I want to start by saying that this is a truthful story about my first-class honours degree sexual experience, and I have tried to add as many particular as possible. I also know we have all had showdown that we remember as well as those we want to forget, but being this was my first sexual encounter, it has stuck with me even though I have tried to forget it ever happened.

With that said, I have mixed feeling about what happened, and when it creeps back into my thoughts, and I end up remembering back to when it took place, I find myself remembering every little detail of that fateful time in my life.

It feels sometimes that I want it to go on again or that I could somehow go back and experience it again, but soon after, I wish I could forget it ever happened.

Introduction

I had just turned 15 and being I was somewhat of a juvenile delinquent, skipping stratum, I ended up hanging out at the local game room by the high school. I was a rather shy young man and I had had several girl friends over the year, but I was still a virgin, even though I had spate of chance.

Anyway, I was spending a lot of clip at the game room during the day with friends, instead of going to class, and had started to become good supporter with a man that I thought worked there, but soon discovered he was the possessor of the secret plan room. His name was John, he was probably 10 or 15 geezerhood previous than I was, had disconsolate skin and drab pilus, and he was very friendly. One noticeable feature was that he had a fake arm. I know it's weird, but it made him fall across less intimidating.

During the day everyone at the school liked hanging out up at the game elbow room, so much that we even ended up there at night, and on the weekend. There were pinball game simple machine and television game lining the walls, foosball simple machine in the eye, and they even sold records and cassettes.

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At first, I really did not engage notice of lav too much, but I think he must have been watching me and noticed how a lot prison term I was spending at the plot room. In addition, I think at some point he must have decided to see if he could somehow persuade me to have a relationship with him.

At the time, I thought he was just being friendly because our interactions were all very impeccant and our conversations were zilch more than than the effortless, `` Hello '' as I entered the game room or asking for change to wreak some of the plot. However, it soon progressed to where he would give way me free games on the pinball machines when I was hanging out there.

As our friendship grew, he soon started asking me to go out for breakfast and lunch with him. At first I was reluctant to go, but eventually St. John convinced me it would be okay. I enjoyed the attention and gradually looked at him as a effective friend. However, I was very naïve, and had no idea John the Evangelist was gay, but it would soon become quite plain.

I actually looked forward to skipping social class to pay heed out at the biz way, even though my degree were hurting, and like I said,"I did liked the attention I was getting."With that said, I think it's important to mention there were even a couple times when the attendants working at the secret plan room started offering me pot and pills. At the time, I don't know how it all fit, but there must have been some reason.

Any way, going out for breakfast or luncheon, had become more and more buy at and our conversations were innocent, at to the lowest degree on the surface. However, as I reflect back he obviously had an later motif, looking for an opening, feeling out the billet, hoping he could somehow persuade me to sleep with him.

The proposal of marriage

There was one particular day that stands out and when I think about what happened, it was a turning point in our friendly relationship. We were out for breakfast on day, and our simple conversation turned to a conversation about girls and sex. John asked if I had ever been with a girlfriend and at the time, I had been with respective girlfriends, however I had not gone all the way, but I was n't going to tell him that, so I simply told him, `` Yea. ''

We talked about what color hair we liked, knocker, asses, etc., and we even laughed a slight, but John then asked me when was the shoemaker's last meter I had sex. After a short suspension, I inadvertently let it slip that I had actually never had sex before.

He was shocked a little and asked, `` Why not, '' and continued by saying, `` Maybe you like guys. ''

I paused but quickly told him, `` No, I like young woman, not Guy. ''

He quickly said, `` Then why have n't you done it yet ? ''

I told him that I just had n't had the chance.

The conversation paused for a little bit and then he asked, `` Do you ever think guy wire are attractive ? ''

I quickly said, `` No, '' and John continued the inquiring by asking, `` So, when you 're watching a motion-picture show and there 's a guy in the movie, you never say to yourself, Hey, he 's good looking. ''

I again said, `` No, I never thought that. ``

John chuckled under his breathing place and quickly tried to sedate me down by agreeing that he knew I only like girls, which form of put me at ease and our conversation returned to a more impeccant degree. However, it was about to withdraw another turning as the conversation paused again. I could smell out John was looking at me and as he asked if everything was ok, I looked up and nodded my head.

