`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to work a double tongiht. She said we need to get our preparation done and fix supper and she will see us in the morning. '' I proceeded to finish my history assignment. I am a junior this year. Just turned 16, and got my first real fellow. Nat is only 14. I start dinner and help Nat with some of her homework, then its time for American Idol and then bed.



Sam, mom 's beau, came over around 10. I told him mom had to work a double and was not dwelling house but he said he would just waitress for her. They have been dating for about 2 old age now and so I thought this would be alright. I let him in, and went back to my room.



By this clip Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my diary. All my inner thoughts about Adam, and how he just kissed me and I let him touch my bosom and I touched his member. He asked me to osculate his penis but I was afraid. I like him so much and am odd of what it would be like when he asks me to have sex for the initiative prison term. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my room and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to leave but he does n't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he say my inner most secret thoughts. Sam looks at me and smiling. Says he can teach me how to please cristal when the metre comes. He touches me lightly on the facial expression. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me close and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will teach you to be a woman. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's room instead. Do you sympathize ? You have to see how to be a fair sex Nicole. I am going to instruct you tonight. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my mouth, hard. He tells me not to fight him, assures me I will fuck it. He grabs me by my handwriting and hale me out of my way into my mummy room. Then he shuts and locks the doorway. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to leave me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my soundbox through my night wearing apparel.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and tells me to take off my shorts. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my baby sister, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to show you how to please your young Adam. He will thank me for this. ``



He starts to kiss me again, first on my mouth while he pinches my tit. Then he kisses my nipples while he puts his digit in my virtually secret womanly parts. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so tight. You are going to feel so good around my intemperately cock. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, finish fighting me. Relax. You will enjoy this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to drive off his wearing apparel. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw Adam 's penis but only for a second. the true be known, until this evening I had thougth Sam was a handsome man, but now I am so scared of him. My dead body and mind are both betraying me. Sam has an awesome trunk and I am so curious about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to kiss me again. My consistency starts to respond to him but my mind is screaming NO ! ! This is incorrect. He beings to lick and sting my neck while he rubs my breast. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't look to savour your sweet pussycat '' and he kisses his way down my body. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of fear, suddenly I am wet between my thigh. Excited.. How could my soundbox betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can feel his breath at the top of my muliebrity and he him say `` broadcast your legs, let me in to feast on that virgin pussy. '' I can experience him pushing my leg open and I put up no resistance. My weeping have stopped. My torso shiver, but not from fear. The first time I felt his tongue lap my womanhood I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, secernate me you like my lingua on your pussy. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the watchword is pussy. Say you like my natural language on your twat. NOW ! ! ``



My back talk are trembling, `` I like your tongue on my pussy '' I say. He laughes and continues to lick me there. He puts his digit in me. First one, then two. It hurts, but only for a minute. The more he licks and pushes his fingers in me the more wet I feel down there. `` Do you cognize what that is Nicole ? That is your torso wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am queasy, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will quit. My torso smell like it is on fire, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and twist me up.



'' So Nicole, Robert Adam wants you to kiss his penis ? No Nichole, that is not what Adam wants. He wants his hard putz trench in your throat while he pumps his load of cum down it. '' With a big grin on his face he pushes me to my knees. `` outdoors your mouth steady '' I am scared again. He begins to constrict my cheeks hard until my oral cavity opens. `` You are going to blow my cock, you will not prick me or I will spank you. You will draw my cock exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to stop over, like a just female child should. ''



Then he puts his large arduous cock in my mouth. Just a little at first, then more and more until it is abstruse in my mouth. `` That 's a sound young woman Nicole. '' He starts to move in and out, slacken then fast. I can feel myself gag and he just moans. `` Your unfermented little mouthpiece smell so trade good on my strong cock baby. '' Faster and faster he pushes and moans louder and louder, `` Oh sister, you are going to fix me shoot my load, but I want to make unnecessary it for your sweet virgin pussy. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my ft and kisses me thick. My sass and back talk are swollen, there are bust in my eyes and I am trembling.



'' Oh sweetie, relax, the best is yet to come. '' He lays me back on the bed again and fawn on top of me. He puts his hand over my mouth and says, `` I am going to put my dick in your nasty pussy now. It will hurt for a minute of arc, but you not hollo. When i am done with you, you will make out back and beg me for more than, probably tomorrow dark after. After I finish fucking your mother and she falls asleep I will come for you. I am gon na induce you lick your mothers cum off my dick before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more aflutter I get, but he seems to be getting Sir Thomas More and more excited. I ca n't pass off with his paw still over my mouth. I feel the promontory of his cock at the entering of my pussy and I start to wiggle. fearfulness consumes me. He pushes his hand harder on my sass and William Tell me to delay still. `` Open your legs. I am ready to feel that tight Virgo the Virgin pussy. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his cock in my fast and rough. It hurts. I want to scream but he he has his hand over my sassing still. teardrop begin to roll down my face. He smiles at me. `` You feel so fuddled, so good. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 class, since I met your female parent. I have dreamed of the day I could enter your virgin snatch and teach you to be a woman. Now I will wait forward to Nat in another 2 geezerhood '' I begin to oppose. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to go, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so dash but my body begins to respond to him. My body starts to tense up and begins to tingle all over. So many sensation I have never felt. Not bad opinion, good feelings. Very respectable feelings. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my leg farther apart and goes deeper. I feel pain and delight. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted go to be my initiatory, not Sam. My mother 45 year old boyfriend. I want this to stop, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing touch.



He takes his hand off my mouth, finally. `` Tell me my prick flavor good in your kitty baby '' He has my legs eminent in the air, on his shoulders, pushing hard and rich in my snatch but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, toilsome. I jump, more tears come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your cock feels good in my twat. '' I say with a shivering voice. `` Good young lady, you will always separate me that when I command it, do you understand. '' I nod my head, my body is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you understand. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' trade good girl, your hot nasty slit is so addictive. I may need it again and again. But for now I am ready to satisfy you full of my hot cum. '' He starts to push in harder and faster and harder and faster. My body is such a double-crosser. The sensations I feel are good, my awe turns into passion, my pain into delight. My body starts to strain and stimulate and throb on it 's own. I can no longer control any of my own body functions. I feel undue moisture between my second joint and I feel like I am in heaven, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my young lady. I just gave you your foremost orgasm. Was n't that groovy. You feel so good. '' He is going faster and I hear him moan loudly and push in mysterious, very oceanic abyss. I can feel hot liquid squirting abstruse in my body and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a good girl Nicole. '' He moves down to between my second joint again and begins to figure out all the moisture from my pussy, then back up to me. He forces a deep kiss on my mouth as his lip is full of a mixture of our succus. He kisses me deep and long and moans.



'' Was n't that good baby. Our cum mixed together tastes so near. Get used to it baby. Your gon na taste it often. next time, you will lick it off my cock on command. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could recall was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a good girl tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this arcanum between us and do n't tell anyone. The next time I come for you I expect you to fall to me willingly. You will beg me to have intercourse you again. ``



He showers with me, washes my consistency, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to kiss me on my forehead and says `` goodnight smasher '' then walks out.



That was three years ago and Sam is still coming to my room every time my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from school and takes me to his place. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was right about so many thing. I did see to be a adult female. The outset time I was with Adam he was very delight with me. component of me hates Sam, contribution of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?