The Things I Do For Love ...
GayChapter 1
My name is Dexter, I 'm 19, blonde haired and blue eyed.
I want to say `` toned '' but I 'm not there yet. I 'd go with `` gaudy '' or `` muscular ''. I mean, my all my muscle are showing pretty well, but I 'm not as pumped up as all of those gym addicts. There was a reason for me to originate going to the gym.
When I was 17, I stopped playing football. It was around that meter that I realised I was into guys. This, and a lack of time for it, led me to quit performing and start working out, since I did n't desire to let myself slack-off and be out of shape.
You see, being a 17 year old gay guy it is n't easy when you have to change for football game practice in a room full of sweaty teenage boys three metre a workweek. Especially considering I have a little thing for feet.
I thought that me quitting, would puzzle out my `` problem '' and that way I could just be horny and gay all by myself, but I had n't considered that some of those guys were actually my friends.
Two of them, I had known ever since I wore my first diaper, Luke and Leonardo. They were my two best friends. Then there was Jeremy, Aaron, Brian, Gary ... and Joshua. Oh, man.
Now Josue, he was n't on my football team, but he was in all of my course of study in my cobbler's last year of richly school. I had a major crush on him ever since I started to clear I was interested in the guys on the team. In class, we got along very well. We were n't best booster or anything, but we had mutual friend so I got to experience him pretty well. But after quitting the football team, joining the gym, graduating gamy school and going to college, I sort of grew estranged of all of them. The guy wire from the team, as well as Book of Joshua. I found early friends, and I hung out with the guys less and less. When we would fit at party and such and we would talk and have a secure time together, but apart from that I did n't see them often. We were all headed our own seperate ways in life. I missed them. I missed Book of Joshua. I missed how easy it all used to be.
However, thanks to the seperation I did start to get a lilliputian bit more into the gay picture during my first off year of college. Online chatting, coming out to everyone and whatnot. My coming out was rather slowly, since I 'm not such a stereotypical gay guy, but just a normal dude. I dress, act and tattle like a flat guy, because that 's just the way I am, except I like to fellate prick instead of eating twat, apparently. mass did n't attend at me very diffirently, they were all really accepting despite the shock of it all.
I was a steamy teenager two years ago, and I still am. The jest at play around in my fantasies. Joshua more so then the others. My feelings for the guy cable from my footballteam are only sexual, but when I think about Josue I feel so much more than that. Yet, they 're just fantasies. I have to make do with the odd Grindr hookup from time to time. At least, that was my liveliness before yesterday.
Yesterday was a slow day. School sucked, employment was even worse and all I wanted to do was go to bed and wake up after a week or so. But then I got a school text, telling me that my bed had to look a fiddling longsighted.
Dwight, one of my classmates picked me up, and it was a 45 min. driving to the clubhouse, since we had to beak up the rest of the crowd on the way. I liked hanging out with them, we all became friends on the first day of college and went drinking that same Night to get to recognize each other dear. That was a hell on earth of a night.
Dwight turned up some calming music, which was great because I had to get a little bit of rest before we got there.
Plus, I had all the prison term to dream about my farseeing life calf love. God Joshua, gorgeous Josue. Wavy blonde hair, sea-blue optic and not too plump, but very pink tasty-looking lips. Not to mention his athletic build. He is everything a guy could ever want. Jocky football player and all. I have been crushing on him for years, but like the other hombre, he seems completely straight person. You ca n't blame a guy for hoping right ? He 's just so likeable, and fun to be around. I can daydream all I want.
When we got to the gild it took me some time. But after a little while I had a really good bombination going on.
I had been dancing around with a few lady friend when I realised I had to go to the lavatory to withdraw a piss. I slowly made my way over there, did my thing and was ready to get back on the dancefloor when I felt a strong hand take hold of me around my pep pill arm, pulling me through the crowd into a less busy box of the room. When the guy loosened his grip, I turned around to face him, realising that it was none other than ...
'J-Joshua ? .. W-wha-what 's up man ? Is something improper ?'Oh, awe-inspiring Dex, that was not obvious at all. You 're so smooth.
