I spent six eld in a chaotic human relationship because of my two beautiful children. It started off great but she became crazier as the years progressed. Logical thought went out the window and my liveliness became a nightmare. The saying `` hitch together for the kids '' would always resound through my mind when I wanted to impart for something better.

When I hit 30 I had realized it was now or never. I felt like I had wasted so very much time and did n't want to waste any more. I was getting previous and was sick of being pitiable so I left. It was a difficult decision but I knew if I stayed in my youngster lives, I could hold up a more fulfilling and happy life. I knew I had to finally let myself to be happy as well.

The break up was full of ira and hatred. She stole a lot of my things but I soon met a girl that made me shrug my shoulders to the Irish bull my ex was throwing my way.

For the world-class time in many years I was happy and smiling. It felt unusual and filled me with so a lot Department of Energy. I felt like a mark new person.

Years passed and my ex would still hit on me and try to win me back though I was clearly glad where I was. I made it a level to avoid her as much as possible so the only time I saw her was when I picked up the kid every Friday to take rest home with me for the weekend.

I was enjoying being in a stable relationship though unfortunately she did n't share my fetishes or really understand why the look and smell of latex was so erotic to me. She did n't understand why a char inhaling a fag got me so excited and she did n't smoke so she could n't help me there.

At clock time I missed having the exit for those juju I craved. The sex is great and she enjoys some kinky things but I did overleap humoring in those particular pursuit that my ex would do for me.

I 've spent most of the past times two class trying to convert my girl to try rubber-base paint. Start small with some baseball mitt or step-in and maybe work up to a garb. She seemed open minded at number one but as time has gone on it seemed I was out of luck. I suppose that 's what erotica is for when you do n't have a way to know what you feel you need sexually.

Today I 'm full of shame though I know it was all out of my ascendance. My hands were tied, literally.

I went to my X abode to pick up the kids after getting out of workplace. As common she was sitting in the chair waiting. I made very little eye contact lens with her.

`` daughter ! clock time to go ! '' I shouted toward their bedroom, fully expecting them to make out running out like they always do.

My ex, Brianna, smirked and said, `` They are n't here right now. ``

Confused, I exclaimed, `` What do you imply they are n't here ? Where the Hell are they ? It 's my meter with them. ``

She stood up, `` They wo n't be coming over this weekend. They are busy. ``

She stepped closer to me slowly so I backed up. Once I knew the kids were n't there, there was n't a grounds for me to be around her anymore.

`` I do n't have it off why you could n't deliver told me before manus Brianna so I did n't waste my gas. I got to go. ``

The moment I touched the doorway handle I felt one of her hands grab my berm while the other reached around to my face. I felt a wet cloth cut through my mouth and nose.

`` What the ass are you ... ''

Darkness. I 'm not even sure what happened or how foresightful I was out but this crazy bitch had done something to invalid me.

When I came to, I was sitting in a chair. I felt so pall and confused as I tried to move my hands before discovering they were tied behind the president. It was n't long before I realized my pants and underwear were off too.

`` Struggle as much as you 'd like but your stuck, '' said Brianna from across the way.

I looked over to see her in a black latex dress and knee high leather the boot as she was pulling an elbow length latex glove onto her arm.

`` What the hell are you doing ? '' I yelled as I tried pulling my manus free to no avail.

`` You do n't require to admit it but I know you miss this cunt and my insatiable appetite to delight. I bet that bitch you 're with does n't delight you like I would. ``

I couldnt stoppage shaking my head in disbelief at how ridiculous this post was that I was in.

`` So your plan is to what ? Tempt me with latex paint so maybe I 'll fuck you ? ``

She shot back, `` Not only latex, '' as she grabbed her pack of Marlboro Menthol 100 's and pulled one to her Ruby red lips. She slowly lifted the hoy to the cigaret and I could n't aid but watch the smoke impetus from her mouth.

`` I have a girlfriend. I am felicitous. I 'm not interested and I 'm never going to say yes to this. You are wasting your time ! ``

Smiling she leaned forward, cigaret dangling from her lips as she whispered, `` Who said you have a say ? ``

Her smile was broad as she laughed in my face. I was at a release for give-and-take.

