My Transistion ( 1 )
Fantasy, LesbianIt was my thirtieth natal day, I went out with me friends and a couple cousins to the bar. Since I was also going through a divorcement I decided I needed to forget my job for the night. We all had fun that night, so much so that when I woke up in the morning in a hotel with 3 naked fair sex in bed I wanted to call up the night before. I lied there trying to monetary value it together but just could n't so I got up and took a shower. When I came out only Lisa was still there.
Lisa is a good admirer. I 've never tried to get to back base with her because I never saw her as girlfriend fabric. I do n't know why, I mean she 's hot and all but I always saw her as a little sister type.
We made some pocket-size talk of the town and she said she had to go.
A couple days later I noticed a rash on my shaft and thought I just needed a shower as it had been 2 Day so I showed and went to bed but the succeeding day I was feeling a slight pain in my groin area. So off to my doctors I went.
The doc I was seeing was a woman about my age. She asked what the problem was and I told her I was feeling pain in my groyne. She asked me to submit my bloomers off and lie on the tabular array so I did. She put some rubber gloves on and started her exam and sure enough I spring a boner. She just takes her pen out of her sac and wacks my dick a full one and so a good deal for my pratfall. Somewhat embarresed I said I was sorry. She just smiled and said it 's ok. It happens all the meter. 10 minutes later I left with some cream and some antibiotic drug. I was told to come back if it got worse.
Four days later and I was at emergency with a fever and a lot of pain in my groin. The medico put me in a room by myself and other then him and a nurse, that 's all I saw for the future couple days.
Finally the doc told me I needed surgery. I asked what was wrong and he told me he would explain after another doctor looked me over.
A couple more days go by and four Thomas More physician looked at me but none of them were talking.
Finally my doctor along with two other physician came and told me I needed surgery as soon as possible to amputate me penis.
I was in shock to say the least and do n't remember to much to a greater extent. The following afternoon I met with another doctor and he told me after the first squad of Doctor were done he was going to come in and finish the SRS surgery.
What the hell is an SRS operating room I asked and what 's going on here ? He told me I have an aggressive flesh eating disease on my penis and that SRS foregather sexual reassignment surgery. I would have to hold a sex modification but not to concern about it. As they were going to operate in the morning.
I cried for a patch and then called my mother and told her that I was going to get surgical process in the aurora and could she fall see me at the hospital tomorrow afternoon. Of row my mom was full phase of the moon of query but I could n't secernate her what was going on. So I told her I have to get my cecal appendage removed.
An time of day later Lisa shows up and asks what 's up. So I told her everything and made her swear not to tell anyone. We both cried and I told her to get checked out too.
The surgery went well and I woke up in ICU. My recovery went well to and I was released from hospital two workweek later with a package of adult nappy as I had to learn how to pee like a woman.
Lisa stopped by almost every day to learn on me and one day told me her examination came back convention. She was okay.
Six calendar week later I meet the doctor for a follow up and he asked if I wanted estrogen to help transition.
I asked what that meant and he said now that I do n't have a phallus anymore that I might be More happy as a woman.
I had n't thought about that I said. What will encounter to me I said.
Your body will slowly change and in a year or two, you will be a woman without the menstrual problem all early woman have.
He sent me home with a prescription and a referral to a shrink.
I talked it over with Lisa for a duo sidereal day and decided to go ahead and gather with the shrink.
The day I meet her. She told me she was glad I called and was so sorry for what happened to me. I told her everything and she even said that I had no other choice but to become a woman.
That 's not what I want to get a line I said in ira but I knew she was right.
I went home a stayed there for the next three weeks. I did n't answer the phone or the door. I just sat there and idea of the good old Clarence Shepard Day Jr.. Fucking all the char I 've been with and beating off. Finally Lisa got my landlord to let her in my apartment. She was pretty mad at me but we talked and just pay heed out for almost of the night.
The next morning I showered and went and filled the prescription. I went to see the shrink every hebdomad as she requested. I saw the physician every month too.
About five month went by when I noticed a few pernicious modification. My peel was softer and I did n't require to shave as much. My vocalism was different too. The next calendar month I noticed my teat were getting medium and my white meat were starting to grow. I started to assume baggy dress which Lisa hated and think me she mentioned it a a lot.