'Hey Dexy, nothing 's wrong, I just wanted to utter to you for a bit .'He said, as I stared into his sky-blue eyes. When he started a little catch-up chatting I took that metre to attend him up and down. He 's really gorgeous, to me at least. His drear eyes, styled blonde tomentum, broad shoulders, warm muscleman, his V-neck showed some boy-cleavedge. His potent peg and large feet were clad in dark skinny dungaree and pitch-black snitcher. Everything about his looks turned me on, and everything about his personality made me fall in love.
There was not actually that much stiffness between us though, we had been good booster. I mean everyone knew I was into Guy by now. But even the footballguys kept talking to me at parties and stuff, they did n't really know the obvious reason for which I quit.
'... you here with ?'I heard Joshua 's vocalisation, which slapped me into the here and now.
'Sorry, what did you say ?'I asked.
He smiled at me, a piddling strangely, as if there were some inside joke I did n't get. Did he notice me staring ? He composed himself, standing straight up, which meant I had to bend my head teacher up a little since Joshua was about an in taller than me.
'I said, who are you here with ?'He repeated.
'I 'm with some bozo from college tonight, what about you ?'
Joshua smiled wider.
'I 'm with the guys, come on let 's say hi .'He said. I wanted to go with him, but I could n't go without telling my friends.
'Wait, let me say my booster first .'
'No time ! Sorry Dexy !'Joshua yelled over the sound of the euphony as he grabbed my arm again and pulled me into another mansion house where they played voiced John Rock music. Then he continued to drag out me towards the potty, he stopped before entering. The euphony was softly buzzing through the Granville Stanley Hall, there were a couple of skeletal hoi polloi and some guys and girls trying to live with eachother 's tongues. This was the well known dapple to get going things up before going dwelling to hook up with someone. I 'd had my fair parcel of starter here. I looked around and threw Joshua a confused flavor, and that 's when I felt his mitt on my cheek.
I nearly died as he turned my face towards his, I do n't know if it was the alcoholic beverage, the tiredness, the euphony or the oecumenical atmospheric state alltogether, but when he leaned in and I almost crushed his poke smashing my lip against his. He grabbed my face with one paw and clutched my hair with the other as our lips moved together as if they had been forever. I wrapped my sleeve around his waist, pulling him flush against me until I was sandwiched between the wall, and the boy I 'd dreamt of for about two twelvemonth. What the fuck was happening ?
I wanted to rip away, to ask him what was going on or to curb if he was n't really salute. I did n't require us to regret anything later. But god, he felt so secure leaning his hale organic structure against me. Our hands had started travelling all over our torso 's as our tongues fought wildly for dominance. Normally I 'd have the guy flushed and whimpering against the wall by now, but it seemed I 'd met my catch. nookie, this boy could take in out. My promontory was spinning as I squeezed a hand full of his ass and pulled him even closer to me. I could feel his little buddy pushing into my thigh, which did n't experience as small as the last time I saw it in the boy 's storage locker room at school. He started to cranch himself against my own upheaval and we moaned into each other 's mouths.
We did n't stop for what seemed like the whole eventide, we just stood there. Our sassing never leaving each former. But just as that little voice in the spine of my nous started to wonder how the fuck it was possible that my low gear and only actual press was making me see wiz right now, he pulled away.
Immediately I missed the feeling of his secretiveness. A little groan escaped him as he stared at me with half-lidded eyes.
'You have no estimation how long I 've waited to do that .'He said breathlessly.
Before I could reply, Joshua had pulled me into the lavatory. I thought one of my dirty phantasy was going to come up through, but little did I know that a solid new one was going to set up itself into my mind.
When we stepped inside the bathroom, I heard the lock click shut behind us, which caused me to take care around at the doorway in panic. And let me distinguish you, I was no less than surprised when I realised Joshua had meant my Quaker from the football squad when he 'd said : `` the guy wire ''. There stood Aaron, a smirk on his handsome face. He winked at me and gestured his head to the other slope of the bath, where the other guys were staring at me.
