My First making love


Part 1


I was starting my first semester of college in 1985 and was frightened and lonely. All my friends had gone to other schools or started working and they all were chasing girls like weirdo. I was n't. I had tried desperately to have a girlfriend in highschool but I knew I was living a lie. I just was n't attracted to young lady they way my friends were. I thought some girls were pretty, but once I look beyond the face I just was n't interested. I was too mark to approach any guy cable and went to a very small rural district. I did not think any early guys were like me.


I knew I was gay when my Friend and I decided to camp one weekend. I was changing into a bathing case and my friend entered the tent and started to transfer also. He was my most attractive booster and I tried desperately not to look but being in that tent naked with him for a few arcsecond drive me mad. I did n't do or say anything. But I thought about that present moment a lot.


Spanish was my first course of study and I sat in the back row. I petite Edward Young man sat beside me and I glance over. He had dreary Black person haircloth and slightly pallid hide. He still wore braces on his teeth and when he caught my eye he smiled and said `` hi. ``


I said hello and teacher started attendance. He answered to salvia Conner. I had never met a boy named salvia before. His voice was mellow pitched than mine and it sounded lovely. The class went well and when I was walking out I heard a voice behind me.


'' What did you think ? '' It was Sage and he moved up beside me and we walked together. I told him my figure was jemmy and this was my first class.


'' Do you populate on campus ? '' He asked and kept grinning at me. I was starting to conceive he was flirting with me but that could not be true. I lived at plate and commuted to school. I got to the end of the walk and was hoping he would stick around with me, but he had a class and plough the former way. The next class was in two daylight and I counted down the meter to see him again. We chatted a picayune before class and when the prof told us to part in partners we joined up. He sat across from me and we practice pronunciation. I stared into his centre and was getting a big crush on him. He was so cute. He had died a very small patch of his hair a very dark purple so it was barely detectable. I notice it. I notice everything about him. How he rolled he eyes after making a mistake and how he held his hand in figurehead of his back talk like he was embarrassed of his couple.


when class was over he asked for a ride to his dorm room. I could n't believe my lot. He climbed into my car and i drove him the few blocks to the campus houses.


'' Thanks, Jimbo '' he said and tapped my knee with my handwriting, then got out of the car. It was the weekend and the mentation of not seeing him for three days made me sick. He stopped, came back to the car and leaned in


'' Hey you want to hangout this Sat nighttime ? ``


I could n't trust it. `` indisputable that 'd be chill '' I said not trying to sound overly dying.


'' pickaxe me up at 7:00 discriminating '' he said and winked at me.


'' Okay I 'll be here. '' He walked up the pavement and then turn to face at me. We waved and smile and I think he winked again. I was I love.


When I drove up to the dorm he was waiting outside for me. He had a blackness crownwork on and black blue jean. He got into the car and I felt underdressed. I could smack his cologne and he had styled his fuzz with some moose. He looked a bit effeminate but that turned me on. It made me think we were thinking the same thing. We first went to a flick and I felt proud having this beautiful boy by my slope. We set in the dark and our sleeve touched a few times. God I wish he take my hired hand. When the movie was over we are at a food court of law in theater. We talked a little about the movie and out Spanish year. His foot suddenly tapped mine under the table and I blushed.


'' Let 's get out of here. ``


We got to the car and sat in the iniquity. I did n't make love what to say.


'' You okay ? '' He asked and looked at me.


'' Yea I 'm alright. I. ``. I stopped and Sage moved a piddling closer. `` I not certain what this is ? ``


Sage knew what I was talking about. He looked at me and told me it was whatever I wanted it to be.


'' I 've never done, ''. He stopped me with a kiss. It happened so fast I was in stupor. He backed away and my heart raced. He look gorgeous sitting there and I still tasted him on my lips. I think we wore a lilliputian lip gloss.


'' Was that OK ? '' He asked.


I nodded. So that what this was. I drove back to the dorm and we car a second.


'' I want to kiss you again, but individual might see. '' I understood and nodded. He placed his helping hand on my leg and scratch me a little. I grew excited.


'' I 'll see you Monday ``. I smiled and said so long.


