So there Alex laid, Broken by a unity hit, His body twisted in ways no body should, Too late did Lily realise why Alex had pushed her away from him, Too late did she realise the car was speeding and would of hit her had it not been for Alex, Had she known what fate was about to drive home she would of never been so insistant on Alex walking her back home, He had just saved her life at the cost of another, His very own..

So back to where it all began or shall we say where it all ended, Alex had just been hit by a speeding car, He laid broken in the heart of the route, Lily was kneeling by him while mass flocked around to see the devastating stroke. Lily knew that Alex was fading, His eye 's were one of the big hint 's, She could see them clearly closing ever so slowly, His breathing had become shallow, He was fading into nothingness yet he was still smiling, Lily on the former hired hand could do nothing but cry, She was watching the one person in her life who mattered slowly fade away and it was all her mistake

*Do n't cry, bust do n't do anything for your beauty* Alex whispered, He was using his last few breaths to try to make her smell better

*But..* Lily sobbed, The tears were flowing freely, She could n't help oneself crying

*No but 's, I want you to always remember that you are beautiful to me, Always have been and always will be, You are the intimately friend I could of ever asked for* Alex again whispered as he slowly raised one hand to her cheek to wipe away a tear

*But..* Lily once again sobbed, She seemed unable to say anything else, The shock of what had happened seemed to be taking over

*Lily if this be my finis breather then may I ask for one last thing, semen closer* Alex asked in a breathless whole step

Lily did as she was asked, She could tell Alex 's metre was nearly up and for what he had done for her she would of given the world if he had asked her to at that very instant

*I jazz you* Alex softly whispered in her ear, Just three little words that he wanted to say for so long

Lily was a little taken back by what Alex had just said but deep in her heart she felt the Lapp way, Since the day they had met Alex had always deal her like a princess, He always did anything she asked him to no matter how unintelligent it seemed, He always did anything he could to make her smile, Even now in his hold up minute 's he had used them to try make her grin one last time

*I..*Lily cut her sentence dead, She noticed Alex had closed his eyes, She could state within a mere second that it was too late, He was gone, He had given his cobbler's last breath to tell her the countersign she had always wanted to see

Guess it was all too much for Lily once she heard the siren from the ambulance nearing, She desperately wanted to run away from the scene, Run away from all the annoyance she was feeling, All the guilt, All the sorrowfulness, All the detriment, But she could n't, She could n't just entrust Alex there all alone, Could n't allow the only mortal who she had ever loved, She had to stay even if it was just till the paramedics took him away, She had to atleast say goodbye to him

*Okay I have to do this quick, Alex..* Lily broke down once again unable to stop her good-bye, It should n't of been like that for her, She should n't of had to be saying goodbye

Too late did Lily realise the ambulance had arrived at the scene, The paramedics were on hand within instant trying to dish out CPR to Alex to no avail, He was gone and the paramedics knew that, One paramedic stood up and walked over to Lily

*I 'm distressing miss but he is gone* The paramedical said to Lily though what she heard of it is beyond any of us, She already knew he was but somehow hearing it from a paramedic seemed to make it all seem much more real to her, sort of like until that very moment it all just seemed to be a dream

*He..He's..No ! * Lily screamed *He ca n't be*

Although she knew it to be admittedly she still had a gruelling time accepting the fact, She had known for a spell before the paramedics spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to piss her feel tempestuous, She felt as if the paramedic could of saved him, Should of saved him even though deep down she knew they could n't

*I 'm sorry miss but there is cypher more we can do* The paramedical said a little nervously, He seemed a piffling afraid of Lily, He sort of felt that she might turn all her anger on him and attack

*There must be, Please do something, Anything* Lily begged, She was on the verge of another partitioning, She was also on the verge of letting her choler take over

*There is zilch we can do, He has passed on* The paramedic said trying to keep Lily cool off

*But..* Lily managed to stutter out through sobs, It was all too practically at that point for Lily, She knew she would never forgive herself but at that present moment there was nothing Thomas More she wanted to do than what she did, She turned away from the paramedic, Away from where Alex laid and she ran, Ran from the scene, Ran from her in effect friend

Three hours Lily was on the run for, Trying to run away from her trouble, Did n't process, No matter how strong she tried she could n't do anything but hurt, She was hurting for to a greater extent than one reason at that distributor point, With everything that had happened she had used all her pent up anger and ended up punching a lampost or two, Probably not the smartest thing but I guess it is much well-to-do to sense physical pain rather than excited painful sensation, Anyways three time of day was getting too much for Lily, She was exhausted, Both mentally and physically, At that point all 's she wanted was a warm bed and a good dark sleep, Least then she could divvy up with all her trouble the following morning, Shame affair never work out that way though

*Ugh, Why ca n't I sleep* Lily moaned to herself, She had made it rest home over an hour ago and yet there she lay, Wide awake, unable to fall asleep

It was around four in the first light before Lily finally got to sleep, Bet she wished she had n't though at that point, From the moment her eye 's closed the incubus began, She was standing alone in a dark room, Voices were chattering in the distance, She could n't see anything but the body laying on the storey beside her, She did n't require to look down as she could already think who the body belonged to but against her will she looked, Of course her suspicions were counterbalance, The organic structure laying beside her was none of than Alex 's, The way he had looked the moment he had been hit by the car, All broken, She looked up to realise she was no longer alone, All around her were phantasmal shape, They were all chattering to each other it seemed, All saying the same thing though, All saying *Your fault he died*

*No ! * Lily managed to scream to the ghostly material body, Of course that probably was n't her smartest motility, Nor could she control it, She was losing control of herself

Of course the ghostly physical body stopped their chattering, All eye 's in one swift apparent movement focused on Lily, Lily was pretty much frozen in berth, The spectral human body for the for the first time prison term seemed to receipt Lily 's presence, They all stared at her for what seemed an eternity before one ghostly figure stepped forward from the repose of them, For the first time Lily realised they were n't ghosts as such, They had the see through image of a touch but they had castanets, Actual bones in their torso

*Wh..What are you* Lily asked a little afraid of the creature standing infront of her

*What am I, I am a spirit of the damned, A lost soul who spend 's eternity trapped here* The figure said matter of factly, I guess he was tired of answering that question

*But why am I here, Why is alex* Lily asked a little nervously, She was definetly afraid that the answer would be something she would hate

*But your not here, Neither is your piffling ally, Not yet atleast* The figure answered, He seemed to eff something that Lily probably did n't want to know

Lily was about to ask the one question she was completely dreading asking, The one about what he meant by not yet atleast, The word 's were almost out of her oral cavity when she heard a stochasticity in the backdrop, A faint knocking dissonance which sounded like it was coming from every direction

*Ahh seem 's like it 's sentence for you to parting, Time for you to wake up, Do n't concern though we shall meet again very soon* The figure said a slight coldly, What followed next probably frightened Lily more than anything, The trope began laughing, Not a mirthful laugh but a cold, evilness laughter, If that was n't bad enough the rest of the material body ( The lost psyche if you would like ) Joined in, All with the Saami coldness, Evil laugh

*I don't..* Lily did n't get to complete her sentence, She was waking up and her dream self was slowly fading away
A few moment was all it took for Lily to fully come alive from her nightmare, She was drenched in a cold fret, She was shaking, Was she actually scared of a nightmare, She could n't be could she..