All 's I can ever tell you is the truth, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those the great unwashed who would walk away after a twain of days, I did n't ever intend for you to become a big part of my life story, I never intentionally let you go the one person who would have me see the world in a unharmed new lighter, I never intended to lessen in love with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever intend any law-breaking by that but I know I am always better walking the lone road in life, I always will be much punter off alone as when i 'm alone there is no damage I can do to any other mortal other than myself, wellspring I guess I do owe you one massive thankyou in liveliness, You showed me true love, I know you only fel true beloved once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always love you even though you no longer recollect me, I 'll always remember the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always call back the way you would never accept any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll recall the night you got scare away and I would blab to you even after you fell asleep just so you could find like there was mortal there with you all dark long, All those night I gave all I had just to make for certain you never killed yourself, All those metre I would lay awake and just watch you sleep just so you would get a passive nighttime, I 'll also remember all those nights we argued over silly things, All those hr I would drop just searching for the right way to realise it up to you even when the argument was n't my fault, All those times you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those time you made me jest just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were mil apart, I remember you would always live how to pretend me feel better when I felt so panic-stricken, Yeah I remember a lot of good and bad affair, Pretty much everything we ever went through to be fair, All the pain I caused you and all the times I pretty much ruined your sprightliness, I also remember the time you fell for that early person and left my heart nothing but a broken spate, Our relationship was ruined by that someone, I loved you more than I could ever put into Logos and in a heartbeat you moved on, Yeah i 'll admit that was a little more than than I could ever handle, I had to sit back and keep an eye on you fall more in love with the other person with each passing indorse and I knew there was never a matter I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of pain to watch you slowly move on from me, I remember all those time you did n't want to speak to me just because they were online, All those times you dropped me just so you could talk to them then came running back as soon as they left or even worse decided to entrust just because they did, All those nights I had to spend alone just because they refused to come online so you decided to do the Saami, All those metre you would complain to me about how they would prefer to do anything else rather than talk to you, Well that was too lots. I was a little angry yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in dearest with them for a savage joke, You dumped me for this early somebody even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the time you never knew that, They were just someone who managed to treat you better than I could give in my wildest ambition, They treat you like a queen regnant while I could only treat you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it pain me a lot more knowing you finally got to feel the pain in the ass I felt every moment I was without you, I am truly sorry for the pain you did sense, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the pain I would have, I would have taken every little bad feeling you had and added them to all the pain I had to feel, Still do feel, I would of let you live a biography without pain or concern if only I knew how, I would brook every bad here and now in life if it meant you could pass a lifetime of felicity, I know I did make out to do one thing, Not sure how but I did it, I took those nightmares you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the monetary value of me not only suffering nightmare at night but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't suffer while I had to brook twice as much as rule, speech sound strange but I will allow it was Charles Frederick Worth it, Whatever happened that night I am beaming it happened, Sure i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the trade good and the bad times we shared I would never convert a single one, I mean I love you more and more with each passing blink of an eye, You was my world, My life, My heartbeat, You was my oxygen, I never thought I would be able to survive without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very good animation I will admit that but I am managing to pass the sidereal day, I want you to know one terminal matter, I know you will never read this but I do love you, I have from the very first words we spoke to each other, I never knew what you looked like to begin with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful young woman to ever walk this earth, I mean yeah you still do walk this earth but I mean that past times, present and even in the future there will never be a girl that can even issue forth close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a little too long, Just want to say I love you, I still care about you deeply and I truly and honestly miss you with all the little pieces of my broken meat, You will always be the only girl that could ever fix the damage but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather dwell with a broken essence and say I felt true love than have a entirely heart and say I never knew what love was, So I guess this is arrivederci, bid I could see your smile one last time, See those beautiful blue eyes or just get word your cherubic voice but I know I never will so I will just have to survive with the memories of you, Love you so much, Always will till the end of metre, so long my sweet princess, I hope your life is filled with all the matter you truly merit, Peace, happiness and even jazz .