The Thing I Do For Love ...
GayChapter 1
My name is Dexter, I 'm 19, blonde haired and blue eyed.
I want to say `` chant '' but I 'm not there yet. I 'd go with `` sporty '' or `` muscular ''. I mean, my all my muscles are showing pretty well, but I 'm not as pumped up as all of those gym addict. There was a reason for me to start going to the gym.
When I was 17, I stopped playing football. It was around that time that I realised I was into guy wire. This, and a lack of time for it, led me to quit playing and start working out, since I did n't need to let myself slack-off and be out of shape.
You see, being a 17 year old gay guy it is n't prosperous when you have to change for football game practice in a room full moon of sweaty teenage boys three time a week. Especially considering I have a piddling thing for feet.
I thought that me quitting, would solve my `` problem '' and that way I could just be horny and gay all by myself, but I had n't considered that some of those guys were actually my friends.
Two of them, I had known ever since I wore my first diaper, Luke and Leonardo. They were my two skilful friends. Then there was Jeremy, Aaron, Brian, Gary ... and Joshua. Oh, man.
Now Joshua, he was n't on my football team, but he was in all of my classes in my last year of high schoolhouse. I had a Major press on him ever since I started to realise I was interested in the Guy on the squad. In class, we got along very well. We were n't Best ally or anything, but we had common friends so I got to make out him pretty well. But after quitting the football team, joining the gym, graduating gamey school and going to college, I sort of grew estranged of all of them. The bozo from the team, as well as Joshua. I found other friends, and I hung out with the guy less and less. When we would encounter at company and such and we would sing and have a good time together, but apart from that I did n't see them often. We were all headed our own seperate fashion in lifespan. I missed them. I missed Joshua. I missed how loose it all used to be.
However, thanks to the seperation I did come out to get a little bit more into the gay scene during my first year of college. Online chatting, coming out to everyone and knickknackery. My coming out was rather slowly, since I 'm not such a unimaginative gay guy, but just a normal dude. I dress, act and blab like a straight guy, because that 's just the way I am, except I like to draw hawkshaw instead of eating pussy, apparently. masses did n't look at me very diffirently, they were all really accepting despite the shock of it all.
I was a horny teenager two years ago, and I still am. The guy play around in my fantasies. Joshua more so then the others. My impression for the guys from my footballteam are only sexual, but when I think about Book of Joshua I feel so much more than that. Yet, they 're just fantasy. I have to make do with the odd Grindr hookup from time to time. At to the lowest degree, that was my animation before yesterday.
Yesterday was a boring day. School sucked, work was even worse and all I wanted to do was go to bed and wake up after a week or so. But then I got a text, telling me that my bed had to hold off a little longer.
Dwight, one of my classmates picked me up, and it was a 45 min. drive to the club, since we had to pick up the eternal rest of the gang on the way. I liked hanging out with them, we all became Quaker on the first day of college and went drinking that Saami night to get to know each early better. That was a hell of a night.
Dwight turned up some calming medicine, which was great because I had to get a little bit of residue before we got there.
Plus, I had all the time to moon about my long life crush. God Joshua, gorgeous Joshua. Wavy blonde hair, sea-blue eyes and not too plank, but very ping tasty-looking backtalk. Not to mention his gymnastic build. He is everything a guy could ever want. Jocky football game thespian and all. I have been crushing on him for years, but like the former bozo, he seems completely straightaway. You ca n't blame a guy for hoping right ? He 's just so likeable, and fun to be around. I can daydream all I want.
When we got to the club it took me some time. But after a little while I had a really honest bombination going on.
I had been dancing around with a few lady friend when I realised I had to go to the john to take a urine. I slowly made my way over there, did my matter and was gear up to get back on the dancefloor when I felt a strong hired man grab me around my upper arm, pulling me through the crowd into a less busy corner of the room. When the guy loosened his handle, I turned around to front him, realising that it was none early than ...
'J-Joshua ? .. W-wha-what 's up man ? Is something incorrect ?'Oh, awesome Dex, that was not obvious at all. You 're so smooth.
