I want to start by saying that this is a true report about my first sexual experience, and I have tried to add as many detail as possible. I also know we have all had encounters that we remember as well as those we want to forget, but being this was my outset intimate skirmish, it has stuck with me even though I have tried to forget it ever happened.

With that said, I have mixed feeling about what happened, and when it creeps back into my thinking, and I end up remembering back to when it took place, I find myself remembering every little contingent of that black time in my life.

It feels sometimes that I want it to materialize again or that I could somehow go back and experience it again, but soon after, I wish I could leave it ever happened.

origination

I had just turned fifteen and being I was somewhat of a delinquent, skipping classes, I ended up hanging out at the local plot elbow room by the senior high school day. I was a rather shy Lester Willis Young man and I had had several girl friend over the years, but I was still a Virgin, even though I had muckle of opportunities.

Anyway, I was spending a lot of time at the game room during the day with friend, instead of going to year, and had started to go undecomposed friends with a man that I thought worked there, but soon discovered he was the owner of the game room. His figure was can, he was probably 10 or 15 long time sure-enough than I was, had dark skin and dark hair, and he was very well-disposed. One detectable feature was that he had a fake arm. I know it's Wyrd, but it made him fare across less intimidating.

During the day everyone at the school liked hanging out up at the game elbow room, so much that we even ended up there at dark, and on the weekend. There were pinball machines and TV biz lining the walls, foosball auto in the eye, and they even sold book and cassettes.

protagonist with Benefits

At first, I really did not make notice of John too much, but I think he must have been watching me and noticed how much sentence I was spending at the game room. In improver, I think at some point he must hold decided to see if he could somehow sway me to receive a relationship with him.

At the time, I thought he was just being well-disposed because our interactions were all very inexperienced person and our conversations were nothing Sir Thomas More than the casual, `` Hello '' as I entered the plot room or asking for change to run some of the games. However, it soon progressed to where he would yield me gratuitous games on the pinball game machines when I was hanging out there.

As our friendship grew, he soon started asking me to go out for breakfast and lunch with him. At first I was reluctant to go, but eventually trick convinced me it would be okay. I enjoyed the attention and gradually looked at him as a good friend. However, I was very naïve, and had no thought John was gay, but it would soon become quite evident.

I actually looked onward to skipping division to hang out at the game room, even though my grades were hurting, and like I said,"I did liked the aid I was getting."With that said, I think it's important to mention there were even a couple times when the attendee working at the plot elbow room started offering me pot and pills. At the time, I don't know how it all fit, but there must sustain been some reason.

Any way, going out for breakfast or lunch, had become more and more frequent and our conversations were innocent, at to the lowest degree on the surface. However, as I reflect back he obviously had an subterranean motive, looking for an opening, feeling out the situation, hoping he could somehow sway me to sleep with him.

The proposal

There was one peculiar day that stands out and when I think about what happened, it was a bend gunpoint in our well-disposed human relationship. We were out for breakfast on day, and our wide-eyed conversation turned to a conversation about girls and sex. John asked if I had ever been with a daughter and at the time, I had been with various girlfriends, however I had not gone all the way, but I was n't going to secernate him that, so I simply told him, `` Yea. ''

We talked about what color hair we liked, boobs, asses, etc., and we even laughed a petty, but privy then asked me when was the last meter I had sex. After a short intermission, I inadvertently let it slip that I had actually never had sex before.

He was shocked a little and asked, `` Why not, '' and continued by saying, `` Maybe you like guys. ''

I paused but quickly told him, `` No, I like girls, not guys. ''

He quickly said, `` Then why have n't you done it yet ? ''

I told him that I just had n't had the chance.

The conversation paused for a little bit and then he asked, `` Do you ever think bozo are attractive ? ''

I quickly said, `` No, '' and John continued the questioning by asking, `` So, when you 're watching a movie and there 's a guy in the movie, you never say to yourself, Hey, he 's in effect looking. ''

I again said, `` No, I never thought that. ``

whoremaster chuckled under his breath and quickly tried to calm me down by agreeing that he knew I only like little girl, which kind of put me at informality and our conversation returned to a more inexperienced person level. However, it was about to need another turn as the conversation paused again. I could sense John was looking at me and as he asked if everything was ok, I looked up and nodded my principal.

