I forgot to put incest as one of the musical theme, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um little monition, this office of my uh fib ? I guess narration is rectify word, um is a niggling darker. Sorry but it's true, not too moody just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for daytime. At first the Night before with my female parent felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became aware of my bareness. I grinded my tooth as I do when I am trying to hide how neural I am, so I guess I was trying to hide it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my rear, tactile sensation with my hand the edges of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, cover falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the position of my case, but the embarrassment quickly became overpowering as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this clock time and making certain I was wrapped from fundament to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my paw, caressing my fingerbreadth with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to take a crap sure I was real or something…

The stochasticity of the tend pee had long stopped, I had to commence to marvel what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too a lot thought into it, just paused every now and then to take heed. Oh compensate ! You should know she has her own bathroom connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the strait of the bathroom door opening made me saltation. I got up with a smiling on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back weeping once again as I saw my mom fixing her arm for study. .

You know, now that I am a bit older, I'd like to think a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the John R. Major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly taught the moral that life simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was new and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the typical minor answer, I had expected the entire world to cease and find as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that sprightliness object lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to mould so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most harried facial expression I could hold. heart squinted unvoiced and mouth closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my glare at her, she huffed and her hands hit the side of meat of her thighs. ( that was her, what's up ? What's untimely apparent movement that I had became very use to ). And you should acknowledge I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my middle ? Just say the Scripture. Well I like breathed out through my olfactory organ pissed that she did that, but instead of her common response of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this metre she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's wrong ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient role, sat at the edge of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect affair I thought she should of said."Honey, do you require me to outride home ? We can speak about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the words, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her pass ? Why did I have to be a beef. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to ride out ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the mantle tightly held to my chest, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm mulct, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh petty good story side banknote haha was actually hard shuffling with my feet over the mantle ( im not marvellous LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a soundly mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so raging, but you want to like…you desire to just give up being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this case. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please speak to her. But being the refractory brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key word is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern tone of voice"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her head down, I remember this action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to grab her and…yes kiss her. But as you may state, this day was just becoming a pattern of things I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to afford the door, and left as she did.

Now in my elbow room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my hand shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my fuzz, I hated myself in that moment, but I wasn't indisputable what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the dusty shoulder joint after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first times, but my trouble wasn't this, it was the opposite damn it. I was angry that, she was perfect she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the entire time, and it was amazing, dare I say perfective tense for me ? But It was with my mother and I was upset, disturbed how very much I had enjoyed myself.

well feeling really weird just being naked, I had decided to find some clothes. I walked to my closet, but stopped as I heard the front end room access undetermined and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to sell with, I decided to …well take a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the exhibitioner, hands against the bulwark, optic closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just vow on the hot water running down my body, I had it so hot my skin was turning pinko lol. Sadly, the magic of a nice hot shower, did not turn this clip as I, well began once again playing back the events of hold out dark, though this time was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her torso, how ….how amazing she looked, and I found myself starting to become very plough on.