'Hey Dexy, zilch 's wrong, I just wanted to verbalize to you for a bit .'He said, as I stared into his azure eye. When he started a little catch-up chatting I took that time to look him up and down. He 's really gorgeous, to me at to the lowest degree. His blue eyes, styled blonde hair, liberal shoulder, substantial muscles, his V-neck showed some boy-cleavedge. His strong stage and large fundament were clad in drab scrawny jean and black sneakers. Everything about his looking at turned me on, and everything about his personality made me strike in love.
There was not actually that a good deal awkwardness between us though, we had been beneficial friends. I mean everyone knew I was into guy wire by now. But even the footballguys kept talking to me at party and stuff, they did n't really acknowledge the obvious grounds for which I quit.
'... you here with ?'I heard Joshua 's articulation, which slapped me into the here and now.
'Sorry, what did you say ?'I asked.
He smiled at me, a little strangely, as if there were some inside joke I did n't get. Did he notice me staring ? He composed himself, standing straight up, which meant I had to deform my head up a little since Joshua was about an column inch taller than me.
'I said, who are you here with ?'He repeated.
'I 'm with some guys from college tonight, what about you ?'
Josue smiled wider.
'I 'm with the guys, issue forth on let 's say hi .'He said. I wanted to go with him, but I could n't go without telling my friends.
'Wait, let me narrate my protagonist first .'
'No time ! Sorry Dexy !'Josue yelled over the phone of the music as he grabbed my arm again and pulled me into another hall where they played soft careen music. Then he continued to haul me towards the john, he stopped before entering. The medicine was softly buzzing through the vestibule, there were a twain of wasted people and some guy rope and girls trying to withdraw eachother 's tongues. This was the well known office to start things up before going home to plume up with someone. I 'd had my fair contribution of appetizer here. I looked around and threw Joshua a disoriented smell, and that 's when I felt his hand on my cheek.
I nearly died as he turned my aspect towards his, I do n't know if it was the alcohol, the weariness, the music or the cosmopolitan standard pressure alltogether, but when he leaned in and I almost crushed his nose smashing my lips against his. He grabbed my face with one manus and clutched my hair with the other as our lips moved together as if they had been forever. I wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling him wealthy against me until I was sandwiched between the wall, and the boy I 'd dreamt of for about two years. What the screwing was happening ?
I wanted to commit away, to ask him what was going on or to check if he was n't really drunk. I did n't want us to regret anything later. But god, he felt so ripe leaning his whole dead body against me. Our hands had started travelling all over our torso 's as our tongues fought wildly for ascendence. Normally I 'd have the guy flushed and whimpering against the wall by now, but it seemed I 'd met my friction match. Fuck, this boy could make out. My head was spinning as I squeezed a bridge player to the full of his ass and pulled him even closer to me. I could feel his little pal pushing into my thigh, which did n't find as small as the last time I saw it in the boy 's locker elbow room at school day. He started to craunch himself against my own excitement and we moaned into each former 's mouths.
We did n't stop for what seemed like the whole eventide, we just stood there. Our backtalk never leaving each early. But just as that short voice in the back of my head started to wonder how the fuck it was possible that my get-go and only actual puppy love was making me see stars right now, he pulled away.
Immediately I missed the feeling of his closeness. A niggling groan escaped him as he stared at me with half-lidded eyes.
'You have no idea how long I 've waited to do that .'He said breathlessly.
Before I could respond, Joshua had pulled me into the bathroom. I thought one of my sordid fancy was going to come through, but petty did I know that a whole new one was going to found itself into my mind.
When we stepped inside the bathroom, I heard the lock dog shut behind us, which caused me to look around at the door in panic. And let me evidence you, I was no less than surprised when I realised Joshua had meant my friends from the football team when he 'd said : `` the cat ''. There abide Aaron, a smirk on his well-favored face. He winked at me and gestured his caput to the former side of meat of the bathroom, where the other hombre were staring at me.
Leonardo, Luke, Brian, Gary and Jeremy. And immediately I noticed that something was legal injury. And I was n't certainly wether it was trade good wrong or bad incorrect.
