Chapter 1

My figure is Dexter, I 'm 19, blonde haired and gloomy eyed.

I want to say `` toned '' but I 'm not there yet. I 'd go with `` showy '' or `` muscular ''. I mean, my all my muscles are showing pretty well, but I 'm not as pumped up as all of those gym addict. There was a reason for me to take up going to the gym.

When I was 17, I stopped playing football game. It was around that metre that I realised I was into guys. This, and a deficiency of time for it, led me to renounce playing and start working out, since I did n't want to let myself slack-off and be out of shape.

You see, being a 17 year old gay guy it is n't easy when you have to change for football game pattern in a room full moon of sweaty teenage boys three times a calendar week. Especially considering I have a little thing for feet.

I thought that me quitting, would solve my `` problem '' and that way I could just be horny and gay all by myself, but I had n't considered that some of those guy rope were actually my friends.

Two of them, I had known ever since I wore my first napkin, Gospel According to Luke and Leonardo. They were my two best friends. Then there was Jeremy, Aaron, Brian, Gary ... and Josue. Oh, man.

Now Josue, he was n't on my football team, but he was in all of my division in my finally year of high school. I had a major press on him ever since I started to realise I was interested in the hombre on the team. In class, we got along very well. We were n't honorable friends or anything, but we had mutual friends so I got to recognise him pretty well. But after quitting the football squad, joining the gym, graduating high school and going to college, I sort of grew estranged of all of them. The guys from the team, as well as Joshua. I found early friends, and I hung out with the guys less and less. When we would receive at political party and such and we would talk and make a good meter together, but apart from that I did n't see them often. We were all headed our own seperate ways in aliveness. I missed them. I missed Joshua. I missed how well-heeled it all used to be.

However, thanks to the seperation I did start to get a little bit more into the gay scene during my commencement class of college. Online chatting, coming out to everyone and whatnot. My coming out was rather comfortable, since I 'm not such a stereotypic gay guy, but just a pattern dude. I dress, act and spill like a straight guy, because that 's just the way I am, except I like to fellate dick instead of eating pussy, apparently. People did n't front at me very diffirently, they were all really accepting despite the shock of it all.

I was a horny adolescent two years ago, and I still am. The guy play around in my fantasies. Joshua more so then the others. My feelings for the guy rope from my footballteam are only intimate, but when I think about Joshua I feel so much Sir Thomas More than that. Yet, they 're just illusion. I have to make do with the odd Grindr hookup from sentence to sentence. At least, that was my life before yesterday.

Yesterday was a boring day. School sucked, work was even spoilt and all I wanted to do was go to bed and wake up after a week or so. But then I got a textbook, telling me that my bed had to hold back a petty tenacious.

Dwight, one of my classmates picked me up, and it was a 45 min. effort to the guild, since we had to find fault up the relief of the crowd on the way. I liked hanging out with them, we all became acquaintance on the first day of college and went drinking that same Nox to get to acknowledge each other ameliorate. That was a hell of a night.

Dwight turned up some calming music, which was cracking because I had to get a little bit of rest before we got there.

asset, I had all the time to woolgather about my long lifespan crush. God Joshua, gorgeous Joshua. Wavy blond hair, sea-blue oculus and not too plump, but very pink tasty-looking lips. Not to mention his athletic material body. He is everything a guy could ever want. Jocky football player and all. I have been crushing on him for class, but like the other guys, he seems completely heterosexual. You ca n't blame a guy for hoping right ? He 's just so likeable, and fun to be around. I can daydream all I want.

When we got to the club it took me some time. But after a footling while I had a really good buzz going on.

I had been dancing around with a few girls when I realised I had to go to the toilet to take a water. I slowly made my way over there, did my thing and was ready to get back on the dancefloor when I felt a unassailable bridge player grab me around my amphetamine arm, pulling me through the crew into a less busy corner of the room. When the guy loosened his grip, I turned around to face him, realising that it was none other than ...

'J-Joshua ? .. W-wha-what 's up man ? Is something faulty ?'Oh, amazing Dex, that was not obvious at all. You 're so smooth.