I remember my hand, drifting down my chest and cupping my left breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a arcminute I think I just stood there massaging my breast, rubbing my abdomen with my other hand, avoiding actually touching my pussy. Then, heh it's weird where our minds go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I thought of my brothers and I began to believe of what they would think…then of how my friends would approximate me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no foresighted did I even have the energy to agitate the gnarl in my stomach or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the shower, slouching myself up against the corner, just sitting there for not sure how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the heat had became too much, or just sitting on the backbreaking shower floor for so longsighted my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured somebody washing on my helping hand and just gave myself a quick cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombie spirit, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was top-notch foggy, I leaned over jump from the cold I felt as my hide touched the boundary of the sink. I wiped away as much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so majuscule ? I examined myself from head to waist. I thought, my eyes are kinda pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my white meat, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda gracious, I developed early, but…never really saw them as objects of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how much my mom just seemed to…erm enjoy them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a minuscule pudden-head, trying to remember of what my own mother found best about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say superfluity quickly turned into disgrace *Sigh* and disgrace quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the blame on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with rage, so much rage it was like I woke up, my body just got all this push and anger and I just I didn't know where to place it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I countenance this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the paw soap ticker, fully prepared to throw at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my mitt up in throwing motion, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would cost money to remediate it, and well it sounds dumb but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get upset when my comrade broke material when he got angry and how irritate she gets even when we break material on accident and I …I just SCREAMED I mean value I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap bottle thingy ( it was a prissy like glass thingy my sublime ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 giant cracks with a like huge gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my ready to hand body of work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my hair as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my articulatio genus and once again, crying but this clock time just total blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the toilet, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a long total darkness HBK t-shirt, and a couplet of pink panties ) To hell with matching ! I didn't attention ... My foreland was killing me and I was topnotch freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my favorite pizza place ! Deep serve up sausage paddy with excess cheese..mmmmm : P wellspring while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to think of last Night, so I decided to charter a movie on demand ( smoothing iron man in face any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore funny girl…so let's all hope man of sword rock music ! Cuz I am tired of marvel wtfpwnig the comedian book moving picture world ! I mean…ya batman is assuredness but really heath book of account's joker made that trilogy special, the first off one was ok, third one good, only the dark knight was a overlord piece.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will preserve hehe…oh ya young justice principle ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Iron man, till finally I heard the door knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay aspect at me being all fancy, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the hoi polloi in the world I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did require to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the door UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my voice even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering trough finally he knocked me back to world. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a prompt look around. Becoming oddly neural as if somehow he had physic ability and knew what had happened here death Nox, I questioned him as to why he was here.

wellspring he saw my trouser on the floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart began to raceway like a G sentence faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my intimate hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my headspring saying it's not like it's not normal to just have my pants laying around he has no idea your being an idiot ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to bring in thing worsened my dad picked up my denim, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big sigh of relief as he went in my pocket and grabbed out my phone, his face giving me that…tisk tisk feel hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just tranquillize I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's haywire ? Scared I was gon na find something else in your bloomers, and also keep your shit phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full moon name when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was worried all day because finally he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to call me to check up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been ineffectual to reach my mom. ( I found out age later that she actually felt too awkward to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his questions, but he was suspicious so he had begun to riffle through my gasp sack, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD STOP WTH. He just…typically laughed off my reaction telling me to calm down, which just made it so a good deal spoilt so I walked up to him and snatched my drawers, telling him not allude my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way fathers do implying showing them respect, but I just rolled my heart and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the mood.

You should know my dad has never been tremendous with the play site so his reaction haha was like"Ah fuck you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to give, naught against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant aught to me haha being dumped really was soooo minor to me now. fountainhead anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the icon that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza pie, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a faint smiling as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A large pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the door first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 days ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth card ( half truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just postulate to be alone right now. I was hoping for a simpleton okeh, maybe he takes a piece or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simple. He just grabbed a piece of music and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to admit a seat. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my back talk haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my branch as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold"What ?"He just well went on to tell me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a gravelly plot where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only imagine how just, fast my head got as I tried not to burst out in choler, and at Lapp time had to begin fighting back the tears that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed metre I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the best freakin female parent ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient role that it's a phase it will fade. He was telling me how much my female parent loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should know what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my tears, but then again, what sane father would see his daughter in bust and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this stuff to make you feel bad, I just want you to do it your female parent loves you, I love you blah blah blah. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

well needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm less then positive as I just told him to delight stop, that he has no musical theme what I am going through. My password where kind, but my tint was totally, hey piss off lol. well you know how kids and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this sheath I truly don't think he did. Though it did not stop him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been threw stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was well-situated on me speech - -. Honestly though the unmated thing happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dim as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty odd guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we practiced ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great money box then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty pattern we talked about how big of a jerk Ruben is ( I lied a small ) And we both knew it was me who was the cunt but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a good laughter at my brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and person takes your backpack lol.
So ya the rest of the day more or less was easy, we restarted the movie, I got a mini lecturing of how I only ate 1 piece of pizza and how wasteful it was to order a large haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some normal time with a parent. I think about half way through the final fight scene of atomic number 26 man I just fell asleep, cuddle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the nighttime before.

