My First love


Part 1


I was starting my showtime semester of college in 1985 and was frightened and lonely. All my champion had gone to early schoolhouse or started working and they all were chasing girls like loony. I was n't. I had tried desperately to have a lady friend in highschool but I knew I was living a lie. I just was n't attracted to girlfriend they way my friends were. I thought some miss were pretty, but once I look beyond the face I just was n't matter to. I was too scar to draw close any guys and went to a very lowly rural territorial dominion. I did not mean any other guys were like me.


I knew I was gay when my friends and I decided to camp one weekend. I was changing into a bathing case and my friend entered the collapsible shelter and started to change also. He was my most attractive friend and I tried desperately not to bet but being in that collapsible shelter naked with him for a few indorsement drive me unhinged. I did n't do or say anything. But I thought about that moment a lot.


Spanish was my starting time family and I sat in the back row. I petite Brigham Young man sat beside me and I glance over. He had saturnine blackamoor whisker and slightly wan skin. He still wore dyad on his teeth and when he caught my eye he smiled and said `` hi. ``


I said hi and teacher started attendance. He answered to Sage Conner. I had never met a boy named Sage before. His voice was higher pitched than mine and it sounded lovely. The class went well and when I was walking out I heard a spokesperson behind me.


'' What did you suppose ? '' It was sage and he moved up beside me and we walked together. I told him my name was Jimmy and this was my low gear class.


'' Do you survive on campus ? '' He asked and kept grinning at me. I was starting to think he was flirting with me but that could not be confessedly. I lived at place and commuted to schooltime. I got to the end of the walk and was hoping he would stay with me, but he had a class and turn the other way. The next social class was in two days and I counted down the fourth dimension to see him again. We chatted a petty before family and when the professor told us to break open in partners we joined up. He sat across from me and we drill pronunciation. I stared into his eyes and was getting a big infatuation on him. He was so cunning. He had died a very little mend of his hair a very sorry purple so it was barely noticeable. I notice it. I notice everything about him. How he rolled he eyes after making a mistake and how he held his hand in front of his mouth like he was embarrassed of his braces.


when class was over he asked for a ride to his dorm room. I could n't think my destiny. He climbed into my car and i drove him the few blocks to the campus houses.


'' Thanks, Jimbo '' he said and tapped my knee with my hand, then got out of the car. It was the weekend and the thought process of not seeing him for three days made me sick. He stopped, came back to the car and leaned in


'' Hey you want to hangout this Saturday night ? ``


I could n't think it. `` for certain that 'd be cool '' I said not trying to fathom overly anxious.


'' choice me up at 7:00 tart '' he said and winked at me.


'' okay I 'll be here. '' He walked up the pavement and then plough to expect at me. We waved and grin and I think he winked again. I was I love.


When I drove up to the dorm he was waiting outside for me. He had a Joseph Black crown on and black jeans. He got into the car and I felt underdressed. I could smell his cologne and he had styled his haircloth with some elk. He looked a bit epicene but that turned me on. It made me think we were thinking the Saame affair. We first went to a movie and I felt majestic having this beautiful boy by my position. We set in the nighttime and our arms touched a few times. God I wish he take my helping hand. When the motion picture was over we are at a food motor hotel in field. We talked a footling about the movie and out Spanish people course of instruction. His foot suddenly tapped mine under the board and I blushed.


'' Let 's get out of here. ``


We got to the car and sat in the dark. I did n't get laid what to say.


'' You okay ? '' He asked and looked at me.


'' Yea I 'm hunky-dory. I. ``. I stopped and Sage moved a little closer. `` I not sure what this is ? ``


Sage knew what I was talking about. He looked at me and told me it was whatever I wanted it to be.


'' I 've never done, ''. He stopped me with a kiss. It happened so fast I was in shock absorber. He backed away and my warmheartedness raced. He look gorgeous sitting there and I still tasted him on my lip. I think we wore a little lip gloss.


'' Was that okay ? '' He asked.


I nodded. So that what this was. I drove back to the dorm and we car a second.


'' I want to snog you again, but individual might see. '' I understood and nodded. He placed his manus on my leg and rubbed me a piffling. I grew excited.


'' I 'll see you Monday ``. I smiled and said adios.