Saint John quickly said that he really enjoyed my troupe and told me it was really overnice to make person like me to let the cat out of the bag with. Agreeing, I nodded my head word, which gave John a piddling time to meet his mentation, looking for a way to steer the conversation in a direction that would not only calm my thoughts, but provide him a way to obtain out if he could get me to go with him to his apartment.

He subtly told me he was no-account if I was embarrassed, and as I nodded my head and told him it was ok, John smiled and said, `` effective, '' and proceeded by again saying that he understood that I only like girls, and as I nodded my fountainhead again, the conversation paused. John then casually mentioned that he was bisexual, and looking up at him wondering what he meant, the conversation paused again ; I had never heard that term before and sentiency I was naive about what he was telling me, he asked if I know what that was.

I simply told him, `` No, I did n't, '' and as I looked at him, he smiled, seeming relishing in the opportunity to explain what it was.

He started by saying that he was attracted to fille like I was and then continued by telling me that sometimes he found guys attractive too. I was a little disconcert, but as John continued he explained that he like having sex with girlfriend but continued that if he found a guy attractive, and they hit it off, he also enjoyed sleeping with guys too.

I was shocked, but after a suspension he continued the conversation by asking what I thought about it. I didn't know what to say or what to do, so I simply told him that I was n't indisputable. I was confused as our conversation paused for a secondment and I asked myself, `` Why was he telling me this, '' but it would soon become very apparent.

As we sat there, John must suffer known the matter was making me uncomfortable, because he now tried to change the subject by saying, `` I 'm sword lily I was able to evidence you that, '' and hesitantly I acknowledged him. He continued by saying, `` You 've been a well supporter, it's really squeamish to hang up out with you. '' It sort of put my thinker at relief and it was nice to get word but then John said, `` I got ta tell you, I 'm attracted to you. ``

Oh my god, what was he saying ?

He then said, `` I do n't desire you to feel uncomfortable, but I 've even thought about asking you to descend over to my apartment, but I was n't sure how you 'd subscribe it. ''

A sudden feeling of uneasiness came over me about the conversation and after another pause, I think he realized he might take in gone to far and to fast. I did not know what to do ; this man was my only way back to school and he just told me he was attracted to me.

He quickly told me not to occupy, that he was not going to do anything unless I felt the same way, but that he wanted me to know how he felt. I was speechless and did n't have it away what to say, and I think he knew the issue was making me spooky, but he finished by asking me what I thought. I simply said, `` I do n't fuck. ``

He soon realized that he might accept just lost the chance to induce sex with me and said, `` seed on, let 's go, '' suggesting it was time to bequeath.

As we left the restaurant and headed back to the game elbow room, he pressed the issue a little more by saying, `` I hope you 'll think about it, '' and told me that I had been such a undecomposed friend that he would give me anything I wanted. I again did n't know what to say, but he continued by mentioning he would get me a female child, give me money, anything I wanted. He was n't going to let it alone, but I again said, `` I do n't have it away. ''

I felt uncomfortable with the thought of being alone with him at his flat, and the rest of the way back to the game room, I was quiet. When we finally pulled into the parking lot, he again asked me to please retrieve about it and to let him recognise what I would like. I nodded my nous and told him that I would call up about it, how could I not, He had just told me he wanted me to do over to his apartment to sustain sex with him, and it was n't sit well with me, but I did opine about it.

The accord

A few days later, I did venture back to the biz elbow room to hang out with Friend and when he saw me, he approached me and asked if I had thought about his offer. I told him that I had thought about it but I was n't sure about it.

He said, `` cum on, let 's go get something to eat. ''

I felt pressured to go and in the car on our way to the restaurant, he asked what it was that I would really care to possess. I told him nothing and he was now in a bad way to get an answer and again asked, `` semen on, there has to be something you would really care to have. ''

At the eating place, we did not really talk about a great deal, but I felt that he wanted to extend to see out what it would have to get me in bed, because he continued to squeeze me. Eventually, I told him that I would really like to sustain a car. He smiled and at that bit, I knew I had just given him the opening he was looking for. Pausing, he asked what kind of car I would wish to have. I told him I was n't sure, but he needed to get an answer so he kept probing to love what kind. He asked if I liked Camaros, Baltimore bird, Mustangs, etc. and I told him I really was n't certain what I wanted, and I think I knew I could n't put, but he did n't desire to turn a loss this opportunity to hopefully pressure me to consume sex with him.

