Men of all ages are discovering new eroticism within adventures they once thought forbidden. The big surprise for them is this ... Sex with guy wire can be jittery than with a woman. It can be Sir Thomas More acute, more dangerously fun, more easily found, found without monetary value, and with no strings attached. In all of those class ... Well, girls are gunna find it hard to vie. This is my write up and how the hell I ever crossed that line.

blame it on the net. Not only has free entree to videos stirred up interest, it has sexually educated men, and then given them an easy network within nearly every city in almost every country. There are millions of men worldwide playing with each other that never would ingest dreamed they would be doing so a few age back. Most of these cat do not look at themselves gay. I 'm not even sure they accept the Holy Writ bisexual. They just like getting their cock sucked sometimes and many like sucking one even more. My how things change ... And why the hell did that happen ?

This taradiddle is how and why it happened to me. I 'll tell ya up front ... The look of a prick in my mouth is sometimes, not always, exquisite like zippo else ... including a vagina. Feeling a guy cum in my mouth is also Sir Thomas More intense and more visceral than with a woman. How did it happen to me, a `` straight as an arrow '' kinda guy ? Well ... It 's all Ash 's demerit. I also blame it on her. Here 's the write up ...

You probably call for to go back and take the commencement three stories. In them I go to some lengths describing how Ash and I developed our `` fireplay, '' our edgy phantasy talking while teetering on the brink of coming. Talking to each other in that aroused state really opened her to new ideas and new desires. It affected me too and a wife tends to notice things like that.

In my last story I recounted how Ash became Bi. Like so many other changes, I doubt it would 've happened without our regular fantasy lecture in bed.

Remember my premise in the last story ? ...

'' Girls tend to think vaginas and guys tend to think penises are ugly. Both wonder what the other sees in them. ``

Well ... That debate set up a banter between Ash and me, of track always while deeply into some orgasmic state. I would be telling her how beautiful vaginas are and she would be countering with how a good deal fun penises are. Something like the following ...

'' love, a tool and balls just give you soooo much More to trifle with ! ``

'' There is no sensation that matches a soft penis expanding in your mouth. goose egg is like it ! ``

'' The musky scent of an aroused man is simply habit-forming. I love it. I love savoring it. You will too ! ``

'' An tumid cock is a perfect fit in your sassing. It is mild and hard at the Saame clip and flavour so soundly while twirling your tongue around it, especially the tip ! ``

'' Sucking balls into your sassing and tonguing them not only feels majuscule, it gives you such a sense of tycoon over a guy ! ``

'' Getting a guy right wing on the edge, feeling him tense up up, and start to shake just before he comes is always such a rush ! ''

'' The best part is feeling his turncock pulse in your backtalk as he starts to cum. There 's nothing in sex better than that. Feeling his cum shoot into my mouth, tasting the coarseness is addictive. Every fourth dimension I 'm with a new guy I always want him to do that. You know how I crave the perceptiveness of cum ! ``

'' You 've got to savour cum ! If it was n't incredibly good, why would I want to suck every guy off ? ``

'' Honey ... You 've got to try this. I ca n't hold off until you 've had your beginning rooster. I ca n't expect until we can share that experience together ... both of us sucking on the same cock and balls together ! ``

'' Cum in my mouth and we will swop it back and Forth River together ! ``

'' Ok. I 've let you cum inside me. Now get down there, suck it out and piddle me cum ! That is if you really care about your wife, if you really need me to cum too ... super punishing ! ``

Get the idea how circuitous her lilliputian mind whole shebang ? I endured that kinda Irish bull for several years before I started crossing those wrinkle.

The showtime was tasting cum.

I had to overcome a bass repulsion. Hell, I did n't even like cumming in a womanhood 's mouth because it just seemed so gross. I know most men think that is the ultimate thrill but for me it sure seemed like it might make her gag and wretch ! Maybe because I was convinced it would do that to me. Here 's how I overcame that slight problem ...