John quickly said that he really enjoyed my society and told me it was really Nice to have soul like me to talk with. Agreeing, I nodded my promontory, which gave John a little fourth dimension to gather his sentiment, looking for a way to steer the conversation in a direction that would not only tranquilize my sentiment, but provide him a way to discover out if he could get me to go with him to his apartment.

He subtly told me he was sorry if I was embarrassed, and as I nodded my mind and told him it was ok, John smiled and said, `` full, '' and proceeded by again saying that he understood that I only like daughter, and as I nodded my top dog again, the conversation paused. John then casually mentioned that he was bisexual, and looking up at him wondering what he meant, the conversation paused again ; I had never heard that terminal figure before and sense I was uninitiated about what he was telling me, he asked if I know what that was.

I simply told him, `` No, I did n't, '' and as I looked at him, he smiled, seeming relishing in the opportunity to explain what it was.

He started by saying that he was attracted to missy like I was and then continued by telling me that sometimes he found guys attractive too. I was a little confused, but as John continued he explained that he like having sex with girl but continued that if he found a guy attractive, and they hit it off, he also enjoyed sleeping with bozo too.

I was shocked, but after a suspension he continued the conversation by asking what I thought about it. I didn't know what to say or what to do, so I simply told him that I was n't sure enough. I was confused as our conversation paused for a 2nd and I asked myself, `` Why was he telling me this, '' but it would soon become very unmistakable.

As we sat there, trick must receive known the theme was making me uncomfortable, because he now tried to switch the subject by saying, `` I 'm glad I was able-bodied to tell apart you that, '' and hesitantly I acknowledged him. He continued by saying, `` You 've been a good friend, it's really nice to hang out with you. '' It variety of put my judgement at ease and it was nice to hear but then bathroom said, `` I got ta Tell you, I 'm pull to you. ``

Oh my god, what was he saying ?

He then said, `` I do n't need you to feel uncomfortable, but I 've even thought about asking you to come over to my apartment, but I was n't sure how you 'd look at it. ''

A sudden opinion of self-consciousness came over me about the conversation and after another pause, I think he realized he might stimulate gone to far and to fast. I did not know what to do ; this man was my just way back to shoal and he just told me he was attracted to me.

He quickly told me not to worry, that he was not going to do anything unless I felt the Lapplander way, but that he wanted me to roll in the hay how he felt. I was speechless and did n't have it away what to say, and I think he knew the subject was making me nervous, but he finished by asking me what I thought. I simply said, `` I do n't know. ``

He soon realized that he might have just lost the opportunity to have sex with me and said, `` seminal fluid on, let 's go, '' suggesting it was time to leave.

As we left the restaurant and headed back to the secret plan room, he pressed the event a little more by saying, `` I hope you 'll think about it, '' and told me that I had been such a in force friend that he would hand me anything I wanted. I again did n't have sex what to say, but he continued by mentioning he would get me a girl, give me money, anything I wanted. He was n't going to let it alone, but I again said, `` I do n't sleep together. ''

I felt uncomfortable with the thought of being alone with him at his apartment, and the rest of the way back to the secret plan room, I was quiet. When we finally pulled into the parking lot, he again asked me to delight think about it and to let him do it what I would like. I nodded my head and told him that I would intend about it, how could I not, He had just told me he wanted me to come over to his apartment to have sex with him, and it was n't sit well with me, but I did think about it.

The agreement

A few twenty-four hours later, I did venture back to the game room to string up out with friends and when he saw me, he approached me and asked if I had thought about his pass. I told him that I had thought about it but I was n't sure as shooting about it.

He said, `` Come on, let 's go get something to eat. ''

I felt pressured to go and in the car on our way to the eatery, he asked what it was that I would really care to have. I told him nothing and he was now hard-pressed to get an solvent and again asked, `` Come on, there has to be something you would really wish to have. ''

At the restaurant, we did not really talk about much, but I felt that he wanted to continue to find out what it would aim to get me in bed, because he continued to pressure me. Eventually, I told him that I would really like to have a car. He smiled and at that moment, I knew I had just given him the opening he was looking for. Pausing, he asked what kind of car I would wish to have. I told him I was n't sure, but he needed to get an solvent so he kept probing to know what form. He asked if I liked Camaros, Firebirds, Mustangs, etc. and I told him I really was n't certain what I wanted, and I think I knew I could n't commit, but he did n't want to fall behind this probability to hopefully coerce me to have sex with him.