It was winter now so baggy clothes and winter jackets were the norm.
I went to Lisa 's place one day to blab out and advert out, check a movie that variety of thing. She opened the door invited me in, I took my jacket off and when I looked up at her she was just standing there with her oral fissure open staring at me. I looked behind me then back at her saying what ? ? ? What 's wrong ?
She snapped out of her stair and said `` zero '' goose egg 's wrong. We ate dinner and watched some tv without saying too much. Finally I stood up and said what 's with you tonight ?
She sat there quite as a shiner and staring me right wing in the eyes and said your changing ! ! !
Dose it bother you that much because if it dose ... She cut me off and said no. It 's not that. I I I just was n't ready for this often change I mean you 've got mamilla, I mean not footling tits but pretty gravid ones. I stumbled back a whole step or two and said I got ta go and started for the door, but she cut me off and said no I 'm sorry please do n't go. We can talk this out.
Lisa 's been my friend since grade school and she could always calm me down but to tell me I have big titty to my grimace like that scared the snake pit out of me. So I told her I needed time to think and grabbed my pelage on my way out the door.
It was early November now, 11 months since my cognitive operation. My condition was next to impossible to blot out anymore, hell I do n't even need to shave my face. I have n't told my sept yet, I was thinking. I 've avoided them all to this point but I needed my mom so I called her and told her I was coming for a sojourn but only if she was going to be alone. Dad passed on when I was seven so he was n't in the picture.
I got to mom 's theater around two in the good afternoon. I walked in, took my skid off and sat down on the couch before mom could yield me the usual hug. I left my jacket on to. She came in and stopped and just looked at me. I asked her to sit down, that we needed to talk and that it was important. She sat down on the sofa and said what is it sweat hart. I sat there and thought for a moment and she asked if this had any thing to do with me surgery.
Stunned I said yes. But what do you know ? ? ?
Lisa has been keeping me in the loop. I know everything. And she smiled and said can I have my hug now ! ! !
I stood up and hugged my mom and cried.
You know, I always wanted a girl, not like this mind you but I 'll take it all the same.
Mom finally let me go and said now take that cap off on the house and let me see you. I looked her in the eyes and said there have been some modification because of the hormones I 'm taking mom. She said I can see that, your typeface looks a short different. Besides you 've been on them for quite some clip now. I smiled and removed my coat. Her eyes lit up when she saw the size of my chest and said oh my, you 've grown so much. Are you wearing a bra ? Mah, hook I said. She laughed and said no-account my girl. We 'll consume to demand you and get sized soon. It 's ok mom, I 'll get to it.
It was such a relief to know mom knew what was going on. Who else knows mom ?
fountainhead almost everyone by now I suppose you see I told your aunt this morning when you called and you know your aunty with a secret. We both just laughed.
Over the next few days I was visited or called by almost every family member I have and it was a little toilsome to explicate to some of them but I got through it.
Lisa came by a few day later and rationalize, saying that my mom can be very persuasive. Can you ever forgive me, I hugged her and said it 's ok and thanked her. She had that strange look again. What 's wrong now i said ? We need to get you a bra. Let 's go and she graded my handwriting and off to the mall we went.
I thought we were going to Walmart or something like that but she said nooo. Those were not bra. Those were shit on a hanger and we walked into La Senza. Lisa asked for someone to help measure me and fit me properly and a charwoman graded her measuring tape recording and started sizing me up then went and got one for me to try on. Now I 've taken a few of these off other fair sex but never put one on so I 'm sitting there looking a this affair and Lisa bang on the doorway. Is everything okay in there. I open the door grab her arm and attract her in with me. What 's wrong she says. Can you help me with this, I 've never put one one before. Laughing she says strike your top off. I 'll help.
I pulled my top off reviling myself for the first metre and Lisa gasped and said oh my. Those are beautiful. She had that deer in the headlamp looking again. I covered myself quickly and blushed. Sorry I did n't mean to ... It 's ok Lisa. Let 's just get this over with. 38D wow. I 'm only a 34B, I 'm jealous as she smiles at me. I laugh and sigh at the same time.