Within a yr after she started raving about cum and wanting me to try it, I gradually started getting curious and eventually it became an erotic initiation. Yup, contemplating tasting my own Islamic Community inexplicably became an obsessive thing. The more I thought about it, the more it became something that got me very very hot.

Dozens, maybe hundred of fourth dimension I fully intended on licking my hand off after a self induced orgasm ... Fully intended. hell ... That was the trigger that made me cum ... the anticipation of eating my own cum. However ... Evvvvery bingle time, after I came, that plan went flying out the window ! I just could n't do it.

Then one day, and I 'm still not sure where I got the musical theme, I decided to blunder out into a small jar and put it in the deep-freeze. I guess I thought maybe the next fourth dimension I got all revved up with the musical theme of eating my own cum I 'd haul it out and pop it into my lip before I experienced that Brobdingnagian let down, that switch from right to pass on learning ability, that `` jerk back into reality '' thing bozo go through just after they orgasm.

Well ... I jacked off several clock time in that cup before I finally worked up the nerve to try it. And then one day, a day I was super turned on, while I was right on the edge, and yet had n't cum ... I got that jar out and plopped it all into my mouth. It was one frickin big ice square block of cum !

Now the interest matter about that is the initial sensation is just frigidity. You ca n't taste much. So I started playing with myself, getting back to being right on the edge and savoring the taste and especially the olfactory sensation while it slowly melted. suspect thing about being all jacked up ... everything seems different ! surprisal surprisal. I actually, kinda, liked it. Not bad at all. Ash was decent. I could see myself doing this again. And when it was all melted and swallowed, I busted my screwball and came all over myself. Hellava coming. Could I eat that cum ? Nope. But did I do that immobilise thing all over again ? Hell yes ! stacks of times until I was used to the taste, the smell, the smell of it in my back talk and the gross out factor was pretty practically gone. You might desire to try it sometime if you 've been curious like me but also `` could n't do it. '' Eating your own cum is a huge frickin line to cross. Try it and tell me if this works for you too !

Ok. Here 's a new train of thought process and another rail line I crossed ...

The outlandishly popular comedian, Ron White has this famous short circuit bit about porn and all of us being gay, the difference is only by degree. Here it is ...

'' I have this buddy of mine who 's a homophobe. That 's the most useless affair you could possibly be ... to be afraid of gay masses. I was talking to him the other day and he says ...

'This cosmos be a better position if there were n't so many faggot !'

And I told him, 'you know ... the next prison term you have a sentiment ... just let it go ! Besides, we 're all gay. It 's just a subject to what extent. ``

He says, 'That 's fake man. I 'm not gay at all !'

'Oh yes you are and I can prove it .'

'Fine prove it !'

'All right. Do you like porn ?'

'Yea I love porn. You know that !'

'Do you only like porn with two fair sex making be intimate together ?'

'No ! I like watching a man and adult female making love !'

'Do you like tantrum with the guy having a small half flaccid penis ?'

'No ! I like guys with a big throbbing stopcock !'''

( It 's a funny bit. Check it out on YouTube if you have n't heard it before. )

The point is ... Most guys do n't really see that a big cock in a porn prospect is an of import part of the turn on. The more you watch porn, the more you 'll notice the excitement of a peter ramming into a pussy or down a throat. Ash just kept pointing that out to me. Cocks. Lotsa cocks until they started to become a real titillating trigger. I mean I started searching for videos with monster cock. They were hot. They were fascinating. And over meter they became at least as interesting, maybe more, than a snatch. Ash was redress with at least one point ... There sure was a lot more there to play with than a vagina.

So here 's the point ... Ash would always always let the cat out of the bag about cocks while we were playing together. It was genuinely hot talk and would make her and me cum pretty fast. After awhile it was the only way she would cum ... talking about damn pecker ! And do n't you for a minute believe she did n't know exactly what she was doing to me. Conniving little vixen !