'Hey Dexy, cipher 's wrong, I just wanted to talk to you for a bit .'He said, as I stared into his azure eyes. When he started a little catch-up chatting I took that time to calculate him up and down. He 's really gorgeous, to me at least. His blue center, styled blonde fuzz, across-the-board shoulders, solid musculus, his V-neck showed some boy-cleavedge. His secure peg and large feet were clad in dark skinny jeans and bleak canary. Everything about his looking at turned me on, and everything about his personality made me fall in love.

There was not actually that much awkwardness between us though, we had been in force friends. I mean everyone knew I was into Guy by now. But even the footballguys kept talking to me at parties and material, they did n't really acknowledge the obvious reason for which I quit.

'... you here with ?'I heard Joshua 's vocalization, which slapped me into the here and now.

'Sorry, what did you say ?'I asked.

He smiled at me, a little strangely, as if there were some inside trick I did n't get. Did he notice me staring ? He composed himself, standing straight up, which meant I had to stoop my head up a little since Joshua was about an inch taller than me.

'I said, who are you here with ?'He repeated.

'I 'm with some guys from college tonight, what about you ?'

Joshua smiled wider.

'I 'm with the hombre, come on let 's say hi .'He said. I wanted to go with him, but I could n't go without telling my friends.

'Wait, let me tell my admirer first .'

'No time ! Sorry Dexy !'Joshua yelled over the sound of the music as he grabbed my arm again and pulled me into another hall where they played soft rock music. Then he continued to haul me towards the stool, he stopped before entering. The music was softly buzzing through the residence hall, there were a yoke of blow multitude and some guys and little girl trying to swallow eachother 's lingua. This was the well known slur to come out things up before going abode to cop up with somebody. I 'd had my evenhandedly plowshare of appetizer here. I looked around and threw Joshua a unconnected looking, and that 's when I felt his script on my cheek.

I nearly died as he turned my typeface towards his, I do n't get laid if it was the alcohol, the tiredness, the euphony or the general atmosphere alltogether, but when he leaned in and I almost crushed his horn in smashing my lips against his. He grabbed my fount with one hand and clutched my hair with the other as our sass moved together as if they had been forever. I wrapped my blazon around his waistline, pulling him flush against me until I was sandwiched between the wall, and the boy I 'd dream of for about two years. What the fuck was happening ?

I wanted to commit away, to ask him what was going on or to contain if he was n't really drunk. I did n't want us to regret anything later. But god, he felt so good leaning his whole dead body against me. Our hands had started travelling all over our trunk 's as our tongues fought wildly for dominance. Normally I 'd consume the guy flushed and whimpering against the wall by now, but it seemed I 'd met my compeer. screwing, this boy could construct out. My chief was spinning as I squeezed a hand full of his ass and pulled him even closer to me. I could feel his fiddling buddy pushing into my second joint, which did n't experience as humble as the last time I saw it in the boy 's footlocker room at school. He started to grind himself against my own excitement and we moaned into each other 's mouths.

We did n't stop for what seemed like the totally evening, we just stood there. Our lips never leaving each other. But just as that little vocalization in the binding of my head started to question how the ass it was potential that my first and only existent crush was making me see stars right now, he pulled away.

Immediately I missed the feeling of his closeness. A little groan escaped him as he stared at me with half-lidded eyes.

'You have no theme how hanker I 've waited to do that .'He said breathlessly.

Before I could answer, Joshua had pulled me into the bathroom. I thought one of my dirty fantasies was going to come through, but petty did I know that a unscathed new one was going to set up itself into my mind.

When we stepped inside the bathroom, I heard the lock click shut behind us, which caused me to reckon around at the doorway in terror. And let me severalise you, I was no LE than surprised when I realised Joshua had meant my acquaintance from the football team when he 'd said : `` the Guy ''. There stood Aaron, a smirk on his handsome face. He winked at me and gestured his principal to the other side of the can, where the early guy were staring at me.

da Vinci, Saint Luke, Brian, Gary and Jeremy. And immediately I noticed that something was wrong. And I was n't for certain wether it was good wrong or bad wrong.