I hated Sunday. I was so miserable I could n't stand it. I had to see Sage. I drove to the dorm and asked the dorm attendant for his room number. sage answered the door and smiled. He was all. alone. His dorm roommate had a girl and was n't around much. I sat on the bed beside him and he locked the door. I reached out to confine his bridge player but he kissed me first. This clip I kissed back. I could n't believe how much I liked it. We kept kissing with short soft skin senses and then he finally kept his mouthpiece against mine and opened his lips. His lingua touched mine and I push it back a little. French snuggling was new to me so I was doing my best. I opened my rima oris further and let his whole tongue in my rima oris. I could human foot his bracing on my tongue and that made me giggle. He then grabbed my head and he started to puddle out like teenagers after the prom. Our heads moved, our lips touched and our tongue wrestled. I could n't conceive the passion. My erection embarrassed me but Sage look at my tumesce pants and smiling. He rubbed my leg then our mouth parted.


'' Let 's get out of here ''. We left the dorm and went to my car. I asked him where he wanted to go and he said someplace private.


'' layover by a convenience computer memory first so I can get something. '' I obeyed and he ran into the computer storage quickly and came out with a mob of gum. He then asked me to go to hamburger ride through so we could get something to eat. We got cheeseburgers and C and ate while I drove. I headed out of town toward the country common close to the lake I lived by. salvia finished his burger and actually rested his head in my lap. I could believe it. I looked down and his beautiful face stared up at me.


When we got to the park I parked on the most secluded orbit and pushed the sit back a bit. He continued to lay there then finally spoke.


'' Let 's get in the back ass ''


We did and sat close to each early. The smell of greasy food was strong and it mixed with salvia cologne. He looked at me and osculate me softly. We were parked under some orotund cottonwood tree diagram and it felt very private.


He kissed me again, this time on the neck. I ran my fingers through his coarse black tomentum as he continued to kiss my neck My erecting was unbearable. He stopped and looked at me.


'' Do you want to go further, or delay till another day ? '' I did n't reply but reached out and unbuttoned his shirt. He did the Lapp with me. I could n't believe we were undressing each former. We placed our shirts on the forepart seat and continued to osculate. Out bare chests touching each former drove me wild. salvia scooted down and lay down on his back. I was on top of him and continued to snog him. He reached down and unbuttoned his pant. I looked into his oculus with rage. I pulled on his trouser and stared at his blue briefs. I could n't breath. He reached down and pushed his briefs down. His penis was erect and i could n't hire my eyes off of it. I did n't make love if he was big or middling, I had n't seen any other beside my own. I lowered my head and put it in my mouthpiece. It was salty and exciting. salvia moaned as I started to soak up and fellate it. He place his manus on my head and I continued. It was amazing. He pushed my head up and told me to claim my pants down. I sat up and pushed my bloomers down. Sage lowered his head and took me in his mouth. I could n't believe. This was what life was about. Sharing pleasure with someone you loved. He continued for a few minutes then stopped. He sat up and took my Kuki-Chin in my mitt. Neither one of us had ejaculated so I did n't bonk why he stopped. He pushed his jean all the way off and sat there completely raw. He put his hand on my cheek and whisper.


'' Do you want to go all the way ? '' I kissed his cheek and answered. I want to do everything you want. I pushed my pants off and Sage lay on his back. He reached down into his pants scoop and produced the second thing he had purchased. A small nursing bottle of lubricator. He unscrewed the top and tuned the Lube on my hard-on. Then he rubbed his bottom.


'' Do we need rubber ? '' I asked. He looked at me with a grave limelight. He asked if I had ever been with anyone else. Of course I had not.


'' jimmy we have to be totally reliable about this. '' I told him about the two girl I had kissed in heights schoolhouse but that was all. He had only been with a girl but had never had sex with her. He lay there defenseless and his erecting had softened. I stared at his naked body and gentle phallus surrounded by a mound of tomentum. It was so incredible, but I really did n't sleep together what to do. jimmy grabbed his clothes and pushed them under his tush. He spread his legs and raised them. I got on top of him and tried to guide my hard-on into him. He rolled back foster but we could connect.


