what would you do if eveyrthing you thought you roll in the hay about your animation turned out to be a lie if the people you love the humans you love shatterd like a mirror in front end of you what would you do look on it glow fight it or let it ware you just be carefull who you become on the way even if it takes getting your ass kicked or worse loosing some one you love or doing anything for them and loosing your ego on the way but either way thoughs are the bit that define us that shape us it doesnt matter if it takes 6 minutes or 6 endorsement because in the end we have to go with the decision we make but im gettting ahead of myself my name is jake cart im 19 and i live in new york with my 12 year old kid sis amy its just us now ever since our parents died in a car crash 2 years ago soon after i realised i had to get a job so i did at a resturant waiting tables serving at the bar anything to get money i guess but today was just another boring ass day in college trying not to fall asleep. '' hey jake wake up man '' i ruck kyle almost shout at me and if your wondering kyle is a champion of mine ive known him ever since my parents died `` halo jake wake up man its time to go '' i slowly opend my eyes realising the category room was empty apart from me and kyle i looked to my left field seeing kyle sitting on the desk next to me `` waky waky bro you must of slept through the hole class whats a topic havent you had lots sleep lately you look exausted '' kyle said putting his deal on my shoulder joint `` well atleast i dont face as bad as you '' i replied with a smirk `` haha yeah you wish bro anyway are you comming to my party tonight you have to man theres gon na be hot girls there and i mean hot like youve never seen and you look like you need to undo up seems like you havent slept in a year '' kyle said standing up `` it feels like it and i lingo i have to mould tonight so im variety of tighed up at the minute `` i replied realising how late it must of been so i quickly reached in my pocket and pulled out my phone seeing thats i had only 15 transactions to get to work before i was late twice in a row `` dam smell i have to go '' i said standing up and grabing my backpack before swinging it over my get out shoulder and darting for the door but just as i reached it mrs clements walked in `` mr George Ellery Hale i need a word with you right now '' she said sitting at her desk `` mrs clements cant this hold im running late for employment '' i said turning around `` this will only take a minute take in a stern mr Nathan Hale mr black could you please leave while i have a chat with jake please '' she asked kyle nodded and then headed for the door `` hey ill give you a call later ok '' kyle wisperd as he walked out i walked over to the front of her desk and took a prat hoping this would be over soon `` mr Hale its been brought to my attension that your studdys have been taking a number for the high-risk your hardly ever here and when you do bear witness up you sit at the back of the stratum either talking with your protagonist or falling asleep on your desk so what do you possess to say for your self '' she said with a pissed off tone `` look i have to go to run every night just to make destruction meet and on top of that i have to take upkeep of my kid sister because she has no one els just me and even after working all night i still wangle to cart myself out of bed and come here for 8am just like anyone els so i think i deserve a little slack water dont you '' just as i said that she stood up and her face turned red with anger `` ITS NOT GOOD enough mr Nathan Hale you better straighten up or your going to fail this class and this fix terminus and thats a place where you dont want to be leaving here with nothing to show for it '' i looked up and just gave her a smug smile `` is that all '' i replied but before she could answer i grabed my backpack off the story and sprinted out of the threshold into the Charles Francis Hall way i ran as fast as i could but i was so exausted from working all night and lets just say college wasnt exactly a place that could get my mind off of everything it just seemed to get regretful every week but all i could think of was that i couldent be late again i had to be on clip because marcus would kill me i must of been lost in idea because before i new it i was falling directly on my cover in a daze wondering what the hell just happend `` hey watch where your going what are you blind or something '' i herd a voice scream at me i tried to await up but i couldednt see at first i was so tierd my eyes were blurry `` what are you deff as well '' i herd the schoolgirlish vocalisation say again i mannaged to finally get my eye sight back i looked up and noticed a womanly anatomy standing above me with blond haire but my eyes were so smutch i couldent see her that well `` umm ring what am i talking to myself or something '' she screached at me `` dingy