So, I guess despite having a well night of good slumber, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to fallen asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a closing to perfect as it could stimulate been considering. But then…she came home. I was woken up by the door ending, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so hold that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off precaution ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to proceed him for just a here and now longer, I loved the feeling of his thorax, his smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feelings for my sire, just…I was that father feel, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my minuscule effort to agree onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my hands back onto the couch.

There was a immediate conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her phone. I am not sure if my mom lied or just happen to give birth a effective understanding, but the grounds she gave was, she was in a meeting with a client and had her sound muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his mouth got big as he blew out and that's simply his distinctive"im tired im out guys."William Tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my complete effort to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nothing keeping me there ? There was zero stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, Weird huh ? Too feel trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the room access, I think they talked for a minute or two, not sure what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to come in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the sofa and glided one-half dazed to my room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the entrance hall, stopping in nominal head of my door. There wasn't even a s of secrecy, the second she reached my room access she immediately knocked, turning the handgrip, unsuccessfully trying to enter my room.

I didn't say a employment I just sat up and looked at the door, my pith began to feel as if it was sinking down into my breadbasket. I was expecting her to say open the doorway, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to babble out, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not for certain how foresightful wasn't even for certain what clock time it was I am guessing pass 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to forget my room, so I went to my shelf and finally gave in haha. My Quaker Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the hell I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally give it a shot, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta lame b-day gift when you wanted so many other thing, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not fall into place with me at all the only reason I even got through 4 sequence was because I had zippo ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not require to leave my way, I really did want to be left alone at that moment. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly wide awake, it was a Sat night too so all my friends that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few times I will accept I almost just called one or two and told em to come meet up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to enquire what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to log Z's. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my idea started to think of many other things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just O.K. with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't for sure if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and Forth River in my room, I started to get an impulse to go lecture to her, to just utter to her but had no mind about what. And unwisely I walked back and Forth River in my way thinking how to blab out to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my friends I was going to slumber for the night I wasn't feeling honest which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too arouse, despite really wanting nothing more than than to just close down my eyes and sleep. Eventually, it wasn't even the want that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply tedium, I was bored out of my mind and nothing seemed to be able to save my interest, so I finally left my room, and slowly very slowly, taking each step to realize for certain I was quick for…w/e…and well …heh It was that paseo to my room that, my body had begun to tingle.

I was taking my metre and getting Calidris canutus in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her room at night, would she get the wrongly theme ? Would she think I wanted a repeat of last night ? And then as I was outside her door, It was as if that walk from room to elbow room was sufficiency to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her door, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my torso was tingling, my boob were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little finger were crawling all over them and my belly was all in gnarl. I ten asked myself in my judgement, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the head that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? entertain me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talk of the town to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my articulatio humeri were shaking and I literally no joke was so nervous also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 mo. I went with the little but warm knock on the room access ( you know the loud ones you make that are shortsighted but degenerate and when you want to wake someone up or get them out of the lav like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a minute went by without a response lol, so I gave it another quick rap. Then I heard my mom going"Hold on ! 1 Second !"My helping hand clutched candid and closed when I heard her voice, I was unquiet, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might have been a little excited. Anyways ! The room access opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly asleep as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a little. I remember looking at her and smiling a piffling, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not sure why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to amount in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a little, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't nap, gulping strong and scratching my head teacher, annoyingly aware of what I was doing and screaming at myself to stop being like such a freakin idiot lol.

