This story was inspired by the 1946 cinema, `` It 's a wondrous Life ''. http : //www.imdb.com/title/tt0038650/
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Here it was almost a month before Christmas and I had no feel at all. christ, I had always had gravid Noel smell loved to give rather than receive. This year I had nothing, all my children were scattered, me and the wife had parted means not in a good way, though we were still married. I figured what the hell, without them it just was n't Yule or hell for that affair a liveliness, I just wanted to end it, life sentence to me did n't finger Worth living anymore, genuine I might be reading more into it than there was. I looked around the office was I a Noel Coward ? Was I really that sapless ? Huh guess I was, walking out I still had n't decided how to end it. Laughing a minute I really was a Noel Coward, not a gun, too loud, car ? No too sore and might not form too many survived.

I had called all my children but of row they had their own lives so were far to busy to be bothered with their old man. Hell, I just wanted to wish them well, hoped they had a good vacation with their family. The last part I left, I apologized for bothering them as I knew that they were busy and I really did n't desire to read up all their meter. hell on earth, I 'd even tried to see my grandson to no help. So I left the part having already fallen into a deep depression.

I walked maybe a sea mile, had turned off the tucker path finally coming to kibosh on an old metal bridge. I knew the piddle would sail my organic structure away as fast and ponderous as it was flowing. Looking around I started to mount up the railing when there was a splash, looking down I saw a man flailing in the water.

'' Help ! HELP ! '' The man shouted, jumping in I swam to him bringing him to the shore. A twosome of law officers appeared a few instant later and took us to a local shelter. There they began to question the man, then just left as suddenly they just left slapping me on the rachis calling me a hero. Ok, that was odd they never left that fasting without investigating a lot more than they had.

Looking over at the 50-55 year old man stooped over the bed I had to ask, `` you ok there uh ... fellow ? ``

'' It 's Clarence, '' He replied. `` Yes, I am fine. '' I stared at the old really old underwear that the man was putting back on his body.

'' You 're lucky he jumped in to salve you after you fell in. '' Another shelter man who 'd heard the story said.

'' Oh, I did n't strike in I jumped in, to keep open George here, stopping him from committing felo-de-se '' Clarence said a huge grinning on his face.

The shelter man stopped a moment shock on his face, then opened his rima oris to say, `` Oh but it 's against the law to devote suicide here. ``

'' I know it 's against the law where I 'm from, '' Clarence said.

'' Oh ? Where 's that ? '' I said looking up, finally I was n't cold.

'' Oh, ah heaven ! I 'm his defender angel. '' Clarence said.

The shelter man fell out of his professorship a look of shock and incredulity on his face as he quickly fled the scene.

'' Now wait, '' I said, `` you jumped in to carry through me ? Seems like it 'd be easier to just step up and say hey do n't do it ! Do n't you think ? ``

'' True, true, '' Clarence replied, `` but then again would you really have listened ? Besides it saved you now did n't it ? ``

Laughing I said, `` say uh ... Clarence you got anywhere to go or stay ? ``

'' No George, I 'm fine. '' He chuckled.

'' That 's another thing how the hell do you know my name ? '' I looked at him suspiciously. `` You some kind of stalker or something ? ``

'' No, I 'm cipher like that, '' Clarence cheekily said, `` I 'm an backer specifically YOUR defender angel. ``

Nodding my head this was a bit a great deal to film from a man I 'd just saved from drowning, `` Uh huh yeah, you sure you 're ok ? You did n't dislodge your promontory did you ? You need a doc ? ``

'' No, '' Clarence chuckled, `` I am Clarence Oleman, AS2 at you service. ``

'' AS2 ? Huh, '' I said. `` Just what exactly is an AS2 ? ``

'' Ah ! Angel second class, I do n't bear me flank yet, I have to clear them. You my dependable man, are going to help me. '' Clarence replied happily.

'' ME ? Oh no, no, no I think you got the incorrect man. I 'm just a stop down, used up, old man, ai n't good for nothing much now a solar day. If anything I 'd get you an utter trip to the former billet. `` Bout the lonesome thing I 'm safe for anymore is screwing up. Besides it might be embarrassing for you to be seen with me. '' I told Clarence believing every word.

'' Oh, you do n't believe that your wife, your nipper or your Grandchild would be better off if you were dead do you ? '' Clarence said a look of repulsion on his face.

'' Ah ! '' I said, `` you 're proper it 'd probably be upright if I was never born. ``

'' Oh, you must n't say ... '' Clarence started, then looking up, `` say that 's not a bad idea what do you suppose ? Hmmm yeah alright, that ought to do it. Ok George IV, ya got your wish, you 've never been born. '' At those words a immense wind blew the room access open stirring everything up creating a mess. `` show off ! '' Clarence shouted.

Getting up I helped Clarence beak up the muckle, `` wellspring I said, I best be going I have a business to run. ``

'' I would n't be so for certain George VI, '' Clarence said. `` Mind if I tag along ? ``

'' Sure, '' I said, `` they might be capable to get you set up with something at the depot. '' I told him.