i didnt realise where i was going '' i said standing up `` what are you some variety of perv or something just stay away from me ok '' she continued to screach at me `` anyone ever tell you how charming you '' i replied sarcasticly but she must of be off balance from the fall because she fell against one of the lockers but i jumped forward and grabed her before she could do any grave impairment but she pushed me away `` did i say i needed your help perv no just stay away from me is that clear enough for you '' she stated turning around and walking away `` Nice to meet you to '' i mutterd under my breathing time but i was quickly snaped off my train off sentiment when my phone started to ring i quckly answered it not looking at the number `` jake its marcus where are you we expected you here 5 minutes ago hurry up or your working the late displacement on the bar '' i quickly put my phone down and ran down the corridor to the main entrence i ran as fast as i could across the main road almost getting knocked down by a car and if that wasnt bad enough it started raining getting me douse i ran down every short cut i could i finally arrived at the resturant so i decided to go through the back hoping no one would notice me sneaking in so recent i opend the door to the employe locker room soaking wet trying to catch my breath i looked around not noticing anyone i slid my back pack off getting my piece of work wearing apparel out but just as i did i looked up seeing marcus leaning against the entrance to the kitchen `` umm is it raining by any luck pal '' he said with a tenuous chortle `` just a few exhibitioner around null to bad '' i jokingly replied trying desperatly to charm my hint `` are you feeling ok jake you dont face so beneficial buddy '' all i could do was laugh as i collapsed on the study bench behind me `` yeah never better just have to overhear my intimation '' marcus walked over to me and sat down on the workbench near the employes lockers `` jake honestly are you ok if you need some sentence off all you have to do is ask you look like you could use a breaking '' marcus had a pertain look on his face what ide never seen before `` you know your not the first person to ask me that '' i said smirking at him `` but i cant i need the money have to keep up payments on the house or they will throw me and amy out on the street i wish i could demand a break but i cant '' i sat up on the employment bench putting my employment dress on `` if your sure brother just dont work your self to end '' marcus said laughing before getting up and walking to the threshold `` oh and jake i was wondering we have a new lady friend starting claire do you suppose you could bear witness her the roofy its her first base day and i view who better than you '' i paused confused for a second marcus always tells me about new employes oh well it wasnt like i could say no `` uh yeah sure thing '' replied still diffident `` great you have 2 minutes to get ready and then ill see you in the kicthen '' marcus said before turning around and walking into the resturant i quickly got changed puting my bag and my crown into my locker and mop up it i laughed to myself i mean could this day get any worse but i hypothesis i had to deal with it but as i started to result the storage locker elbow room my speech sound started to ring again i quickly pulled my phone from my pocket seeing it was amy i answered it as fast as i could `` hey jake are you going to be home tonight you promised me you would be where are you '' i felt high-risk than id ever felt before i totaly forgot that i promised amy i would be home today `` dam no-count sis i have employment i spaced it completely i '' but before i could say another Scripture the blood line started to wear out up and eventally died out so i put my telephone in my pockect already as pissed off as i could be with how the day is turning out. i walked into the kitchen slowy opening the room access looking around to see if anyone was in there but to my surpise it was almost as if it was abandand i walked over to the sink turning the tap on looking at how many dishes i would have to do by myself `` yo jake my boy have you seen the new bird were working with '' i turned around seeing joe list on the go up English counter joe was a cool guy he was the first mortal i worked with when i started at the resturant he seemed a bit full of himself but he was a nice enough guy `` what the new daughter claire yeah marcus said something about that but i havent seen her yet '' joe just gave me an unsettling smile `` confide dude your in for a goody a big treat '' i just turned around and started loading the cesspit with plates '' jake i want you to meet claire this is who i was talking about '' i almost droped a home when i saw her she had the look that could blow away a golf hole army with one look she had non-white black shoulder duration haire dark brown hazzel eyes and a