Leonardo had his script around Gary 's cervix, and not in a bromance kinda way. He rubbed there cheeks together smiling at my confused face. Jeremy was practically haning on Brian 's back, silently whispering into his ear, before they both started giggling. And to top it all of, Aaron came standing next to Luke, wrapping his arm around his impressive powerful waist and full-on kissed him on the mouth.
When I had finally regained my ability to mold a normal time I asked, 'What ... What the fuck is going on ?'I looked at Joshua, who sheepishly looked at me and shuffled around.
The other hombre laughed at me loudly. They did n't lay off before Aaron stepped in front man of me.
'Oh Dex, you 're so sweetness and innocuous are n't you ?'He snickered. I looked at him confused. 'What the fuck do you think of Henry Louis Aaron ?'
Aaron chuckled and looked at me like I was an unknowing toddler or something. 'Did you really think you were the lone one ? When puberty started to hit all of us, and we saw each former au naturel almost every day, did you really think you were the only one to be `` odd '' about Guy ? Do you even earn how flaming horny teenage boy get ? And do you know how fucking frustrating it is to ingest to go through all this bother to hit on miss ?'
This could n't be real, I had to be dreaming. What the fuck was he talking about, did he mean that all of them.. ?
'You mean all of you hombre are ...'I almost whispered.
'Not necessarily ,'Aaron started. 'Let me explain .'A smirk formed on his face as he slid his hand up Luke 's shirt to feel his bulky and chiseled stomach.
'When I was around 12, I already started to get bungle thinking about you guys .'And that honestly did n't storm me as a great deal. Aaron always was a little ... oversexed. He did n't seem abashed easily, and he would have it away other guys all the patch laughing at himself. If I suspected person being gay, it was Aaron.
'You know me, I get what I want ,'he continued. 'And I wanted Gospel of Luke .'He put his hired man down St. Luke 's trouser and squeezed his package, making him moan out loud. Seriously, dafuq was going on ?
'I cornered him after practice one time, and showed him what I could do. And he enjoyed it .'Luke was now practically squirming under Aaron 's touch. Who smiled confidently. The former hombre were just smirking at me. 'Do n't you get it ? Luke and I started to fuck each other. We 're boyfriends.
And that, I did n't expect. Aaron yes, but Luke ? My boy next door ? What the hell ?
Aaron saw my shocked facial expression and laughed. 'But as you know, I get bored easily. So I wanted to get early guy wire involved after a piece, Luke and I had no fuss hiding it, so why not add someone, right ? Gospel of Luke and I both wanted Thomas More fun, and more to play with. So we chose the biggest one here, Leo ! And he was game as well .'
I could n't believe my auricle. Big, solid, manly, my best protagonist Leonardo da Vinci was gay ?
Leonardo da Vinci is Old than us, he 's 24 and huge. It was a wonderment he was in our team at all. And eventhough I 've known him the long, and we 've been admirer for so long I had never thought he 'd be into guys.
'It became really hot ,'Aaron continued his petty monologue as he practically raped Luke on the berth using only his custody, and one of his branch. He pushed Luke 's pant down to his ankles The former guys were pretty turned on by now, me included. Judging by our bulges at least.
'But after a patch, Leo became kinda jealous when me and my boyfriend-'he drew a loud, shameless groan from Luke 's sassing as he squeezed the now purple principal of his gumshoe, while shoving two finger up his ass.
'-wanted to have some alone time. So we found him a boyfriend too .'Gary kissed Leo 's buttock. They actually seemed a good fit. Gary was shorter than me. I stood at a steady 6.2 ft. whereas Gary was about 5.6'but had less of an athletic human body. He was on the skinny English, which made Leo look like a fucking monster next to him. Leo himself was a big strong hunk of meat. Well defined and operose like marble. He was at least 6.5'. They looked cute together, but damn, Gary 's ass had to be sore.
Aaron was now jerking Luke unvoiced and fucking three finger's breadth up his ass, which had him whining and screaming. It made me feel both weird and horny to see my other Best friend being pleasured like this.
'And the same goes for Brian and Jeremy really .'Aaron continued as if nothing strange was going on.