Well, as I raged at myself in my head, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded immature if that makes sentience."Kim, want to descend in ?"I just nodded a minuscule and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so halt back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me leap out so often when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my articulatio humeri, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 seconds of just awkward silence before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hands on her circle, gave me a very well what felt like a very earnest motherly smiling and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this peak of scene. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my head no…I nodded my no in response to"What do you desire"only issue is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a fiddling mess up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having number forming words, and she just looked at me very headache and asked me what was legal injury. I finally stopped, and with a hard draught that made my ears popped a piddling, I said I was fine. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.

notion weak in the knees, I sat on the border of the bed opposite of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a nutcase mean HAHAHA IDIOT FAIL laugh just a lilliputian chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling stupid, I guess causing her to put her hand over her sass in a very VERY bad attack in trying to block off herself from laughing.

OK so this is probably where you are gon na think im a number child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't look angry at all in that minute but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to come up up some anger and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not funny ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head tilted and her optic wary. She just took a mysterious breath and said"child please, let's not fight, let's just speak okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act upset, I tried to lower my eyebrow and be pissed, but honestly I just the row that came out came out filled with tears as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking material its really one of her clitoris, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta cried expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nose flared give. But haha she let out a hanker tin whistle blast ? Not sure what to cry it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not surely how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"Wait it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no theme what I would of done tom ake it reckon better ) I was just talking out of panic. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my lavatory where she entered first, I stood at the door as she was in the eye of the elbow room, hands on her coxa as she looked at the mirror and the shattered Methedrine hand ticker thingy all over the sink.

"I'm no-count"I said again. She, clear as day trying very hard to encumber herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my side against the door and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I reckon thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the individual who is sorta the trouble, but I just wanted my mom. *sigh*My mom I remember mitt shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even worry about that, that its zip, she quickly was on the flooring with me, her hands again on my shoulder joint, rubbing them, trying to slacken me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am poor fish okay ? I put too a great deal on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could tell she meant it, but I just stir my head no, cuz despite how solemn she was, I knew the truth. I response licking my teeth and biting my tongue, shaking my headland in disagreement trough finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken phonograph recording repeating those lyric, until my own shame became too great and I covered my boldness with my hired hand, and just wept into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulder joint furiously, telling me to please stop, to please hear to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just explode in that moment, I just wanted to curl up in a ballock and became belittled, I felt snap and I just kept on battle cry, heaving now extremely bad into my hands. I just kept on till my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted end nighttime to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in control, but the truth is."Then she paused and her hands went on mine, pulling my men away from my look. I was shaking still from crying so voiceless, but I looked directly into her now tearful face, tears running down each face. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was wrong, you want to be mad baby, be mad at me I am a monster. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honorable to god I was just hoping in my fucked up thinker, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her eyes to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to hear, but as I saw her centre squint in….in shame ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sad, I truly just want you happy more than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her William Tell me over months now that she had fallen in lovemaking with the person I have grown into, but it's different, people can say the words a 100 different ways, but nothing is like hearing person say they are IN love WITH YOU, just 4 words simple as that, yet far more, revealing than any other words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well ok, but if she had said Kim I am in love with my daughter, or kim I am in making love with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did next. I placed my hands on the side of her face and kissed her. I was caught up in the candy kiss, her mouth on mine again, still at this power point it felt so untimely but so honorable. I now miss that tone as I have grown use to my mother's sassing on mine.

Sadly the smell did not rest as anger, actually did shape again in me, I broke the buss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was furious at the thought and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just have you what you want again cuz you told me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my knee joint and shook her psyche no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I swear to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop over being in love with you. O.K. ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and pretend that I am not hopeful that you may return my love."

I sat there, taking in every Christian Bible but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the parts where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the voice where she said she loved me, the office of returning her dear. So I just sat there thinking, my mom patiently staying tacit just rubbing my knees gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.