She had plenty of experiences with cocks and she would recite me about each one in great particular. For example ...

I remember the time, early on, when the 1st black walked in our baseball club. It was a crowd order. People everywhere. Plenty of hot women. He was handsome, melt off, moderately tall. Arrived obviously as a professional wearing an expensive dress shirt and tie.

And who went right up to him, took his hand and started giving him the circle ? Why yes ... My shy niggling lady now turned tour of duty guide.

After about 30 minutes I noticed I could n't see them anymore and started looking. Were they in the bar surface area or on the dance base ? Nope. Out in the hot tub ? Nope. In any of the bedchamber ? Nope. Outside in the parking lot or in a car ? Nope. What the hellhole ?

When I came back in ... there they were. She with a big smiling on her face and he looking like he had been perspiring. How could I have missed them ?

I did n't know until the end of the night when she and I were making love and she 's going off about him. Turns out this frisky philly, kept holding his mitt during the spell, that kinda got her revved up and when they finally arrived at the toilet, she uses those locked hands to pull him into one. Once in there, she locks the door, and slowly pulls her hot lean black dress over her head, she has no bra on, rubs her nipple, gets on her articulatio genus, unzips his trousers, and pulls them with his underclothing down to the flooring ...

[ `` So I could get a existent trade good look ! '' she said. ]

And fellates the poor guy ! tinker's damn. I mean the guy has only been there a few minutes and some crazy clean cunt is one-half raping him in a woman 's Saint John !

I could hardly believe it. That was SO NOT Ashley ! When I asked her what the Scheol got into her ? She said ...

'' Well ... His cum of path. ``

'' You mean you let him cum in your mouth ? ``

'' Yes ! Why would n't I ? I was dying to see what his peter looked like. And it was big. substantial big. You should 've seen it. Simply beautiful. You know, the hearsay are truthful about black guy ! We NEED more than inglorious guy around this billet ! And I certainly wanted to know what he tasted like. Would n't you ? ``

Now ... It was shit like that, a unconstipated supply of fib about cocks, that Ash loved bathing me in. Diabolical !

It took about four eld for for me, a `` connessouir of pussies, '' to suck the `` once unsuckable ! '' Here 's how I crossed that damn line ...

I had this business friend. We would occasionally share a dinner party. We did one Nox and after a few drinks we started talking about sex for the first fourth dimension. I mean, we are getting into it ! Maybe it was the intoxicant.

I 'm telling him about the golf club, and all the sex crazy cleaning lady there, and then about Ash and how she now simply loves rooster, and `` think it or not she 's trying her damnedest to get me to suck one, '' and I 'm thinking this talk is getting to him. He just might want to come mark off out the club, when he said ...

'' Hey ... I 've just completed some pretty expensive remodeling of my place. No one has seen it yet. Wan na come over and tell me what you think ? ``

Well, of course I did. So we paid the check and left. The household was finale by, maybe five transactions away. And when we get there, the grand tour was on. Beautiful house. Superb taste in design. So big, so courteous it was a ignominy he lived there alone. The net elbow room he showed me was the master bedroom where he left me to go get some drink. I look around at all the medallion and sit down at the metrical foot of his bed to admire a particularly beautiful study of art on the bulwark.

Then he comes in, sees me staring at his value bit, comes over and outdoor stage right in front of me blocking the sentiment, does n't say a intelligence but has his slide fastener inches from my face and just leaves it there.

I do n't recognise what got into me but the secure way to name it is this ...

It was almost like being out of my body and watching myself slowly reach out, unbuckle his whack, unzip his trouser, pull them down, way down, then his underwear, and watching his huge erect cock outflow out ... maybe a twain inches from my nerve. It was simply beautiful. Seriously beautiful and then I feel this surge, this incredible hurry, and it seemed so natural to just open my oral cavity and put the head of it inside. I felt my knife go to work, swirl itself all over his velvety glans, like it had done it a hundred clip before. Was n't long and I was rapidly sucking it while he was pumping it in and out of my sass. I remember thinking two things while that is happening.