Well that was n't to bad was it ? ? ? If you say so Lisa I say.
The end on November and I 'm it to see the doctor for my tick up. Almost a year now since my surgery.
There 's a new physician now. A younger guy about 30. He asks me to make my wearing apparel off and put the robe on that 's open up at the book binding and sit in the table with my groundwork in the stapes. Then leaves, a few here and now later he comes back in and asks how I 'm doing. Good I think, where 's the early doctor I ask. He 's recovering from a stroke he had last week. I 'm just filling in for the time being. Are you companion with my file ? ? No but your here to give an test rightfulness ? ? I guess I said. okey then, let 's get started and he pulls his chair up and turns his luminousness on his head band on and arrange his brain under the garment. He touches me on the incline 's of my privets. It felt strange. A tingling. A warming. It felt unknown. I put my hands down there to check him so he asks. Are you okay. No please stop I said he backed up and asked what 's wrong ? Please learn my file first ! ! ! He just looks at me then says okay. He grabs my file and starts reading it. A consequence later he looks up and says. I 'm so sorry. I thought you were just a cleaning lady scared to hold a man touch you. We get a lot of assault victims in here and we 'll you know. Do you desire me to continue.
I took a cryptic breath and said just go slow please. He says do n't concern, I 'll be conciliate and he was. He finished his exam and I 'm in tip top shape he said.
Two weeks before Christmas Day Lisa says I ca n't take it anymore. We 're going shopping, your not warring these baggy apparel anymore. Let 's go ! !
I do n't have any money Lisa I said. I 'm still on long terminus impairment but that 's about to run out. It 's sanction your mom took care of that. Come on, let 's go. okey let 's go I said.
Lisa and I shopped all day. First stop La Senza. You need a bra and panty set for every day of the week. So that 's what I got. Then she says you need a supper ... And she spun around and took off towards a rack grabed a project bra and g string jazz group and handed it to me. Try this on as she pushed me into the alteration elbow room. I put it on just in time for the threshold to open up. I forgot to shut away it. Lisa stood there staring at me again. You know, I 'm getting used to that you know. We both laughed and she said its perfective. leave it on. Just cave in the tag to the bank clerk. Next we went to a high end attire shop. Lisa marched over to a rack of garb pulled on off the rack and said combine me, this clothes is to die for. Try it on as again I 'm being pushed into a Chang elbow room. This time I pull her in with me and said oh no you do n't. Your helping me with this one. A few second later and I was in the dress. Lisa says `` dam I 'm good. I new this would seem killer on you ''. fag out it out. side by side to the jewelry shop. We picked out a couple nice necklace and earrings sets. Uhm Lisa, I do n't induce pierced ear. Laughing she says not yet. Let 's go.
By the end of the day, we spent almost $ 2000 but I would n't take anything for a long time.
ternion days before Christmastide Lisa and I are getting our hair, nails and makeup done. The cosmetologist was explaining everything to me so I could do my own makeup. When we were done, I did n't recognize myself. Lisa was staring again and I felt fantastic.
Christmas day and everyone is at mummy planetary house including Lisa. I was warring a conservative outfit. thirster red bird, red blouse, red low heals a skillful danty Au mountain range and earrings. My war paint was arrant and a scant dusting of essence. Mother approved but Lisa said I looked like a grannie. Lol.
For a lot of the family this was the first prison term they 've seen me since my modification. My brother was his common dickhead self until my auntie put him in his shoes. Lisa and I left around 10 pm it was a great time. I was comfortable and content.
New old age Eve and Lisa and I are dressed to the 9 and out having fun. We were both drinking champagne and I for one was getting tipsy. Not wanting to aim, Lisa says I booked a motel for the night. I kinda loomed at her and thought she planed ahead ? What 's up ? ? ? Somewhere around 2:30 in the morning we went to check in. When we got to the room, the board would n't act upon so I said here, let me try. As I took the card from her she pushed me up against the door and kissed me lightly on the backtalk. Suprized at foremost I just let it happen then I kissed her back. Finally getting the door undecided and looking inside there was only one queen size bed. The elbow room was lit in candlelight and there was a note on the mesa. Lisa says, this is for you, handing me the preeminence. She looked worried about something. Looking at the note it read ...