Leonardo da Vinci, Gospel According to Luke, Brian, Gary and Jeremy. And immediately I noticed that something was improper. And I was n't indisputable wether it was serious wrong or bad wrong.
da Vinci had his hand around Gary 's cervix, and not in a bromance kinda way. He rubbed there cheeks together smiling at my disconcert face. Jeremy was practically haning on Brian 's back, silently whispering into his ear, before they both started giggling. And to top it all of, Aaron came standing future to Luke, wrapping his arm around his telling muscular waist and full-on kissed him on the mouth.
When I had finally regained my ability to form a normal condemnation I asked, 'What ... What the fuck is going on ?'I looked at Joshua, who sheepishly looked at me and shuffled around.
The other Guy laughed at me loudly. They did n't hold on before Hank Aaron stepped in front of me.
'Oh Dex, you 're so sweet and barren are n't you ?'He snickered. I looked at him confused. 'What the fuck do you mean Aaron ?'
Aaron chuckled and looked at me like I was an unknowingness tot or something. 'Did you really think you were the only if one ? When puberty started to hit all of us, and we saw each early naked almost every day, did you really think you were the lone one to be `` curious '' about guys ? Do you even understand how fucking horny teenage boys get ? And do you know how have a go at it frustrating it is to have to go through all this worry to hit on miss ?'
This could n't be veridical, I had to be dreaming. What the roll in the hay was he talking about, did he mean that all of them.. ?
'You mean all of you hombre are ...'I almost whispered.
'Not necessarily ,'Henry Louis Aaron started. 'Let me explain .'A smirk formed on his face as he slid his hand up Luke 's shirt to feel his bulky and chiseled stomach.
'When I was around 12, I already started to get boo-boo thinking about you guys .'And that honestly did n't surprise me as much. Henry Louis Aaron always was a minuscule ... oversexed. He did n't seem mortified easily, and he would hump other guy wire all the while laughing at himself. If I suspected mortal being gay, it was Aaron.
'You know me, I get what I want ,'he continued. 'And I wanted Saint Luke .'He put his hired man down Luke 's trouser and squeezed his package, making him groan out loud. Seriously, dafuq was going on ?
'I cornered him after practice one fourth dimension, and showed him what I could do. And he enjoyed it .'Luke was now practically squirming under Aaron 's touch. Who smiled confidently. The other guy cable were just smirking at me. 'Do n't you get it ? Luke and I started to fuck each early. We 're boyfriends.
And that, I did n't expect. Aaron yes, but Luke ? My boy next room access ? What the blaze ?
Aaron saw my dismayed expression and laughed. 'But as you know, I get bored easily. So I wanted to get other guy involved after a while, Luke and I had no trouble hiding it, so why not add someone, right ? Gospel of Luke and I both wanted to a greater extent fun, and more to playact with. So we chose the biggest one here, Leo ! And he was plot as well .'
I could n't consider my ears. Big, strong, manly, my easily friend da Vinci was gay ?
Leonardo is one-time than us, he 's 24 and Brobdingnagian. It was a wonder he was in our team at all. And eventhough I 've known him the longest, and we 've been friends for so foresightful I had never thought he 'd be into guys.
'It became really hot ,'Hank Aaron continued his little monologue as he practically raped Gospel of Luke on the patch using only his custody, and one of his legs. He pushed Luke 's pant down to his articulatio talocruralis The other guys were pretty turned on by now, me included. Judging by our bulges at least.
'But after a while, Leo became kinda jealous when me and my boyfriend-'he drew a loud, shameless moan from Luke 's mouthpiece as he squeezed the now purple head of his pecker, while shoving two fingers up his ass.
'-wanted to have some alone time. So we found him a young man too .'Gary kissed Leo 's cheek. They actually seemed a proficient fit. Gary was shorter than me. I stood at a stiff 6.2 ft. whereas Gary was about 5.6'but had less of an athletic build. He was on the scraggy position, which made Leo look like a fucking giant side by side to him. Leo himself was a big substantial hunk of essence. fountainhead defined and hard like marble. He was at least 6.5'. They looked cute together, but damn, Gary 's ass had to be sore.
Aaron was now jerking Luke hard and fucking three fingers up his ass, which had him whining and screaming. It made me experience both weird and horny to see my other Best supporter being pleasured like this.
'And the same goes for Brian and Jeremy really .'Aaron continued as if nothing strange was going on.
