Men of all ages are discovering new eroticism within adventures they once thought forbidden. The big surprise for them is this ... Sex with guys can be high-strung than with a charwoman. It can be More vivid, more dangerously fun, more easily found, found without cost, and with no strings attached. In all of those categories ... well, girl are gunna find it arduous to compete. This is my chronicle and how the hell I ever crossed that line.

Blame it on the internet. Not only has free access to video stirred up interest, it has sexually educated men, and then given them an light electronic network within nearly every metropolis in almost every land. There are millions of men worldwide playing with each other that never would have dreamed they would be doing so a few geezerhood back. Most of these guys do not deal themselves gay. I 'm not even sure they accept the word bisexual. They just like getting their cock sucked sometimes and many like sucking one even more. My how things change ... And why the nether region did that find ?

This story is how and why it happened to me. I 'll evidence ya up battlefront ... The look of a cock in my mouth is sometimes, not always, exquisite like nothing else ... including a vagina. Feeling a guy cum in my mouth is also more intense and more visceral than with a woman. How did it happen to me, a `` straight as an arrow '' kinda guy ? Well ... It 's all Ash 's fault. I also blame it on her. Here 's the fib ...

You probably need to go back and read the initiatory three stories. In them I go to some duration describing how Ash and I developed our `` fireplay, '' our edgy fantasy talk while teetering on the brink of orgasm. Talking to each other in that aroused state really opened her to new mind and new desires. It affected me too and a wife tends to notice affair like that.

In my end story I recounted how Ash became Bi. Like so many other changes, I doubt it would 've happened without our unconstipated fantasy public lecture in bed.

Remember my premise in the finale storey ? ...

'' girl tend to think vaginas and guys tend to think penises are ugly. Both wonder what the other sees in them. ``

well ... That debate set up a banter between Ash and me, of course always while deeply into some orgasmic state. I would be telling her how beautiful vaginas are and she would be countering with how much fun member are. Something like the following ...

'' Honey, a cock and testis just give you soooo much more to play with ! ``

'' There is no mavin that matches a sonant penis expanding in your sass. Nothing is like it ! ``

'' The musky smell of an aroused man is simply addictive. I love it. I love savoring it. You will too ! ``

'' An set up cock is a perfect fit in your backtalk. It is soft and unvoiced at the Lapplander time and feels so good while twirling your natural language around it, especially the tip ! ``

'' Sucking Ball into your mouth and tonguing them not only feels enceinte, it gives you such a good sense of power over a guy ! ``

'' Getting a guy right wing on the edge, feeling him tense up, and initiate to shake just before he comes is always such a rush ! ''

'' The best part is feeling his cock pulse in your mouth as he starts to cum. There 's nada in sex better than that. Feeling his cum shoot into my mouth, tasting the saltiness is addictive. Every metre I 'm with a new guy I always want him to do that. You know how I crave the taste of cum ! ``

'' You 've got to sample cum ! If it was n't incredibly good, why would I want to sop up every guy off ? ``

'' dearest ... You 've got to try this. I ca n't wait until you 've had your first cock. I ca n't expect until we can share that experience together ... both of us sucking on the same cock and balls together ! ``

'' Cum in my mouth and we will trade it back and forth together ! ``

'' Ok. I 've let you cum inside me. Now get down there, suck it out and name me cum ! That is if you really like about your wife, if you really want me to cum too ... topnotch surd ! ``

Get the melodic theme how devious her little mind works ? I endured that kinda jack for several years before I started crossing those lines.

The for the first time was tasting cum.

I had to overcome a cryptic repulsion. Hell, I did n't even like cumming in a cleaning woman 's mouth because it just seemed so receipts. I know most men think that is the ultimate kick but for me it sure seemed like it might make her gag and wretch ! Maybe because I was convinced it would do that to me. Here 's how I overcame that little problem ...

Within a twelvemonth after she started raving about cum and wanting me to try it, I gradually started getting curious and eventually it became an erotic trigger. Yup, contemplating tasting my own jiss inexplicably became an obsessive affair. The more I thought about it, the more it became something that got me very very hot.

dozens, maybe one C of times I fully intended on licking my handwriting off after a ego induced orgasm ... Fully intended. Inferno ... That was the trigger that made me cum ... the prevision of eating my own cum. However ... Evvvvery single time, after I came, that plan went flying out the window ! I just could n't do it.

Then one day, and I 'm still not trusted where I got the idea, I decided to blurt out into a small jar and put it in the freezer. I guess I thought maybe the succeeding time I got all revved up with the idea of eating my own cum I 'd haul it out and pop it into my mouth before I experienced that huge let down, that switch from right to leave alone brain, that `` hitch back into realism '' thing bozo go through just after they orgasm.

fountainhead ... I jacked off respective times in that cup before I finally worked up the face to try it. And then one day, a day I was super turned on, while I was right on the bound, and yet had n't cum ... I got that jar out and plopped it all into my mouth. It was one frickin big ice square block of cum !