One, this might be the hottest matter I 've ever experienced.

And two ... Damn I ca n't await to tell Ash !

It did n't take long until I feel this pulsing as his putz gets redundant hard and then the rush in his cock as he starts his discharge, shooting so much cum, I had a grueling clip swallowing it all. And that sealed it. Ash was right again. Having a guy cum in my mouth rocketed to the top of my leaning of erotic experiences. And here 's the really interesting percentage for me ... I really really liked doing something that I knew felt so salutary for another guy. It was very dissimilar from feeling a charwoman cum where you are kinda guessing what that feels like to her. This was powerfully identifiable. This was like `` every metre I had ever cum. '' I ca n't really describe it. You 'll just suffer to try it yourself.

So what happened next ? Well he asked if I wanted him to recip ? I said ...

'' Nope ! I just want to go nursing home and tell Ash all about this ! She will go nuts ! ``

And I did. Rushed home. Found her cleaning the sign. Pulled her into the sleeping accommodation, tore her clothes off, threw her on the waterbed and said ... `` wait public treasury you hear what I just did ! ''

So I start sharing it, Ash senses where this was going, startle on top of me, straddles my cock and slides it in her drippage cunt, starts bouncing on it like she 's riding a galloping horse, and seminal fluid before I had hardly finished the report. It took all of maybe sixty indorsement ! When she came down from it all ... guess what she says ?

'' You are going to do that again veracious ? differentiate ME you are doing that AGAIN ! ! ``

I did tell ya she was a bit diabolical.. rightfulness ? Could I even consider not do that again while living with a cock crazed woman like Ash ?

Here 's the matter about being Bi ... at least from my peak of sight.

The humor comes and goes. It 's the unknown thing. Most of the fourth dimension, let 's say 90 % of the clip I have only about 10 % interest group in putz. I never have pursuit in guy rope ... from a gay 's linear perspective anyway.

Then all of a sudden `` the lunar month and the champion align '' and bam ! I can hardly suppose of anything in a sexual way ... but cocks. In those moments cock, pretty much all cock, are intensely titillating. So much so, if I 'm looking at porn all I see or want to see is hammer and while doing so I can literally palpate what it feels like having one in my sass. During those minute I 'm at least 90 % gay, maybe more. I have zero interest in adult female. And then as quickly as it came, the notion leaves me, for weeks or months. The old Jim comes back and vaginas are the essence of beaut in this world ... once again.

Now this back and forth has been going on for about twenty geezerhood. Never changes much. I 've had several hundred experiences with pecker over the class. Ash and I would come to do a guy together, actually several. It was great for her, just skillful for me. And another guy and I did `` d-play her. '' Same reaction. I 'll write about all that later.

arse line ... I still love women. Still love hammer ! well ... Some of the fourth dimension anyway !

Finally ... What might you subscribe away from this story ?

1. If you 're young, be damn careful who you ultimately hook up with. She could be some evil devious, sexually deviant person like Ashley !

2. If you make that disastrous mistake, you now know how it 's going to end up. You are going to become a softheaded ole tool mug ! However, you 'll expend to the highest degree your life with a huge grinning on your face !

3. And even if you do end up with someone as goofy as Ash, and letting her crusade you skitszoid walking both sides of the street ... it wo n't be so bad. Being Bi is kinda like pizza. When it 's good ... it 's really commodity. And when it 's bad ... well it ai n't that bad !

So ... try the `` ice regular hexahedron '' some time !

I 'll get out you with the immortal lyric of Woody Allen ...

'' androgyny doubles your chances of a date on a Saturday night.

I believe that sex is a beautiful affair between two people. Between five, it 's fantastic. ''