`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to run a image tongiht. She said we need to get our homework done and fix supper and she will see us in the morning. '' I proceeded to cease my history assignment. I am a junior this twelvemonth. Just turned 16, and got my first real number boyfriend. Nat is only 14. I start dinner and assist Nat with some of her homework, then its time for American paragon and then bed.



Sam, mom 's beau, came over around 10. I told him mom had to turn a double and was not home but he said he would just expect for her. They have been dating for about 2 year now and so I thought this would be fine. I let him in, and went back to my room.



By this time Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my journal. All my inner idea about cristal, and how he just kissed me and I let him touch my breast and I touched his member. He asked me to kiss his penis but I was afraid. I like him so much and am rummy of what it would be like when he asks me to accept sex for the get-go time. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my room and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to lead but he does n't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he study my inner most hush-hush cerebration. Sam looks at me and grinning. Says he can teach me how to please Adam when the time comes. He touches me lightly on the facial expression. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me close and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will teach you to be a char. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's way instead. Do you translate ? You have to learn how to be a cleaning woman Nicole. I am going to teach you this evening. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my mouth, hard. He tells me not to press him, assures me I will make out it. He grabs me by my hired hand and sweep me out of my room into my mum room. Then he shuts and locks the door. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to leave me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my body through my night clothes.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and Tell me to adopt off my short. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my baby Sister, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to present you how to please your young Adam. He will thank me for this. ``



He starts to kiss me again, first on my rim while he pinches my nipples. Then he kisses my nipples while he puts his fingerbreadth in my most secluded womanly parts. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so tight. You are going to feel so just around my toilsome stopcock. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, block fighting me. Relax. You will enjoy this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to film off his clothes. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw cristal 's penis but only for a indorse. verity be known, until tonight I had thougth Sam was a handsome man, but now I am so dash of him. My body and mind are both betraying me. Sam has an awe-inspiring body and I am so curious about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to snog me again. My trunk starts to respond to him but my mind is screaming NO ! ! This is untimely. He beings to lick and sting my neck while he scratch my titty. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't wait to taste your sweetly pussy '' and he kisses his way down my eubstance. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of care, suddenly I am wet between my second joint. Excited.. How could my consistence betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can feel his breath at the top of my fair sex and he him say `` disperse your peg, let me in to feast on that virgin kitty. '' I can feel him pushing my legs open and I put up no resistance. My rent have stopped. My soundbox handshaking, but not from care. The outset sentence I felt his clapper lap my womanhood I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, tell me you like my lingua on your pussycat. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the word is pussy. Say you like my knife on your pussy. NOW ! ! ``



My lips are trembling, `` I like your glossa on my pussy '' I say. He laughes and continues to lick me there. He puts his fingers in me. get-go one, then two. It hurts, but only for a minute. The more he licks and pushes his fingers in me the more moisture I feel down there. `` Do you know what that is Nicole ? That is your body wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am nervous, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will lay off. My body feels like it is on fire, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and pulls me up.



'' So Nicole, Adam wants you to kiss his member ? No Nichole, that is not what Adam wants. He wants his hard cock oceanic abyss in your pharynx while he pumps his load of cum down it. '' With a big grinning on his face he pushes me to my stifle. `` overt your rima oris peach '' I am scared again. He begins to crush my face hard until my sass opens. `` You are going to suckle my cock, you will not seize with teeth me or I will spank you. You will go down on my cock exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to stop, like a right girl should. ''



Then he puts his enceinte laborious rooster in my lip. Just a little at first, then more and more until it is deep in my mouth. `` That 's a trade good missy Nicole. '' He starts to locomote in and out, retard then fast. I can feel myself gag and he just moans. `` Your Henry Sweet little mouth look so full on my gruelling cock baby. '' Faster and faster he pushes and moans louder and louder, `` Oh baby, you are going to take me shoot my cargo, but I want to save it for your afters vestal pussy. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my feet and buss me late. My oral fissure and lips are swollen, there are binge in my eye and I am trembling.



'' Oh steady, relax, the honorable is yet to come. '' He lays me back on the bed again and crawls on top of me. He puts his hand over my mouth and says, `` I am going to put my pecker in your pissed pussy now. It will hurt for a minute, but you not scream. When i am done with you, you will fare back and beg me for more, probably tomorrow night after. After I finish fucking your female parent and she falls asleep I will come for you. I am gon na have you thrash your mothers cum off my shaft before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more flighty I get, but he seems to be getting more and more wind up. I ca n't breathe with his hand still over my mouth. I feel the head of his cock at the entrance of my cunt and I start to wiggle. fright consumes me. He pushes his hired man harder on my mouth and tells me to stay still. `` undecided your legs. I am cook to feel that tight virgin slit. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his cock in my fast and rough. It hurts. I want to shout but he he has his hand over my sassing still. Tears begin to roll down my face. He smiles at me. `` You feel so mingy, so in force. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 years, since I met your mother. I have dreamed of the day I could go in your virgin pussy and teach you to be a adult female. Now I will look forward to Nat in another 2 years '' I begin to press. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to be active, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so pit but my organic structure begins to respond to him. My body starts to tense up and begins to prickle all over. So many sensations I have never felt. Not bad feel, upright smell. Very good feelings. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my legs farther apart and goes cryptical. I feel pain and delight. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted Adam to be my first off, not Sam. My mothers 45 year old swain. I want this to stop, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing feel.



He takes his mitt off my rima oris, finally. `` Tell me my tool feels unspoiled in your pussy baby '' He has my peg high in the air, on his shoulders, pushing gruelling and deep in my kitty-cat but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, hard. I jump, Thomas More tears come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your peter feels good in my snatch. '' I say with a quivering phonation. `` honest girl, you will always severalise me that when I command it, do you interpret. '' I nod my oral sex, my eubstance is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you understand. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' good girl, your hot tight pussy is so addictive. I may need it again and again. But for now I am set to satisfy you wide of my hot cum. '' He starts to advertize in harder and faster and harder and faster. My consistence is such a traitor. The aesthesis I feel are good, my fear turns into mania, my annoyance into pleasure. My torso starts to tense and shake up and shudder on it 's own. I can no longer keep in line any of my own dead body functions. I feel excessive moisture between my second joint and I feel like I am in promised land, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my missy. I just gave you your first orgasm. Was n't that majuscule. You feel so good. '' He is going faster and I hear him moan loudly and advertise in cryptical, very late. I can feel hot liquid state squirting trench in my body and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a right girl Nicole. '' He moves down to between my thighs again and begins to puzzle out all the moisture from my pussy, then back up to me. He forces a trench kiss on my mouth as his backtalk is full-of-the-moon of a mixture of our juice. He kisses me deeply and long and groan.



'' Was n't that unspoiled baby. Our cum mixed together tastes so good. Get used to it mollycoddle. Your gon na taste it often. Next time, you will lick it off my cock on command. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could conceive was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a skillful girl tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this secret between us and do n't tell anyone. The next time I come for you I expect you to come up to me willingly. You will beg me to fuck you again. ``



He showers with me, washes my body, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to snog me on my frontal bone and says `` goodnight sweetheart '' then walks out.



That was three days ago and Sam is still coming to my room every time my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from school and takes me to his place. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was right about so many things. I did learn to be a womanhood. The outset clip I was with Adam he was very pleased with me. percentage of me hates Sam, part of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?