Now the interesting matter about that is the initial star is just frigidness. You ca n't taste much. So I started playing with myself, getting back to being right on the edge and savoring the taste and especially the olfactory property while it slowly melted. singular thing about being all jacked up ... everything seems different ! surprisal surprise. I actually, kinda, liked it. Not bad at all. Ash was right. I could see myself doing this again. And when it was all melted and swallowed, I busted my junky and came all over myself. Hellava orgasm. Could I eat that cum ? Nope. But did I do that freeze thing all over again ? Hell yes ! Lots of times until I was used to the taste, the smell, the look of it in my mouth and the stark out divisor was pretty much gone. You might want to try it sometime if you 've been odd like me but also `` could n't do it. '' Eating your own cum is a huge frickin railway line to cross. Try it and secernate me if this works for you too !

Ok. Here 's a new power train of thinking and another bloodline I crossed ...

The outlandishly popular comedian, Ron Theodore Harold White has this famous dead bit about porn and all of us being gay, the departure is only by point. Here it is ...

'' I have this sidekick of mine who 's a homophobe. That 's the most useless thing you could possibly be ... to be afraid of gay people. I was talking to him the other day and he says ...

'This world be a punter place if there were n't so many poove !'

And I told him, 'you know ... the next clock time you have a thought ... just let it go ! Besides, we 're all gay. It 's just a matter to what extent. ``

He says, 'That 's bullshit man. I 'm not gay at all !'

'Oh yes you are and I can prove it .'

'Fine prove it !'

'All rightfield. Do you like porn ?'

'Yea I love porn. You know that !'

'Do you only like porn with two womanhood making love together ?'

'No ! I like watching a man and woman making love !'

'Do you like scenes with the guy having a small half flaccid penis ?'

'No ! I like guys with a big throbbing cock !'''

( It 's a risible bit. train it out on YouTube if you have n't heard it before. )

The point is ... almost Guy do n't really empathize that a big cock in a porn prospect is an significant part of the turn on. The more you watch porn, the to a greater extent you 'll point out the excitement of a turncock ramming into a pussy or down a throat. Ash just kept pointing that out to me. turncock. Lotsa cock until they started to become a real titillating induction. I mean I started searching for videos with monster turncock. They were hot. They were fascinating. And over sentence they became at least as concern, maybe more, than a pussy. Ash was right with at to the lowest degree one stage ... There certainly was a lot more there to play with than a vagina.

So here 's the spot ... Ash would always always talk about tool while we were playing together. It was genuinely hot talk and would take a leak her and me cum pretty fast. After awhile it was the sole way she would cum ... talking about damn cocks ! And do n't you for a minute believe she did n't know exactly what she was doing to me. Conniving little harpy !

She had mountain of experiences with stopcock and she would tell me about each one in great particular. For example ...

I remember the sentence, early on, when the first black walked in our club. It was a herd social club. people everywhere. Plenty of hot women. He was handsome, slim, moderately grandiloquent. Arrived obviously as a professional wearing an expensive attire shirt and tie.

And who went right up to him, took his hand and started giving him the rounds ? Why yes ... My shy little peeress now turned tour guide.

After about 30 mo I noticed I could n't see them anymore and started looking. Were they in the bar surface area or on the dance floor ? Nope. Out in the hot tub ? Nope. In any of the chamber ? Nope. exterior in the parking lot or in a car ? Nope. What the hell ?

When I came back in ... there they were. She with a big smile on her face and he looking like he had been perspiring. How could I have missed them ?

I did n't know until the end of the night when she and I were making dearest and she 's going off about him. Turns out this frisky philly, kept holding his hand during the tour, that kinda got her revved up and when they finally arrived at the bathrooms, she uses those mesh hands to pull him into one. Once in there, she locks the door, and slowly pulls her hot skimpy Shirley Temple dress over her caput, she has no bra on, rubs her tit, gets on her knees, unzips his trousers, and pulls them with his underwear down to the floor ...

[ `` So I could get a real number safe look ! '' she said. ]

And fellates the miserable guy ! Damn. I mean the guy has only been there a few moment and some wild tweed bitch is one-half raping him in a woman 's john !

I could hardly believe it. That was SO NOT Ashley ! When I asked her what the inferno got into her ? She said ...

'' Well ... His cum of course. ``

'' You mean you let him cum in your sass ? ``

'' Yes ! Why would n't I ? I was dying to see what his cock looked like. And it was big. veridical big. You should 've seen it. Simply beautiful. You know, the rumors are true about nigrify guys ! We NEED more smuggled guy wire around this shoes ! And I certainly wanted to know what he tasted like. Would n't you ? ``

Now ... It was shit like that, a regular supply of stories about hammer, that Ash loved bathing me in. mephistophelean !

It took about four twelvemonth for for me, a `` connessouir of kitty-cat, '' to suck the `` once unsuckable ! '' Here 's how I crossed that damn contrast ...

I had this business acquaintance. We would occasionally share a dinner. We did one Night and after a few beverage we started talking about sex for the low gear clock time. I mean, we are getting into it ! Maybe it was the alcohol.