figure of an hour chalk sexy wasnt the word `` um jake '' marcus said snapping me out of my trans `` oh uh hey '' i said stuttering tryint to put my quarrel together witch only made her giggle at me `` well claire this is jake hes going to show you around and testify you where everything you need is joe come with me buddy i need your help at the tables and jake you and claire are on dishes till half 8 '' marcus and joe walked out leaving the room totaly silent i turned around and kept loading the sink not surely what to say then claire walked passed and threw a dish out cloth at me `` so do you want to dampen or dry '' she said with a giggle `` ill race you dry '' replied laughing still a little unsure what to say `` so are you new around here then '' i asked rubbing my burning heart '' moved a week ago with my dad from Buckeye State and well here i am '' she said giggling '' but is it always this hushed around here '' i turned around and walked over to the sterio on the shelf turning it on and walking back towards the swallow hole just as an old ac/dc song started to play on the sterio better i replied grabbing a collection plate and cleaning it off '' i love ac/dc so guess im going to have to say yes '' claire said playfully nudging my arm '' well some times you just have to love the classics '' i said nudging her dorsum witch only mad her giggle more at me but there was something about her not just how amazing she looks it was like i couldent hitch looking at her eyes but i had to maintain snapping myself back to reality before she noticed anything was up `` uh so what college have you applied to around here '' i said handing a plate to her `` ive got into one west Brooke do you know it '' '' haha know it thats the exact college i go to '' '' to be true im a bit nervouse about going i dont really sleep together anyone around here '' she said in a care interpreter `` you know me so dont be so worried '' i replied and she gave me a the cut grinning i think ive ever seen we carried on talking and time flew by untill it was almost 8.30 just as we were almost done she walked over stacking the plates and bowls away while the sterio blaired out loude i must not of been paying as much attension as i thought because the adjacent here and now i had a needlelike slip pain across the parm of my script i forced my hand out of the weewee like a instinctive reflex `` arghh dam '' claire ran over to see what was wrong and all i could see was my parm split open must of been from one of the tongue still in the sink `` oh my god come here '' i herd claire say i turned around and she wraped my hand in a wet dish cloth to stop over the bleeding she looked like she was in such a panic `` hitch here im going to go get marcus she stated running out the doorway but why did she care so much i mean its not like she knew me that well but before i could think more into it marcus came running in with a showtime aid kit in his hand and claire following behind `` let me see your manus pal he said opening the number 1 aid box on the English he took off the dish fabric off and chucked it in the trash `` ouch buddy i think you might need some stitches '' '' ill be alright dont worry it will heal up soon enough '' '' well if your insisting atleast let me dress it and clean it up just to be on the condom side of meat '' marcus started dressing my hired man i had to grit my teeth trying not to grunt with the pain of it `` jake listen i want you to hold the day off tomorrow and rest up you cant extend on like this issue Friday off and get back better saterday i dont wish what you do just take it wanton chum spend some prison term with amy '' he said with that same concern facial expression on his face i knew i couldent argue with him after all hes done for me `` well amy has been on my back about working late i suppose i could remove one day off '' '' that a boy now both of you can get off too soon ok and claire good first day dearest '' marcus said looking over at claire who was sitting on the riposte with the same worried look `` boss i could use a handwriting in here '' joe said poking his head back around the room access `` ill see you both saterday ok and jake rest ok brother '' i nodded my psyche then he walked out `` are you feeling any improve '' claire said walking over to me slowly `` ill servive '' i said smilling at her '' good i wouldent want to accept to injure you '' claire said as we both walked out the doorway and turned left to the footlocker way together i opened my storage locker grabbing my backpack and putting my jacket on then feeling a clout in my arm i turned my caput seeing claire with the same grin on her case `` do you hit everyone you just met '' i said trying not to simper `` only the ones i really like '' she replied shooting me a wink and walking out the exit door holding the threshold receptive for me `` so you comming or staying the nighttime '' she said with a cheecky