'They joined our petty sex-hobby-club after we all tried them out .'Luke whimpered Henry Louis Aaron 's name as he came undone all over his own tummy, Aaron 's hand and the bathroom floor. And it was a considerable amount.
This was a lot to take in. My judgement was racing and connecting the DoT. thought process of all the sleepovers the guys have had without me. The way too long showers they always took after football practice.
There was one midget thing missing though : Joshua.
What the fuck did he have to do with this ? How did he even know these guys ?
Aaron saw me looking between him and Josue who was glaring at him. 'And two week ago ,'Aaron said casually, 'Joshua joined in. And guess who he wanted to be his cooperator for biography Dexy ?'Hank Aaron said, before licking his own hand clean of Luke 's cum.
Joshua came up behind me, and as much as my nous was damaged in just about five minute, and everything I thought I knew about my childhood friends was completely damage, his affectionate arms around my waist did n't attain me feel just horny. But also the glad guy alert as I turned around to snog him. Still, it did n't explain this crazy sexclub and how Josue even knows the cat. 'Okay but waiting, how do you guys know Book of Joshua ?'I asked the room at large. I was genuinely confused by this.
'He 's in college with me .'said Aaron, smirking at Book of Joshua. I immediately got this jealous bang and chuck out my arm around Joshua 's waist, who was only looking at me.
'As soon as he told me he knew you from shoal, and started rambling about you like a maniac, I started to realise more and more that he had the hots for you. And I also immediately understood why you were acting so weird when you left the team .'Aaron said proudly, as he stuffed Luke 's peter back in his trousers.
'So I took my chance and told Joshua I was gay, and I thought he was too. I told him that you might like him back and that I would help him get to you. But only if he payed the price. And he agreed .'
I did n't jazz what the heck he meant, but as soon as I saw the hangdog, pleading look in Book of Joshua 's centre, I had a hunch.
'You joined their crazy sexclub ?'I asked him softly, not wanting him to think I was angry. Because I was n't, in the end we did get together tonight. Which was my ultimate dream.
'I 'm sorry Dexter. I panicked ! We both went to college and I thought I 'd never see you again ! And then I meet Aaron and he tells me he knows you and can keep us in touch. And on top of it all he tells me that the guy of my fucking ambition has a crush on me ! I had to tally !'He exclaimed. His eyes were pleading as he wrapped his arms around my neck and kissed me.
I could only get lost in the opinion of his warm lips, carresing mine slowly.
We had n't been at it for three instant and I felt an hired man jerking me away from Joshua
'Ah, ah, ah ,'Brian said in my ear. 'Did n't you listen ? We get to try you out before you can love your lovey-dovey material .'
I 'd hoped I did n't hitch that rightfield, or I hoped that I could go jerk off right there.
Joshua came closer .'C'mon guy rope. I 've been crushing on Dex since I first fucking saw him. You guys promised to help me get him if I slept with you. Just let it go, apparently Dex and I have both been waiting for two shit years ! Just let us-'
'Nope ! We get to decide .'Jeremy cooed. Wohoho, what ?
'Wow wait ! What ? What do you think ?'
Hank Aaron sighed. 'You see Dexy, I always knew you were the same as us. The just departure was, you did n't ever act on it. And we did n't know why the hell you never made a motion on any of us until just a few weeks ago when this guy ,'He pointed at Josue, who was holding me from behind. 'Until he just, completely coincidentally started talking to me in class. He 'd seen Gospel of Luke pick me up from class, and I started talking about liking bozo and being gay. And he told me about his clandestine eminent school crush that he 'd never dared to set about and regretted it hugely. And after he told me a bit about the guy, I realised he was talking about you ! So I promised to tell him wether you were gay and had a crush on him in high shoal, in exchange for him participating in our minuscule sexclub .'Aaron winked at Book of Joshua. Who blushed furiously and looked away from my eyes.
'Of course, the second gear Joshie said he had a crush on you, all the part of the puzzle started to fall into spot and I knew that you must 've liked him too. So we helped Joshie there muster his balls and tell you he likes you, because neither of you were gon na do it otherwise. And I believe he succeeded pretty well in telling you a few minute of arc ago, huh ?'I could n't blockade the all-inclusive grinning from spreading on my face.