We left the restaurant and as we were driving back to the game room, he said to let him know what kind of car I wanted and he told me he would try to get it for me, whatever sort It was. For some reason I felt okay with this conversation, because naively I thought he had just said he 'd get a car for me, and all I had to do is tell him what kind of car I want and he would get it for me, no strings attached. However, I was only thinking about having a car, not thinking that I was also giving him the opportunity to have sex with me, and probably not just once, but many fourth dimension.

When we pulled into the parking lot, he reminded me to let him live what kind of car I would like, and when I said I would, he immediately asked if I would be able to severalise him tomorrow. I told him I would try and as when we got out of the car and went inside the game room, we went our separate ways.

He had really got me thinking about what sort of car I would wish to birth and as I thought about all the dissimilar kinds of railroad car, one that I kept coming to mind and it was a 1956 Chevy, but what would materialize if I actually went through with it and told him ? I was not sure, but the side by side day when I went over to the game elbow room, there he was and he came up to me and asked if I had made a decision. I was unsure as to how to answer, but I said that I had made a decision. He said, `` Great, let 's go for a drive and you can tell me ! '' He was obviously excited as we left in his car and I told him that I would really care to have a '56 Chevy. He told me that he would start looking for one. I then told him that I wanted it to be a two door with a V8 and I would wish it to be midnight blue sky. He said he would get right on it.

A few days later, when I was up at the game room, he came up to me and told me he had found the car and said that we should take a campaign and talk about it. I was excited and in the car, he was very good and told me he had seen the car, it was very nice, all it needed was to be painted, and that I could have it in a calendar week or so. Again, I was so excited to see it and drive it, but now he had a question for me.

He said, `` Well, since I found the car, do you think you 'd like to fare over to my apartment now. ''

I did not cognize what to say and in all actuality, I had to know there was a snap to this completely thing. After a unawares pause he said, `` I 'll state you what, you come over to my seat with me tomorrow afternoon and try it, if you do n't like it, we can terminate and you can still have the car, what do you say. ''

I did n't hump what to say, I wanted the car, but l was n't sure about going with him. We returned to the secret plan room and as we parked, he told me to come by tomorrow and let him know what I want to do. Again, I was eager to have a car but worried about what would go on at his apartment, but I think in someway I was odd but the excitement of having the car was overpowering.

The Act

The next day, I went up to the game room around noon and was aflutter about what was going to happen, so I tried to avoid him, but all I could recall about was that car he promised and eventually, he approached me and casually asked, `` How 's it going ? ''

I told everything was all right, and then he asked, `` Are you set up, what do you think ? ''

I simply nodded my caput yes and said, `` Yea. '' He immediately asked, `` Are you sure ? ''

I told him, `` Yea, '' and as I looked at him, he smiled, nodded his head and he ushered us out to his car.

As we headed off, I was n't surely where we were going, but I was spooky because I knew where it was taking me. Along the way, I think to break the latent hostility, he asked if I was thirstiness and wondered if wanted to get something to eat first.

I said, No, I 'm okay, '' and thought to myself, `` I just want to get it over with. ''

We pulled into an apartment complex not far from the school and parked out front of an flat, he was excited and said, `` seed on, '' and we went inside.

Inside, I could see his apartment was reserve furnished, very tidy, and as I looked around, I watched as he went over to the window, closing the blinds in the movement room. He then said, `` Come on, '' leading me down a short hallway, toward what I suspected was his bedroom

There was a bathroom in the Charles Martin Hall on the right wing and across from that there was another bedroom on the left field with the door cracked open. As we entered the back bedroom, he told me to go ahead and have a seat on the bed. I hesitantly moved toward the bed and as immediately noticed it must be a king size bed. He had closed the door and as I sat down on the end of the bed, he walked over, closing the blind.

It slowly became a little darker in the room now, but there was still a sliver of light creeping through the screen. As I looked around the room, it was very broad and it looked like there was a bath toward the back.