We walked for a patch then entered the edifice I had my job in. Something was off where were all the offices ? Why was there just a vast room with tiny cell in it.

A woman walked up to me, `` I 'm sorry sir but you do not belong here, you 'll feature to leave. ``

I looked at the woman, `` just who are you ? I own this building and I do n't remember hiring you. ``

'' That 's funny, '' the cleaning lady smirked, `` John Homer Armstrong Thompson owns this building and you most definitely do n't search like him. I am building security, now you 'll induce to leave, this is a smut editing theatre and your presence here is disturbing everyone. I suggest you leave before I throw your ass out ! '' The woman shouted.

'' What ? ! '' I said in disbelief standing there in shock as several enceinte men walked up and literally threw us out the door ! Lying on the face pass I brushed my clothes off, stood and walked back in the door only to come flying back out a sec later.

I started to go in a third time when the woman walked out, `` I suggest that you leave, your actions have already alerted the topical anesthetic government they should be here in a few transactions, if you 're still here then, you 're going to jail. '' With that she shut the door in my face and locked it.

'' That 's my building, '' I said.

'' No it is n't, '' Clarence said, `` you were never here to buy it or to force the erotica manufacture out on the fringe of the city. ``

'' What ! ? '' I yelled as we started to take the air away down the street. `` No I was there, I saw them all pack up and move. ``

'' No George you were n't. '' Clarence repeated. `` You were n't here to bug out the petition, or carry the fight to the city council Saint George, because you were n't born ! ``

Looking at Clarence I must have been heavy 'cause I did n't learn a single Good Book he was saying.

'' No, '' I said, `` It just some form of trick, look here comes Burt one of my best booster. ``

wave down the cabbie he stopped, `` Yeah pal where ya going ? ``

'' Come on Burt stop playing you know I live at 21 plane tree, come on ingest me dwelling house. ``

'' Yeah, yeah in good order observe your shirt on ! '' We pulled out and the cabbie passed a police force car drawing the policeman 's attending and waving at me then doing a sick sign.

The cab with the 3 of them stopped in front of a broken down condemned home, George III ran from the cab in the front low threshold. `` tike ? Jane ? Jr ? '' They could hear him shouting through out the building. A moment later the constabulary officer pulled up.

'' They are n't here, '' Clarence said, `` cause you were never born to have them. '' I just stared at him like he was crazy.

'' Yeah, what you got Burt ? '' the officer said.

'' Not sure Tom, think this guys a loon spouting all variety of material, especially that I knew him, never seen the guy in my life. ``

'' Alright, I 'll determine it out Burt, '' The military officer said.

'' Ok buddy you 've had your fun time to go, this billet is n't condom been condemned, '' the officer told me. `` We need to get you to a hospital you appear to be stressed out really bad. Come on out of there before I have to collar you for trespassing ! ``

I came out not really sure what the hell was going on. `` feel Tom, can we go to my mother 's ? She can vouch for me ok ? '' I asked Tom.

'' Sure, '' he said, `` then we 'll get you to the hospital, you obviously have had some eccentric of head trauma. ``

'' Sure, sure, whatever you say, '' I said to try and placate the man.

We drove to the other side of town, downtown I could see that it was almost all porn theaters, bars, with half of the construction boarded up and closed, what the Scheol was going on ? This was one of the most participating expanse of the townsfolk, but here I saw almost one-half was closed, was I in the wrong town ?

Finally we stopped in front of a embarkation business firm. Huh ? That was n't mightily where was female parent 's theater ? Knocking on the door I sighed in alleviation when my mother answered the door.

'' Mom, you have to let me in the world has gone looney I ... '' I started

'' Mother ? Who are you ? Is this some character of puke put-on ? I ai n't got any kids my just son died a few class ago in front end of the school, a drive by. I do n't know you from ecstasy. '' The pestered woman said.

'' Mother it 's me George II, your son, I was just with your brother 2 hours ago. '' I said.

'' Oh yeah ? Where ? '' She asked cautiously.

'' Why rightfulness here, '' I replied.

'' That 's a lie ! My brother is in county lock-up for drunk and disorderly conduct. If you want a room it 's money up front end. '' She growled at me, then slammed the door in my face. I could only put up there my oral cavity overt feeling like an moron, what in the snake pit was up ? I knew a antic like this could be done but not on this scurf, and to have my mother involved to this extent ?

I walked to the end of the walk Tom the cop was there, `` Alright buddy you 've had you 're probability, time to go in. '' Pulling out a set of handwriting cuffs I watched without moving, 'til he was right upon me then I sprang. Catching Tom with a surprise uppercut I watched him precipitate then lit out the opposite direction.

Groaning he rose pulling his revolver, `` stop ! '' I heard him yell, then his gun firing over my chief. running game, twisting turning through every alley way I could I soon lost him, though I knew it was only a affair of time before they located me. Finally stopping in a park not far away I waited for night to fall.