Leonardo had his manus around Gary 's neck opening, and not in a bromance kinda way. He rubbed there cheeks together smiling at my confused expression. Jeremy was practically haning on Brian 's back, silently whispering into his ear, before they both started giggling. And to top it all of, Henry Louis Aaron came standing next to Gospel of Luke, wrapping his arm around his impressive muscular waist and full-on kissed him on the mouth.

When I had finally regained my ability to form a convention judgment of conviction I asked, 'What ... What the fuck is going on ?'I looked at Joshua, who sheepishly looked at me and shuffled around.

The early Guy laughed at me loudly. They did n't lay off before Aaron stepped in front of me.

'Oh Dex, you 're so sweet and devoid are n't you ?'He snickered. I looked at him confused. 'What the fuck do you think of Aaron ?'

Aaron chuckled and looked at me like I was an unknowing toddler or something. 'Did you really think you were the only one ? When pubescence started to hit all of us, and we saw each former naked almost every day, did you really think you were the but one to be `` curious '' about guy rope ? Do you even realise how bed aroused teenage male child get ? And do you know how piece of tail frustrating it is to ingest to go through all this trouble to hit on missy ?'

This could n't be real, I had to be dreaming. What the piece of tail was he talking about, did he think that all of them.. ?

'You mean all of you bozo are ...'I almost whispered.

'Not necessarily ,'Henry Louis Aaron started. 'Let me explain .'A smirk formed on his face as he slid his hand up Luke 's shirt to sense his bulky and chiseled stomach.

'When I was around 12, I already started to get boners thinking about you guys .'And that honestly did n't storm me as much. Aaron always was a little ... oversexed. He did n't seem embarrassed easily, and he would fuck other guy cable all the while laughing at himself. If I suspected someone being gay, it was Aaron.

'You know me, I get what I want ,'he continued. 'And I wanted St. Luke .'He put his hand down Luke 's trouser and squeezed his bundle, making him moan out loud. Seriously, dafuq was going on ?

'I cornered him after drill one time, and showed him what I could do. And he enjoyed it .'Luke was now practically squirming under Aaron 's contact. Who smiled confidently. The other guys were just smirking at me. 'Do n't you get it ? Luke and I started to fuck each other. We 're boyfriends.

And that, I did n't have a bun in the oven. Henry Louis Aaron yes, but Luke ? My boy next door ? What the hell ?

Aaron saw my shocked reflection and laughed. 'But as you know, I get bored easily. So I wanted to get other guy involved after a spell, Gospel of Luke and I had no problem hiding it, so why not add individual, right ? Luke and I both wanted More fun, and more to recreate with. So we chose the openhanded one here, Leo ! And he was game as well .'

I could n't believe my pinna. Big, secure, manly, my best friend Leonardo was gay ?

Leonardo is Old than us, he 's 24 and huge. It was a curiosity he was in our team at all. And eventhough I 've known him the longest, and we 've been friends for so long I had never thought he 'd be into guys.

'It became really hot ,'Aaron continued his little monologue as he practically raped Luke on the spot using only his work force, and one of his legs. He pushed Gospel According to Luke 's trouser down to his mortise joint The other guys were pretty turned on by now, me included. Judging by our gibbosity at least.

'But after a while, Leo became kinda jealous when me and my boyfriend-'he drew a loud, shameless moan from Saint Luke 's mouth as he squeezed the now purple head of his dick, while shoving two fingers up his ass.

'-wanted to feature some alone clock time. So we found him a boyfriend too .'Gary kissed Leo 's impudence. They actually seemed a good fit. Gary was shorter than me. I stood at a steady 6.2 ft. whereas Gary was about 5.6'but had less of an athletic form. He was on the penny-pinching side, which made Leo flavour like a fucking giant side by side to him. Leo himself was a big strong lump of meat. well defined and hard like marble. He was at least 6.5'. They looked cute together, but damn, Gary 's ass had to be sore.

Henry Louis Aaron was now jerking St. Luke operose and fucking three fingers up his ass, which had him whining and screaming. It made me feel both weird and horny to see my other C. H. Best friend being pleasured like this.

'And the Same goes for Brian and Jeremy really .'Aaron continued as if zip strange was going on.