We left the eating place and as we were driving back to the secret plan room, he said to let him recognize what sort of car I wanted and he told me he would try to get it for me, whatever variety It was. For some grounds I felt O.K. with this conversation, because naively I thought he had just said he 'd get a car for me, and all I had to do is evidence him what variety of car I want and he would get it for me, no strings attached. However, I was only thinking about having a car, not thinking that I was also giving him the opportunity to have sex with me, and probably not just once, but many times.

When we pulled into the parking lot, he reminded me to let him recognize what form of car I would care, and when I said I would, he immediately asked if I would be able to tell him tomorrow. I told him I would try and as when we got out of the car and went inside the game way, we went our separate ways.

He had really got me thinking about what kind of car I would wish to have and as I thought about all the unlike kinds of cars, one that I kept coming to mind and it was a 1956 Chevy, but what would bechance if I actually went through with it and told him ? I was not sure, but the next day when I went over to the game elbow room, there he was and he came up to me and asked if I had made a determination. I was unsure as to how to resolve, but I said that I had made a conclusion. He said, `` Great, let 's go for a drive and you can tell me ! '' He was obviously excited as we left in his car and I told him that I would really like to have a '56 Chevy. He told me that he would embark on looking for one. I then told him that I wanted it to be a two door with a V8 and I would like it to be midnight blue. He said he would get justly on it.

A few days later, when I was up at the game way, he came up to me and told me he had found the car and said that we should take a drive and talk about it. I was excited and in the car, he was very good and told me he had seen the car, it was very nice, all it needed was to be painted, and that I could feature it in a week or so. Again, I was so unrestrained to see it and get it, but now he had a question for me.

He said, `` Well, since I found the car, do you think you 'd like to make out over to my apartment now. ''

I did not know what to say and in all actuality, I had to know there was a catch to this whole thing. After a light suspension he said, `` I 'll tell you what, you come over to my place with me tomorrow good afternoon and try it, if you do n't like it, we can block up and you can still have got the car, what do you say. ''

I did n't love what to say, I wanted the car, but l was n't sure as shooting about going with him. We returned to the game room and as we parked, he told me to descend by tomorrow and let him eff what I want to do. Again, I was eager to accept a car but worried about what would chance at his apartment, but I think in someway I was curious but the agitation of having the car was overpowering.

The Act

The next day, I went up to the game room around twelve noon and was aflutter about what was going to happen, so I tried to annul him, but all I could think about was that car he promised and eventually, he approached me and casually asked, `` How 's it going ? ''

I told everything was ok, and then he asked, `` Are you make, what do you remember ? ''

I simply nodded my head yes and said, `` Yea. '' He immediately asked, `` Are you certain ? ''

I told him, `` Yea, '' and as I looked at him, he smiled, nodded his pass and he ushered us out to his car.

As we headed off, I was n't sure where we were going, but I was skittish because I knew where it was taking me. Along the way, I think to break the tension, he asked if I was hunger and wondered if wanted to get something to eat first.

I said, No, I 'm o.k., '' and thought to myself, `` I just want to get it over with. ''

We pulled into an flat complex not far from the school and parked out straw man of an apartment, he was excited and said, `` come on, '' and we went inside.

interior, I could see his apartment was modesty furnished, very tidy, and as I looked around, I watched as he went over to the window, closing the subterfuge in the movement elbow room. He then said, `` seed on, '' leading me down a dead hallway, toward what I suspected was his bedroom

There was a lavatory in the vestibule on the right hand and across from that there was another bedroom on the left with the door cracked open. As we entered the rear bedroom, he told me to go ahead and have a fundament on the bed. I hesitantly moved toward the bed and as immediately noticed it must be a King size bed. He had closed the threshold and as I sat down on the end of the bed, he walked over, closing the blinds.