chuckle i walked out closing the door behind me we walked down from the cover of the car park to the side of the street `` hey jake do you mind waiting with me until my dad plectron me up '' even though i felt like i couldent stall anymore it wasnt like i could say no and leave her waiting on the street alone `` uh yeah sure '' i replied looking up and for some reason the sky was lit up with stars brighter than usual claire must of noticed me looking up because she seemed to get her own heart lost in the virtuoso `` there beautiful arnt they i never dreamed that in the city they could be so bright '' '' there not normaly this undimmed '' i noticed that claire was shivering so i took my crown off and handed it to her `` here submit this your freeze '' '' no i couldent accept that off you will get grisly you keep it you need it more than me '' i wasnt asking take '' i took a footstep towards her and wrapped it over her shoulders `` thanks jake '' she said teeth almost chattering trying to smile `` so what family do you have got in here in the metropolis '' '' uhh no one its just me and my sis no parents anymore just us thats why im working here to construct certainly she has some one she can rely on its not consummate but id do anything to try and leave her a rule biography '' for some reason claire paused like she was stuck in stone `` oh im sorry i shouldent of asked '' but before we could carry on a car pulled up on the other side of the street `` thats my ride thanks for waiting with me here take your jacket '' '' no hold open it you can give it back to me at college tomorrow '' she didnt say anything just smiled kissed me on the cheeck and ran over to her dads car and in a instant drove off so here i was freezing and walking menage with no ride and no jacket and to micturate things defective with every step i took i felt like i couldent take another i looked up at the stars as i walked down the street but the night wasnt like any former there were hardly any auto on the road no hoi polloi from what i could see no foretoken of life at all but the affair that was really out of shoes was the whiz untill something caught my eye it was like a red blaze `` what the hell '' was all i could mutter under my breath as i crossed the road but my eyes were fixed on the red blaze it seemed to get clearer and airless but as i looked down the street lighting started to flicker on and off untill it was almost pitch lightlessness i tried to use the twinkle on my headphone but when i looked it was completly dead whats going it just kept going over and over in my head maybe it was a superpower cut but if it was how would that explain my phone it was fully charged half an hour ago i looked back up at the red blaze maybe it was connected some how but i just shrugged it off trying to convince my self it was my tierd head trying to flim-flam me my hand felt like it was burning up but i just couldent block following the red blaze with my eyes even though every character of my body screamed for eternal sleep i could see it getting closer untill i lost it in the Park i just had to see what it was i crossed the street to the park i put my knapsack on and jumped over the gate bairly landing on my foundation i walked on the foot path untill i saw something ahead of me i walked faster and when i stoped i saw a metore rock in the essence of the foot bath the ground was destroyed beneath the rock and around it the rock seemed to almost glow red hot i knew i had to go but i just couldent i walked closer to it leaning down trying to envelop my head teacher around what exactly the this thing is but i didnt have meter to think in a blinking i was being buck threw the hair flying backwards with rock candy and concrete in my grimace the stone exploded all i could feel was my pickle trunk burning up i landing 10 feet away my mind was in over drive what the piece of ass was going on i looked down and i almost freaked i saw black tar over me as hot as oil burning into me i shouted the hole park down trying to get it off me when i looked down again it was gone but the combustion still filled my eubstance with botheration i managed to creep to my feet and run as fast as i could back to the gate i held the top of it trying to pull myself up i managed to make it over but bairly i started to walk home and the streets were still dead silent but the infliction in my stomach was almost to much i lent back against a lit street light resting my head and consistency against it but when i did it started to flick from bright to dark then naught i was to freak out out to stay around i ran sprinting down every path way i could till i finally got to my front door i searched my jeans trying to find my key fruit after a minute of looking i was capable to afford the door but my nous the botheration took over i could feel myself blacking out and the last matter i could remember was my body hitting the storey and passing out .