It was cold. I stood on the street quoin in the freezing rainwater. I still couldnt believe this. I was a cocotte. I was a slut. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My nipper. I was having twins. I Was 8 calendar month pregnant and i Needed money to get a drear apartment. So now i stood on the street corner with my Big, Plump, and Round belly waiting for the next Guy who would make me his Victim. Thats when he pulled in forepart of me, opened the door, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the threshold shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the plan ? He asked. I shrugged. How much is it gon na cost for a blowjob ? He asked. Uhh, 30 dollar. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 dollar. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 bucks. If i let you get a shower and feed you dinner and let you stay the night can you even it out and make it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a lot. We arrived at his apartment and went inside. It was warm but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to stick with him with his hand and we walked back to his elbow room. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital ready to deliver ? He snickered. Im sure enough i said unable to bet him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my pants. As usual i Blocked my mind out and thought of how Beautiful and amazing My babies were gon na be and how i was gon na be able to take tending of them and put a roof over there capitulum. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving knife inside my puss. He pried my mouth exposed and i sucked his dick, taking it trench throat. He throat fucked me for several minutes until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his penis entering me and just like always, and thought of my beautiful twin child. Would they be two boys ? Woukd they be two girls ? Would they be a boy and a young lady ? What would be there favorite food ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they care bubblegum when they got older ? Fruity or good deal ? Would there favorite color be orange, honey oil, blue, purple, or red ? Would they look like me ? Or ... there father ... which i most likely never knew the name of or so much as what his best-loved interest was. He was just another man. Another creep that payed me. My babe didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could love them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my shaver would never know there daddy, never get to meet him. What would i say when they came house from pre-k and asked me why did the other children have Daddy 's when they didnt ? How would i begin to enjoin them about my lifespan right now ? Would they understand ? Or would they hate me and resent me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my trance. The bathrooms over there. I got up, went to the bathroom, and started to shut the door. No, let me watch. He said, running his deal over my body. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the weewee on. I stepped in and felt the water on my cover. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. Honey, you let me do you good. He said. He put his arms around me. I didnt lie with what the hell to imagine. Im gon na put in an extra two hundred bucks for those youngster of yours, and if you need a spot to stay i have an surplus room. I looked up at him. Are you serious ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would love to hold you and your children stay at my firm. I thought about it, and didnt know if it was safe for my Babies, but flop about now i didnt see any former choice. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My public figure is chuck Carlton. That night, lying in bed with this random guy, my contraction started. I sat up in bed and held my stomach, screaming. Whats wrong Little noblewoman ? He asked me, clearly worried. Its time. I said. Oh Jesus god. He walked around to my face of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his hand truck and helped me inside. The contractions were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my water system broke in his truck. Dammit girlfriend. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your mistake. When we got to the hospital i was dialated all the way, dearest were gon na postulate you to promote now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng chuck 's hired man. 123, push ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the oral sex. She said. I pushed as heavy as i could and felt something slippery between my legs. Then i heard crying. My baby ! Its a Bouncng infant boy ! She smiled at me. Let me arrest him. I reached out. Honey your still in labor you ! generate him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that moment my unanimous Earth, which had been zippo, became something. This little boy in my arms now was half of my creation. Push ! I pushed as operose as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the baby in the crease of my arm. I held my whole world in my mitt at that second. Tears streamed down my typeface. They both had my red haircloth. My infant had my red hair ! I was so happy. I named the girl Passion Angel, for my have a go at it passionateness for her and my hateful passion for her loser Fatherhood. I named the boy Saint Patrick Allen. St. Patrick after my father, and Allen after my Father 's male parent. These babies were my cosmos. Patrick and Passion .