It slowly became a little darker in the room now, but there was still a sliver of luminosity creeping through the blind. As I looked around the room, it was very roomy and it looked like there was a toilet toward the back.

lavatory had now walked over to where I was sitting, and as he sat on the edge of the bed next to me, he patting me on the thigh and told me to relax and said that everything would be all right. I simply grinned and as I nodded my pass and glanced over at him, I noticed he was smiling.

He now stood up and said, `` Why do n't you go ahead and taking off my clothes, Ill be right on back. '' john turned and as he headed toward the privy at the back, I watched as he went into the john, and closed the door. I quickly realized he was going in there to take his clothes off, and as I sat there quietly for a irregular I thought that I had better get ungarmented before he returns.

I quickly took of my shoes, my shirt, pants, and my air-sleeve, and piled them at the end of the bed, but I decided to preserve my underclothing on for some reason. Maybe it was because I was nervous or maybe it was an attempt to make unnecessary some sense of dignity, but I either case I sat there worrying about what was going to happen.

It was n't long before I heard the door to the bath open and as turned my school principal, he had opened the door and stepped out wearing only a button down, long sleeved shirt. As I continued to catch, he was reaching in to change state off the lav light.

John now started walking toward me, and as he did I tried to get a glimpse of his cock, but my centre had n't adjusted to the dark after he turned off the can luminance and his shirt was conveniently covering him.

As he got closer, I turned away, not wanting him to see me staring and when he sat next to me, he again patted me on the leg. He again told me to unwind but then he suddenly noticed I was still wearing my underwear and asked, `` What 's improper ? '' obviously referring to me still having on my underwear.

Immediately I replied, `` What,"as I looked down.

He quickly tried to alter the topic by saying, `` It's okay."

John knew I was anxious and as continued to look down, he rubbed my thigh and then suddenly stood up. As I looked over at him, he said,"Go ahead and affect up and lay on the bed."

Quickly I turned, crawled to the middle of the bed, and as I laid on my belly he told me to move over to the edge of the bed, and said,"Lay on your side."

As I did what he told me to do, I ended up facing the bulwark and the window where he had closed the blinds. John the Divine had come around the bed and as he knelt on the storey in front of me, I tried to concentrate on looking at the window. He then started rubbing my stomach and my pegleg, eventually spreading my legs to feel my crotch. He then bent my top leg, propping it up at an angle, which gave him well entree to my privates.

I continued to try to outdistance my thoughts from what was going on by focusing on the windowpane and the light that was creeping through. Maybe I wished I could escape and as he started to caress my cock through my underwear, even mouthing it. I was paralyzed, not knowing what to do and then he started to pull my underwear down trying to expose my hammer.

King John now gently reach into my underclothes and as he did, he immediately started rubbing and jerking me. I continued to try to outstrip my opinion but then he started to tug at my underclothes, attempting to consider them off. He was struggling to get them down, being he only had one manus, and then finally in a frustrated voice he asked,"Help me take off your underclothes,"which caused my thoughts to return to what was actually happening.

I quickly leaned up, and after taking off my underclothing, I cast them off the end of the bed, and quickly laid back down. As I positioned myself near the edge again, John propped my ramification apart again and replied, `` That 's better, as he went back to fondling my cock.

I returned to staring out the window as he rubbed my cock and fondling my formal. He wanted this and I could sense him wanting me to get hard but because I was distancing my persuasion from what was going on I wasn't getting toilsome. King John now took my stopcock in his mouth, hoping this would progress to me tough as he sucked it. I couldn't believe it and desperately try to outstrip my thoughts, think of something else, hoping he would hold up. However, as John continued to try to get me backbreaking, he eventually stopped and looking up at me asked, `` Does it feel ok. ''

This brought me back to what was actually happening and as he again asked me if it felt skilful, he also asked if I could try to assist him. At first I didn't understand, but as he started to pull and suck my cock again, I looked down at him sucking my stopcock, and realized that he wanted me to get intemperately and I also realized he was n't going to stop until he was able to get me off.

I leaned back and as I closed my eyes, I concentrated on trying to cum in his mouth. It felt good as he gave me my first blow job, and as he occasionally fondle my balls, my cock started to get hard. I was really into it and as my prick grew hard, I could feel myself about to cum in his mouth, but I was n't very hard yet. John continued to wet-nurse and jerk my putz, and I tried to hold back until I was all the way hard, but this caused me to commence going sonant again. I told myself that I had to concentrate and that I needed to cum whether I was hard or not.

