It was stale. I stood on the street corner in the freezing rain. I still couldnt believe this. I was a cocotte. I was a slut. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My Children. I was having Twin Falls. I Was 8 calendar month pregnant and i Needed money to get a dingy flat. So now i stood on the street street corner with my Big, Plump, and Round belly waiting for the next Guy who would take a crap me his Victim. Thats when he pulled in front of me, opened the room access, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the program ? He asked. I shrugged. How much is it gon na cost for a blowjob ? He asked. Uhh, 30 dollars. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 bucks. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 bucks. If i let you get a shower and provender you dinner and let you stay the Night can you level it out and attain it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a mint. We arrived at his apartment and went inside. It was warm but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to espouse him with his hand and we walked back to his room. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital ready to fork over ? He snickered. Im sure i said unable to look him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my pants. As common i Blocked my idea out and thought of how Beautiful and beat My babies were gon na be and how i was gon na be able to take fear of them and put a roof over there head. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving tongue inside my Cunt. He pried my mouth out-of-doors and i sucked his dick, taking it deep throat. He throat fucked me for several bit until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his penis entering me and just like always, and opinion of my beautiful pair babies. Would they be two boys ? Woukd they be two fille ? Would they be a boy and a young lady ? What would be there favorite food ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they like bubblegum when they got older ? Fruity or mountain ? Would there favorite people of colour be Orange River, green, blue, purpleness, or red ? Would they see like me ? Or ... there father ... which i most likely never knew the epithet of or so much as what his pet pursuit was. He was just another man. Another weirdie that payed me. My babies didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could love them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my small fry would never have intercourse there pop, never get to foregather him. What would i say when they came habitation from pre-k and asked me why did the other children have Daddy 's when they didnt ? How would i begin to tell them about my life history right now ? Would they understand ? Or would they detest me and resent me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my trance. The bathrooms over there. I got up, went to the bathroom, and started to shut the threshold. No, let me check. He said, running his hands over my consistency. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the water on. I stepped in and felt the weewee on my back. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. Honey, you let me do you good. He said. He put his weapon around me. I didnt hump what the hell to suppose. Im gon na put in an superfluous two hundred bucks for those children of yours, and if you need a property to stay i have an extra room. I looked up at him. Are you serious ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would sleep together to give you and your tike stay at my house. I thought about it, and didnt have a go at it if it was dependable for my babe, but right about now i didnt see any early choice. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My name is Chuck Carlton. That Night, lying in bed with this random guy, my contractions started. I sat up in bed and held my belly, screaming. Whats faulty Little lady ? He asked me, clearly distressed. Its time. I said. Oh Jesus of Nazareth god. He walked around to my English of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his truck and helped me inside. The contractions were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my urine broke in his truck. Dammit girl. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your geological fault. When we got to the hospital i was dialated all the way, honey were gon na want you to press now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng chuck 's manus. 123, push ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the head. She said. I pushed as operose as i could and felt something slippery between my legs. Then i heard crying. My baby ! Its a Bouncng sister boy ! She smiled at me. Let me hold him. I reached out. Honey your still in proletariat you ! Give him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that moment my whole world, which had been nothing, became something. This small boy in my arms now was half of my world. pushing ! I pushed as hard as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the babe in the plication of my arm. I held my whole cosmos in my hands at that moment. Tears streamed down my face. They both had my red whisker. My babies had my red fuzz ! I was so happy. I named the daughter passionateness Angel, for my lie with rage for her and my hateful mania for her loser father. I named the boy Patrick Ethan Allen. St. Patrick after my father, and Allen after my don 's Fatherhood. These baby were my globe. Patrick and Passion .