A few weeks ago I received a varsity letter regarding the remotion of my parental right to Edvard Spencer and it is tearing me up inside. Me and William Harvey had a massive disputation over the subject and at the arcminute I am living back at my parents home very fair away from Harvey to restrain my distance because we are in a very bad lieu. so that 's what is what 's new

so I woke up 2days ago in the first light and I had some breakfast with my parents, as we was eating breakfast my peeress maid said to me `` Leon you have a phone telephone call its Harvey '' I did n't really need to talk to Harvey so I told her `` order him I 'm in the shower and I will name him back '' so my madam maid did that and then my cellular phone rang, it was a message from Harvey saying `` liar ... man up and visit me back '' I excused my self from the board and I went outside to my car and repel off.

I drove down to long beach and sat there for sometime and just thought how weirdo and messed up all of this stuff was. My cell began to call and it was n't the first time William Harvey had tried to call me from leaving my menage. I answered it and said `` William Harvey, just ... just go away please '' so I hung up the phone and my cerebration turned to tears I kept thinking I 'm 20 age old and I 'm dealing with this kind of stuff already. I drove over to Harvey 's apartment and I posted the characterization of me, Harvey and Edvard and I drove home.

when I got home William Harvey messaged me again and it said `` you spineless son of a bitch '' I messaged Harvey back saying `` what am I meant to do Harvey look this head on ? when I know I 'm going to lose this fight I am not a descent recounting its over, where over this was the tipping point William Harvey I ca n't deal you wanted a fry and now you have one congratulations and I 'm trusted your son will be very felicitous with you as a begetter '' Harvey messaged me back and it said `` see you in court tomorrow I hope you do what 's rightfield I will never stop loving you ''

so yesterday it came to 11 am and I was sat in the court of law sign of the zodiac waiting for the case to be called, when we went inside I stated my name for the book and gave my opening statement `` I Leonardo Nicolas Mathew Spencer do here by give up my right ( I started crying at this point ) to my son Edvard Spencer to be reclaimed by his birth mother from this point thank you '' after that Harvey got up and said his division and my parental right was removed when I walked past Harvey to leave the court Harvey wo n't even look at me I knew it before and I know it now me and Harvey was over I drove home and I opened the bottle of diddlysquat Daniel 's and drunk that I also opened the vodka and drunk nearly of that with some soda before I passed out on the bed

sorry you guys I know its not the faery story ending but I guess me and Harvey was n't meant to be and it kills me inside knowing how often I love him and I know how much he loves me but we ca n't come back from this I 've sent William Harvey back his betrothal ban and he has sent me back my wedding ban I 'm for sure Harvey will make someone very well-chosen one day but that person was n't meant to be me I understand that now and yes it anguish a lot but we both need to find the will to carry on Harvey if your reading this you was and still are so special to me if you should ever postulate me I am just a phone shout away I promised my self I was n't going to cry writing this but o well I am because you was the best clock time that has ever been in my liveliness apart from are son at the clock time

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so I still want to know what you guys are up to even thought me and Harvey are not together anymore if ever you guys require some help with anything all you have to do is ask and we will both be here to help bread and butter and guild you with anything you need help or advice with

dependable bye everyone and I have loved writing on this website promise you enjoyed my life and to all the haters on here fuck off and get a fucking life you sad ass loser I may not be able-bodied to import or use punctuation right but that can be changed your fucking sad ass low cash life 's cant be grow the ass up and deal with your self 's I mean really does it take in you feel good to try and epically fail to relieve oneself citizenry feel little because it did n't work with me so im sure it has n't worked on other people unless you are closet gays aswell in wich case man the shag up and amount out the closet ducky join us in the light hahah fucking stupid ass net tough think there all hard and shit behind a key circuit card o im hoping to affect soon get a fresh start where do you poke fun think I should go spain Italian Republic England Australia I do n't really care as long as it is as clean away from la as I can possibly get anyway bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye byebye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye byebye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye love you all