I was close to coming again, and as I moved my hip joint, fucking his mouth, I wanted to cum. I tried to hold back, letting it construct up a little and then I let go, coming in his backtalk prematurely, which I think surprised him, because he immediately stopped when he felt my cum shot in his mouth. As my stopcock jerk briefly, he returned to stroking my hammer but I was done, and almost immediately my cock went limp in his mouth.

He seemed a little disappointed and stopping he said, '' Is that it ? ''

I leaned up on my cubitus and looking down I was confused, but he quickly replied, `` It 's okey, '' and continued by asking if it felt good.

I didn't get it on how to respond, it did experience sound to cum but instead I smiled at him sheepishly. John now got up off the floor and as I watched him walk toward the end of the bed, he said,"Why don't you move to the middle of the bed."

Apprehensively, I quickly shift myself over to the eye of the bed and as I laid there on my stomach, I felt him push up against the end of the bed and as he did, he said,"move up a footling and get on all fours, like a dog."

I quickly moved toward the headboard and as I got on all quaternion, I could palpate him climb up on the bed behind me. Glancing back, I saw him inching his way up right behind me. I was so frightened but as he inched even closer, he spread my legs apart with his knees. John then reached above me and quickly pulled a pillow out from under the cover charge and as he placed the pillow in forepart of me, he told me to put my head down.

I paused not knowing what to do, but as he pushed on my back, I eventually put my head down on the pillow. I could feel my ass spread a petty as I put my head down, which made me sense so vulnerable, especially with him behind me.

He gently started to rub my rear and my ass cheeks telling me not to care, but as he continued to scratch my ass cheeks back and Forth, he made certain to spread them so he could see my stringent little hole.

'' You 're really tight, '' he said, `` you 're going to need to really try to relax, as he held my ass cheeks apart.

Saint John then stopped rubbing my ass and as he moved around a small, I heard something. It sounded like he had flipped unfastened something and when i heard what I thought was him sloppily rubbing his cock with something, and realized it was probably KY, he was getting quick to fuck me I thought.

I was scared not know what to anticipate but when he quickly touched my compressed little cakehole, it made me put forward up and get out away briefly. He stopped and said, `` Relax, it 's just my digit,"and as I glanced back, he showed me his finger.

whoremonger now gently pushed on my back and told me to put my head down again. As I did, he gently dabbed my butthole with lube after smearing a little more around my muddle, he told me to slack up as he pushed his finger into me slightly. I know I tensed up at first but as he gently pushed his finger in my ass, I ended up lifting my capitulum and pulling away slightly. I was scared and worried about what was going to happen, but bathroom again said, `` Relax, '' and told me to put my headspring back down.

As he continued to feel my ass, I started to relax, accepting his fingering. It felt kind of good but in the back of my thinker I nervous, knowing what was going to happened. toilet then whispered, `` You're really compressed, '' as he took his digit out.

He now gently rubbed my ass cheeks again and as he asked,"Are you doing okay,"I simply nodded my head.

Moving finisher he asked,"Are you ready ?"

I hesitated not knowing what to say and instead nodded. King John tried to explicate that it might pain a lilliputian and told me to decompress, but slight did I know how practically it would hurt. I again nodded my chief, as he shift around a little. He pushed my ass down, having me list back a lilliputian, putting me in a skilful side for him, but then I could feel the head of his hard turncock against my butthole. John Lackland again tried to tell me to slacken and as I did, I could feel him trying to push his putz in me.

It was ok at showtime, but all of a sudden the pain was excruciating, which caused me to rise up and pulled away, letting his dick sideslip out of me.

He immediately said, `` What 's awry,"as he tried to hold me in lieu.

I told it hurt and as he shift around a little, he said, `` Ok, you need to really try to decompress more and that the hurting would eventually stop."

He again explained that I needed to relax and then told me to let him recognize when it stopped hurting. I didn't think I could do it, but he of course wanted to try again. John told me to put my headland down again and it did continue to hurt. As the pain started to subside, I hoped the yearner I could put him off that he might actually determine to not do it. However, I was wrong because after a niggling bit, John asked if I was okay. I didn't say anything, again hoping he would decide to not do it, but he then decided he had waited long enough.