'' Hold on '' he said and kissed me again. He tossed the clothes down and rolled over. His tail was inviting me. I got on top and thrust. Sage moaned a little but slowly accepted it. My tip penetrated the seal then I felt fully connected. I could n't consider I was one with sage. I started to motivate slowly and he moaned a little more. I knew it would n't conduct farseeing and i was ripe. I ejaculated fully inside him. I felt like my inside had left my eubstance and entered his. We breathed deeply together and I lay on top of him. I kissed his ear and he turned and kissed me. I whispered in his ear that I loved him and and he replied the same. I sucked on his ear and could n't believe the pleasure we had together. We sat up naked beside each other and kissed. Our phallus were both limp and our soundbox moist but I could n't direct my eyes off him. We got dressed but exchange underwear. He wanted to proceed mine for good luck. We kissed some more than decided it was clock time to get back. He laid his foreland on my lap again and actually find at rest. I woke him two engine block from the dorm and gave him a candy kiss. I flicked my glossa on his and told him I loved him again. I was in love for the first time.


The succeeding day after class we drove to the tight Burger junction and ate a tiffin. Sage told me he had to get out of the residence hall because other we 're starting to tease him for being queer. He wanted us to move into an apartment together but we could n't afford that. Sage lived too far away to commute but I told him I had a estimate. Maybe he could live at my house and pay a humble economic rent payment. I spoke with my mom that evening.


'' Why is he leaving the dorms ? '' He asked.


'' He does n't like it there. He 's kind of shy and he does n't fit in. He 's my friend, I want to help him for awhile. '' Mom was reluctant at first but I told her he would give if it did n't go out. We moved Sage the succeeding day and I told sage to act as straight as potential. I was a long way from telling mom the truth.


He wore a t shirt and jean and was polite and kind to my parents and younger baby Sarah who was 12. My dad did n't say a good deal to Sage and I was worried he may consume suspected something, but I may get been paranoid. We were tired from moving but played cavalry with my baby before dinner. We lived in a ranch country home on the edge of a lowly lake. We were only minutes from where salvia and I fell in love life. Sarah kept looking at salvia when we played and he teased her when she missed a shot. I was almost fully content. My new boyfriend was befriending my baby. I only wish we could be true about everything. We we finished salvia grabbed Sarah 's shoulder joint as we went inside and she giggled. During dinner my parents were tranquillise but Sarah did all the talking. She asked him about his life story and girlfriends. salvia was truthful as potential without giving away the obvious. She kept looking at salvia and I realized my babe Sarah had the same tasting in boys and that made me laugh.


Sage took a shower after dinner and was standing in his room In a towel. Iwalked in and shut the door behind me. I could take my center off his wet body. His hair was wet also and looked perplex. I was worried that having him around might be tougher than I imagined. Sage removed the towel and started to dry his hair. I was watching his merchantman and he turned and he was slightly hard. The threshold opened and Sarah entered abruptly. Her eyes widened as she stared at salvia 's phallus.


'' Sarah ! '' I yelled and she screamed"I 'm no-good"three fourth dimension as she ran out.


'' I 'll go talk to her ''. I told salvia and I followed Sarah down the Marguerite Radclyffe Hall


She was standing alone and started crying. She was so embarrassed. `` Sarah stop crying you did n't do anything wrong. ''


I told her to always knock before entering my room or Sages because she needed to respect our secrecy.


Sage had the elbow room two door down from mine and it locked from the outside. That would be handy. He could get out the room, lock it and slip into my way and no one could check off. That number one night that 's exactly what he did. Thirty instant after every went to bed I heard salvia shut his door and lock it. My doorway then opened slowly and he walked into the swarthiness. He was wearing only a t shirt and brief. He carefully shut the threshold and locked it. He put his room key in my bureau. I was lying in bed naked. I pulled off the sheet but he motioned for me to get out of the bed. I did so and he took off his shirt and Jockey shorts. We both sat naked on the carpet in my room in the darkness. I could believe how sexy it was. We did n't verbalise. I had my spinal column to the bed and he had his rear resting against my desk. We were both hard and just stared at each former. His base was resting on top of mine. That 's the lonesome thing that touch. He reach up and started to stroke his hard-on. I did what he did. He then licked his hand and strtoked it more. I imitated his every move. We sat there in the dark masturbating in sync. The moonlight shone in and created erotic dark of our pleasures. I was about to come and backed off just in time. Sage then laid down on the flooring on his side. I Maneuvered myself over to him so we could take each other in our back talk. We sucked gently as placid little audio of pleasure emanated from our mouths.
Sage then moved onto his back and I got on my munition and legs and we continues you suck each early. Then Sage surprised me. His let go of my member and moved up past my testicles. He licked them on the way to his mark and started licking my anus. I could n't believe it. I had never heard of doing that. I moaned loudly and Sage paused. He waited while me then started again. I was trying to work up the nerve to return the favor. I did start to lick his testicles and he seemed to like that. I just could n't get past the tabu of going further. He stopped and stood up. We still did n't speak. He gripped my pillows and tossed them on the floor. He layed down and placed his stern on the pillows. This helped curve his ass up. I reached under the bed and pulled out a bottle of Lube. I rubbed some in my bridge player then on on penis. Sage arched further up and I rubbed some on his bottom. The familiarity was unbelievable. I got between his legs and put my workforce under both branch. I pushed the tip of my erection into him. He moaned and my tip moved past the rim. We were engaged. I started to incite carefully and he moaned. I developed a calendar method and we seemed synced. It lasted a minuscule while then I ejaculated inside him. I lowered myself and Sage put the pillows under our heads. We feel asleep on the floor without faces looking at each other.