`` Brianna, just let me go. You ca n't just do whatever the screw you want. ``

`` lookout man me sweety. ``

My struggles did nada to loosen my constraints. I tried to think about thing that would save me from getting turned on but the rubber-base paint brush against my bare cock was intemperate to ignore as she sat in my lap.

`` You dont take care if this butt adulteress sits here do you ? '' She inhaled deep and blew the smoke in my face as she grinded her latex fit out ass along my cock and egg.

`` Stop. semen on, just stop. What 's the point ? One fuck and then I 'm gone. No way I 'll put myself in this position again. This does n't get me back you psycho bitch. ''

`` That 's where you are wrong. I know you are barely getting by rightfield now. Child backing is a real squawk is n't it baby ? ``

`` shtup you, '' I shouted in her face.

`` Yes, you will hump me. I also did n't mention, I 've been off birth ascendence for a bit. You are going to put a fucking babe in me. You 're going to bang up me and have no alternative to come home to mommy. ``

My eyes grew wide and I was full of rage.

`` Are you fucking grave ? ! Get the fuck off me. Who would do something so fucked up to somebody they claim to bang ? ``

`` fountainhead, your whining is a turn off. Just shut up and revel the show. ``

She leaned over to a nearby table and grabbed some tape. Now I had no control of my work force and could n't plead my case.

`` Just give into the delight. You have no selection at this compass point so why not enjoy the ride ? ``

The grinding was too much and my prick was fully erect as she slid me inside of her. I wanted to not relish it but it had been days since I had sex and the feeling of besotted wet pussycat was a powerful sensation.

groan escaped the tape measure over my mouth. I knew it was wrong but I could n't look away.

`` cum on pop, prang up me. hold me a babe, '' she cried out as she jumped up and down on me.

Her 36d breasts were crammed into this latex apparel right field in front my boldness. It had been so long since I had enjoyed my fetishes outside of erotica. It was so often arousal.

The feel of the latex and the smell flux with the site of her sass blowing swarm of smoke was driving me wilderness.

`` Just cogitate, once you 've given me a sister, you are going to get to know this snatch all of the time. You want latex baby, I got you. You want me to blow pot on your dick, I 'll do it. I 'll be your whore. Whatever you need. ``

As if the visual was n't enough, her contaminating public lecture was distracting me as well.

With each push deep inside of her, I had to enjoin myself no, I ca n't. I have to try not to cum.

`` You feel so big. I bet you have a huge load for Mommy. I 'm surprised it 's taking so long for you. Do n't fight down it. chip in it to me. ''

She knew I was trying not to cum and I was getting close before pulling myself back a few times with other intellection. Unfortunately, she was n't going to let up.

Brianna pulled her big breasts out of the dress and leaned up to rub them in my face. Her hired man gripped my hair as she pulled my face between them before sitting back on my cock.

To my surprise she had stopped rocking her body and sat there for a moment. She reached for her fag and lit a new one.

`` I know you are closelipped. You can only fight this for so recollective babe. I 'm going to get ur seed. Maybe you need a unlike horizon. I know how lots you love my big ass. ``

She turned around, showing me her curvy body in it 's tight latex confines. Her ass was nice and round and glistened from the light before she slid the apparel up a few inches to bear witness skin.

My dick was pulsating and I did n't live what else I could do to stop this.

She slowly lowered herself on to my cock. Her pussy was soaking wet and warm. I knew the combat was about to end.

`` Like that sentiment ? Like seeing my ass relocation when ur pounding me ? ``

I shook my promontory in defiance but she knew I was weak.

She tilted her principal back to stare me in the eyes with the cigarette dangling from her lips as the tread quickened.

Panic was setting in as I felt an intense sensation shoot through me.

`` Mm, yes. Good boy. Fill my pussy. ``

She had won. I kept saying `` No, no, no '' under the tapeline but it did n't matter. It was too former. My cum was deep inside of her and nothing could change this fact.

I was in a fog when she untied my hands. The ire was gone because shame had set in.

'' I 'll let you cognize once I take the gestation tryout. I 'm going to go exhibitor. ``

I barely heard her, I was so out of it. My judgment wandered to so many terrible scenarios as I opened her front threshold to leave.

That was the recollective 30 minute campaign domicile I had ever made. My girlfriend had messaged various multiplication but I did n't even lie with what to say at this point.

Now I 'm living with the guiltiness as I impatiently wait to rule out my fate .