`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to act upon a double tongiht. She said we need to get our homework done and fix supper and she will see us in the morning. '' I proceeded to finish my history assignment. I am a junior this year. Just turned 16, and got my starting time real boyfriend. Nat is only 14. I start dinner party and help oneself Nat with some of her homework, then its time for American language Idol and then bed.



Sam, mom 's boyfriend, came over around 10. I told him mom had to work a double and was not nursing home but he said he would just waitress for her. They have been dating for about 2 class now and so I thought this would be fine. I let him in, and went back to my elbow room.



By this time Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my journal. All my inner thoughts about Adam, and how he just kissed me and I let him touch my breast and I touched his phallus. He asked me to buss his penis but I was afraid. I like him so much and am curious of what it would be like when he asks me to get sex for the first time. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my room and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to allow for but he does n't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he read my inner most occult thoughts. Sam looks at me and smiles. Says he can teach me how to delight disco biscuit when the clock time comes. He touches me lightly on the brass. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me closely and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will teach you to be a woman. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's room instead. Do you understand ? You have to learn how to be a woman Nicole. I am going to teach you this evening. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my mouth, hard. He tells me not to fight him, assures me I will fuck it. He grabs me by my hand and sweep up me out of my elbow room into my moms room. Then he shuts and locks the doorway. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to lead me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my body through my night clothes.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and Tell me to film off my shortstop. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my baby sister, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to show up you how to please your young disco biscuit. He will give thanks me for this. ``



He starts to kiss me again, first on my sass while he pinches my nipples. Then he kisses my nipples while he puts his digit in my most underground womanly role. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so tight. You are going to feel so good around my hard peter. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, cease fighting me. Relax. You will enjoy this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to make off his clothes. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw XTC 's penis but only for a indorsement. Truth be known, until this evening I had thougth Sam was a handsome man, but now I am so scared of him. My torso and mind are both betraying me. Sam has an awing body and I am so curious about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to osculate me again. My body starts to respond to him but my mind is screaming NO ! ! This is wrong. He beings to lick and bite my neck while he scratch my tit. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't wait to try your odorous pussy '' and he kisses his way down my dead body. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of fear, suddenly I am wet between my thighs. Excited.. How could my trunk betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can feel his breath at the top of my womanhood and he him say `` spread your wooden leg, let me in to feast on that virgin twat. '' I can feel him pushing my legs open air and I put up no electric resistance. My tears have stopped. My body shingle, but not from fear. The first time I felt his glossa lap my muliebrity I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, tell me you like my tongue on your pussy. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the word is pussy. Say you like my lingua on your pussy. NOW ! ! ``



My sass are trembling, `` I like your glossa on my snatch '' I say. He laughes and continues to clobber me there. He puts his fingerbreadth in me. first base one, then two. It hurts, but only for a mo. The more he licks and pushes his fingers in me the more moisture I feel down there. `` Do you lie with what that is Nicole ? That is your body wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am nervous, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will quit. My body feel like it is on ardor, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and pulls me up.



'' So Nicole, hug drug wants you to buss his member ? No Nichole, that is not what Adam wants. He wants his hard cock deep in your pharynx while he pumps his load of cum down it. '' With a big grinning on his face he pushes me to my knees. `` Open your oral fissure sweetheart '' I am scared again. He begins to squeeze my boldness hard until my sass opens. `` You are going to suck in my cock, you will not sting me or I will spank you. You will suck my putz exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to break, like a skillful girl should. ''



Then he puts his large hard cock in my oral fissure. Just a little at first, then more and more until it is deep in my mouth. `` That 's a good girl Nicole. '' He starts to move in and out, decelerate then fast. I can feel myself gag and he just moans. `` Your sweet piddling mouthpiece spirit so undecomposed on my hard dick sister. '' Faster and faster he pushes and moan louder and louder, `` Oh baby, you are going to make me dissipate my consignment, but I want to save it for your sweet virgin pussy. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my feet and kisses me trench. My rima oris and lip are swollen, there are tears in my eyes and I am trembling.



'' Oh sweetheart, relax, the undecomposed is yet to come. '' He lays me back on the bed again and crawls on top of me. He puts his paw over my oral fissure and says, `` I am going to put my dick in your squiffy pussy now. It will anguish for a arcminute, but you not scream. When i am done with you, you will come back and beg me for more than, probably tomorrow Nox after. After I finish fucking your mother and she falls asleep I will come for you. I am gon na have you puzzle out your mothers cum off my dick before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more nervous I get, but he seems to be getting to a greater extent and more rouse. I ca n't rest with his hand still over my mouth. I feel the nous of his putz at the entering of my pussy and I start to joggle. fright consumes me. He pushes his hand harder on my oral cavity and Tell me to stay still. `` Open your pegleg. I am ready to feel that tight Virgin pussy. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his putz in my fasting and rough. It hurts. I want to shout but he he has his hand over my rima oris still. Tears begin to wind down my boldness. He smiles at me. `` You feel so tight, so in effect. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 years, since I met your mother. I have dreamed of the day I could enter your Virgo pussy and Thatch you to be a woman. Now I will face forward to Nat in another 2 geezerhood '' I begin to fight down. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to move, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so scared but my body begins to reply to him. My body starts to tense up and begins to prickle all over. So many sensations I have never felt. Not bad tactual sensation, respectable tactile sensation. Very soundly notion. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my legs farther apart and goes mysterious. I feel pain and pleasure. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted Robert Adam to be my maiden, not Sam. My mothers 45 year old boyfriend. I want this to hold back, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing feeling.



He takes his hand off my sass, finally. `` Tell me my cock feels skillful in your pussy baby '' He has my ramification high in the air, on his shoulders, pushing grueling and deep in my pussy but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, heavy. I jump, Thomas More tears come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your pecker feels right in my slit. '' I say with a shivering vox. `` proficient young lady, you will always tell me that when I command it, do you sympathize. '' I nod my head, my soundbox is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you understand. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' Good girl, your hot tight cunt is so addictive. I may take it again and again. But for now I am ready to fill you full of my hot cum. '' He starts to labour in harder and faster and harder and faster. My body is such a two-timer. The maven I feel are good, my fear turns into warmth, my pain into delight. My body starts to strain and judder and thrill on it 's own. I can no longer operate any of my own body purpose. I feel excessive moisture between my thighs and I feel like I am in Heaven, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my little girl. I just gave you your commencement orgasm. Was n't that great. You feel so good. '' He is going faster and I hear him moan loudly and push in deep, very cryptical. I can feel hot liquid squirting recondite in my consistence and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a good girl Nicole. '' He moves down to between my thighs again and begins to lick all the moisture from my pussy, then back up to me. He forces a deep kiss on my mouth as his rima oris is good of a mixture of our juice. He kisses me rich and farseeing and moans.



'' Was n't that skillful child. Our cum integrate together gustation so good. Get used to it baby. Your gon na discernment it often. succeeding sentence, you will work out it off my putz on program line. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could think was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a honest young lady tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this secret between us and do n't tell anyone. The next meter I come for you I expect you to come to me willingly. You will beg me to fuck you again. ``



He showers with me, dry wash my dead body, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to kiss me on my forehead and says `` goodnight sweetheart '' then walks out.



That was three geezerhood ago and Sam is still coming to my room every metre my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from schooltime and takes me to his place. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was mighty about so many things. I did memorise to be a woman. The first fourth dimension I was with Robert Adam he was very pleased with me. Part of me hates Sam, office of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?