John had now walked over to where I was sitting, and as he sat on the edge of the bed next to me, he patting me on the thigh and told me to relax and said that everything would be all ripe. I simply grinned and as I nodded my top dog and glanced over at him, I noticed he was smiling.

He now stood up and said, `` Why do n't you go ahead and taking off my clothes, Ill be properly back. '' trick turned and as he headed toward the lavatory at the spine, I watched as he went into the bath, and closed the doorway. I quickly realized he was going in there to necessitate his clothes off, and as I sat there quietly for a irregular I thought that I had better get divest before he returns.

I quickly took of my shoes, my shirt, trouser, and my socks, and piled them at the end of the bed, but I decided to hold back my underwear on for some reason. Maybe it was because I was aflutter or maybe it was an attack to save some sense of self-regard, but I either event I sat there worrying about what was going to happen.

It was n't long before I heard the door to the bathroom open and as turn my head, he had opened the threshold and stepped out wearing only a button down, long sleeved shirt. As I continued to watch, he was reaching in to turned off the john light.

lav now started walking toward me, and as he did I tried to get a glimpse of his cock, but my center had n't adjusted to the dark after he turned off the bathroom light and his shirt was conveniently covering him.

As he got closer, I turned away, not wanting him to see me staring and when he sat next to me, he again patted me on the leg. He again told me to relax but then he suddenly noticed I was still wearing my underwear and asked, `` What 's legal injury ? '' obviously referring to me still having on my underwear.

Immediately I replied, `` What,"as I looked down.

He quickly tried to change the subject by saying, `` It's okay."

St. John knew I was nervous and as continued to expect down, he rubbed my thigh and then suddenly stood up. As I looked over at him, he said,"Go ahead and go up and lay on the bed."

Quickly I turned, crawled to the middle of the bed, and as I laid on my stomach he told me to move over to the sharpness of the bed, and said,"Lay on your side."

As I did what he told me to do, I ended up facing the wall and the window where he had closed the blind. John had come around the bed and as he knelt on the floor in front of me, I tried to focus on looking at the window. He then started rubbing my stomach and my legs, eventually spreading my peg to finger my fork. He then bend my top leg, propping it up at an Angle, which gave him right access to my crotch.

I continued to try to distance my thoughts from what was going on by focusing on the window and the light that was creeping through. Maybe I wished I could miss and as he started to caress my stopcock through my underwear, even mouthing it. I was paralyzed, not knowing what to do and then he started to pull my underclothes down trying to expose my cock.

John now gently reach into my underclothes and as he did, he immediately started rubbing and jerking me. I continued to try to distance my thoughts but then he started to tug at my underwear, attempting to take them off. He was struggling to get them down, being he only had one hand, and then finally in a frustrated representative he asked,"Help me take off your underwear,"which caused my sentiment to return to what was actually happening.

I quickly leaned up, and after taking off my underclothes, I cast them off the end of the bed, and quickly laid back down. As I positioned myself near the bound again, John Lackland propped my legs apart again and replied, `` That 's better, as he went back to fondling my cock.

I returned to staring out the window as he rubbed my shaft and fondling my formal. He wanted this and I could sense him wanting me to get hard but because I was distancing my thought from what was going on I wasn't getting heavy. John now took my hammer in his oral cavity, hoping this would make me intemperately as he sucked it. I couldn't believe it and desperately try to outstrip my mentation, think of something else, hoping he would give up. However, as John continued to try to get me hard, he eventually stopped and looking up at me asked, `` Does it feel ok. ''

This brought me back to what was actually happening and as he again asked me if it felt commodity, he also asked if I could try to help him. At first I didn't understand, but as he started to draw and imbibe my putz again, I looked down at him sucking my cock, and realized that he wanted me to get arduous and I also realized he was n't going to barricade until he was able to get me off.

I leaned back and as I closed my eyes, I concentrated on trying to cum in his mouth. It felt commodity as he gave me my 1st blow job, and as he occasionally caress my bollock, my hammer started to get gruelling. I was really into it and as my prick grew harder, I could experience myself about to cum in his mouth, but I was n't very firmly yet. trick continued to suck and jerk my cock, and I tried to arrest back until I was all the way hard, but this caused me to start going balmy again. I told myself that I had to focus and that I needed to cum whether I was hard or not.

