I spent six years in a helter-skelter family relationship because of my two beautiful children. It started off dandy but she became crazier as the days progressed. logical thinking went out the window and my liveliness became a nightmare. The saying `` stay together for the shaver '' would always repeat through my head when I wanted to leave for something better.

When I hit 30 I had realized it was now or never. I felt like I had wasted so a great deal prison term and did n't want to waste any more. I was getting one-time and was sick of being miserable so I left. It was a difficult conclusion but I knew if I stayed in my tiddler lives, I could live a more fulfilling and happy life. I knew I had to finally allow for myself to be happy as well.

The faulting up was wide-cut of anger and hatred. She stole a lot of my thing but I soon met a young lady that made me shrug my shoulders to the bullshit my ex was throwing my way.

For the first time in many years I was glad and smiling. It felt strange and filled me with so much vigor. I felt like a brand new person.

Years passed and my ex would still hit on me and try to win me back though I was clearly happy where I was. I made it a point to obviate her as much as possible so the solely time I saw her was when I picked up the fry every Friday to take home with me for the weekend.

I was enjoying being in a stable human relationship though unfortunately she did n't share my juju or really understand why the looking and smelling of latex was so titillating to me. She did n't understand why a woman inhaling a fag got me so excited and she did n't smoke so she could n't serve me there.

At times I missed having the outlet for those fetish I craved. The sex is great and she enjoys some perverted things but I did miss indulging in those peculiar interests that my ex would do for me.

I 've spent most of the past two twelvemonth trying to win over my girlfriend to try latex paint. head start small with some mitt or panty and maybe run up to a attire. She seemed open minded at commencement but as fourth dimension has gone on it seemed I was out of luck. I suppose that 's what erotica is for when you do n't get a way to experience what you feel you need sexually.

Today I 'm wide of shame though I know it was all out of my control. My work force were tied, literally.

I went to my x home base to cull up the Kyd after getting out of work. As usual she was sitting in the chairperson waiting. I made very little eye contact with her.

`` fille ! Time to go ! '' I shouted toward their bedroom, fully expecting them to make out running out like they always do.

My ex, Brianna, smirked and said, `` They are n't here right now. ``

Confused, I exclaimed, `` What do you imply they are n't here ? Where the infernal region are they ? It 's my time with them. ``

She stood up, `` They wo n't be coming over this weekend. They are busy. ``

She stepped closer to me slowly so I backed up. Once I knew the kids were n't there, there was n't a rationality for me to be around her anymore.

`` I do n't know why you could n't have told me before hand Brianna so I did n't waste my gas. I got to go. ``

The minute I touched the door handle I felt one of her manpower grab my shoulder joint while the other reached around to my face. I felt a wet cloth underwrite my mouth and nose.

`` What the fuck are you ... ''

darkness. I 'm not even trusted what happened or how yearn I was out but this crazy kick had done something to disable me.

When I came to, I was sitting in a chairwoman. I felt so tired and confused as I tried to actuate my hands before discovering they were tied behind the death chair. It was n't foresightful before I realized my pants and underwear were off too.

`` struggle as much as you 'd like but your stuck, '' said Brianna from across the elbow room.

I looked over to see her in a mordant latex paint dress and knee high leather iron boot as she was pulling an elbow length rubber-base paint glove onto her arm.

`` What the hell are you doing ? '' I yelled as I tried pulling my workforce free to no help.

`` You do n't desire to intromit it but I know you miss this slit and my insatiable appetite to delight. I bet that cunt you 're with does n't please you like I would. ``

I couldnt stop shaking my oral sex in disbelief at how silly this situation was that I was in.

`` So your plan is to what ? Tempt me with rubber-base paint so maybe I 'll love you ? ``

She shot back, `` Not only latex, '' as she grabbed her pack of Marlboro Menthol 100 's and pulled one to her ruby red brim. She slowly lifted the light to the fag and I could n't help but watch the smoke impulsion from her mouth.

`` I have a girlfriend. I am happy. I 'm not interested and I 'm never going to say yes to this. You are wasting your time ! ``

Smiling she leaned forward, cigarette dangling from her brim as she whispered, `` Who said you have a say ? ``

Her grin was all-embracing as she laughed in my aspect. I was at a red for speech.