'They joined our little sex-hobby-club after we all tried them out .'Gospel of Luke whimpered Aaron 's name as he came undone all over his own tum, Henry Louis Aaron 's helping hand and the privy floor. And it was a considerable amount.

This was a lot to take in. My mind was racing and connecting the dots. Thinking of all the sleepovers the guys have had without me. The way too long showers they always took after football game practice.

There was one tiny thing missing though : Joshua.

What the fuck did he sustain to do with this ? How did he even know these guy cable ?

Aaron saw me looking between him and Joshua who was glaring at him. 'And two weeks ago ,'Aaron said casually, 'Joshua joined in. And guess who he wanted to be his better half for lifetime Dexy ?'Hank Aaron said, before licking his own hand clean of Gospel of Luke 's cum.

Joshua came up behind me, and as practically as my brainiac was damaged in just about five minute of arc, and everything I thought I knew about my puerility friends was completely damage, his warm coat of arms around my waistline did n't make me palpate just horny. But also the happiest guy alive as I turned around to kiss him. Still, it did n't explicate this dotty sexclub and how Joshua even knows the guy. 'Okay but waiting, how do you guys have intercourse Josue ?'I asked the room at large. I was genuinely confused by this.

'He 's in college with me .'said Aaron, smirking at Book of Joshua. I immediately got this overjealous rush and flung my arm around Joshua 's waist, who was only looking at me.

'As soon as he told me he knew you from schoolhouse, and started rambling about you like a madman, I started to actualize Thomas More and more that he had the hots for you. And I also immediately sympathise why you were acting so weird when you left the team .'Hank Aaron said proudly, as he stuffed Gospel According to Luke 's dick back in his trousers.

'So I took my chance and told Joshua I was gay, and I thought he was too. I told him that you might wish him back and that I would help him get to you. But only if he payed the price. And he agreed .'

I did n't know what the heck he meant, but as soon as I saw the guilty, pleading feeling in Joshua 's eyes, I had a hunch.

'You joined their crazy sexclub ?'I asked him softly, not wanting him to conceive I was angry. Because I was n't, in the end we did get together tonight. Which was my ultimate dream.

'I 'm sorry Dexter. I panicked ! We both went to college and I thought I 'd never see you again ! And then I meet Aaron and he tells me he knows you and can keep us in touch. And on top of it all he tells me that the guy of my fucking pipe dream has a crush on me ! I had to consort !'He exclaimed. His eyes were pleading as he wrapped his arms around my neck and kissed me.

I could only get lost in the feeling of his warmly sass, carresing mine slowly.

We had n't been at it for three seconds and I felt an hand jerked meat me away from Joshua

'Ah, ah, ah ,'Brian said in my ear. 'Did n't you heed ? We get to try you out before you can enjoy your lovey-dovey stuff .'



I 'd hoped I did n't see that right wing, or I hoped that I could go jerk off right-hand there.

Joshua came closer .'C'mon hombre. I 've been crushing on Dex since I first fucking saw him. You guys promised to assist me get him if I slept with you. Just let it go, apparently Dex and I have both been waiting for two shit years ! Just let us-'

'Nope ! We get to decide .'Jeremy cooed. Wohoho, what ?

'Wow wait ! What ? What do you stand for ?'

Aaron sighed. 'You see Dexy, I always knew you were the Sami as us. The only if difference was, you did n't ever act on it. And we did n't have it away why the hell you never made a move on any of us until just a few weeks ago when this guy ,'He pointed at Joshua, who was holding me from behind. 'Until he just, completely coincidentally started talking to me in family. He 'd seen Luke peck me up from form, and I started talking about liking guy and being gay. And he told me about his secret high up school calf love that he 'd never dared to approach and regretted it hugely. And after he told me a bit about the guy, I realised he was talking about you ! So I promised to recount him wether you were gay and had a crushed leather on him in high school, in telephone exchange for him participating in our short sexclub .'Henry Louis Aaron winked at Joshua. Who blushed furiously and looked away from my eyes.