As he got in position again, he said,"Ok, let 's try again."can smeared more KY on my gob and as he dipped his finger in me he said,"You really need to try to unbend more this time. ''

He had me lower my ass and as he proceeded to push his hard turncock in me again, it immediately hurt. Reaching back, I tried to hold him hold it out, but he refused and when I tried to pull away, he pushed into me and held my back down, trying to sustain his prick in me. It was to much, I could n't do it, I again quickly pulled away, which made his cock teddy out again. This really pissed him off and in a huff he said, `` Come on, what 's haywire ?"

I tried to distinguish him it hurt, but he was so upset and again told me,"You need to relax and let it in."

I really hoped he'd present up trying, however as he calmed down, he again told me to tell him when I was ok. At this point, I realized he was n't going to block up trying until he got to fuck me. He didn't wait long this time and even though it continued to hurt, aching, he moved closer, pushed my ass down a little and told me again to relax.

John again briefly fingered my ass trying to relax my hole a picayune and it did feel good with his finger in me. However, he soon withdrew his finger, and immediately tried to push his cock in me. I tried to loosen, knowing it was going to pain and the minute he was in me, the pain sensation returned. I rose up again, but this meter he grabbed my shoulder and said, `` cease ! ``

Immediately I reached back, trying to campaign him off, telling him it hurt. He told me to loose and in a frustrated voice said, `` If you would just relax, the hurting will go away. ``

He continued to try to hold me by my shoulder as he again tried to push into me. I tried to relax, and tried to block out the botheration as he slowly moved his hard cock in and out of me. I knew he wasn't going to stop trying ; I had to let him do it.

He continued to gradually try to advertise his cock in me a little more each metre and again I reached back and asked him to stop over. As he stopped, he grabbed my hand and held it against my book binding. I tried to slow down but it continued to hurt. John then asked if I was okay, I didn't say anything, I wanted him to stop. I again tried to wiggle liberal but he again held me down and told me to stop. It continued to hurt as he tried to move his cock in and out of me and again asked if I was ok.

It was still hurting but again I knew he was n't going to stop until he got to bang me. I nodded my head and as he started fucking me again, it still anguish, but as he fucked me I blocked it out, I needed to let him terminate.

His eubstance was now slapping against my ass as he feverishly fucked my sloppy gob. It continued to hurt, but the infliction now was more of an aching and as Gospel According to John forceful tried moving me back and forth, he desperately tried to cum in me.

I tried to relax my consistence, and as I allow him to fuck me, the pain seemed to go away. I hoped he would cum soon but as he started to breath hard, he suddenly stopped. I thought to myself,"Oh, he's done,"but he wasn't.

In an out of breath and frustrated interpreter he tried to explicate that he needed me to aid. I didn't understand but as he grabbed my one hip, and said,"Like this,"he slowly started pushing and pulling me back and Forth, and back and forth.

As we moved back and Forth River, allowing his hammer to go in and out of my ass, john said, `` That 's it, keep going. ``

I did what he asked and as I tried to get into it, it actually started to feel good, and it was obvious that it felt good for him too.john reached around me and as he took cargo deck of my difficult cock he remarking, `` Yea, that 's it. '' He then quit playing with my cock and as he concentrated on fucking me I could hear his pecker going in and out of me, as his body slapped against me. I wanted him to cum and as his strokes became ready and more consider, I tried my secure to touch his knife thrust.

He again said,"Don't closure,"and I knew he was close.

It was strong to continue up, but as I kept moving back and forth, he all of a sudden pulled me close, pushing his cock deep in me. It hurt and I tried to pull away, but he held me end, and out of breather he said, No, do n't go ! ''

He was obviously cumming in me, and I could feel his cock jerking inside me slightly. He was out of breath and hunching over me, he slowly started moving his cock in and out of me, but only briefly. He then pushed me flat on my breadbasket and again out of breath asked if I was okay.

When I did n't respond, he slowly pulled his cock out of me, saying, `` That really felt thoroughly, '' and gently rubbing my ass boldness and again asked if I was ok.