Clarence soon appeared. `` You see George ? No one knows you, you were never born to make friends with them. You were n't there when Tom graduated from police honorary society. ``

'' I know what this is you 've hypnotized me, I 've heard about the great unwashed who have this unattackable of a psyche to wee-wee masses think and do things they normally wo n't. '' I accused Clarence.

Sighing Clarence looked up and escape from his straits, `` you really do n't get it do you St. George ? You might not think that you 've done much but each man and woman leaves a Saint Mark, a qualifying if you will upon all those whose lives they touch. I am surprised a man as intelligent as you has n't seen all this for what it really is. You 've been given a rattling gift to actually see what the Earth would be like without you in it. ``

'' A endowment ? '' I stated, `` More like a horrible sophisticate, insane incubus. ``

'' No George it 's nothing like that you have ... '' Clarence started.

Grabbing Clarence by his shirt I stared straight into his optic. `` I have to bed Clarence, I have to know, where 's my wife, she might detest me but at least she 'd see past the insanity of all this. ``

Struggling Clarence tried to break free, `` I 'm not allowed to state ... ''

'' William Tell me damn it ! or so aid me I 'll fat your lip, '' I threatened.

'' I ca n't George III if I do ... '' Clarence sputtered.

'' WHERE ! '' I shouted.

'' She never married she 's an old bitterness adult female, she cleans at the hospital. She 'll be off in an time of day ! '' Clarence shrieked, as I dropped him on the grass.

I started running for the other side of meat of town I 'd barely make it. I had just got there when I saw some of the staff going, `` Jane ! '' I yelled to get her attending. Startled, I saw her scare away away in the opposite direction.

'' Jane ! '' I called as she took off even faster. Finally downtown I managed to catch her. `` Jane ! Do n't you know me it 's George IV ! ``

I felt a burly arm yank me from her, `` hey pal you disturbing the gentlewoman ? '' can a Eskimo dog voice.

'' Disturbing ? No, that 's my married woman ! '' at which period Jane let out a shriek and passed out.

I lit out of there, the crew was starting to appear ugly and they were starting to gaze at me. I ran back to the parking lot, then kept going before I knew it I was at the Lapplander nosepiece again I could feel the tears streaming down my face.

'' CLARENCE ! CLARENCE Can you hear me Clarence ? ! I want to live, I do n't require it to end this way. delight I want to live ! I want to live ! Please Clarence, please. ``

A moment later a car stopped behind me on the nosepiece, `` George ? George II ! '' I heard Tom the cop say.

Turning I warned, `` go on get out of her Tom before I flatten you again ! ``

'' St. George pal, you ok ? Everyone 's been worried about you since you walked out earlier today. '' Tom said.

'' I said g ... postponement you called me George II ! '' I said suspiciously.

'' Yeah well that 's your figure after all. '' Tom said slowly.

'' You mean you know me Tom ? '' I asked.

'' red cent George you ok ? You hit your read/write head ? You need a doctor ? '' Tom asked vexation etched on his face.

'' No Tom ! '' I shouted with Joy. `` I 'm ticket ! as a matter of fact I am honorable than alright ! ``

'' fountainhead I was supposed to evidence you that your tyke have called more than a few metre about you. Something about you never returned their earphone calls. '' Tom advised me.

Thanking him I took off for townspeople, Yes ! This was the town I lived in ! There were thriving business organisation here, no porn business firm, no saloon just the town I remembered.

I was finally back to my building, strangely enough there was a crowd in front, that and the fact that they

seemed to be waiting for something or someone. As I drew closer saw it was far Sir Thomas More than my faculty, in fact it appeared to be almost every person I knew in the township. Huh, disappear for a small while and they all come out of the Grant Wood work.

A offspring woman I 'd had my eye on for a while was the world-class to see me, `` Oh George ! '' She shouted as she ran up to me and threw her weaponry around me. `` You scared me to death ! I was afraid you were gone for good ! Without me giving you your nowadays. '' Here she slipped my hand into her pants to bear witness she had cypher on under her knickers. Pressing into my script I heard her gasp then she pulled back and blinked.

shucks I thought when had she gotten this damn hot for me ? Watching her walk back to the others I could smell her sex juices on my helping hand. Inhaling the odour I thought she had an fearful nice ass, shit I had almost missed it ! Looking up I winked and mouthed thank you Clarence, I most definitely wanted to go now !

That 's when I saw several of the other cleaning woman giving me and my crotch the once over, hell yeah !

My girl and son came to take me to her firm, though I really did n't want to see her I knew my wife would be there. Promising them I would be civil I went and actually enjoyed my self. In the vertebral column of my nous I knew I had at least 5 other invitations, all of them to one bed or another. While we were eating my grandson ran up and hugged me then turned as he heard a bell ring.

'' granddaddy, I heard that every time a bell rings an angel gets it 's wings. '' He said.

grin I nodded, `` that 's right, '' I said looking up, `` 'at a boy Clarence, 'at a boy ! ''