`` Brianna, just let me go. You ca n't just do whatever the nookie you want. ``

`` Watch me sweety. ``

My struggles did nothing to loosen my constraint. I tried to recall about things that would preserve me from getting turned on but the latex brushing against my bare cock was hard to ignore as she sat in my lap.

`` You dont heed if this cigaret jade sits here do you ? '' She inhaled deep and blew the smoke in my case as she grinded her latex clad ass along my peter and chunk.

`` Stop. seed on, just discontinue. What 's the point in time ? One fuck and then I 'm gone. No way I 'll put myself in this position again. This does n't get me back you psycho bitch. ''

`` That 's where you are wrong. I know you are barely getting by right now. Child accompaniment is a real kick is n't it baby ? ``

`` fuck you, '' I shouted in her face.

`` Yes, you will fuck me. I also did n't mention, I 've been off birth control for a bit. You are going to put a fucking infant in me. You 're going to infuse me and have no pick to come dwelling to mommy. ``

My eyes grew wide and I was wax of craze.

`` Are you fucking life-threatening ? ! Get the fuck off me. Who would do something so fucked up to someone they claim to love ? ``

`` Well, your whining is a bit off. Just shut up and delight the display. ``

She leaned over to a nearby table and grabbed some tape. Now I had no command of my hands and could n't plead my case.

`` Just yield into the joy. You have no choice at this point so why not savor the ride ? ``

The abrasion was too practically and my cock was fully erect as she slid me inside of her. I wanted to not savour it but it had been twenty-four hours since I had sex and the feeling of tight wet pussy was a powerful sensation.

groan escaped the mag tape over my mouth. I knew it was wrong but I could n't look away.

`` come on dad, instill me. feed me a infant, '' she cried out as she jumped up and down on me.

Her 36d breasts were crammed into this latex dress rightfield in front my human face. It had been so long since I had enjoyed my fetishes outside of smut. It was so often stimulus.

The look of the latex and the smell combine with the site of her lips blowing clouds of smoke was driving me barbaric.

`` Just think, once you 've given me a child, you are going to get to screw this pussy all of the sentence. You want latex baby, I got you. You want me to tout smoke on your putz, I 'll do it. I 'll be your working girl. Whatever you need. ``

As if the visual was n't enough, her dirty public lecture was distracting me as well.

With each thrust deep inside of her, I had to distinguish myself no, I ca n't. I have to try not to cum.

`` You feel so big. I bet you have a huge freight for Mommy. I 'm surprised it 's taking so long for you. Do n't fight it. Give it to me. ''

She knew I was trying not to cum and I was getting close before pulling myself back a few times with other thoughts. Unfortunately, she was n't going to let up.

Brianna pulled her big breasts out of the dress and leaned up to rub them in my face. Her hands gripped my whisker as she pulled my fount between them before sitting back on my cock.

To my surprise she had stopped rocking her body and sat there for a moment. She reached for her cigarettes and lit a new one.

`` I know you are near. You can only fight this for so long baby. I 'm going to get ur semen. Maybe you need a different view. I know how much you love my big ass. ``

She turned around, showing me her curvy body in it 's tight latex confines. Her ass was nice and one shot and glistened from the brightness level before she slid the apparel up a few in to picture skin.

My cock was pulsating and I did n't know what else I could do to stop this.

She slowly lowered herself on to my dick. Her twat was soaking wet and warm. I knew the combat was about to end.

`` Like that view ? Like seeing my ass move when ur pounding me ? ``

I shook my head in defiance but she knew I was weak.

She tilted her school principal back to stare me in the eyes with the cigarette dangling from her lips as the pace quickened.

Panic was setting in as I felt an intense sense shoot through me.

`` Mm, yes. thoroughly boy. Fill my pussy. ``

She had won. I kept saying `` No, no, no '' under the magnetic tape but it did n't issue. It was too belated. My cum was mysterious inside of her and nothing could vary this fact.

I was in a daze when she untied my hands. The anger was gone because pity had set in.

'' I 'll let you know once I take the maternity test. I 'm going to go shower. ``

I barely heard her, I was so out of it. My judgment wandered to so many awful scenarios as I opened her front door to leave.

That was the longest 30 minute drive home I had ever made. My girlfriend had messaged respective times but I did n't even have a go at it what to say at this tip.

Now I 'm living with the guilt as I impatiently wait to find out my fate .