I hated Dominicus. I was so misfortunate I could n't suffer it. I had to see Sage. I drove to the student residence and asked the dorm attender for his room turn. sage answered the door and smiled. He was all. alone. His dorm roommate had a girlfriend and was n't around much. I sat on the bed beside him and he locked the door. I reached out to nurse his hand but he kissed me first. This time I kissed back. I could n't conceive how much I liked it. We kept kissing with brusk diffuse touches and then he finally kept his mouth against mine and opened his mouth. His knife touched mine and I push it back a footling. French people kissing was new to me so I was doing my best. I opened my oral cavity further and let his whole clapper in my rima oris. I could base his duet on my knife and that made me giggle. He then grabbed my head and he started to make out like teenagers after the prom. Our principal moved, our mouth touched and our tongues wrestled. I could n't consider the love. My erection embarrassed me but sage look at my conceited pants and smiling. He rubbed my leg then our back talk parted.


'' Let 's get out of here ''. We left the residence hall and went to my car. I asked him where he wanted to go and he said someplace private.


'' arrest by a convenience computer storage first so I can get something. '' I obeyed and he ran into the storage quickly and came out with a clique of gum. He then asked me to go to hamburger drive through so we could get something to eat. We got cheeseburgers and cokes and ate while I drove. I headed out of town toward the State park close to the lake I lived by. Sage finished his burger and actually rested his head in my lap. I could believe it. I looked down and his beautiful face stared up at me.


When we got to the car park I parked on the most reclusive expanse and pushed the sit back a bit. He continued to lay there then finally spoke.


'' Let 's get in the back rear ''


We did and sat close to each early. The smell of greasy food was stiff and it interracial with sage cologne. He looked at me and snog me softly. We were parked under some turgid cottonwood Tree and it felt very private.


He kissed me again, this fourth dimension on the neck opening. I ran my fingers through his coarse sinister hair as he continued to buss my cervix My erection was intolerable. He stopped and looked at me.


'' Do you desire to go further, or wait money box another day ? '' I did n't serve but reached out and unbuttoned his shirt. He did the Same with me. I could n't believe we were undressing each other. We placed our shirts on the front seat and continued to osculate. Out bare chests touching each early drove me mad. sage scooted down and lay down on his backbone. I was on top of him and continued to osculate him. He reached down and unbuttoned his pant. I looked into his eyes with cacoethes. I pulled on his pant and stared at his blue briefs. I could n't breath. He reached down and pushed his briefs down. His penis was erect and i could n't take my eyes off of it. I did n't know if he was big or average, I had n't seen any early beside my own. I lowered my head and put it in my lip. It was salty and exciting. salvia moaned as I started to suck and fellate it. He place his helping hand on my head and I continued. It was amazing. He pushed my mind up and told me to take away my pants down. I sat up and agitate my pants down. salvia lowered his head and took me in his mouth. I could n't believe. This was what living was about. Sharing pleasure with someone you loved. He continued for a few minutes then stopped. He sat up and took my chin in my mitt. Neither one of us had ejaculated so I did n't cognise why he stopped. He pushed his denim all the way off and sat there completely defenseless. He put his hired hand on my cheek and rustle.


'' Do you want to go all the way ? '' I kissed his nerve and answered. I want to do everything you want. I pushed my pants off and Sage lay on his spine. He reached down into his gasp air hole and produced the arcsecond thing he had purchased. A belittled bottleful of lube. He unscrewed the top and tuned the Lube on my erecting. Then he rubbed his bottom.


'' Do we involve condoms ? '' I asked. He looked at me with a serious limelight. He asked if I had ever been with anyone else. Of line I had not.


'' jemmy we have to be totally honest about this. '' I told him about the two girls I had kissed in high school day but that was all. He had only been with a girl but had never had sex with her. He lay there raw and his erecting had softened. I stared at his naked dead body and voiced phallus surrounded by a mound of haircloth. It was so incredible, but I really did n't know what to do. Jimmy grabbed his wearing apparel and pushed them under his bottom. He spread his wooden leg and raised them. I got on top of him and tried to guide my hard-on into him. He rolled back further but we could relate.