'' Sweetheart I 've wanted you for so long now but just could n't work up the nerve to tell you. Then you changed and I want you even more now ! ! !
You see I 'm a Lesbian, have been for ever now and now your the most beautiful cleaning woman I know bar none. You keep catching me ogling over you and keep asking what 's wrong. You take my intimation away and I want you to take me to be yours. I know you love me to. A twelvemonth ago you took me three times in one night.
I love you and only you. please necessitate me tonight ! ! !
love life Lisa. ``
Lisa was staring at me as she stood by the bed.
Shocked, I stood there ! ! !
She got up and walked over to me and kissed me every so sensually, so tender were her lips. I kissed her back the Saame way. Slowly, sudictivly and softly. She pulled me into her and kissed me harder as tears rolled down her cheeks. She breaks the buss and says is that a yes ? Smiling back at her as a rent roles down my buttock I said, Lisa I love you. She hugs me as I 'm saying this. I did n't have it away how to differentiate you without ruining our friendship. I felt the zipper on my dress come down my game slowly, and I realize she wants me now. then her hands came back to the backrest of my berm and she pulled the straps off my berm. The garb fell to the base. I reached down and pulled her dress off over her principal. Brushing her tears away she slowly reached around and undo my bra and let it fall as well. Our eyes were locked on each other. Her hands touching my boob ever so tenderly. Her hands are shaking, trembling. I was lost, I closed my eyes and tipped my head back as she leaned in and flicked her tounge at my nipple. Goose extrusion quake through me. I felt weak in the knees. Lisa helped me lie down on the bed. Pushing me back kissing me at the same prison term and rubbing my nipples in the decoration of her deal. Slowly she works down to my tits, kissing, licking, teasing. Ever so slowly, downward over my stomach. Hooking her thumbs under my step-in pulling them down. Her hand are still trembling. I lift my ass a little to help get my soaked panties off. Starting at my feet, slowly kissing, licking, teasing, tasting all she could. She worked her way up my legs leaving a lead with her tongue. Pushing my leg apart while kissing the interior of my thighs to my new slit. Now I 'm trembling, burning with desire. She kisses all around my pussy but does n't touch it. Quivering and with a very wobbly voice I say please ! ! !
She continues to tease, blowing ever so lightly. Rubbing the tip of her nose up and down my lips. Flicking her tounge gently on my mouth as if she was studying or exploring chartless territory.
Then suddenly, without warning she shoves her tounge into the bottom of my cunt flicking her tounge upwards and closing her mouth over my kitty-cat. Pure ecstasy rolled over me, I arched my back and flung my arms above my head. Lisa sucked and licked me relentlessly. Her paw holding my legs undefended, digging her tounge in and out, exposing my clit. And just when I thought I could n't adopt anymore she shoves two fingerbreadth 's in there and thrusts them in and out sucking hard on my clit. I screamed in ecstasy as I cummed for the inaugural meter in about a yr. Not missing a beat Lisa sucks hard on my clit. But there 's to much for her to address and she tries to second away but I grab her head and mash her face into my ca n't as I gush out the last of my orgasm.
Letting go of her psyche and collapsing on my backrest, Lisa cleaned me up then kissing her way back up to my lip 's. Smiles and says as she roles off of me, that was worth the waiting ! ! !
Lisa laid there while I caught my breath.
lying there thinking about if I could even come close to that. I rolled to my side and stared at her for a moment that 's when she said what. I just continued staring and said teach me how to do that to you. I want you to feel as fantastic as I do. Smiling at me she says go retard and enjoy everything you do as much is I will.
Leaning in I kiss her and tell her she 's the just mortal in the world to relate me except the doctor. I have n't touched myself at all sexually, I was to scared.
Do you want to use my plaything on me she says. surprise I look her in the center. She laughs and says yes I do have toys, I 'm an adult you know. Pushing me off her, she gets up and goes to her wardrobe and returns with a box. Placing it on the bed she says. This was my toy box as she open 's it reviling vibrators, dildos all sorting of sexy things.