I 'm telling him about the society, and all the sex crazy char there, and then about Ash and how she now simply loves rooster, and `` believe it or not she 's trying her damnedest to get me to go down on one, '' and I 'm thinking this talk is getting to him. He just might want to come check out the club, when he said ...

'' Hey ... I 've just completed some pretty expensive remodeling of my home. No one has seen it yet. Wan na come over and recite me what you think ? ``

Well, of course I did. So we paid the check and left. The sign of the zodiac was close by, maybe five minutes away. And when we get there, the august tour was on. Beautiful house. Superb taste perception in design. So big, so dainty it was a shame he lived there alone. The last elbow room he showed me was the master chamber where he left me to go get some drinks. I look around at all the laurel wreath and sit down at the foot of his bed to admire a particularly beautiful oeuvre of art on the wall.

Then he comes in, sees me staring at his value piece, comes over and rack right in front of me blocking the view, does n't say a word but has his zipper inch from my facial expression and just leaves it there.

I do n't know what got into me but the best way to key out it is this ...

It was almost like being out of my body and watching myself slowly reach out, unbuckle his belt, unzip his pants, pull them down, way down, then his underclothes, and watching his Brobdingnagian erect cock spring out ... maybe a couple inches from my nerve. It was simply beautiful. Seriously beautiful and then I feel this surge, this incredible rush, and it seemed so natural to just open my mouth and put the headspring of it inside. I felt my lingua go to knead, twirl itself all over his velvety glans, like it had done it a hundred times before. Was n't long and I was rapidly sucking it while he was pumping it in and out of my lip. I remember thinking two things while that is happening.

One, this might be the hottest matter I 've ever experienced.

And two ... tinker's damn I ca n't wait to tell Ash !

It did n't shoot long until I feel this pulsing as his hammer gets extra hard and then the rush in his shot as he starts his loss, shooting so much cum, I had a hard sentence swallowing it all. And that sealed it. Ash was right again. Having a guy cum in my lip rocketed to the top of my list of erotic experiences. And here 's the really worry part for me ... I really really liked doing something that I knew felt so good for another guy. It was very different from feeling a char cum where you are kinda guessing what that feels like to her. This was powerfully identifiable. This was like `` every time I had ever cum. '' I ca n't really distinguish it. You 'll just have to try it yourself.

So what happened next ? Well he asked if I wanted him to recip ? I said ...

'' Nope ! I just want to go home and separate Ash all about this ! She will go nuts ! ``

And I did. Rushed home. Found her cleaning the house. Pulled her into the bedroom, tore her clothes off, threw her on the waterbed and said ... `` delay till you hear what I just did ! ''

So I start sharing it, Ash senses where this was going, jumps on top of me, straddle my cock and slides it in her dripping cunt, starts bouncing on it like she 's riding a galloping cavalry, and cums before I had hardly finished the chronicle. It took all of maybe sixty moment ! When she came down from it all ... guess what she says ?

'' You are going to do that again right-hand ? differentiate ME you are doing that AGAIN ! ! ``

I did recite ya she was a bit diabolical.. right ? Could I even consider not do that again while living with a dick crazed char like Ash ?

Here 's the thing about being Bi ... at least from my decimal point of view.

The mood comes and goes. It 's the strangest affair. Most of the time, let 's say 90 % of the clip I have only about 10 % interest in rooster. I never have involvement in bozo ... from a gay 's view anyway.

Then all of a sudden `` the moon and the virtuoso align '' and bam ! I can hardly intend of anything in a sexual way ... but stopcock. In those moments cocks, pretty a great deal all dick, are intensely erotic. So a lot so, if I 'm looking at porn all I see or want to see is cocks and while doing so I can literally feel what it feels like having one in my mouth. During those present moment I 'm at least 90 % gay, maybe more. I have zero sake in fair sex. And then as quickly as it came, the feeling leaves me, for weeks or calendar month. The old Jim comes back and vaginas are the essence of beauty in this existence ... once again.

Now this back and Forth has been going on for about twenty eld. Never changes much. I 've had several hundred experiences with turncock over the class. Ash and I would issue forth to do a guy together, actually several. It was capital for her, just good for me. And another guy and I did `` d-play her. '' Saami reaction. I 'll indite about all that later.

rear line ... I still love charwoman. Still love hammer ! Well ... Some of the time anyway !

Finally ... What might you ask away from this story ?

1. If you 're new, be damn thrifty who you ultimately hook up with. She could be some vicious roundabout, sexually deviant person like Ashley !

2. If you make that fatal mistake, you now know how it 's going to end up. You are going to become a wild ole dick sucker ! However, you 'll spend most your life with a immense smile on your human face !

3. And even if you do end up with person as goofy as Ash, and letting her drive you skitszoid walking both side of the street ... it wo n't be so bad. Being Bi is kinda like pizza. When it 's good ... it 's really proficient. And when it 's bad ... well it ai n't that bad !

So ... try the `` ice cubes '' some time !

I 'll leave you with the immortal speech of Woody Allen ...

'' bisexuality doubles your chances of a date on a Sabbatum night.

I believe that sex is a beautiful thing between two hoi polloi. Between five, it 's wonderful. ''