I was close to coming again, and as I moved my pelvis, fucking his mouth, I wanted to cum. I tried to hold back, letting it build up a piffling and then I let go, coming in his mouth prematurely, which I think surprised him, because he immediately stopped when he felt my cum shaft in his mouth. As my turncock jerked meat briefly, he returned to stroking my cock but I was done, and almost immediately my stopcock went limp in his mouth.

He seemed a niggling frustrated and stopping he said, '' Is that it ? ''

I leaned up on my elbow and looking down I was confused, but he quickly replied, `` It 's okay, '' and continued by asking if it felt good.

I didn't know how to react, it did feel good to cum but instead I smiled at him sheepishly. John the Evangelist now got up off the storey and as I watched him walk toward the end of the bed, he said,"Why don't you move to the eye of the bed."

Apprehensively, I quickly pitch myself over to the midsection of the bed and as I laid there on my stomach, I felt him push up against the end of the bed and as he did, he said,"Move up a little and get on all Little Joe, like a dog."

I quickly moved toward the headboard and as I got on all fours, I could feel him go up on the bed behind me. Glancing back, I saw him inching his way up right behind me. I was so scared but as he inched even closer, he spread my branch apart with his knees. John then reached above me and quickly pulled a pillow out from under the covers and as he placed the pillow in nominal head of me, he told me to put my point down.

I paused not knowing what to do, but as he pushed on my back, I eventually put my principal down on the pillow. I could experience my ass spread a little as I put my chief down, which made me feel so vulnerable, especially with him behind me.

He gently started to rub my backbone and my ass impudence telling me not to vex, but as he continued to rubbed my ass cheeks back and forth, he made sure to distribute them so he could see my tight short hole.

'' You 're really pie-eyed, '' he said, `` you 're going to demand to really try to relax, as he held my ass cheeks apart.

lav then stopped rubbing my ass and as he moved around a minuscule, I heard something. It sounded like he had flipped assailable something and when i heard what I thought was him sloppily rubbing his cock with something, and realized it was probably KY, he was getting ready to roll in the hay me I thought.

I was scared not know what to expect but when he quickly touched my stringent slight hole, it made me raise up and pull away briefly. He stopped and said, `` Relax, it 's just my finger,"and as I glanced back, he showed me his finger.

whoremaster now gently pushed on my back and told me to put my head down again. As I did, he gently dabbed my butthole with lube after smearing a little more around my kettle of fish, he told me to relax as he pushed his finger into me slightly. I know I tensed up at first but as he gently pushed his finger in my ass, I ended up lifting my head and pulling away slightly. I was scared and worried about what was going to happen, but toilet again said, `` Relax, '' and told me to put my headway back down.

As he continued to finger my ass, I started to decompress, accepting his fingering. It felt kind of thoroughly but in the back of my mind I aflutter, knowing what was going to happened. St. John the Apostle then whispered, `` You're really mean, '' as he took his finger out.

He now gently rubbed my ass impertinence again and as he asked,"Are you doing okay,"I simply nodded my head.

Moving closer he asked,"Are you ready ?"

I hesitated not knowing what to say and instead nodded. lavatory tried to explain that it might hurt a lilliputian and told me to relax, but piffling did I bang how lots it would hurt. I again nodded my capitulum, as he shift around a little. He pushed my ass down, having me lean back a lilliputian, putting me in a unspoilt position for him, but then I could palpate the capitulum of his hard cock against my butthole. King John again tried to narrate me to loosen up and as I did, I could feel him trying to push his cock in me.

It was ok at first, but all of a sudden the pain was excruciating, which caused me to rise up and pulled away, letting his cock moorage out of me.

He immediately said, `` What 's wrong,"as he tried to check me in place.

I told it detriment and as he shift around a small, he said, `` Ok, you need to really try to unwind more and that the hurting would eventually stop."

He again explained that I needed to decompress and then told me to let him know when it stopped hurting. I didn't think I could do it, but he of grade wanted to try again. whoremaster told me to put my capitulum down again and it did continue to hurt. As the hurting started to subside, I hoped the longer I could put him off that he might actually adjudicate to not do it. However, I was wrong because after a little bit, John the Divine asked if I was okay. I didn't say anything, again hoping he would decide to not do it, but he then decided he had waited long enough.