She looks me in the eye and says this one is a strap-on, you could feel like a man again as she studied my face, looking for a reaction. I have to admit I felt quite inept for a bit. No Lisa, this is who I am now. It 's been hard for me but I 've always felt more female then male person. I just never told anyone. Lisa I 'm felicitous now.
She leans in and we kiss. I reach behind her and undo her bra. I then guide her to lie down on the bed, kissing her while working my manus over her breast and side of her body, working my way to her right ear, nibbling and kissing, leaving a trail with my tounge. Lisa 's breathing becomes a minuscule heavy and she sighs ever so slightly. down feather to her neck niddling as I go. My helping hand are roaming over her chest, squeezing and pinching and ever so slightly rubbing up and down over her nipples. Her pap are rock laborious as are mine so I move over top of her nipple to nipple rubbing up and down face to side in rotary and mashing my mammilla in to hers. Our hired hand are all over each other. I was getting so sex but I wanted to make her flavor what she did to me so I grabbed her wrist and put them down, looking into her eyes I say, no it 's your turn my love them burred my slope face in her breasts and licked all over. Moving slowly down under her tits licking and sucking each mamilla as I went turn down and lower.
Getting to her belly button I gently kissed as she shuddered ever so slightly, letting her wrists go and placing my hands on the inside of her thighs I gently open her legs. She 's still warring her G cosmic string but that was n't going to stop me. Slowly kissing and licking my way down to the top of the striation I pulled with my teeth at it and let it snap back agents her hide. She jerked a lilliputian and gasped too. I nibbled around her fabric lines being heedful not to touch her sweet kitty. Lisa was moaning now and was breathing heaver.
I gently blow on her pussy as I trace the outline of her G cosmic string covering her sweet cunt. Slowly I pull the red material to the side and lick all around touching her back talk slightly then moving away. Coming back to the top of her opening I use my Chin to press in and slide down as my scent follows. God dose she smell so practiced. Looking up at her briefly to gage her response I smile slightly as I see her middle closed tight and she 's clinched her teeth. Wondering how much more of this teasing I could do I decided to taste her nectar. I darted my tongue deep into her dear muddle. She gasped and jerked hard putting her hands on my header and holding me there. I stopped just like that with my tounge buried recondite inside her as she settled down slightly and let my header go. Very slowly I worked my tounge up and down slightly not to much just a little. Mmmm she tastes so good. But I hold back and work in and out at the bottom of the inning of her pussy. Being careful not to touch her button to much. My nose keeps bumping it lightly as I tounge fuck her a spell. Lisa 's moaning louder now and telling me `` yes yes just like that, do n't stop over that 's aright just like that oh god please do n't end. ``
I start to flick my tongue up and hit her clit harder a couple metre and slip in a fingerbreadth into the seat of her pot slowly I work my tounge and finger into her alternating between tounge and finger, going a little faster now she is moaning, groaning and mumbling. I ca n't empathise her as she is incoherent. She 's trembling now almost as if she had hypothermia. So I slow down to a crawl and let her determine down for a mo, I left my digit in her and kissed all around her box.
Satisfied that she was n't gon na cum yet I started to work my fingerbreadth in and out again making sure not to touch her clit. Adding a second fingerbreadth a moment later and kissing her clitoris slightly as it is more valuable now. Sticking out like a loan douglas fur in clear cut timber, Standing there proud I wrap my tounge around it and slip my mouth over it sucking it all into my mouthpiece at once. Lisa screamed and jerked, spasming as she pushed her hips up to match my outpouring of her sex. Shoving four finger into her and sucking as grueling is I could she explodes into orgasm. Her hands are on my head ramming my principal into her cunny. I kept sucking and ramming my hired man in and out. Her legs are squeezing my head and hands tighter as my movement becomes restricted but I keep sucking and am rewarded with another cramp as she fills my mouth with more nectar. I slow my assault on her and slowly rip my hand out, licking everywhere I can progress to. Lisa is still as a mouse. I look up to see that she passed out.
I pulled myself up beside her and cuddled up to her with my head on her shoulder as I fell asleep with her.
I awoke in the morning to Lisa crying. Asking her if she was okay. She sobbed and told me she loved me so much. She could n't put up to loose me. Smiling at her I say.
I love you Lisa ...