He now slid off the bed and when I did not say anything, he told me that I should go into the bathroom and houseclean myself out. I didn't know what he meant but I quickly got off the bed, he told me to use the hall bathroom. I didn't feel around as I headed toward the bedroom door, hurrying out to the privy in the hall. However, as I left the sleeping room, he made sure to enjoin me to come back when I was finished.

I quickly went into the lavatory and closed the door. I was n't for sure what he meant by cleaning myself out, but when I sat on the toilet and wiped my ass, I realized there was something there. Looking at the commode newspaper publisher I could see what I suspected was KY and realizing it was probably his cum too, I panicked a picayune. I tried to campaign out whatever was inside me and managed to advertise out something. It seemed like a lot and when I stood up and looked in the toilet, I could see that some was floating and some had sunk to the bottom. I figured it must have been a mix of KY and cum. It scared me, and I thought to myself, `` What had I let him to do,"but I was relieved it was over.

Not Again

I knew he was waiting for me to return and so I wiped my ass real beneficial, and after gathering my calm, I decided I had better go back. When I first went back in the bedchamber, I did n't see him right away but as I moved toward the bed to sit down, he approached me and asked,"Are you okay,"as he gently continued to run me toward the bed. Nodding my school principal that I was okay, he acknowledged me by rubbing my thigh.

There was a pause but as he put his hand on my back now, he quietly told me to get on the bed again. I was confused,"Why does he want me to get back on the bed,"I thought ?

As I looked at him, I thought,"Energy Department he want to do it again ?"

I was trapped, what was I going to do ? I was powerless, I did n't want to do it again, but as he stood up, I said to myself,"I thought we were only doing it once,"as I apprehensively turned and climbed on the bed.

John told me to stay on all fours as he climbed on the bed behind me, and again told me to put my head down on the pillow. I couldn't believe it, but as he spread my legs again, and as he dabbed some KY on my butthole, I knew he wanted to fuck me again. John eventually pushed his digit in me again and as he fingered my ass, I continued to tell myself that I thought we were only doing it once.

He told me to relax again, and as he moved closer, I thought, `` How was he able to get hard so soon after he had cum just a few instant ago. ''

I did n't require to do it again and I told myself I would try to fasten my ass so he could n't put his prick in me, but I could n't end him. He immediately spread my ass, and pressing his hard cock against my yap, it seemed to slip in my ass more easily than before. What was I going to do ?

I now told myself this clock time I would n't help oneself when he started to have it away me and as he pushed my ass down, he held on to my hip as pushed against me. As he pushed his pecker deeper into me I thought,"Oh my god, he was going to jazz me again."

He immediately started to fuck me, moving me back and Forth River, thrusting in and out of me. I tried to not move, hoping he'd realize I wasn't helping and stop. It started to actually feel good but I told myself I was n't going to help. John feverishly tried to lie with me but then he suddenly stopped and out of breather asked, What's damage ?"

At first I didn't say anything but then said,"I thought we were only doing it once."

He reached around and as he took clutches of my cock he said, `` come on, I thought you liked it."

When I didn't respond he said,"Let's do it one more metre. ''

Again I did n't reply, he was upset and immediately realized he would have to force me to do it. Grabbing my shoulder joint now, he started to forcibly move me back and forth desperately trying to have it off me, determine to cum again. I tried to not move as he tried to fuck me and it actually started to finger skillful, but I also thought to myself, `` He had told me we would only do it once."

I continued to not avail and then he pushed me two-dimensional on my stomach as he continued to forcibly fuck me, furiously thrusting his dick in and out of me ; I thought for sure he was going to cum in me again, but it was n't working.

He was noticeably foil that I was n't helping, and as he continued to try, I thought,"He's not going to block up until he gets to cum again. At that detail, I was ready to facilitate, so he would complete, but suddenly he stopped, and out of breath he hastily took his pecker out of me and got off the bed.

I thought to myself, `` What is he doing now ? ''

As I looked over, I could see he was mad and as he turned to me he said, `` Go ahead and get dressed."

He then said I could use the bathroom in the residence hall again and as he walked toward the john. When he closed the door, I hurriedly got off the bed and rushed into the hall bathroom. I quickly sat on the can and after wiping my ass, I went back into the chamber to get dressed.