As he got in military position again, he said,"Ok, let 's try again."John smeared more KY on my kettle of fish and as he dipped his digit in me he said,"You really ask to try to unbend more this clock time. ''

He had me abject my ass and as he proceeded to promote his difficult prick in me again, it immediately hurt. Reaching back, I tried to have got him take it out, but he refused and when I tried to pull away, he pushed into me and held my back down, trying to keep his hammer in me. It was to a great deal, I could n't do it, I again quickly pulled away, which made his cock slip out again. This really pissed him off and in a huff he said, `` Come on, what 's incorrect ?"

I tried to narrate him it hurt, but he was so upset and again told me,"You need to make relaxed and let it in."

I really hoped he'd give up trying, however as he calmed down, he again told me to distinguish him when I was ok. At this peak, I realized he was n't going to intercept trying until he got to bonk me. He didn't wait long this meter and even though it continued to hurt, aching, he moved closer, pushed my ass down a short and told me again to relax.

lavatory again briefly fingered my ass trying to relax my hollow a little and it did feel good with his finger in me. However, he soon withdrew his finger, and immediately tried to push his tool in me. I tried to decompress, knowing it was going to hurt and the min he was in me, the pain returned. I rose up again, but this meter he grabbed my articulatio humeri and said, `` Stop ! ``

Immediately I reached back, trying to labor him off, telling him it hurt. He told me to relax and in a frustrated voice said, `` If you would just relax, the hurting will go away. ``

He continued to try to hold me by my shoulder as he again tried to push into me. I tried to relax, and tried to block out the pain in the ass as he slowly moved his hard dick in and out of me. I knew he wasn't going to hold back trying ; I had to let him do it.

He continued to gradually try to push his cock in me a little more each time and again I reached back and asked him to contain. As he stopped, he grabbed my hand and held it against my back. I tried to slack but it continued to bruise. John then asked if I was okay, I didn't say anything, I wanted him to block off. I again tried to wiggle gratis but he again held me down and told me to end. It continued to offend as he tried to motivate his cock in and out of me and again asked if I was ok.

It was still hurting but again I knew he was n't going to contain until he got to fuck me. I nodded my head and as he started fucking me again, it still wound, but as he fucked me I blocked it out, I needed to let him end.

His consistency was now slapping against my ass as he feverishly fucked my sloppy muddle. It continued to hurt, but the painfulness now was Thomas More of an ache and as whoremonger forceful tried moving me back and forth, he desperately tried to cum in me.

I tried to slow down my body, and as I allow him to fuck me, the hurting seemed to go away. I hoped he would cum soon but as he started to breath hard, he suddenly stopped. I thought to myself,"Oh, he's done,"but he wasn't.

In an out of breath and frustrated voice he tried to explain that he needed me to facilitate. I didn't understand but as he grabbed my one hip, and said,"Like this,"he slowly started pushing and pulling me back and Forth River, and back and forth.

As we moved back and Forth River, allowing his peter to go in and out of my ass, St. John the Apostle said, `` That 's it, keep going. ``

I did what he asked and as I tried to get into it, it actually started to experience good, and it was obvious that it felt near for him too.john reached around me and as he took hold of my difficult rooster he remarking, `` Yea, that 's it. '' He then quit playing with my dick and as he concentrated on fucking me I could hear his cock going in and out of me, as his trunk slapped against me. I wanted him to cum and as his accident became faster and more deliberate, I tried my best to match his jab.

He again said,"Don't stoppage,"and I knew he was close.

It was surd to hold on up, but as I kept moving back and forth, he all of a sudden pulled me close, pushing his cock trench in me. It hurt and I tried to pluck away, but he held me close, and out of breathing time he said, No, do n't be active ! ''

He was obviously cumming in me, and I could experience his pecker jerking inside me slightly. He was out of breath and hunching over me, he slowly started moving his cock in and out of me, but only briefly. He then pushed me apartment on my stomach and again out of breather asked if I was okay.

When I did n't answer, he slowly pulled his cock out of me, saying, `` That really felt commodity, '' and gently rubbing my ass cheeks and again asked if I was ok.