'' Hold on '' he said and kissed me again. He tossed the clothes down and rolled over. His bottom was inviting me. I got on top and thrust. salvia moaned a little but slowly accepted it. My tip penetrated the cachet then I felt fully connected. I could n't believe I was one with Sage. I started to act slowly and he moaned a little more. I knew it would n't take long and i was right on. I ejaculated fully inside him. I felt like my interior had left my consistency and entered his. We breathed deeply together and I lay on top of him. I kissed his ear and he turned and kissed me. I whispered in his ear that I loved him and and he replied the same. I sucked on his ear and could n't believe the pleasance we had together. We sat up nude beside each former and kissed. Our penises were both limp and our physical structure moist but I could n't exact my center off him. We got dressed but exchange underwear. He wanted to maintain mine for good luck. We kissed some more than decided it was time to get back. He laid his head on my lap again and actually feel at peace. I woke him two blocks from the student residence and gave him a kiss. I flicked my tongue on his and told him I loved him again. I was in love life for the initiative clock time.


The next day after division we drove to the nighest burger Joint and ate a lunch. sage told me he had to get out of the hall because former we 're starting to tease him for being queer. He wanted us to move into an apartment together but we could n't open that. Sage lived too far away to commute but I told him I had a idea. Maybe he could live at my sign of the zodiac and pay a small rip requital. I spoke with my mom that evening.


'' Why is he leaving the dorm ? '' He asked.


'' He does n't like it there. He 's variety of shy and he does n't fit in. He 's my ally, I want to help him for awhile. '' Mom was loth at first but I told her he would leave if it did n't work out out. We moved sage the next day and I told Sage to act as straight as possible. I was a longsighted way from telling mom the truth.


He wore a t shirt and jean and was polite and kind to my parents and young sis Sarah who was 12. My dad did n't say much to Sage and I was worried he may have suspected something, but I may cause been paranoid. We were tired from moving but played gymnastic horse with my Sister before dinner. We lived in a ranch country nursing home on the edge of a belittled lake. We were only minutes from where salvia and I fell in sexual love. Sarah kept looking at salvia when we played and he teased her when she missed a shot. I was almost fully subject matter. My new fellow was befriending my sis. I only wish we could be true about everything. We we finished Sage grabbed Sarah 's articulatio humeri as we went inside and she giggled. During dinner party my parents were quiet but Sarah did all the talking. She asked him about his life sentence and girlfriends. sage was truthful as possible without giving away the obvious. She kept looking at salvia and I realized my sister Sarah had the Lapplander taste in male child and that made me laugh.


sage took a shower after dinner and was standing in his way In a towel. Iwalked in and shut the door behind me. I could assume my eyes off his wet trunk. His hair was wet also and looked amazing. I was worried that having him around might be tougher than I imagined. sage removed the towel and started to dry his hair. I was watching his bottom and he turned and he was slightly hard. The door opened and Sarah entered abruptly. Her eyes widened as she stared at salvia 's penis.


'' Sarah ! '' I yelled and she screamed"I 'm sorry"three multiplication as she ran out.


'' I 'll go lecture to her ''. I told sage and I followed Sarah down the hall


She was standing alone and started crying. She was so embarrass. `` Sarah stop crying you did n't do anything unseasonable. ''


I told her to always pick apart before entering my way or Sages because she needed to respect our privacy.


Sage had the room two doorway down from mine and it locked from the exterior. That would be handy. He could allow for the room, curl it and err into my room and no one could learn. That 1st night that 's exactly what he did. Thirty minutes after every went to bed I heard salvia shut his door and ringlet it. My doorway then opened slowly and he walked into the shadow. He was wearing only a t shirt and Jockey shorts. He carefully shut the room access and locked it. He put his way key in my dresser. I was lying in bed nude. I pulled off the sheet but he motioned for me to get out of the bed. I did so and he took off his shirt and briefs. We both sat naked on the carpet in my room in the darkness. I could believe how sexy it was. We did n't verbalize. I had my back to the bed and he had his back resting against my desk. We were both arduous and just stared at each other. His foot was resting on top of mine. That 's the only thing that ghost. He reach up and started to stroke his erection. I did what he did. He then licked his hand and strtoked it more. I imitated his every move. We sat there in the nighttime masturbating in sync. The Moon shone in and created erotic shadows of our pleasance. I was about to come and bet on off just in time. Sage then laid down on the base on his side of meat. I Maneuvered myself over to him so we could take each other in our mouthpiece. We sucked gently as quiet little audio of pleasance emanated from our back talk.
Sage then moved onto his back and I got on my branch and legs and we continues you suck each former. Then sage surprised me. His let go of my penis and moved up by my testis. He licked them on the way to his target and started licking my anus. I could n't conceive it. I had never heard of doing that. I moaned loudly and salvia paused. He waited while me then started again. I was trying to sour up the nerve to return the favor. I did start to lick his orchis and he seemed to like that. I just could n't get past the taboo of going advance. He stopped and stood up. We still did n't talk. He gripped my pillows and tossed them on the story. He layed down and placed his tooshie on the pillows. This helped arch his ass up. I reached under the bed and pulled out a bottle of Lube. I rubbed some in my hand then on on member. Sage arched further up and I rubbed some on his bottom. The involvement was unbelievable. I got between his legs and put my hands under both legs. I pushed the tip of my erection into him. He moaned and my tip moved past the rim. We were engaged. I started to move carefully and he moaned. I developed a rhythm and we seemed synced. It lasted a minuscule while then I ejaculated inside him. I lowered myself and Sage put the pillows under our nous. We feel asleep on the floor without faces looking at each other.