'They joined our little sex-hobby-club after we all tried them out .'Luke whimpered Hank Aaron 's figure as he came undone all over his own stomach, Aaron 's manus and the john floor. And it was a considerable amount.
This was a lot to admit in. My mind was racing and connecting the window pane. thought of all the sleepovers the guy cable have had without me. The way too long cascade they always took after football game practice.
There was one bantam thing missing though : Joshua.
What the nookie did he let to do with this ? How did he even know these Guy ?
Aaron saw me looking between him and Joshua who was glaring at him. 'And two workweek ago ,'Henry Louis Aaron said casually, 'Joshua joined in. And guess who he wanted to be his spouse for life Dexy ?'Aaron said, before licking his own helping hand clean of Saint Luke 's cum.
Joshua came up behind me, and as much as my mentality was damaged in just about five minute, and everything I thought I knew about my childhood friends was completely improper, his warm up arms around my waist did n't make me finger just horny. But also the well-chosen guy alive as I turned around to buss him. Still, it did n't explain this crazy sexclub and how Joshua even knows the Guy. 'Okay but waiting, how do you ridicule have intercourse Book of Joshua ?'I asked the room at with child. I was genuinely confused by this.
'He 's in college with me .'said Aaron, smirking at Book of Joshua. I immediately got this jealous rush and flung my arm around Joshua 's shank, who was only looking at me.
'As soon as he told me he knew you from school, and started rambling about you like a madman, I started to realise Thomas More and more that he had the hots for you. And I also immediately see why you were acting so unearthly when you left the squad .'Aaron said proudly, as he stuffed Luke 's dick back in his trousers.
'So I took my chance and told Joshua I was gay, and I thought he was too. I told him that you might like him back and that I would help him get to you. But only if he payed the price. And he agreed .'
I did n't know what the heck he meant, but as soon as I saw the shamefaced, pleading look in Joshua 's eyes, I had a hunch.
'You joined their crazy sexclub ?'I asked him softly, not wanting him to opine I was angry. Because I was n't, in the end we did get together tonight. Which was my ultimate dream.
'I 'm gloomy Dexter. I panicked ! We both went to college and I thought I 'd never see you again ! And then I meet Aaron and he tells me he knows you and can keep on us in touch. And on top of it all he tells me that the guy of my screw dreaming has a infatuation on me ! I had to concord !'He exclaimed. His eyes were pleading as he wrapped his arms around my cervix and kissed me.
I could only get lost in the feeling of his warm rim, carresing mine slowly.
We had n't been at it for three second and I felt an hand jerked meat me away from Book of Joshua
'Ah, ah, ah ,'Brian said in my ear. 'Did n't you mind ? We get to try you out before you can enjoy your lovey-dovey stuff .'
I 'd hoped I did n't catch that right, or I hoped that I could go jerk off right there.
Joshua came closer .'C'mon hombre. I 've been crushing on Dex since I first fucking saw him. You guys promised to help me get him if I slept with you. Just let it go, apparently Dex and I have both been waiting for two damn years ! Just let us-'
'Nope ! We get to settle .'Jeremy cooed. Wohoho, what ?
'Wow wait ! What ? What do you mean ?'
Hank Aaron sighed. 'You see Dexy, I always knew you were the same as us. The exclusively remainder was, you did n't ever act on it. And we did n't know why the pit you never made a move on any of us until just a few weeks ago when this guy ,'He pointed at Joshua, who was holding me from behind. 'Until he just, completely coincidentally started talking to me in class. He 'd seen Saint Luke cull me up from course of study, and I started talking about liking guys and being gay. And he told me about his secret high school press that he 'd never dared to border on and rue it hugely. And after he told me a bit about the guy, I realised he was talking about you ! So I promised to tell him wether you were gay and had a crushed leather on him in high school, in central for him participating in our little sexclub .'Aaron winked at Joshua. Who blushed furiously and looked away from my eyes.
'Of trend, the second gear Joshie said he had a calf love on you, all the small-arm of the mystifier started to fall into place and I knew that you must 've liked him too. So we helped Joshie there come up his chunk and enjoin you he likes you, because neither of you were gon na do it otherwise. And I believe he succeeded pretty well in telling you a few moment ago, huh ?'I could n't stop the wide grin from spreading on my face.
