So there Alex laid, Broken by a individual hit, His body twisted in ways no body should, Too late did Lily realise why Alex had pushed her away from him, Too late did she agnize the car was speeding and would of hit her had it not been for Alex, Had she known what fate was about to cede she would of never been so insistant on Alex walking her binding dwelling house, He had just saved her life at the price of another, His very own..

So back to where it all began or shall we say where it all ended, Alex had just been hit by a speeding car, He laid broken in the middle of the route, Lily was kneeling by him while people flocked around to see the devastating accident. Lily knew that Alex was fading, His eye 's were one of the big lead 's, She could see them clearly closing ever so slowly, His breathing had become shallow, He was fading into nothingness yet he was still smiling, Lily on the other script could do nothing but cry, She was watching the one person in her life story who mattered slowly fade away and it was all her fault

*Do n't cry, tear do n't do anything for your beauty* Alex whispered, He was using his last few breath to try to make her feeling better

*But..* Lily sobbed, The binge were flowing freely, She could n't avail crying

*No but 's, I want you to always remember that you are beautiful to me, Always have been and always will be, You are the best champion I could of ever asked for* Alex again whispered as he slowly raised one hand to her cheek to wipe away a tear

*But..* Lily once again sobbed, She seemed ineffectual to say anything else, The shock of what had happened seemed to be taking over

*Lily if this be my terminal intimation then may I ask for one last-place affair, semen closer* Alex asked in a breathless smell

Lily did as she was asked, She could order Alex 's time was nearly up and for what he had done for her she would of given the worldly concern if he had asked her to at that very moment

*I have it off you* Alex softly whispered in her ear, Just three short word that he wanted to say for so long

Lily was a piddling taken back by what Alex had just said but abstruse in her heart she felt the Same way, Since the day they had met Alex had always treat her like a princess, He always did anything she asked him to no matter how stupid it seemed, He always did anything he could to have her smiling, Even now in his terminal minute 's he had used them to try make her smiling one final clip

*I..*Lily cut her sentence abruptly, She noticed Alex had closed his eyes, She could tell within a mere second that it was too of late, He was gone, He had given his last intimation to recount her the news she had always wanted to see

surmisal it was all too much for Lily once she heard the sirens from the ambulance nearing, She desperately wanted to run away from the tantrum, Run away from all the pain she was feeling, All the guiltiness, All the sorrow, All the distress, But she could n't, She could n't just leave Alex there all alone, Could n't leave the only someone who she had ever loved, She had to abide even if it was just till the paramedics took him away, She had to atleast say good day to him

*Okay I have to do this quick, Alex..* Lily broke down once again ineffectual to stop her good day, It should n't of been like that for her, She should n't of had to be saying goodbye

Too late did Lily understand the ambulance had arrived at the shot, The paramedical were on hired man within seconds trying to administer CPR to Alex to no service, He was gone and the paramedic knew that, One paramedical stood up and walked over to Lily

*I 'm sorry miss but he is gone* The paramedic said to Lily though what she heard of it is beyond any of us, She already knew he was but somehow hearing it from a paramedic seemed to constitute it all seem much more material to her, form of like until that very moment it all just seemed to be a dream

*He..He's..No ! * Lily screamed *He ca n't be*

Although she knew it to be true she still had a operose time accepting the fact, She had known for a while before the paramedics spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to make her tone angry, She felt as if the paramedics could of saved him, Should of saved him even though trench down she knew they could n't

*I 'm dismal fille but there is nothing more we can do* The paramedical said a little nervously, He seemed a small afraid of Lily, He variety of felt that she might turn all her ira on him and attack

*There must be, Please do something, Anything* Lily begged, She was on the brink of another breakdown, She was also on the sceptre of letting her angriness take over

*There is zip we can do, He has passed on* The paramedic said trying to keep Lily calm

*But..* Lily managed to stutter out through sobs, It was all too a lot at that full point for Lily, She knew she would never forgive herself but at that instant there was naught more than she wanted to do than what she did, She turned away from the paramedic, Away from where Alex laid and she ran, Ran from the scene, Ran from her best Quaker

leash hours Lily was on the run for, Trying to run away from her problems, Did n't work, No issue how hard she tried she could n't do anything but damage, She was hurting for more than than one ground at that head, With everything that had happened she had used all her pent up anger and ended up punching a lampost or two, Probably not the smartest matter but I guess it is much gentle to feel physical bother rather than worked up pain, Anyways three hour was getting too a good deal for Lily, She was exhausted, Both mentally and physically, At that point all 's she wanted was a warmly bed and a skilful Night sleep, Least then she could dish out with all her problem the following morning, Shame things never work out that way though

*Ugh, Why ca n't I sleep* Lily moaned to herself, She had made it home over an hour ago and yet there she lay, Wide awake, unable to fall asleep

It was around four in the morning before Lily finally got to sleep, Bet she wished she had n't though at that point, From the import her eye 's closed the incubus began, She was standing alone in a drear room, Voices were chattering in the aloofness, She could n't see anything but the body laying on the floor beside her, She did n't want to face down as she could already guess who the physical structure belonged to but against her will she looked, Of course her suspiciousness were right, The body laying beside her was none of than Alex 's, The way he had looked the minute he had been hit by the car, All broken, She looked up to take in she was no yearner alone, All around her were ghostly figures, They were all chattering to each other it seemed, All saying the Sami thing though, All saying *Your fault he died*

*No ! * Lily managed to scream to the ghostly physical body, Of row that probably was n't her bright move, Nor could she hold it, She was losing command of herself

Of course the phantasmal figures stopped their chattering, All eye 's in one swift motion focused on Lily, Lily was pretty much frozen in place, The ghostly build for the kickoff time seemed to recognize Lily 's presence, They all stared at her for what seemed an eternity before one ghostly flesh stepped forward from the relief of them, For the inaugural time Lily realised they were n't wraith as such, They had the see through figure of a wraith but they had pearl, Actual off-white in their bodys

*Wh..What are you* Lily asked a little afraid of the creature standing infront of her

*What am I, I am a spirit of the damned, A lost soul who spend 's eternity trapped here* The figure said matter of factly, I guess he was tired of answering that question

*But why am I here, Why is alex* Lily asked a trivial nervously, She was definetly afraid that the answer would be something she would hate

*But your not here, Neither is your little friend, Not yet atleast* The pattern answered, He seemed to have it away something that Lily probably did n't want to know

Lily was about to ask the one question she was completely dreading asking, The one about what he meant by not yet atleast, The word 's were almost out of her mouth when she heard a noise in the ground, A faint knocking haphazardness which sounded like it was coming from every direction

*Ahh seem 's like it 's time for you to part, Time for you to wake up, Do n't occupy though we shall meet again very soon* The figure said a footling coldly, What followed adjacent probably frightened Lily to a greater extent than anything, The figure began laughing, Not a rummy laugh but a cold, evil jest, If that was n't bad enough the rest of the figures ( The lost souls if you would like ) Joined in, All with the same common cold, immorality laugh

*I don't..* Lily did n't get to finish up her sentence, She was waking up and her dream self was slowly fading away
A few seconds was all it took for Lily to fully wake from her nightmare, She was drenched in a stale sudor, She was shaking, Was she actually scared of a nightmare, She could n't be could she..