Heh to be honest I knew my solvent to the question she hadn't technically asked, the moment she was done speechmaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to find a way to be strong and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy voice I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her way. My mom let out a lilliputian chortle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a piddling to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an half-wit but her reaction still so bewitch me off guard. She just went"Na you will make up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her gown, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so stupefied I was like"Mom..that isn't funny don't say that."My mom just curled her lips and nodded, walking to me and putting her munition on my berm, her hands resting well pass my head as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none grievous smell, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This buss I think, was our first buss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so nervous this clip but still was mountain, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her back with everything I had….I even for get-go fourth dimension was bold a lilliputian and put both my hands on her waist ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a stride back, slipping her robe off and letting it descend to the story. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost control of my consistence and my lip wouldn't move correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old shawn a break."( okay for you masses who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the buster on my t-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na avail me take my shirt off but I just nodded my head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I think she was gon na facilitate me cuz she went"oh"and let out a little giggle like..okay then that works kind of gag.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a nimble pinch *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her read/write head forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a second to get what she meant as I grabbed my pantie to lend em down, but she told me hold. Then she told me to"Take them off slow infant, please."So…remembering the nighttime before I, leaned forward and stuck my bum out, and began to steal them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm good"And just yanked back up heterosexual person and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the trading floor.

My mom rolled her optic and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me feel so stupid she, leaned down and grabbed my panties, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her face and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to typecast this part, she lowered them, keeping both of her optic sharply on mine as she bit down on the edge of my panties, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her mouth. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the center of the bed….taking the Saami blot as I did the dark before. She laughed at me, making me feel stupidly and for some reason I covered my breast, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda voiceless and it was upsetting me. But I felt so obtuse that I didn't even ramp I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell how I said it that she really was hurting my feelings but she seemed to have a hard time stopping she just said"sister I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so dreary just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cute my baby fille, only you would just get into position like that."I…ugh I felt like my face was on fire I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please stop laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was like awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quickly kiss. Raising her brows though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did go night huh ?"

I just I had never felt more slow in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the 2d the Word of God left my mouth I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingers and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just pass embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just move on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"exact your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"Okay okay, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the positioning and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her Chin and said"I changed my mind, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her handwriting on my tum and rubbed it over my stomach playfully telling me to get along on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her FINE and I got up just to contain her from doing the mitt thing on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was little trying to get me to stop throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my tum, feeling really off setting, I mean I of grade laid my face prostrate and turned it, to look at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my stomach and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hand on each of my incline and pushed down semi punishing on my back. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy dirt that feels fucking awesome ! She was like"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my side forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my back and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her energy on my back it feels majuscule, I have tried to have others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guy wire do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really estimable that Night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really good, all sum probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me slacken hehe, my mom gave me a quick kiss on my back, asking me if I felt a little better…I …I just honestly felt so much more loose but she gives such bully massages that I said, trying to be adorable but half life-threatening"5 Sir Thomas More minute and I'll be peachy ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just experience relaxed, cuz she said okey sweetie and kissed my back again and fray my back some more, my neck opening and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN paradise, honestly I never had anyone give me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so happy she did that cuz it did completely decompress me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my Quaker Lisa, body of work, and my dad's crazy obsession with Genoz pizza. So…I supposition after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So prepare to really loosen up now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a little hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to retain rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to cast over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just relax stay on down."I just…I was like erm okay, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my peg ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the hellhole is this woman unmarried, she is only 18 years older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the sin somebody else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

okey back to the near piece : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more back friction but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor baby female child, please hook your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my chemical reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my headland but she playfully pushed my head back down and went"come on, stop playing the shy add-in hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to urinate you cum really heavily, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just necessitate time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her lecture a certain way it's weirdo to listen her public lecture like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, snaffle my cheeks and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my prep and she simply said"Kimberly blank space ( no offense don't want to get my eye and last gens ) lift your ass right now young lady."I…haha I am not sure if that is exactly what I had in judgement im 99.9 % sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my cheeks and hooey so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would birth been stupe to express off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my tush in the air, my knee joint sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her hands on my shank, wait on me in raising my butt in demonstration for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my knee up on the bed, my butt up in the air, breast exclusively pap touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and dove right in…

It caught me so off sentry go that I jumped a minuscule yelping"delay wait hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her hands up and down my brass while she licked my kitty in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more than naughty being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on showing I suppose. Which may not make sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a share of me truly displeased the positioning I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would escape my lip was the word mom between the moans I could not help but release.