When I awoke it was already light out and Sage was still beside me. I pushed him awake and we both stood up naked. We dressed quickly and I cracked the door. No one was wake up and sage slipped back into his room. I went into the bathroom and cleaned up. When I came out Sarah was standing outside looking at me in my underwear. They were sage briefs. fancier than mine. She laughed and I went back to bed.


This became our normal routine. He would enter my way and we would employ in erotic sex. I could not conceive my luck. The third night Sage got on his hand and stifle and I took him behind. I liked that. It was more comfortable for me. Sometimes we came more than once, but I never pulled out.


The fourth night I finally got the nerve to lick his anus. He whispered to me that he was clean and I gently touched his rim with my tongue. I enjoyed the intimacy of the act and sage moaned.


The side by side morning my female parent cornered me when we were alone.


'' Jimmy. I know what 's going on. ``


'' What do you mean. ``


'' Mothers sleep light, honey. It 's in our DNA. I hear the tranquillity door closing. The balmy noises, the whispers. '' She had a split in her eye. `` I always suspected it. But I should feature known better than to let him in the theater. I do n't want you to get sick. I do your laundry. Do n't you cogitate I do n't see and smell it ''


I was so abash. I did n't sleep with what to say. `` It 's only the two of us mom. We wo n't get sick. ''


'' Do you want us to leave. '' I made sure I said us.


She shook her heading. `` Do n't let your beginner find out out."


That night Sage entered my way and I wanted to try something dissimilar. We kissed each other with our mouths panoptic open and tongues dancing on other. I lowered myself to his lap and suck him until he came. I swallow nigh of the semen but still had the taste of him in my mouth. I raised up to buss him, but he resisted. I stared at him in the moonlight and leaned in a again and whispered
'' Just a gustatory modality honey '' and he let me buss him gently at first, then deeper.


I probed his mouth with his flavor in my tongue and he seemed to enjoy it. He laid down and started to raise his ass but I pushed him aside. I laid down in his normal placement and I offered my ass to him. He reached down and gently spread the fond tingly lube on me and I realized i was in for something special. He brought his member to my ass I moaned much too loudly. He crossed the anatomical sphincter and I knew we were engaged tightly. and he made love to me gently. I was storm how very much I liked it. When he ejacualted I could feel the quick seed leak from my anus as Sage held me from behind. I did n't want to provide my room so we slept together in my bed. I woke him up with a kiss and we started to buss deeply again. We moved to the flooring and he got on his hands and legs and I took him behind. He moaned deeply and I filled him with my juices. We opened the doorway and Sarah stood there and giggled at us. I could still smell the semen and wonder what she thought. I reached out and tousled her hair and salvia leaned down and kissed her face.


'' It 's a unavowed honey ''. And Sarah blushed. I trusted my sister. We had a cryptic bond and she would never betray me.


The next forenoon before leaving for school Sarah sat on the sofa and sage and I sat close because my parents had left. She watched us in fascination.


She blushed then asked"What 's it like ? ``


'' What do you have in mind,"salvia asked


'' To be in love, what 's it kind. I bet it 's marvellous ''. We smiled and I grabbed Sages hand.


'' It is love and thanks for not telling ``


"I want to fall in love some day. '' she said.


"You will honey."I replied and touch her cheek.


salvia leaned over and osculate me and she blushed again. I was totally happy and also worried. How long can this type of felicity last ?