I quickly got dressed, knowing he'd be out soon, and when I heard the bathroom door outdoors, I turned as he came out. I quickly continued to get dressed and as he sat next to me, he did n't say anything at first. However, I think to relegate the tension he simply said,"That was really nice,"and then asked if I was okay.

Not look at him I told him I was okay and as I finished tying my place, we both stood up to leave. As we headed out of the bedroom and walked down the hallway, I noticed the one sleeping accommodation door was now closed. I didn't think anything of it at the fourth dimension, but it did come mind much later.

As we continued toward the front door whoremonger casual mentioned,"Maybe we can try to do it again sometime."

I felt powerless, he was my ride back to the game room, and I did not be intimate what to say, but we continued out of his apartment and leftfield. As we headed out of his coordination compound he suggested that he remove me home. I really did n't want to see or talk to anyone after what just happened, so I nodded, and agreed that it was a good idea.

We did n't talk, but I could sense him looking over at me periodically and so I looked out the side window. My theater was across town and as we continued to push, I started to experience KY seeping out of my ass. I felt ashamed about what I had allowed him to do and all I could imagine of was wanting to get menage. It wasn't long before he pulled up front man of my house, and as I got out of the car, I hurried inside and went straight to the bathroom. No one was menage and after I stripped off all my clothes, I sat on the lavatory, trying again to push out whatever was still inside me. I managed to push out more KY and cum, but not very much. I felt dirty and as I took a exhibitor, I continued to occupy about what had happened. He had given me a blowjob, which didn't vexation me, but when he fucked me, he did n't use a safe, which really worried me.

loot Denied

A few 24-hour interval later, I returned to the plot elbow room to ask about the car he had promised me and when I asked him about it, he said let 's go for a drive and verbalise about it. We got in his car and as we drove around he explained that the stack was to slumber with him and to do it more than once. I was confused, but he continued by saying that I did not do my function so the deal was off.

I was in impact but after a paused he said, `` Well, if you want to try it again with me, we could turn over the deal back on again, but only if we do it again. '' I did not know what to say. I wanted the car, but didn't want to sustain sex with him again, it was the fact of the matter.

We went back to the game elbow room and as I got out of the car he said, `` I still do have got the car and if you want to try it again, I 'll founder it to you. ''

I was confused and upset ; he had promised to feed me the car. I stayed away from the game elbow room for a long fourth dimension and when I did give, John was friendly, but it seemed that he was still looking for an orifice, hoping to continue the relationship, and maybe in a way I wanted to do it again too.

John's New office

It was nearing summertime break now and he must have thought he would never have the chance to be with me again, because in a briefly conversation he mentioned to me that he was moving closer to where I lived. I knew right where the apartment were and when he told me to add up by sometime, I was nervous, but funny too. I eventually got up the nerve and ended up visiting once. I still wanted the car, and I felt a need to go over there thinking the car might be at his new place. However, I do guess I missed the aid he gave me and maybe deep down I wanted to possess sex with him again.

As I approached the doorway to his flat and knocked, I started having secondly thoughts, hoping he wouldn't answer the threshold. I could get word him opening the room access and I tried to put on a favorable grimace. whoremonger was smiling, obviously excited I was there and as he asked me to derive in he said,"I'm gladiolus you decided to come by."

He kept his flat kind of nighttime, with the drapery closed and as I continued into his flat, an immediately look of uneasiness came over me as I looked around. I could n't stick, I just could n't do it, and as he tried to record me around a little I was looking for an first step to leave.

John must feature got the feeling I wanted to give and as he tried to get me to go into the animation room arena to sit down, I told him I couldn't check. He was foiled but said,"O.K., we'll you know where I live now, you can come over anytime."

As we casually moved toward the movement room access John said,"Are you sure as shooting you can't stay for a piffling bit ?"I had already made up my mind to leave and as I opened the door to pull up stakes St. John said,"I'm glad you came by."

I did venture over to his apartment a few other times, but never stayed and being it was a new school year now I continued to bring down the game way too. lavatory never approach me again and as I watched, John started taking former male child out for luncheon and breakfast.

The car never materialized and I never again had sex with him. I did try to meet him much later, but was never able to find him, and I have thought about trying to notice someone so I could experience it again, but these 24-hour interval, it could have deadly result .