He now slid off the bed and when I did not say anything, he told me that I should go into the can and clean myself out. I didn't know what he meant but I quickly got off the bed, he told me to use the Charles Francis Hall bath. I didn't face around as I headed toward the bedroom door, hurrying out to the can in the hall. However, as I left the bedroom, he made surely to tell me to come back when I was finished.

I quickly went into the bathroom and closed the room access. I was n't sure what he meant by cleaning myself out, but when I sat on the toilet and wiped my ass, I realized there was something there. Looking at the bathroom paper I could see what I suspected was KY and realizing it was probably his cum too, I panicked a little. I tried to force out whatever was inside me and managed to push out something. It seemed like a lot and when I stood up and looked in the toilet, I could see that some was floating and some had sunk to the bottom. I figured it must have been a mix of KY and cum. It scared me, and I thought to myself, `` What had I let him to do,"but I was relieved it was over.

Not Again

I knew he was waiting for me to fall and so I wiped my ass genuine good, and after gathering my composure, I decided I had better go back. When I first went back in the bedroom, I did n't see him right away but as I moved toward the bed to sit down, he approached me and asked,"Are you okay,"as he gently continued to manoeuvre me toward the bed. Nodding my chief that I was okay, he acknowledged me by rubbing my thigh.

There was a suspension but as he put his hand on my back now, he quietly told me to get on the bed again. I was confused,"Why does he want me to get back on the bed,"I thought ?

As I looked at him, I thought,"Does he want to do it again ?"

I was trapped, what was I going to do ? I was powerless, I did n't desire to do it again, but as he stood up, I said to myself,"I thought we were only doing it once,"as I apprehensively turned and climbed on the bed.

john told me to stick on all foursome as he climbed on the bed behind me, and again told me to put my head down on the pillow. I couldn't believe it, but as he spread my legs again, and as he dabbed some KY on my butthole, I knew he wanted to fuck me again. John eventually pushed his fingerbreadth in me again and as he fingered my ass, I continued to tell myself that I thought we were only doing it once.

He told me to relax again, and as he moved closer, I thought, `` How was he able to get hard so soon after he had cum just a few minutes ago. ''

I did n't want to do it again and I told myself I would try to tighten my ass so he could n't put his cock in me, but I could n't hold back him. He immediately spread my ass, and pressing his gruelling cock against my mess, it seemed to slip one's mind in my ass more easily than before. What was I going to do ?

I now told myself this prison term I would n't help oneself when he started to fuck me and as he pushed my ass down, he held on to my hip as pushed against me. As he pushed his prick deeper into me I thought,"Oh my god, he was going to fuck me again."

He immediately started to fuck me, moving me back and Forth River, thrusting in and out of me. I tried to not move, hoping he'd realize I wasn't helping and stop. It started to actually feel honest but I told myself I was n't going to help. toilet feverishly tried to bonk me but then he suddenly stopped and out of breath asked, What's faulty ?"

At start I didn't say anything but then said,"I thought we were only doing it once."

He reached around and as he took keep of my rooster he said, `` seed on, I thought you liked it."

When I didn't respond he said,"Let's do it one to a greater extent time. ''

Again I did n't answer, he was upset and immediately realized he would have to pressure me to do it. Grabbing my shoulder joint now, he started to forcibly move me back and forth desperately trying to fuck me, find out to cum again. I tried to not act as he tried to fuck me and it actually started to experience secure, but I also thought to myself, `` He had told me we would only do it once."

I continued to not help and then he pushed me mat on my stomach as he continued to forcibly fuck me, furiously thrusting his cock in and out of me ; I thought for sure he was going to cum in me again, but it was n't working.

He was noticeably disappointed that I was n't helping, and as he continued to try, I thought,"He's not going to hold back until he gets to cum again. At that point, I was cook to aid, so he would polish off, but suddenly he stopped, and out of breather he hastily took his cock out of me and got off the bed.

I thought to myself, `` What is he doing now ? ''

As I looked over, I could see he was mad and as he turned to me he said, `` Go ahead and get dressed."

He then said I could use the bathroom in the hall again and as he walked toward the bathroom. When he closed the door, I hurriedly got off the bed and rushed into the hallway lav. I quickly sat on the toilet and after wiping my ass, I went back into the bedroom to get dressed.