When I awoke it was already light out and Sage was still beside me. I pushed him waken and we both stood up raw. We dressed quickly and I cracked the door. No one was awake and salvia slipped back into his room. I went into the lavatory and cleaned up. When I came out Sarah was standing outside looking at me in my underwear. They were salvia brief. Fancier than mine. She laughed and I went back to bed.


This became our normal routine. He would put down my room and we would lease in titillating sex. I could not believe my fortune. The third base Night Sage got on his hand and knees and I took him behind. I liked that. It was more well-situated for me. Sometimes we came more than once, but I never pulled out.


The fourth night I finally got the nervus to lick his anus. He whispered to me that he was clean and I gently touched his rim with my glossa. I enjoyed the intimacy of the act and Sage moaned.


The succeeding forenoon my mother cornered me when we were alone.


'' jemmy. I know what 's going on. ``


'' What do you mean. ``


'' mother sleep light, honey. It 's in our DNA. I hear the still doors closing. The soft interference, the rustle. '' She had a tear in her eye. `` I always suspected it. But I should hold known sound than to let him in the star sign. I do n't want you to get sickish. I do your washing. Do n't you think I do n't see and smell out it ''


I was so embarrass. I did n't sleep with what to say. `` It 's only the two of us mom. We wo n't get sick. ''


'' Do you want us to lead. '' I made surely I said us.


She shook her top dog. `` Do n't let your father find out."


That night sage entered my room and I wanted to try something different. We kissed each other with our rima oris wide spread out and tongues dancing on other. I lowered myself to his lap and suck him until he came. I swallow nearly of the semen but still had the tasting of him in my mouth. I raised up to kiss him, but he resisted. I stared at him in the moonshine and leaned in a again and whispered
'' Just a gustatory modality honey '' and he let me snog him gently at first, then deeper.


I probed his mouth with his flavor in my tongue and he seemed to enjoy it. He laid down and started to raise his ass but I pushed him aside. I laid down in his normal post and I offered my ass to him. He reached down and gently spread the warm tingly lube on me and I realized i was in for something special. He brought his phallus to my ass I moaned much too loudly. He crossed the anatomical sphincter and I knew we were engaged tightly. and he made sexual love to me gently. I was storm how often I liked it. When he ejacualted I could feel the warm seed leak from my anus as salvia held me from behind. I did n't desire to give my room so we slept together in my bed. I woke him up with a osculate and we started to kiss deeply again. We moved to the base and he got on his hands and legs and I took him behind. He moaned deeply and I filled him with my succus. We opened the door and Sarah stood there and giggled at us. I could still smell the cum and enquire what she thought. I reached out and tousled her hair and Sage leaned down and kissed her impertinence.


'' It 's a undercover honey ''. And Sarah blushed. I trusted my babe. We had a trench shackle and she would never grass me.


The future dawn before leaving for schoolhouse Sarah sat on the sofa and salvia and I sat close because my parents had left. She watched us in fascination.


She blushed then asked"What 's it like ? ``


'' What do you mean,"Sage asked


'' To be in love, what 's it kind. I bet it 's grand ''. We smiled and I grabbed salvia handwriting.


'' It is love and thanks for not telling ``


"I want to fall in love some day. '' she said.


"You will honey."I replied and come to her cheek.


Sage leaned over and kiss me and she blushed again. I was totally well-chosen and also worried. How long can this eccentric of happiness last ?