I lowered myself to his lap and suck him until he came. I swallow well-nigh of the semen but still had the taste of him in my lip. I raised up to kiss him, but he resisted. I stared at him in the moonlight and leaned in a again and whispered
'' Just a taste honey '' and he let me buss him gently at first, then deeper.


I probed his mouth with his feel in my glossa and he seemed to enjoy it. He laid down and started to raise his ass but I pushed him aside. I laid down in his formula post and I offered my ass to him. He reached down and gently spread the warm tingly lube on me and I realized i was in for something special. He brought his member to my ass I moaned much too loudly. He crossed the sphincter and I knew we were engaged tightly. and he made love to me gently. I was surprised how much I liked it. When he ejacualted I could sense the ardent semen leak from my anus as salvia held me from behind. I did n't desire to pull up stakes my room so we slept together in my bed. I woke him up with a kiss and we started to kiss deeply again. We moved to the floor and he got on his work force and ramification and I took him behind. He moaned deeply and I filled him with my juices. We opened the threshold and Sarah stood there and giggled at us. I could still smell the semen and wonder what she thought. I reached out and tousled her hair and sage leaned down and kissed her face.


'' It 's a mysterious honey ''. And Sarah blushed. I trusted my baby. We had a deep bond paper and she would never rat me.


The adjacent morning before leaving for schooltime Sarah sat on the sofa and Sage and I sat close because my parents had left. She watched us in fascination.


She blushed then asked"What 's it like ? ``


'' What do you imply,"salvia asked


'' To be in lovemaking, what 's it kind. I bet it 's tremendous ''. We smiled and I grabbed Sages hand.


'' It is honey and thanks for not telling ``


"I want to fall in love some day. '' she said.


"You will honey."I replied and touch her cheek.


Sage leaned over and osculate me and she blushed again. I was totally happy and also worried. How long can this type of felicity last ?