'Of course of study, the secondment Joshie said he had a crunch on you, all the part of the puzzle started to fall into place and I knew that you must 've liked him too. So we helped Joshie there muster his formal and tell you he likes you, because neither of you were gon na do it otherwise. And I believe he succeeded pretty well in telling you a few minutes ago, huh ?'I could n't stop the across-the-board grinning from spreading on my face.

But the look that Aaron had plastered on his own face now unnerved me a little.

'There was a pinch though .'He whispered huskily. 'You 'd have to take part as well, if it happened to work out for you guys. That 's why you 're here .'

I looked at Joshua, dumbfounded. 'Wait a sec. So you traded me, for a chance to get me ?'

Joshua sighed, 'Uhm ... yeah kinda. I 'm sorry Dex, I had no idea what to do. I was afraid that I was gon na chicken out of telling you what I feel .'

'But what do you palpate ? We kissed ! I have no musical theme what the nooky is happening !'I yelled.

Joshua looked dire. 'It 's just for once. You just take in to do it one time and then we 're out and we can be together. Please Dex, I wan na be with you okay ? I 've had the adult crush on you for long time ! I even came out to my parents last Nox !'He exclaimed.

That really surprised me, but in a good way. No one has ever done anything like that for me. To reveal that they 're into guys so that we do n't have to hold open it a secret. All of a sudden all my high up school impression were rushing back tenfold. If this was true, if this could really be, then I 'd do anything for it.

And before I knew it, I heard myself say : 'Well, alright .'I looked at Hank Aaron 'So how is this going to process ? I suck your dicks in here and leave with my boyfriend ?'I felt Joshie smile against the book binding of my neck at the Son boyfriend.

A devillish smiling spread on Aarons face as the rest chuckled darkly.

'You wish it were that soft, huh ? I 'm dingy Dex, but it 's a little more complicated than that. You 're going to be doing the Same trial as Josue did, which means you 're ours for two weeks, and no Joshua for that time .'

I was n't indisputable if I could even go two feet from Joshua now that I had him. But if it was the price to have him for myself. Then fuck it.

To be honest, I could n't be more turned on by the candidate of being `` tried out '' by the others.

So I made a decision.

'Alright, I 'll do it. Two week, then you leave us alone .'I said sternly, looking Aaron in the eye dead-serious.

'Good, Dexy. Then you 'll meet farther selective information tomorrow. Aaron winked and smirked at me. Luke looked at me with wrath and jealousy, which scared me a bit since I had never seen him look at anyone like that before, let alone me.

I quickly turned around and kissed Joshua tenderly on the backtalk. The contact made us both groan in hunger. A secondly later he was pulled off of me by Brian and Jeremy.

'Ours for two workweek, no Joshua .'Whispered Leo, and he grabbed Josue 's package out of nowhere. Book of Joshua hissed in pain.

'I 'm gon na overlook you, Joshie .'He said as he licked Book of Joshua 's cervix and ear.

Joshua whimpered in pleasure, but kept his eyes locked on mine. As if to concentrate on the tactile sensation Leo 's clapper, but imagining me in his place.

'Okay, enough playing for one night. Let 's go .'Aaron said to the balance of them.

I walked out the doorway, and I heard Joshua running game after me, breaking free from Leo 's grasp. I quickly closed the bathroom door after us. The second gear I turned around I was completely covered by Joshua 's body and felt his tongue going down my throat. I hungrily kissed him back and squeezed his butt as he squeezed mine. After a poor minute he broke the kiss and reached into his front sack. He got out an envelope and pecked me on the lips fiercely.

'This is so you do n't block about me, okay ?'He looked at me with a mixture of hot pants and desperation.

'I 'll see you in two weeks ,'he kissed me on the cheek and walked into the order. Before he completely disappeared out of mountain he turned around and yelled ,'I LOVE YOU !'Over the loud music. My heart jumped and the widest smile spread on my face.

Holy shit, did he mean that ?

I blushed as I looked at the envelope in my paw. In black marker it read : `` I know it 's cheating, butt fuck it .'I laughed at that.

hesitancy came over me but I opened it anyway.

Inside I found a set of unholy pic of my infatuation, posing in different incredible posture. All on a large whiteness bed, all naked. My pecker grew to it 's wide duration within a matter of milliseconds.

What the fuck is my lifetime even ?