`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to shape a forked tongiht. She said we need to get our homework done and fix supper and she will see us in the morning time. '' I proceeded to terminate my history assignment. I am a Jnr this year. Just turned 16, and got my first real boyfriend. Nat is only 14. I start dinner and assist Nat with some of her prep, then its meter for American English god and then bed.



Sam, mom 's young man, came over around 10. I told him mom had to work a double and was not home but he said he would just await for her. They have been dating for about 2 years now and so I thought this would be finely. I let him in, and went back to my room.



By this time Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my journal. All my inner thoughts about X, and how he just kissed me and I let him touch my breast and I touched his penis. He asked me to snog his penis but I was afraid. I like him so much and am singular of what it would be like when he asks me to have sex for the starting time time. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my way and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to bequeath but he does n't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he read my inner most underground opinion. Sam looks at me and grinning. Says he can teach me how to please Adam when the metre comes. He touches me lightly on the face. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me close and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will learn you to be a fair sex. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's elbow room instead. Do you understand ? You have to get a line how to be a adult female Nicole. I am going to instruct you tonight. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my mouth, hard. He tells me not to fight him, assures me I will make love it. He grabs me by my paw and get behind me out of my room into my mama room. Then he shuts and locks the door. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to leave alone me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my soundbox through my Nox clothes.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and tells me to take off my shorts. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my baby sister, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to show you how to please your young Adam. He will give thanks me for this. ``



He starts to kiss me again, first on my backtalk while he pinches my nipples. Then he kisses my nipples while he puts his fingers in my most secret womanly parts. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so tight. You are going to find so safe around my hard putz. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, intercept fighting me. Relax. You will relish this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to take on off his clothes. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw Adam 's penis but only for a indorsement. Truth be known, until tonight I had thougth Sam was a giving man, but now I am so mark of him. My body and mind are both betraying me. Sam has an awing body and I am so funny about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to kiss me again. My body starts to reply to him but my mind is screaming NO ! ! This is unseasonable. He beings to lick and prick my neck opening while he rubs my breast. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't wait to smack your sweet puss '' and he kisses his way down my trunk. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of fear, suddenly I am wet between my thigh. Excited.. How could my torso betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can feel his breathing space at the top of my muliebrity and he him say `` circularize your legs, let me in to feed on that Virgo slit. '' I can find him pushing my legs open and I put up no electrical resistance. My bust have stopped. My trunk shiver, but not from care. The first sentence I felt his lingua lap my fair sex I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, say me you like my tongue on your pussy. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the word is puss. Say you like my glossa on your pussy. NOW ! ! ``



My backtalk are trembling, `` I like your glossa on my pussy '' I say. He laughes and continues to lick me there. He puts his digit in me. First one, then two. It hurts, but only for a minute. The more he licks and pushes his fingers in me the more moisture I feel down there. `` Do you get it on what that is Nicole ? That is your organic structure wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am anxious, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will throw in. My torso feeling like it is on flaming, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and pulls me up.



'' So Nicole, Adam wants you to osculate his member ? No Nichole, that is not what cristal wants. He wants his hard rooster trench in your throat while he pumps his burden of cum down it. '' With a big grin on his fount he pushes me to my knee. `` Open your oral cavity sweetheart '' I am pit again. He begins to tweet my cheeks hard until my rima oris opens. `` You are going to suck my turncock, you will not seize with teeth me or I will paddle you. You will take in my rooster exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to stop, like a good girl should. ''



Then he puts his great hard cock in my mouth. Just a little at first, then more and more until it is deeply in my rima oris. `` That 's a good girl Nicole. '' He starts to move in and out, slow down then fast. I can palpate myself gag and he just moans. `` Your sweet niggling mouth feels so good on my hard dick baby. '' Faster and faster he pushes and moans louder and louder, `` Oh baby, you are going to make me shoot my load, but I want to save it for your gratifying vestal pussy. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my feet and kisses me deep. My mouth and lips are swollen, there are tears in my eyes and I am trembling.



'' Oh sweetheart, relax, the best is yet to derive. '' He lays me back on the bed again and crawls on top of me. He puts his hand over my mouth and says, `` I am going to put my cock in your tight pussy now. It will spite for a minute, but you not scream. When i am done with you, you will add up back and beg me for more, probably tomorrow night after. After I finish fucking your female parent and she falls benumbed I will hail for you. I am gon na have you lick your female parent cum off my prick before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more nervous I get, but he seems to be getting more than and more excited. I ca n't breathe with his helping hand still over my mouth. I feel the drumhead of his turncock at the entrance of my pussy and I start to wiggle. Fear consumes me. He pushes his hand harder on my mouth and William Tell me to stay still. `` Open your legs. I am ready to palpate that tight virgin pussy. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his cock in my fast and rough. It hurts. I want to shout but he he has his hand over my back talk still. tear begin to turn over down my face. He smiles at me. `` You feel so tight, so good. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 eld, since I met your mother. I have dreamed of the day I could enter your virgin cunt and teach you to be a cleaning lady. Now I will look forward to Nat in another 2 class '' I begin to agitate. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to strike, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so affright but my torso begins to reply to him. My body starts to tense up and begins to tingle all over. So many sensations I have never felt. Not bad impression, trade good feelings. Very unspoiled feelings. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my legs further apart and goes deeper. I feel pain and pleasure. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted Adam to be my world-class, not Sam. My mothers 45 yr old fellow. I want this to arrest, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing smell.



He takes his hand off my sass, finally. `` Tell me my cock flavour good in your kitty-cat sister '' He has my legs high gear in the air, on his shoulders, pushing concentrated and rich in my pussy but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, hard. I jump, more tears come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your stopcock feels good in my pussy. '' I say with a quiver voice. `` proficient girl, you will always narrate me that when I command it, do you understand. '' I nod my head, my trunk is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you empathise. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' good little girl, your hot tight pussy is so addictive. I may need it again and again. But for now I am ready to fill you fully of my hot cum. '' He starts to push in harder and faster and harder and faster. My body is such a traitor. The sensations I feel are good, my fear turns into passion, my pain into pleasure. My organic structure starts to tense and didder and thrill on it 's own. I can no longer curb any of my own body functions. I feel overweening moisture between my thighs and I feel like I am in Shangri-la, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my girl. I just gave you your first climax. Was n't that great. You feel so good. '' He is going faster and I hear him moan loudly and push in deep, very deep. I can experience hot liquidity squirting deep in my body and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a adept female child Nicole. '' He moves down to between my thighs again and begins to puzzle out all the moisture from my pussy, then back up to me. He forces a deep kiss on my mouth as his mouth is full-of-the-moon of a mixture of our juice. He kisses me recondite and long and moans.



'' Was n't that skilful baby. Our cum sundry together mouthful so good. Get used to it coddle. Your gon na taste sensation it often. next metre, you will lick it off my tool on bidding. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could think was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a good girl tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this secret between us and do n't say anyone. The next prison term I come for you I expect you to come to me willingly. You will beg me to sleep with you again. ``



He showers with me, washout my physical structure, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to buss me on my brow and says `` goodnight sweetheart '' then walks out.



That was three year ago and Sam is still coming to my room every metre my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from schooling and takes me to his situation. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was right about so many things. I did learn to be a adult female. The number one time I was with XTC he was very pleased with me. Part of me hates Sam, part of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?