True Love ( 1 )
How does one give up their true love ?
How does one follow that have a go at it ? Hoe does one follow them along all the myriad path their life takes ?
How does one give up life for love ?
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A bittersweet goodbye. Shannon had known it when she smiled and kissed Molly. The two women had known, and loved each former for a decade, and their pact had held. Through bad marriages and scurrilous fellow ; through the first doubtful exploration of their 'other side'; and now through this.
'' Never leave your incline. '' Shannon whispered as she caressed Molly 's hair. A single tear fell to splash on the bridge of the other woman 's olfactory organ, but she paid it no notice. Shannon swallowed.
Her love life was gone. Now she must follow. It was their pact.
Weak, Claude Elwood Shannon slumped backwards into the chair behind her. secrecy hung in the room as if mollie 's purport waited, holding her breath.
She had been so beautiful and wide of aliveness. Even now, after losing one breast-and dilutant than she had ever been-she was still beautiful to Shannon.
'' I wo n't do it again. '' She had told Claude E. Shannon when the Cancer had returned, `` Fuck the hospital. I 'll choose it as it comes, and die at nursing home if I have to. ``
She 'd had to. There, just this morning on their couch. They 'd both known it was coming today. You could feel it in the way mollie woke up-in how aweary she was.
Weary of illness, but not life.
'' screw me. '' She 'd whispered that morning as the two lay in bed, `` Now. ``
Claude Elwood Shannon could still feel the pleasure of the dayspring like a dim after-taste of a half-remembered delicacy. She could almost taste molly on her lips.
'' Fuck me. '' mollie had whispered afterwards, `` This afternoon. forebode ? ``
Shannon had promised. It was afternoon. Molly lay waiting.
Her lover lay as if asleep on the sofa. Only the windlessness of her dresser betrayed her true body politic. After breakfast she 'd puzzle dressed in her favorite rooms. Molly was nothing if fashionable-and ironic. She had dressed all in black, from her bra and step-in, to her black dog and matching stockings.
Shannon moved to the couch and sat beside her love. There was a mild ammonia piquance in the air. Molly 's bladder had released its table of contents when she died. A tentatively peculiar hired hand slid up molly 's inner thigh, across the silky stockings to her now damp genitalia. Claude Shannon felt herself grow wet as her finger pushed molly 's panties aside and probed her lover 's vagina.
mollie was still lovesome, and wet not just with urine. Shannon smiled. Molly must have been imagining this moment. A bittersweet goodbye.
Shannon stood and unmake her bathrobe. The scars that Phil had left with his cigaret were tenuous mottles on her shapely abdominal cavity and thighs. She 'd never felt comfortable in her bleakness except with Molly. It was only right for her to sleep with Molly-now and forever-in the manner that Molly preferred.
Slowly, gently, Shannon unbuttoned Molly 's blouse to reveal her Shirley Temple silk bra beneath. Practiced finger's breadth undid the grip, and the garment fell away to divulge the bountiful curve of one knocker, and the scarred clump of a mastectomy. Shannon gingerly touched the cicatrix. Molly-had she been here-would have laughed and pressed her lovers helping hand to the missing breast.
'' See, nada to hide. '' Molly would hold joked. Claude Elwood Shannon, choked with tears, lay her head on Molly 's pectus and wept.
'' precipitation. '' She thought she heard Molly whispering, `` I 'm waiting. ``
Shannon smiled and kissed Molly 's breast. Soon they would be together.
'' hurry. '' Molly whispered, `` We need a in effect roll in the hay. ``
Shannon giggled and kissed the dead woman 's knocker again. Her tongue caressed the nipple and played along the merchant ship curved shape of mollie 's one sound tit. She could almost hear her moan.
Her hands were groping again. She pushed molly 's blackened clad legs apart and placed one finger in her cunt. The former hired man was occupy with Shannon 's own button. Her juices were flowing now, running down her leg in little runnel and dripping onto mollie 's skirt.
With a fire burning inside her, Shannon grabbed Molly 's skirt and hiked it up over her rosehip. Pulling down the drained woman 's panties she exposed her beautiful blonde bush. It glistened with wet, but Shannon did n't care. She lowered herself to press against her loved, gyrating and shifting her hips. Ever contact between their mounds was hug drug, and Shannon could feel the orgasm building.
Thrusting her hip joint against Molly 's she curved her back and pressed her mouth to her lover 's. Her clapper could taste mollie 's last breathing place, but Claude Shannon was beyond caring.
'' piece of ass me. '' Molly whispered.
Shannon 's digit were deep inside both of them. She loved Molly. She would follow Molly.
'' Fuck me. '' Molly whispered.
Shannon fucked molly like only another woman could.
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The landlady liked both molly and Claude Elwood Shannon, but never really understood their lifestyle. Her husband called them 'fucking dykes'and would laugh at his own joke. She thought they were nice ma'am who 'd had bad experiences with men. A woman could n't love another adult female the Saami way a woman could love a man.
It was n't possible. It was n't natural.
The landlady found them lying together in their bed atop the sheets. Molly was arranged peacefully, dressed in her very best Negro suite-with a few conspicuous stains-and Claude Elwood Shannon lay beside her, wearing zero but a contented smiling. The two were holding hands.
A woman ca n't love a char the way a woman loves a man.
It may be different, but its still love.
And it was more mighty than life history or demise .