But the look that Aaron had plastered on his own typeface now unnerved me a little.
'There was a catch though .'He whispered huskily. 'You 'd accept to participate as well, if it happened to do work out for you guys. That 's why you 're here .'
I looked at Book of Joshua, dumbfounded. 'Wait a sec. So you traded me, for a chance to get me ?'
Joshua sighed, 'Uhm ... yeah kinda. I 'm sorry Dex, I had no idea what to do. I was afraid that I was gon na chicken out of telling you what I feel .'
'But what do you feel ? We kissed ! I have no musical theme what the fuck is happening !'I yelled.
Joshua looked desperate. 'It 's just for once. You just ingest to do it one metre and then we 're out and we can be together. Please Dex, I wan na be with you okay ? I 've had the biggest crush on you for ages ! I even came out to my parents last night !'He exclaimed.
That really surprised me, but in a good way. No one has ever done anything like that for me. To reveal that they 're into hombre so that we do n't have to keep it a secret. All of a sudden all my gamey schooltime intuitive feeling were rushing back tenfold. If this was on-key, if this could really be, then I 'd do anything for it.
And before I knew it, I heard myself say : 'Well, alright .'I looked at Aaron 'So how is this going to turn ? I suck your dick in here and leave with my boyfriend ?'I felt Joshie grinning against the book binding of my neck at the word boyfriend.
A devillish grin spread on Aarons typeface as the rest chuckled darkly.
'You wish it were that easy, huh ? I 'm sorry Dex, but it 's a little more elaborate than that. You 're going to be doing the Same trial as Joshua did, which means you 're ours for two weeks, and no Book of Joshua for that metre .'
I was n't certain if I could even go two infantry from Joshua now that I had him. But if it was the toll to bear him for myself. Then fuck it.
To be honest, I could n't be more turned on by the prognosis of being `` tried out '' by the others.
So I made a decision.
'Alright, I 'll do it. Two hebdomad, then you leave us alone .'I said sternly, looking Henry Louis Aaron in the eye dead-serious.
'Good, Dexy. Then you 'll receive farther info tomorrow. Aaron winked and smirked at me. Luke looked at me with choler and green-eyed monster, which scared me a bit since I had never seen him look at anyone like that before, let alone me.
I quickly turned around and kissed Joshua tenderly on the lip. The contact lens made us both groan in hunger. A second later he was pulled off of me by Brian and Jeremy.
'Ours for two hebdomad, no Josue .'Whispered Leo, and he grabbed Joshua 's software system out of nowhere. Joshua hissed in pain.
'I 'm gon na drop you, Joshie .'He said as he licked Joshua 's neck and ear.
Joshua whimpered in pleasure, but kept his eyes locked on mine. As if to concentrate on the touch Leo 's lingua, but imagining me in his place.
'Okay, enough playing for one night. Let 's go .'Hank Aaron said to the rest of them.
I walked out the door, and I heard Joshua running after me, breaking detached from Leo 's grasp. I quickly closed the lavatory room access after us. The second I turned around I was completely covered by Josue 's trunk and felt his clapper going down my throat. I hungrily kissed him back and squeezed his butt as he squeezed mine. After a short minute he broke the kiss and reached into his front pocket. He got out an gasbag and pecked me on the lips fiercely.
'This is so you do n't block about me, okay ?'He looked at me with a mixture of hotness and despair.
'I 'll see you in two week ,'he kissed me on the cheek and walked into the golf-club. Before he completely disappeared out of sight he turned around and yelled ,'I LOVE YOU !'Over the cheap music. My heart jumped and the widest smile spread on my face.
sanctum shit, did he mean that ?
I blushed as I looked at the envelope in my hands. In black marker it read : `` I know it 's cheating, butt fuck it .'I laughed at that.
Hesitation came over me but I opened it anyway.
Inside I found a set of unholy image of my crush, posing in unlike incredible positions. All on a expectant clean bed, all raw. My cock grew to it 's full duration within a issue of milliseconds.
What the piece of tail is my lifespan even ?