But the look that Aaron had plastered on his own nerve now unnerved me a little.
'There was a catch though .'He whispered huskily. 'You 'd cause to enter as well, if it happened to work out for you guys. That 's why you 're here .'
I looked at Joshua, dumbfounded. 'Wait a sec. So you traded me, for a luck to get me ?'
Joshua sighed, 'Uhm ... yeah kinda. I 'm sorry Dex, I had no idea what to do. I was afraid that I was gon na chicken out of telling you what I feel .'
'But what do you finger ? We kissed ! I have no idea what the screw is happening !'I yelled.
Josue looked desperate. 'It 's just for once. You just have to do it one meter and then we 're out and we can be together. Please Dex, I wan na be with you okay ? I 've had the biggest crush on you for ages ! I even came out to my parents last Night !'He exclaimed.
That really storm me, but in a good way. No one has ever done anything like that for me. To give away that they 're into guy so that we do n't have to continue it a mystery. All of a sudden all my high schooltime tone were rushing back tenfold. If this was reliable, if this could really be, then I 'd do anything for it.
And before I knew it, I heard myself say : 'Well, alright .'I looked at Henry Louis Aaron 'So how is this going to influence ? I suck your hawkshaw in here and leave with my boyfriend ?'I felt Joshie smile against the dorsum of my neck at the word boyfriend.
A devillish grin facing pages on Aaron face as the rest chuckled darkly.
'You wish it were that easy, huh ? I 'm pitiful Dex, but it 's a little more complicated than that. You 're going to be doing the Saami trial as Joshua did, which means you 're ours for two weeks, and no Josue for that time .'
I was n't for certain if I could even go two metrical foot from Joshua now that I had him. But if it was the Price to have got him for myself. Then fuck it.
To be honest, I could n't be more turned on by the prognosis of being `` tried out '' by the others.
So I made a decision.
'Alright, I 'll do it. Two weeks, then you leave us alone .'I said sternly, looking Aaron in the eye dead-serious.
'Good, Dexy. Then you 'll have promote information tomorrow. Aaron winked and smirked at me. Gospel of Luke looked at me with wrath and jealousy, which scared me a bit since I had never seen him look at anyone like that before, let alone me.
I quickly turned around and kissed Joshua tenderly on the lip. The liaison made us both moan in hunger. A second later he was pulled off of me by Brian and Jeremy.
'Ours for two week, no Joshua .'Whispered Leo, and he grabbed Josue 's software out of nowhere. Joshua hissed in pain.
'I 'm gon na leave out you, Joshie .'He said as he licked Book of Joshua 's neck and ear.
Josue whimpered in pleasure, but kept his eyes locked on mine. As if to concentrate on the feeling Leo 's knife, but imagining me in his place.
'Okay, enough acting for one Nox. Let 's go .'Aaron said to the rest of them.
I walked out the door, and I heard Book of Joshua running after me, breaking free from Leo 's clutches. I quickly closed the bathroom door after us. The back I turned around I was completely covered by Joshua 's physical structure and felt his tongue going down my pharynx. I hungrily kissed him back and squeezed his stern as he squeezed mine. After a short-circuit minute he broke the kiss and reached into his straw man pocket. He got out an envelope and pecked me on the lips fiercely.
'This is so you do n't forget about me, okay ?'He looked at me with a miscellanea of horniness and desperation.
'I 'll see you in two week ,'he kissed me on the cheek and walked into the nightclub. Before he completely disappeared out of sight he turned around and yelled ,'I LOVE YOU !'Over the tatty music. My heart jumped and the broad smile paste on my face.
Holy shit, did he stand for that ?
I blushed as I looked at the envelope in my hands. In calamitous marker it read : `` I know it 's cheating, fag fuck it .'I laughed at that.
disinclination came over me but I opened it anyway.
interior I found a set of infernal painting of my crushed leather, posing in different unbelievable positions. All on a large white bed, all naked. My cock grew to it 's wide length within a matter of milliseconds.
What the fuck is my life even ?