After about if I had to approximate 5 transactions, I had my first orgasm of the night, but as my torso tightened and my mind just exploded, my mom did not slow down at all, instead she rewarded my orgasm with a finger inside me…It was…too much never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my mother, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her finger wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a office of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was disturbed how much my body my entire eubstance just focused on this 1 little finger in me that seemed to hold in my entire torso with every movement it did.

My mom now removing her backtalk from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the slope of me…keeping her halfway finger inside me, the relaxation of her hand squeezing my butt. With her former hired man she glidded over my back, calling me a good girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this time I could finger my body tighten its traction on her finger as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to make something in me moving around so much I somehow wanted to hide my inside from it, but at the Saame time…I wanted more…so much more.

As she continued to just thumb me…her finger rubbing me inside, with her innocent hand she was now gently flicking at my mammilla, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third time, and with my third orgasm she seemed to almost jump by how it felt back behind her, diving her human face back in, and making…very very meretricious slurping randomness which just….made me finger so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how often my mind could look at as I nearly caused my lip to bleed I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 major orgasms and many small 1 that followed after, she stopped, but only for abbreviated of moments as she placed her hands on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grinning, this grin like she….she was having the time of her life, I just…what could I do but smile back. My legs I kept blanket as I was so expel, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her hands on the face of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her second joint touch my own.

My eyes were one-half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open up with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the candy kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a minuscule, but my eyes also looked down as I saw and felt her hand encounter its way to my puss again…inserting it's self back in, her thumb rubbing my button as her middle fingerbreadth twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My head jerked back as I had a rippling of short orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta telling imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm push up, well I mean she was one-half egg laying on me but not the tip ! ) And she lowered herself taking my boob into her mouth…and that right there was my number one o god moment, where I just came screaming the words oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my pap and pushed on my clit, and her finger picked up much speed, and she just kept on and restrain on forcing my body to rise. She took her mouth off my breast as my body rised, she just wouldn't terminate her fingerbreadth jabbing its self in and out of me so fast and I just it was too very much I was so spiritualist all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom sufficiency plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most powerful by far orgasm ever and she just wouldn't I even started to push for her to get off me, but that only seemed to make her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to wiggle now, the genius becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz stop mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my white meat, sucking and making popping sounds as I wiggled out of her mouth uncontrollably. Finally and god do I mean finally she slowed down, I am guessing her script got tired….lol. She didn't absent her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her organic structure just unbend on top of me.

My external respiration was so truehearted it was actually hurting a little haha. My hands where now on my mother's back, just feeling her back and holding her in..I think thankfulness ? I think it's convention to just be grateful when mortal makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me half on mine one-half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the elbow room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond words.

After just laying there for many minutes, my extremely medium body jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and pasty it wasn't like the night before where I got a great sexual climax this was…more and my body had felt like it just had been through a huge ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt like just spent and on fervidness. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another winking and about to say something but I said"No mom enceinte job."And she just laughed like a speedy joke and then made a very endearing grimace, her brows up as she said"wellspring thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more than thing. And..her reception brought tears to my eyes."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't mind and hold back in psyche I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds extra to get the words out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her eyes and she said"Kim I am sorry about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just shook my headland and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just assure me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her head down and said"I promise, I will never will you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the biggest grin on my boldness, thinking how goosey I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so furious. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my head up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the blanket over me. She then proceeded to slip under the blanket and putting her arm around my belly, kissing my cheek and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my middle for the Nox, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really traumatise facial expression cuz I used her name and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tarradiddle of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would love feedback, this was much gruelling to recollect seeing as I had to try to remember a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid anger and insult towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the smartest or the Isaac Mayer Wise person out there, but I have learned this in my life clock time. Love is weak and fragile. make out conquers zilch. Love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for love and felicity, can you say the same ?