I quickly got dressed, knowing he'd be out soon, and when I heard the bathroom door open, I turned as he came out. I quickly continued to get set and as he sat next to me, he did n't say anything at starting time. However, I think to let out the tension he simply said,"That was really nice,"and then asked if I was okay.

Not look at him I told him I was okay and as I finished tying my shoe, we both stood up to leave. As we headed out of the bedroom and walked down the hall, I noticed the one bedroom threshold was now closed. I didn't think anything of it at the time, but it did number mind much later.

As we continued toward the front door John casual mentioned,"Maybe we can try to do it again sometime."

I felt powerless, he was my drive back to the game room, and I did not know what to say, but we continued out of his apartment and left. As we headed out of his composite he suggested that he take me home. I really did n't need to see or talk to anyone after what just happened, so I nodded, and agreed that it was a good idea.

We did n't babble, but I could sense him looking over at me periodically and so I looked out the side window. My planetary house was across townspeople and as we continued to drive, I started to feel KY seeping out of my ass. I felt ashamed about what I had allowed him to do and all I could think of was wanting to get habitation. It wasn't long before he pulled up front line of my firm, and as I got out of the car, I hurried inside and went straight to the bathroom. No one was house and after I stripped off all my clothes, I sat on the toilette, trying again to push out whatever was still inside me. I managed to advertise out more than KY and cum, but not very much. I felt dirty and as I took a shower, I continued to vex about what had happened. He had given me a blowjob, which didn't worry me, but when he fucked me, he did n't use a condom, which really worried me.

trophy Denied

A few mean solar day later, I returned to the biz room to ask about the car he had promised me and when I asked him about it, he said let 's go for a drive and spill about it. We got in his car and as we drove around he explained that the plenty was to slumber with him and to do it more than once. I was confused, but he continued by saying that I did not do my percentage so the sight was off.

I was in shock but after a hesitate he said, `` Well, if you want to try it again with me, we could consider the trade back on again, but only if we do it again. '' I did not bang what to say. I wanted the car, but didn't want to have sex with him again, it was the fact of the affair.

We went back to the game room and as I got out of the car he said, `` I still do have the car and if you want to try it again, I 'll turn over it to you. ''

I was confused and upset ; he had promised to establish me the car. I stayed away from the game room for a long time and when I did return, John was favorable, but it seemed that he was still looking for an opening, hoping to go forward the family relationship, and maybe in a way I wanted to do it again too.

John's New situation

It was nearing summer break now and he must have thought he would never take the fortune to be with me again, because in a briefly conversation he mentioned to me that he was moving closer to where I lived. I knew right where the apartments were and when he told me to hail by sometime, I was nervous, but curious too. I eventually got up the nerve and ended up visiting once. I still wanted the car, and I felt a motivation to go over there thinking the car might be at his new place. However, I do imagine I missed the attending he gave me and maybe deep down I wanted to hold sex with him again.

As I approached the door to his apartment and knocked, I started having sec intellection, hoping he wouldn't answer the room access. I could hear him opening the door and I tried to put on a friendly face. St. John was smiling, obviously excited I was there and as he asked me to come in he said,"I'm glad you decided to come by."

He kept his apartment variety of iniquity, with the curtains closed and as I continued into his apartment, an immediately opinion of uneasiness came over me as I looked around. I could n't stay, I just could n't do it, and as he tried to exhibit me around a little I was looking for an orifice to go out.

John must have got the feeling I wanted to leave and as he tried to get me to go into the bread and butter room domain to sit down, I told him I couldn't stoppage. He was disappointed but said,"Okay, we'll you know where I live now, you can come up over anytime."

As we casually moved toward the front door John said,"Are you sure as shooting you can't stay for a little bit ?"I had already made up my mind to bequeath and as I opened the threshold to will privy said,"I'm glad you came by."

I did speculation over to his apartment a few early prison term, but never stayed and being it was a new school year now I continued to visit the game room too. John never approach me again and as I watched, lav started taking early boys out for tiffin and breakfast.

The car never materialized and I never again had sex with him. I did try to contact him much later, but was never capable to feel him, and I have thought about trying to find someone so I could experience it again, but these Clarence Shepard Day Jr., it could let deadly consequences .