*So I 'm dead, Yeah that sucks* My first words as a dead someone and they 're what I choose, What kind of feeble idiot am I, I should of said something much better like sugariness i 'm dead meter to have some fun

Yes I did just sort of accept the fact that I no longer had a life, There was one little niggle that did irritate me then and to this very day ( even though it 's only been a few of them ) still does, The Same question I keep asking myself over and over again *Why have n't I moved on*, Yeah so that is still something I would like to know but we will provide it for now

I guess you are probably wondering what I did for the next few days that would bring us to this introduce day, Well I know you will holler me demented but I did the solitary thing that seemed natural to do at the time I chose to dribble on with my normal life story, That of line included going to school, Yes I know it seems pointless for a dead person to attend schooltime but do n't judge me, I spent a lot of time with Alice even though she had no clew I was there with her, I would walk her home then hang around her flat till she went to bed just so I could keep an eye on her even though I do n't know what I could of done if anything had of happened to her, After that I usually went home and walked around the business firm I lived in with my mother and half babe, Always seemed so quiet when I would walk in the house, Probably because my mother and half sis were usually just sat in the living room comforting each former or they were in bed asleep, wellspring that was pretty much all I did for the past few twenty-four hour period which brings us back to the present day.

As I said at the very beggining I will once again say now, Morning I assume, My name is Alex and this is where the story is about to get a little more interesting. This morning, Well I as per normal just assume it 's morning began the like as the by few Clarence Day since I have been beat, I was wondering around the menage when I noticed my half sister walking out of her bedroom all dressed for school which meant that it was atleast eight am if not later, Of form I did what I always did at that moment, I ran. You see each dayspring I would wait till my baby awoke and was set for school before I would go forth the house and would run towards Alice 's apartment, I always walked with her to school and nothing would cease me doing it on this day. Five minutes later, Could be foresightful I do n't know, clock time 's meaningless to me as you already know, Anyway 's however long it took me I arrived on clip as per normal, I walked into the apartment building and straight up to Alice 's flat, I would bump but it 's a waste of time, So much easier when I just walk through the threshold so that 's what I did, Of trend I found Alice in the same place I had left her the dark before, Bed. I know my next sentence will vocalise really creepy-crawly but I just have a go at it watching Alice slumber she is just so cunning, The way she sucks her thumb, Forget I said that I am passably sure she would kill me if anyone ever found that out even though it would be impossible for her to do it, Well I stood there for I do n't know how retentive before I heard the usual shouting coming from the living room, It of class been her mum shouting for her to get out of bed, That was when I left her sleeping room just incase her sleepwear was a little inappropriate, I do the same matter every morning to be honorable, I walked through her door and went to sit on the sustenance room sofa until Alice walked out of her bedchamber in her schooltime uniform and quickly rushed into the john, She does it pretty a lot every morning, I waited for her to come in out and then I got up and walked to the strawman door only to take in her follow me a few arcminute later, I began walking with her towards school day when she veered away and headed towards the common, Of course I had to adopt her, Ca n't birth her getting in any trouble now can I. Well we walked for..You know what I will try to lack out the whole sentence parting as we all know by now that I have no hint about time or days, Well we walked for a while until we came to the cemetery, Now do n't get me wrong I have nothing against them it 's just they give me the creeps, fountainhead she walked in and I followed her and I stopped when she chose to only I did n't kneel down when I saw the grave accent she had stopped at, You know in the little matter of time I have been dead it never once occured to me that I might actually take in a grave, I might actually be buried somewhere.

O.K. I will be the 1st to admit that seeing my headstone, The situation my body is buried for the for the first time time is form of weird, It 's like been beat does n't really go under in until you realise you are truly gone, fountainhead anyway back to Alice been here, So yeah she was kneeling infront of my grave accent and I was just kind of stood behind her not really knowing what to do, Within those few here and now I was sort of paralytic with shock I guess you could call it I think I might of overleap Alice oral presentation, Did fascinate a few word of honor though

*I miss you* She said to my gravestone although with me been here with her it 's sort of like she is speaking to me which feel 's sorting of nice

Well I assume with all said and done she will get up and walk to school but she does n't seem to be doing so, Maybe if I could somehow pick her up I could carry her to school, Make sure she is n't late..Nope I ca n't foot her up, Yes before you ask I did just try and it is quite obvious the result, Wait what 's that noise.

*Alex why did you have to die* She asked my gravestone, Her voice does n't sound right though, It sound 's as if she is stuttering the words out, Let 's see why..Yep she 's crying that aint effective, I ca n't deal it when she cry 's it just makes me want to do the same

*Do n't cry Alice* Yes I did just tell her not to cry, I know it 's pointless but I seriously do n't like it when she does

*Wh..Who said that* She asked, I mean she literally just asked me who had just talked to her, She can take heed me

*Alice you can listen me* Yes I know it 's a dazed affair to say but what else can I ask

*Who are you* She asked, I 'm a little hurt by that because you think she would know her estimable supporter vox

*Who do you think it is* I know it sounds a little mean but I ca n't help it, I mean it 's a short upsetting when the only individual you care about other than menage of course does n't recognise your voice

*A..Al..Alex* She stuttered out, I actually ca n't believe she it, She can hear me and she know 's who is talking, speculation I am two for two

*Who you expecting, Santa clause* Yeah I know another strange pick of words, I know I probably do n't take long to talk to her but it 's always fun to mess with her

*Shut up you idiot* She said a little angrily, Now you think she would be well-chosen to talk to me but she does n't seem it

*If that 's what you want I will* I wo n't really but like I said, Always fun to mess with her

*No ! * She pretty very much just screamed at me

*Okay I wo n't shut up then* I know I could of select some effective word 's but meh who cares

*Good, Look Alex this is demented weird that I can hear you and I do n't have it away if I am just imagining the completely thing or if this is just a crazy dream and any moment I will awake up in my bed and realise that none of this ever happened but I just want to let you know that I miss you been here* She said to me, I can see the tears streaming down her buttock, If only I could wipe them away

*I young lady you too, It 's form of lonely on this side of life story, I mean I have nobody which to be mediocre is n't a lot of a difference of opinion but atleast when I had a life I had you* I know it sounds like some form of joke but it 's true
wellspring she does n't seem to be saying much, guess I said something incorrectly, Would n't storm me thats for for sure, Wait she has this weird aspect on her face, I think i 'm in fuss

*Alex I want to aplogise, It 's all my demerit you 're gone, If I had n't had you walk me home you would still be here today* She said, For the starting time time I actually do n't get it on how to feel, I mean seriously how can she blame herself

*Alice I do n't accept your apology as you have nothing to rationalize for, It was an purity for me to take the air you home that day, Every mo I got to drop with you was a import I chose to treasure* okay a footling schmalzy but I seriously do have in mind every word, I loved every moment I had with her

*Al..Alex..* She stammered out before running off, I do n't know why she just did what she did but yes I am going to keep an eye on her, boulder clay the end of the world if I so must.

Okay I do n't seriously bed how long it 's been but I lost her, I managed to make it to the cemetery gate but then she just dissapeared, I 've checked everywhere I can think she would be but well as you can guess I did n't find her, I checked the schooltime, library, Her home, The park and even came back to the cemetery but she was n't here, How the heck am I going to get her now .